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Sam Move’s Up in her Work Life! & Other recent updates.

I’m extremely nervous today. Got a cool job opportunity at this Piercing shop I work at. I’m “moving up” so to speak. At first I was hired to just clean shop and answer the phone occasionally but now they really want me to be a part of the team, which means I have to go through training. And no I will not become a Professional Piercer myself because I don’t have it in me to be consented to stab someone with a sterile needle, I will become an official assistant at the shop instead. I don’t want to give too many details about it but as I said, I am very excited but extremely nervous! Talking to people is one thing but relaying the same information to customers on a daily basis will take some getting used to, among other things. I can’t wait. I hope my anxiety (if I even medically have it tho it seems I might have something similar from how I act about various situations i’m put into) doesn’t keep me from going any further in this. I have been prone to run from something new that I don’t have the courage to face even if every fiber of my being wants to do so. BLAH! I need to calm down. I know I can do this, I just gotta tell myself to shut it, chin up and move. It works sometimes...

And if training goes well then my pay goes up! Which would be awesome!! Even with 2 jobs I cant muster enough for Rent let alone other crucial necessities like food and toiletries. The Bae makes way more than enough to accommodate but I don’t like that. Team effort Sam! 

And that wont even be an issue either. The move at the end of this month (or next month we haven’t actually decided) will help us save so much! I can afford to go to concerts again! And conventions! Well, let me not get ahead of myself, all sound nice but let’s get there first before celebrating... 

It’s only the first day. This opportunity is once in a lifetime. That door opened and I stuck my foot in the damn door. I. Can. Do. This. 

It’s not a big deal. Just assisting. I can do that easy. Remember The Port?? THAT Job is FAR worse then what you’re about to deal with, so this should be a piece of cake!

Deep breathe. Lets do this. 

In an hour. lol. I still have time to mentally prep myself.