#butit is funny like if i had remembered proxies exist i could literally own all this stuff. i was therefor it. oh well

[matoitech]

i think being really particular and picky about aesthetics with merch but ESPECIALLY plushies has saved me from collecting a lot of promare merch i didnt rly want lol. i notice that seems to be a theme w other collectors especially ones that r autistic or have ocd and im glad i was spared bcuz i only rly want merch if i think its aesthetically pleasing to me lol. i dont have the money or space for everything. anyway eventually ill get the rare plushies i have wanted for years that i missed at the time bcuz i was silly and forgot proxies exist...