#buuuut i literally dont know if thats possible i need someone who is also a christian & sapphic

[saintxjudas]

argh will i ever find love as a lesbian christian

[mayapenelopeclutterbucket]

My heart is still so freaking giddy about tgd omg 2x04 SPOILERS

I still feel like I can't eat I got so much shea and melendaire my heart is thriving I'm v excited that my tummy is in knotssss also why do my posts end up sooo long also I'm glad we're finally getting more backstories on everyone 🙏🏼🙏🏼

-Aww no come on shea plz communicate keep talking to each other more

-And aww poor glassmen but who tf has an usher party (I heard that right, right? lol)

-I'm finally see Melendez' tattoo again I feel like I haven't seen it for a bit

-Ugh I wish Claire was working with Shaun and Melendez like old times 😭

-Aww I'm glad Shaun is asking for advice besides Claire expanding your social circle is good but lmaooo all the women are still roasting Melendez I'm here for it 😂 and for the woman perspective

-Massive killed herself right, at least that was always my theory and I don't remember them ever saying

-But damn that mom was honest af

-And Claire bby already making connections and opening up her big ole heart

-But lol that trailer for the conners they definitely didn't need Roseanne and her racist ass

-Normal is overrated tho ok you should love your kid no matter what and he's still perfect fuck you lady ok yeah I'm harsh she does deserve a break but I don't like her not thinking her kid is perfect or normal

-And I'm already living for these Shaun flashbacks again and aww omg Shaun 😭 I don't want him used to it

-Claire clearly disagrees about the girl getting the risky surgery and wants to say something

-Aww glassmen Shaun just wanted help you took him under your wing and he's like a son to you where do yo I expect him to go :/ and how much shit does glassmen have to go through man but at least he fessed up to someone

-Lim you're very hypocritical you override what a patient wanted without her consent so you really have no room to talk about backing off 😑

-And wtf Claire plz tell me you didn't tell them to try and declare her mentally incompetent

-And aww for Shaun trying to keep the secret and proud he did for 30 minutes lol but I knew glassmen wouldn't swallow those pills

-Calculating our chances and hoping we defy the odds I like that. A lot.

-But we all know that mom did it on purpose

-Wtf morgan can you stop being up Claire's personal life in front of others if you're gonna taunt and mess with her at least do it in private

-And I'm here for Shaun relating to that kid and trying to help

-Jesus Christ this thing with maddie is gonna make me cry 😭

-Shea 😭😭 so beautiful with karaoke scene, but fuck you all for hating on Lea my precious child NOW I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN HERSHEY

-FUCK OFF PARK I DONT LIKE YOU right him Melendez

-But ooh food break my parents got me Wendy's 😍

-And aww damn lady way to break it to him about you dying

-But damn parks cop days have him hella hardened

-And oMFG I HAD TO PAUSE THE TV AND HAVE A MINI FREAK OUT BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE IMMA GET A MELENDAIRE HEART TO HEART HOLY SHIT I CANT BREATHE I DIDNT EVEN THINK THEY WERE GONNA INTERACT IN THIS EP OMG OMG OMG IM SO EXCITEDDDD

-IT WAS SHORT BUT STILL SO BEAUTIFUL OMG THIS SLOW BURN HAS ME EXCITED AND I CAN FEEL IT THEYRE GONNA GET TOGTHER AND HOPEFULY BE ENDGAME

-FUCK MY BABY CLAIRE I really need to stop writing in all caps but I'm so here for more backstory and Claire love and talking about her personal baggage and owning up to her mistakes unlike other people I know

-(I'm still so excited about that melendaire scene) that I can't eat but damn Claire at least you tried bby 😭

-Glassmen 😭😭 he better not die I swear I feel like that's what it could've lead up to that whole talk

-Neil my baby showing his heart and love and I just love this show and these characters so much 😭

-Awww I feel bad because I know I would've judged but I wouldn't know what he needed either and its sad to see but maybe it's what's best having her son be put in a center I just think the whole situation is fucked up :/ and the boy should get all the love and the best care possible

-😭😭 aww tough tit mouse is always gonna make wanna cry now

-SHAUN IS GETTING SO FUCKING GOOD AT THIS COMFORTING THING THATS JUST WHAT GLASSMEN NEEDED TI HEAR 😭 it's so great to see how far he's come especially since I stated rewartching the show earlier today and the character development is 👌🏼👌🏼

-Melendez sister I just knew it!!!! More Neil backstory 😭 I love him so much and I knew he must've been speaking from experience and I'm glad we finally got to see his sister

-My shea heart is thriving omg FINALLY HONESTY 🙏🏼🙏🏼 and more karaoke I'm getting everything I fucking want this episode omg 😭😭😭😭

-I knew he wanted to share that apartment with Lea I fucking KNEW IT AS SOON AS THE REAL ESTATE AGENT SAID TWO BEDROOMS

OOOF that promo for fuck not next week 😩 whyyyyy the 29th but glassmen you're literally like his only family of course he's worried and trying to help and not relevant at all buuuut holy shit it looks like Melendez and Claire are working on the same case again 👀👀

[fuzzywhatzitinvasion]

Is there a good way to repair relations with someone if you are a fan of theirs and you have an opinion you feel is harmless but they take it further than you meant it to and they start insulting you? I was hoping to get your opinion on what to do since you're the one I need to repair relations with.

If this is your attempt in making things right this is possibly one of the worst ive ever seen.  Putting a cut because this is gonna be a long one.

Saying you have nothing against trans people doesn’t change the transphobic things you said.Your post was literally the equivalent of “I’m not racist, buuuut….” I literally do not care that its your “opinion.” Its harmful to trans people. And by extension, the girl I love. She even saw the post and was hurt. So naturally I’m going to be a bit upset. 

Look, you’ve been mostly nice before this, and thats the reason why I unfollowed you instead of straight up blocking you. And I say mostly because youve sent more than a few asks that pushed boundaries and made me uncomfortable even after I told you to stop.

And I hate that i have to publish this ask, but you went on anon so i guess i just have to call you out in public. 

If you really want to repair anything, it wouldnt hurt to start by apologizing. But, I will break down each of your statements and explain why they are harmful just in case you truly dont understand. 

So, heres what you said, broken down: 

It’s not that I don’t like people who are one gender physically but identify as another gender. 

Its blindingly obvious how this is transphobic. You are literally saying trans people are not the gender they identify as, or at least not completely. Thats bad.

Trans people arent physically this or mentally that. They just are the gender they identify as, and they always were. Telling a trans person they are physically another gender can trigger dysphoria, which does hurt a trans person, even physically, so yes, your “opinion” literally harms trans people. Also spreading these ideas or justifying this sort of thing as “just an opinion” allows the spread of hate that causes trans people to get literally attacked and killed. Theres that too.

It’s the fact there are so many terms and ways to go with all of it. 1 guy I know I don’t know if he prefers to be called male or female, His girlfriend I’m not sure if she is male or female, I’m not sure the genders of the girl who is in a relationship with a lesbian.

why cant you just call them what gender they are, itd make this much less difficult to read

Also once again, you are implying that their gender identity isnt what they actually are with the “one is a boy, one is a girl” thing. Stop that.

So, two gender questioning individuals are in a relationship and you dont know if they count as lesbians? Did i read that right? If so, thats how it shouldve been worded, and that was probably much less confusing.

This hypothetical is rather pointless. Why does it matter if they are lesbians or not? They can figure it out themselves. 

 I’m just so confused and the one thing I know is that it can be quite rude to say “Are you a guy or a girl genetically because I am not sure” because if your assumption is wrong then you offend a guy by calling him a girl or a girl by calling her a guy. If you are right then they might get upset that you don’t use their preferred gender. 

Why do you even need to ask what a person is “genetically”? What does that even mean? 

If you’re confused about someone’s gender, ask them what gender they are, then there you go! Its not that the issue is complicated, you’re making it complicated. Especially with the word gymnastics you use because you just cant call them trans people for some reason. 

TL:DR I’m ok with people being seeing themself as one gender and physically being a different one, but we need to stop having the 100 tiny tumblr sexes and preferences. We got too many things and it’s confusing.

already covered this so yeah 

When you are talking about trans people, just say “trans people.” Its not that hard or confusing. 

Neither is gender identity. 

Believe it or not, trans people dont usually get mad at you for calling them the wrong gender if you legit didnt know. Just ask. 

Also, Dani has this to add: The best way to find out someones gender without making them uncomfortable is to introduce yourself. “Hi, I’m ____ and my pronouns are ____, nice to meet you!”

Hopefully I gave you the tools to stop being transphobic. Or you can continue playing the victim and claiming I shouldn’t be upset that you pretty much insulted my girlfriend. Its up to you now. 

[survivorelara]

Episode #6: “"NOT ANYMOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE" - Big Z

Even though I misplayed my idol, I cannot believe that my incessant need for wanting Toby gone actually fucking worked. Like. I will be taking the credit for this one because I just fed it to my peoples and had Loris know about it and just controlled his emotional vulnerability. I would have been good without having the idol either... so wig- I fucked up on that end but WOWZA it feels good to actually lead a vote, see the vote go the way you want, and have my target argue with someone who HE thinks started this revolution. Hehehehhehee

bruh im getting major Byzantium teas right now... where my og tribe gets decimated and only two of us actually make it to the merge. right now theres only 3 of us left and just like then if only 2 of us make merge we're gonna start off as swing votes, then everyone will target us.  please don't let that happen Byzantium wasn't my greatest org experience

LMAO SO DANI THINKS WE ARE DEAD TO HER BECAUSE WE BLINDSIDED HER AT THE LOUISE VOTE? poor girl. you're playing a vivor org, get over yourself. you better pray to GOD we don't lose or that you have an idol... because your ass is done otherwise. one way or another, like I said before, only 2 zosma's max are making merge lmao…

In the middle of the challenge, so this confessional will have to be brief. I can definitely WIN this challenge, but I do question if that's the best for my game. The other tribe had a unanimous 6-1 vote, so now it's an even 3-3 split over there.

If we win, it's possible that either they'll go to rocks, or one of the Revati's will flip to save themselves? (Because it's unlikely the Auva are dumb enough to flip on one-another since that'd give us majority in the merge.)

However our tribe is currently a 3-2-2 split, and while I don't THINK the two sets of two are working together, I can't eliminate the possibility that they'd gang up on us to eliminate one of us and evening the numbers for the merge.

It's difficult to say where this whole tribe will end up shaking down, but I'm hoping to avoid Tribal if I can help it. The less Tribal Councils I go to, the more options I have going into merge because I won't have necessarily hurt any feelings by voting a particular way.

Well, I crushed the challenge, scoring all 5 points on my tribe, everyone was talking about how I carried them... which already has me worried given my history of being labelled a challenge beast after only having one good challenge.

But at the very least no tribal, I'm curious if we'll be merging at 12 or if it'll be some other number. Guess I'll know soon enough, but it's nice to have a break for a bit, and I think I'm doing pretty well on bonding with others so as to better my position.

Dylan still never talks to me. So ideally he'll be gone soonish, either by us losing the next challenge or him serving as an early merge boot. But even if he sticks around I doubt it'll be a major problem.

MY HOPE, for the other tribe is to send home Drew or Roxy (preferably Drew since I know Roxy and can work with that I think), to split up that Power-Pair as Drew was a fool for spoiling that. I don't really care who goes so long as the Revati's stay, and if we DO lose

Now if I could just find a damn idol... or SOMETHING.

HELLO LITTLE MIX AND NICKI ARE COLLABING I REPREARJT  HHHHHH THEYRE COLLABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jack Lawrence is so nice and so pretty. I would die for Jack. I would cry for Jsck. I will climb a mountain- and I hate walking. oh thats climbing I hate that too. Jack is nice Jack is kind. I shit on the Jack haters. He is just perfect. He could do nothing and still be thebest non-lead host. (Ya AJ shuttup) Anna Jane is PERFECTION. Erik is cutie she is cutie and I love AJ n Erik. She is hot and if I was gay i'd fuck. She is good listener and perfect and beautiful andeveryone get u a friend like AJ bc she is a BIG ASS MOOD in my life like stop being so perfect thanks

Sometimes I get confused about which day we’re on, so hopefully it’s day 14 lmao. The other tribe snatched Toby & I’m not surprised. Auva didn’t just make a mistake that will hinder themselves, but it will also affect what’s left of og Zosma. The Auvacados could’ve worked with Toby to start taking down Revati, but it would seem that they’re still out for vengeance. Toby was setup to be in a swing position, of course he’s gonna feel out both sides before choosing one. Now Auva is split with 3 on each side & I don’t see any of them flipping, unless og Auva is gullible again. Drew T. didn’t trust Revati either because he wasted an idol on himself even though Toby voted in favor of him. Flops.

Kori is legitimately a godsend. He c a r r i e d Revati in the challenge by scoring all 5 points that we needed to win. He says that he focused hard & waited for the messages to pop up which mind you were separated by intervals of several minutes in the span of 4 hours. Kori is a very humble dude & tries to downplay his capabilities, but he’s the GOAT. Maybe even the shield I needed. :O

I’m not too worried about Dani at this point in time. If Revati happens to lose then she would probably be the easiest to turn people against. Everyone participated in the music video challenge while she was the only one that did not, and she has a habit of sitting out. Sam told me that she hasn’t talked to him since the day we blindsided Louise & I’ve gotten the same treatment. Since I’m “dead to her”, I think that making a move against Dani pre-merge would benefit me in the long run. This would also change everyone’s perception of Sam and I to being non-threatening come merge as we don’t have the number

tea time sisters! toby was a king but was a threat and I have to see the benefits in him going. this tribal is going to be eventful I think... because I think I’m getting votes because roxy seems to really want me gone??? but i have a plan that I think will work :))))) I tell John to vote out drew t or roxy and I say that I know he doesn’t really want to vote out drew h so I’ll settle and sacrifice for drew t. if he’s fine with voting roxy then I tell him that I think I can get drew t to vote her too, and then we can vote him out next, when in reality we’ll vote out drew h next. if he wants to vote drew t now then I tell him me and z will do it too when hopefully z will vote out roxy with me and drew t instead because roxy is trying to get one of us out. ezpz . In fact we could even vote drew h. it’s all tea. I really hope z and John are loyal to me, I think z will be, and I think I can just play with me saying I trust you to John over and over. cute!!!! I stay winning... I can’t believe that I .. actually have a plan... that’s t it’s so easy idk why I couldn’t do this before my mind is just so powerful now? also auva idol is GONE and that’s fantastic and also I got legacy bitches!!!! only 7 more bitches need to go then I can use it :)

Soooooo half of this tribe is just completely inactive during the most important hours of this game prior to tribal. It’s SO FRUSTRATING because even if I want to make some sort of strategy with them it’ll take them at least 2-3 hours to reply to me. I cannot do this for too long. The other issue is that people are sooooo hesitant to throw names out, and when you do throw a name out literally EVERYONE hears that you started it and it gets turned on you. That happened to me when I said John’s name once to Roxy last tribal. I worry it’s about to happen to Loris suggesting Roxy too. We’ll see how it plays out, if I end up dying I’ll at least go on an active note rather than an inactive one.

THERE ARE TWO HOURS UNTIL TRIBAL AND LORIS IS THE ONLY ONE HERE

Whew another tribal and everyone is like absent again!? Wow we love productivity! Trademarked by the Celestial ORG! Please, come buy some productivity!

I hope we merge soon. My goal is to make it to merge without going to tribal. Idk how my tribe would pan out, we got a few inactive asf people. I dont have an idol but I really want one . tbh I'm so glad I took my break bc I'm not focused on winning im just focused on enjoying myself and my game while it lasts and I feel like its significantly improved my game.

Okay so Loris isn't talking to me but he's talking to other people so I'm being TOLD they're going for Roxy but I don't really believe it, I think if an idol is played, I'm dying courtesy of him and Z. Just gotta keep the faith in my people tbh

We doin big z vut doing loris kihhtve been better cause of her connections vut my nothing much I can do. I dint Rlly like the mrtge we r hesding into we r hella in minority

sometimes i forget im playing a org because all we do is win oh i got an idol btw hihihi

Honestly I am happy Toby went. HE WAS A BITCH! He wanted me out the the first round. Now to get Sam and Ciere out next. Expect Tea motherfuckers. Anyways, literally I have not talked a lot. I have gotten to know Kori. He is a shady fuck, I know that from past experience but I need him. I talked to Emma or Emmy or whatever the fuck her name is too. She seems really sweet.

ok so I think me and Ci'ere are bonding, which wow I never imagined that I would have a social game. I still haven't messaged Dani or Kori which is something I should do. The fact that they haven't messaged me, coupled with the fact that I'm alone on this tribe cements the fact that I am the obvious vote. Brb let me try to make connections.

SO we lost again, and my broken phone prevented me from participating in the challenge. Looking at this based on the challenge I should be leaving, buuuut I am going to be voting big Z out tonight, and because the auvas don't want rocks, they are going to do what I want. I have wanted this guy out from a game standpoint from the very beginning, but once you throw my name out there it's very hard to get back on my good side. Loris is going to be annoyed with me I am sure, he was trying to manipulate the situation between us but I could see right through the whole thing. I had a call with Roxy and she made an alliance with us and the two drews. She seemed to be worried that I would want to stick with loris and Z but I knew immediately what I wanted to do. I am really hoping that a merge will happen next, and that this move will not deeply affect me right away.

Big Z is voted out 4-2.