#bxstiarius

[theomachst]

✅ How many URLs have you had? List them if possible.

Munday Asks

I literally can't list them all, I've had so many. I tend to jump between fandoms and I've just been writing for SO LONG, there is no way I can remember all of them.

In FF maybe: @bxstiarius, @infernalastral, @darkmissionary, @mutasharid, @marusomongrel, @sicsempertyrannxs, and a Riku from KH blog. Oh, also @stcrmfallen.

... I think that’s it. Oh wait, I had a Vincent blog too I deleted, whoops.

See, this is why I can’t fucking keep anything straight.

[altrxisme]

me: i love both my muses equally 

jackson: *office stares with a long montage of me planning his many possible deaths in every single verse since 2012 in the background* 

[nightiingaled-a]

@bxstiarius​ / sc.

The magic was waning - no question about it. Most of the time it came with age, but Luche suspected he just wasn’t made to hold the magic like some people. The man had battled with his diagnosis for some time, begging the magic not to abandon him. At some point however, he began to accept his fate, transferring to less magic practice and more kukri fighting, more hand to hand. But not always could he avoid using magic. But he wished he could avoid the pain it caused.

The battle was over and he had some respite, a moment to hide. Doubled over and heaving, clutching at his chest where the burning never stopped. The scars spread up his neck more and more each day and Luche wondered when they would swallow him whole.

[ravusnightblossom]

bxstiarius replied to your post: “Y’all need Bahamut.”

“Did you just unironically say ‘YA’LL’???”

  “Hmmm. No. You must be imagining things...”

Yes. Yes, he did.  

[renatusvalerio-blog]

“Who’s that pokemon?”

send “who’s that pokemon?” and i will post a pokemon that i think your muse would like | accepting

#448 - Lucario

“Lucario is a bipedal, canine-like Pokémon, with fur that is predominantly blue and black. It possesses a short, round spike on the back of each forepaw, in addition to a third on its chest. It has a long snout and ears. When its mouth is open, it has two pairs of pointed teeth, one in the upper jaw and one in the lower. It possesses cream-colored fur on its torso, and blue fur on its thighs that resembles shorts. It has a medium length tail of the same blue color as well. It stands on its toes rather than on its entire foot. It has developed four small black appendages on its head, which rise when Lucario reads or manipulates aura, a special energy that it senses. Lucario can study this energy to predict the movements of their opponents and track their quarry. They also have the power to manipulate this energy in an offensive manner, in the form of explosive spheres of energy. Lucario can understand human speech, and have been reported to communicate with humans through telepathy.

Lucario is considered to be prideful, and is extremely loyal to its Trainer. It also seems to have a natural sense of justice. It usually lives deep in mountains very far from people to improve their skills. It is an exceptionally rare Pokémon. Lucario are primarily carnivores, hunting their prey in packs, though one Lucario was seen eating Berries and plants, like roses. It has been seen eating chocolate, even though chocolate is not part of its natural diet.“

I just… I think he’d have a Lucario.

[captaindrautos]

Orgy/Gang-bang.

Send a sexual scenario and my muse will tell you whether or not they’d be into it. Anon or not.

Very into it.

[antimundi-blog]

BLACK [but Reversed, maybe? *SHRUG*]

It wasn’t exactly supposed to be a game of kiss and tell, and probably far more juvenile then it should’ve been, but when you and several others were well on your way to getting fairly tipsy in the middle of a high-class soiree–well, didn’t hurt to make the most of it. This being a rather riveting game of Truth & Dare that didn’t have the saucy implications it should’ve. So far, the dares had been downright asinine and juvenile, and the truths weren’t much better. When Noctis had downed a bit more of his wine, the spent bottle of Heidsiek 725–more expensive than the average home per pop–slowed before pointing incriminatingly to Xiaowen, it Noctis’ turn to ask for a Truth. So, he asked something he assumed would get them all laughing. “Wait, so you’ve always wanted to fuck a ghost, Xiao? Kinda tame, but that’ll do.”

[leorugiet]

What are you afraid of?

for the next five asks, my muse cannot tell a lie.

“Torture... mutilation... watching horror movies... the dark... scalpels... handcuffs... syringes.” He takes a long breath. “Fire. Lightning. The tundra. Zegnautus Keep. Underground places...” He shut his eyes. “Is that enough?”

4/5

[akumeis]

[*chinhands* Estinien & Aymeric, GO AWFF]

one again, i don’t interpret their relationship as being very healthy. i never have. could it be, in the future or if things were different ? sure…

aymeric says during one cutscene that estinien didn’t notice him / pay him any attention in their younger years. the fact he considers that worth bringing up, many years later did concern me. && though he calls him friend, estinien never really shows any gratitude or acts towards him like a friend does… 

it’s understandable, mind, given what estinien has been through && the impact it has had on his behaviour but that doesn’t make it okay nor does it remove the risk of the birth of a toxic relationship where it’s all give on one end && no taking on either.

basically, i see estinien as being very clearly not wanting of a relationship of any sort. he’s far too set on revenge. he’s shut ━ off. he’s cold. he barely seems to feel. he isn’t a giver or a taker.

aymeric, on the other hand, feels too much. he’s a total giver yet is still saddened by all he does not deserve, if mostly due to the understanding that in normal society, everything seems to happen in a certain way… he desires to fit in && when he doesn’t, it’s upsetting. he’s very clearly lonely && isn’t very used to having friends or people to relate to, as he’s so different from many && is hated by many. 

perhaps he latched onto estinien in the hopes that they’d understand one another. perhaps he felt he could help estinien open up && heal, aided some by his own pains && not wishing for others to feel the way he does. i don’t know.

at this point, aymeric is starting to understand that estinien isn’t really a friend but certainly isn’t an enemy either. he’s a bit more apparent in his annoyance / upset around those he can trust && confide in. those he feels he can actually talk to, knowing they’ll listen / respond.

unfortunately, he worries himself sick over estinien still, when he has more than enough on his plate as it is. he’d give his life for him. even though his raised hopes that constantly get crushed hurt him so.

he still hopes one day he’ll be like a friend is “ meant to be like “ so quietly clings onto him deep down. how could he not ? estinien deserves so much better. in a way, to pull away from entirely, registers to aymeric as him not caring about the other, which goes so against his nature. if he did not care immensely for others, regardless of aught, he would not be himself.

it’s… a bit of a mess. the fact aymeric struggles to comprehend it doesn’t surprise me.

essentially, it’s a relationship that exists only on one side. born of longing, hope, && a desire to relate / for normalcy, doomed to rot aymeric from the inside out, like the frog brought to the boil in a pan.

note; it’s not what fanon sees. it’s not what shippers see. but it’s what i see. please don’t send me hate for this. it’s merely a difference in interpretation && beyond this roleplay blog, i do not assert it as fact or attempt to suggest that it is. i know far better than that.

[wcrththewait]

“Quit going easy on me.”

[Training.]

➷  @bxstiarius

“Then show me what you got,” he calls out with a grin. Nyx is still sweating a good deal --Xiowen’s friggin fast. The skills of the other Glaive are quite different from Ulric’s (at least in his own opinion), but it makes it hard to read him and therefore, he holds back.

‘Give me an opening.’

[xbookishxbrute21]

My Tumblr Crushes:

rex-cxiii

astralxking

warpstrikeassassin

argentum-mt

bxstiarius

blindiggy

silentinterests

dxrknesspurgxd

night-light-sky

[ofimmortal-moved]

  bxstiarius / @bxstiarius 

[Xiao will text him naughty pics when he's in the office]

// Do it. Do. it. Doooooooooo it. 

[nightiingaled-a]

I’m just nervous.  I feel like it’s pretty obvious I don’t want you to leave. - @bxstiarius​

Luche leans across the bed, callused fingers touching the other’s cheek. So rarely does he show affection in uniform, but they are still in the quiet of his home, half-dressed. Intimately close. 

              ❝It’s just routine recon, I’ll be fine.❞

[thekingsshield]

(ง’̀-‘́)ง

Send me  “(ง’̀-‘́)ง” if your muse wants to fight mine

    “What for? Just to test your strength or for bragging rights with the rest of your Glaive buddies? Either way, I’d be happy to fight you.”

[ravusnightblossom]

1, 2, 8

Mun Related Shipping Questions1. OTP(s) for your muse?  

I honestly love all this ships that I’ve encountered in my RPs, especially since I’ve only shipped based on chemistry here.Outside of direct RPing, though? There might be one guilty OTP of mine… (but you already know this, you silly. owo) 

2. NOTP(s) for your muse?

I don’t really have any NOTPs for Ravus, aside from…..Luna. :| I’ve already had a few people approach me about that….even though it’s blatantly in my rules that that will forever be a big nope.Other than that? Naw… I figure, if anyone can actually get him to open up then it could be a good possibility.

8. Does your muse get jealous easily? 

Situationally. It depends on how much he trusts the person he’s with and what all is discussed before hand. He is very insecure, so it’s not unlikely. It could probably be easily snuffed out if he was properly talked to about it before it became an issue.   

[gingersmiith]

PokeDex!

SEND “POKEDEX” AND I WILL POST A POKEMON THAT MY MUSE WOULD WANT.

Look, Tredd would absolutely want a kickboxing fire chicken and we all know it.