#but you guys have different kind of angst lined up sooo 😔

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Given that you answered the question about Jules kinks, I began wondering: How physically close could, theorically, have been Jules and MC?

I know they never had a proper romantic relationship. But, casual sex is a completely different thing.

Of course, both having the opportunity to have sex but never taking it is more interesting to me because: 1) It's more angsty: the yearning is real and could have been solved easily. 2) It's tragic: both wanted it, but then Jules died. 3) It can haunt MC when having sex with another RO: would have been better if they did it with Jules?

On the other hand, the idea of them having sex is really funny. Like, my guys, my dudes, my friends. You were right there. You had everything to succeed and somehow lost. What were you thinking?

I understand if you consider this a bit too spoilery, or too forthcoming, so feel free to ignore and not answer.

How physically close could, theorically, have been Jules and MC?

You can be friend/rivals with benefits with Jules but only with an mc that is of the opposite gender. I love the dynamic casual intimacy brings to the table. Like, yes, we have had sex before. Yes, I know every inch of your body intimately. I know where to caress you just enough to make you shudder. Yes, we are friends who kiss sometimes. But what if i want to know you deeper than what you have to offer? What if I want to hold your hand from under the table? Would i scare you off? How much would be too much?

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yall wont be able to be friends w benefits with jules#but you guys have different kind of angst lined up sooo 😔#ro : jules hawkins

i would take the codependent homoerotic “we’re just friends right?” hyper close same-gender mc & jules any day <3

i would take the codependent homoerotic “we’re just friends right?” hyper close same-gender mc & jules any day <3

We are friends. No, the thought of you holding someone else's hand totally does not make my stomach curl. No, I totally do not stare at your lips when you talk and wonder how it would have felt if it were me who you were kissing last night and not the stranger in your bed whose name you can't even remember. No, you definitely do not occupy so much space inside me that it is unbearably suffocating at times. Absolutely not.