#but. um. i wanna share a little secret with you guys. vosim (jink) talks to me sometimes
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tbh i kinda hate how vosim's overtaken a lot of my life + identity and shit, and it hurts for me to say this
#this specific shit's been bothering me for months and i just want somewhere i can properly vent about it#but. um. i wanna share a little secret with you guys. vosim (jink) talks to me sometimes#mostly incoherent stuff (random babbling + usually just repeating shit like ''deedee i'm scared') but sometimes he'll tell me things#its been like this since 2022 i think??? its become more prominent this year however#he can say really nasty stuff sometimes and it makes me feel scared and sad :o[#he'll be silent for days sometimes. and then next thing i know he's saying stuff again#a lot of the time its like hes on constant guard mode and i dont like it#there was a vosim before him that actually could ''speak through me''. i dunno how to describe it. he would kinda bleed into my thoughts???#vosim (jink)'s like. an anxious-er version of me??????? in the form of the guy himself????? i dunno#this shit's really been fucking with my identity so hard. i know im not a system cuz this shit hasnt happened before 2021 + they dont front#im sorry for venting about this shit (especially about a character that HELPED me before) but this has been fucking with me for months now#i dunno if this is like. me just hyperfixing or some shit. i do maladaptive daydream a lot so maybe its just me doing that#UGH IM PROBABLY SPOUTING NONSENSE RN UGHHHHH im probably talking out of my ass. ugh#this shit's been bothering me a lot tho and im genuinely confused and just. kinda scared#its 3am this shit probably wont matter tomorrow#sango hisses#not maintagging for obvious reasons#will probably delete later
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