#butterstalk

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"Damned For All Time/Blood Money" is full of banger lyrics but "Jesus wouldn't mind if I was here with you" is exceptionally gut-punching not only because it's pitiful seeing Judas trying to justify his actions, but also because it's TRUE! Jesus would not mind!! Judas and Jesus are both so incredibly aware of the narrative that they're stuck in and they know they can't do anything to escape it!! Jesus literally yells at Judas later on to go and betray him already!! GOD!!! THIS MUSICAL!!!

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the Charles Guiteau hyperfixation is back

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looking back on where ur OCs came from is so fun. like what do you MEAN Marty and Grace started as a lesbian teenage ripoff of Archibald and Lily Craven. AND THEY STILL KINDA ARE

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downloading pdfs is my favorite hobby

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my...ocs....explodes and kills 7 bystanders

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krita don't crash challenge level impossible

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gmmgnh. doomed. yuri

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close enough

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acting deranged in the captions of my toyhouse image uploads is my passion

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i am itching to ramble about my ocs (you person who sent an ask you know who you are I am working on that ask but I'm gonna. Rewatch some movies first. For research.)

the need to ramble is so bad so I'm just gonna start rambling. ABOUT THEIR VOICES!! because I don't have any voice claims that feel super accurate and have been thinking about their voices a lot. The default accent is to be determined as I'm still deciding on where exactly Escapism takes place,, sorry about that

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Aster has a deep voice that's bit raspy from forgetting to drink water. She usually speaks very softly so you have to really pay attention to hear what she's saying because if you ask her to repeat herself she'll probably get self conscious and say "nevermind." She thinks long and hard about what she's going to say and likes speaking Poetically™. Her laugh is relatively bubbly and light compared to her regular voice.

Beatrice has what I can best describe as an alto voice; feminine but on the lower side. She talks really fast and has a tendency to ramble and start trailing off so it can be hard to understand her sometimes. When she's REALLY emotional or passionate about something (or drunk) her east Yorkshire accent slips through. Her laugh is hearty and loud.

Charles sounds like Gaius Baltar. He's the exception to the no voice claims statement. He just sounds like Gaius Baltar,, sen will disagree with me,, sorry man. if he's not actively putting up his Respectable Young Man persona his voice pitch goes all over the place and gets rapidly higher the more excited/passionate/panicky he gets. He has a very handsome laugh, I'm sorry to say. (If you don't know what Gaius sounds like, worry not as I plan on making a quick animatic with a single voice line of his that is VERY Charles-coded soon-ish.)

Grace has a soft, slightly high-pitched voice, and speaks in a floaty, almost whispery tone. Her tone only really changes when she's irritated; her voice becomes stronger and her words more pronounced. When she laughs she snorts a lot which contrasts her base princess-y voice.

Eli has a mid-range masculine voice and speaks clearly and deliberately. He's careful not to be too loud, worried about standing out too much. His laugh is equally average as his voice.

Martha is hard to describe because I imagine her with my voice,, and similarly to me her pitch goes all over the place,, but I'll try my best! Her base tone is alto-ish. She tries her best to enunciate and not talk too fast, but she tends to be rambly and mumble a lot. Like I said her pitch (and volume) goes ALLL over the place depending on what she's talking about or how she's feeling. Her laugh is very breathy and a tad high-pitched.

sorry if I included something stupid or obvious,, I'm not 100percenr sure what speech patterns or voice,, behaviors,, are considered typical. lol

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i love not knowing how to render things. sorry that is not how shadows work but I can put the character in a silly pose is that ok ❤️

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engaging in intellectual conversations with @senaaaard

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thinking about grace williams moodboard for myself

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does anybody want to do an art trade 👁️

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truly there is no greater experience in life than making OC playlists

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ok I thought it was just one but it seems Tumblr has decided to accidentally unfollow a bunch of people so I'm gonna fix that. Sorry