#butidontknowifshecaresenough

[lostinafieldofdreamss]

i dont know....

i  dont know what im gunna do. so many thoguht have been going threw my head for the past couple of days. i just miss having my best friend to talk too about anything and like i dont know if it was worth the risk for me losing my best friend just to stand up for my values and what i belief in and my opinion. my best friend might me way more important to me than my own opinion at this point. i hope she sees this but probably not. i just dont know what im gunna do. and im getting sadder and sadder each day and crying more so at this point i dont know. i dont wanna look back on this decision i made and regret it