#but yesterday we moved the big shit and my shin is so covered in bruises its honestly a bit difficult to stand.

[bukuoshin]

Btw, I'm in so so much pain and no one cares.

[thewildomega]

Feral Red Dog Ch.5

Opening your eyes the horror from your dreams faded away. Looking at the wall of the room you blinked. Bright light shinned in from the window facing out towards the garden, the pink petals from the cherry blossom trees floating in the breeze. What time was it? Hearing the ticking of a clock you moved your eyes around until they landed on a clock sitting on the dresser, 11:37? It was nearly noon but you were still so tired. Your body felt heavy and your mind fuzzy. Glancing down you blinked again, no clothes, only a white sheet and duvet covering you. Moving to roll over you hissed through your teeth and squeezed your eyes shut. Oh, oh damn it hurt, everything hurt. Making it to your back something red caught your eye and you turned your head enough to look at it. Red blotches spotted the white bedding, blood. Suddenly it all came back to you. 

You gotten married yesterday. To Sakazuki. Last night was your wedding night. The both of you had... mated... more than once you believed but you couldn't really remember much after the... Pushing your hand up to your neck you felt over the extremely tender wound with your trembling fingers. A bite, he had claimed you. Tears were quickly filling your eyes and rolling down your temples. He had done this, mated you and claimed you all against your will. Feeling your lip tremble you rolled back to your side. 

Crying there for a time you decided it was time to get up but when you moved to stand you choked back a sob. Holding your lower abdomen with your hand when the pain rippled there you paused. Regaining yourself you bit your lip as you pushed yourself to your feet, your legs unsteady. Looking back to the bed you saw more blood stains in the middle where he had taken your virtue. Dropping your head you took in a shaky breath and started towards the bathroom in the hall. Closing the door behind you you turned on the light and lifted your eyes to the mirror but gasped at what you saw. Bruises, bites, handprints, your body was littered with them. Your lips were swollen and red, looked to be a slight bruising to the bottom one as well. Looking down for the first time you noticed the smear of blood on the inside of your thighs. Licking your lips you turned on the water to the shower. 

After taking as hot of a shower as you could manage, scrubbing your body and whimpering when you rubbed over your raw feeling nipples and sex you got out. Drying off and brushing your teeth then hair you wrapped a towel around you, the things huge on you, and headed out towards the bedroom. After remembering that he had moved your clothes you went back into his room and peeked through the drawers until you found your clothes folded up and placed in beside his. Pulling them on proved to be a difficult task, at this point you weren't sure if the bruise there would be from you or him. 

Bathed and dressed you stripped the bed to be washed. You didn't much give a shit about pleasing him but you didn't want to keep looking at the proof of what had happened last night either. It hurt to move around much, your body feeling like you had been ran over by a wagon. After starting the wash you fixed yourself something to drink and a small breakfast. Sitting at the table you chewed your food slowly thinking how in the hell you had ended up in a situation like this. You regretted leaving that island now, you should have just stayed there like Garp and Sengoku had told you to. Sighing you finished the meal and drank the rest of your tea. Just what the hell did you do now?

.....................................

Finishing up with his work a little later than he wanted today he removed his hat long enough to brush his hair back before putting it back on. Stopping on his way home to pick up something for them both to eat since she never seemed to cook a decent meal he continued on his way with the paper bag in hand. Seeing the worker of the ice cream shop closing up for the day he let out a sigh, he should probably pay the young man for the ice cream his omega had stolen. Walking over to him he saw the man look up, his eyes widening a bit before speaking.

"Oh Vice Admiral w..what can I do for you? I was just closing up but if you would like some..."

"No. Yesterday you were yelling about someone running off without paying, a woman. It was my omega... I mean my wife. I assure you I have punished her for her crime and I would like to pay for it now." he told the young man, moving to take out his wallet. 

"Y..your wife? Sir that's not possible I mean... that can't be your wife." Seeing the terrifying man raise his brow he licked his lips. "I think there has been some mix up here sir."

"What do you mean? Yesterday you were yelling about a woman running off without paying and..."

"Sir it wasn't a woman, it was a girl. A little girl and her friend."

"You are sure? My wife said that you gave her the treat...for free."

"Oh yes I remember her, pretty young woman, red hair." he smiled but instantly straightened up when he saw the man's hard eyes. "I mean nothing by it sir. Yes I gave your wife a free sample." 

"Why?" he asked, his voice coming out deeper, the alpha in him thinking this young man was a threat to his omega.

"Well just because sir, she was walking by all by herself and she looked rather lonely so I thought it might help cheer her up. We have a new flavor anyways and sometimes giving out samples helps with business you know." he said with a small grin. "Your wife though she was very kind, kept asking if I was sure it was okay to give her some for free." 

She hadn't stole the ice cream, she wasn't a thief. She kept trying to tell him she hadn't but he didn't believed her, he had just assumed the worst of her. While yes she had left the house when he had told her not to, breaking one of the rules he had set and angering him he still felt guilty now for falsely accusing her. Last night he had even punished her for stealing and then lying about it. After spanking her repeatedly when she kept saying she had cried out what he thought was false innocence she had finally broke and admitted to the crime. But she had been innocent the whole time. "I see." he sighed. 

"I do hope she liked it, I had a big rush come over as soon I gave it to her so I never got to get her opinion on it."

Looking down to his wallet he pulled out a small bill, "I wouldn't know but how about making a small one of the same flavor and I'll let you know what she thinks tomorrow." 

Nodding the young man smiled, "Sure thing." 

Walking into his home with the bag in one hand and the small ice cream in the other he removed his shoes at the door, tossing his hat and keys to the entry table. He could hear the dryer going but that was it. Knitting his brows when something hit his nose he quietly walked into the dining room and stopped when he saw the table set. Two bowls of what sorta looked like beef stir fry and two cups of tea were placed at their spots at the small table. She had made dinner, an actual dinner. He didn't yet know how it tasted but it at least smelled good.

Setting the ice cream and take out on the counter he went in search of his omega wife. She hadn't been in the living room or kitchen, the bathroom door was open and he didn't see her in either of the rooms. He did however notice that the bed had no blankets on it, only sheets. Getting angry at first when the idea that she may have yet again ran away filled his mind he was walking towards the door, about to yell her name when he stopped. Back up a step he turned towards the door to the garden and saw it was partially opened. Sliding the door open the rest of the way he looked outside and saw her there. Walking quietly over to her he saw her laying on her front in the grass with her arms crossed under her head, a book beneath them. One look to her face and he could tell she was sleeping. 

Breathing out he thought of what to do. On one hand he didn't want to wake her, she looked so peaceful right now but on the other she hadn't eaten yet and she was still thin. No he had to wake her, she had to eat. Crouching down beside her he brushed back the lock of hair that had fallen to her face and gently shook her shoulder. "Y/n. Come on wake up." he spoke in a deep low voice but she only groaned in response. Sighing he shook her a little harder. "Omega I said wake up." 

" 'm sleepy." you told the meanie as he tried to wake you, lifting your arm to try and push away his hand that was shaking you. 

Grabbing her wrist he knit his brows at the red area on her palm. "What happened to your hand?"

"Burnt it while cookin' supper." 

Sighing he scooped her up into his arms and stood, feeling her tense and then whine. "Hush, you can sleep after you eat something." Taking her into the dining room he set the book she had been reading on the counter before sitting her in her spot and saw her wince but didn't say anything for now. Moving to his own spot he set down and grabbed the chop sticks. Looking down sat the food he rose a brow but took some and placed it in his mouth. To say he was pleasantly surprised was an understatement. It was actually decently good. Glancing over to her as he chewed his second bite he saw her head dipped down, only lifting enough to place a piece of beef into her mouth. 

Refusing to look up to him you waited for him to start complaining. You knew it wasn't the best food in the world but you thought it was better than the fish you had attempted to cook. Still you knew he would have something hurtful to say. He wouldn't care if you had tried your best on it, if it wasn't perfect then it didn't matter. 

Watching her slowly eat, refusing to meet his eyes he swallowed the food in his mouth and reached for the tea. It was cold, the same as the food but too be fair he had been later than normal today. Besides, holding the cup in his hand he instantly warmed it back up to the right temperature. taking a sip and then placing it down he saw her eyes look the steaming drink, her brow twitching before she looked back down. Seeing her collar fall some he took sight of the deep and angry looking claiming mark on her neck and felt his lip twitch. Mixing the food a bit he glanced to her and then the food, taking a breath. "The rice is overcooked and a bit too much soy sauce..." watching her shoulders curl up some he licked his lips. "...There's room for improvement but it's good.... I like it."

What? Had you heard him right? Slowly looking up to him you saw his face relaxed for once and grinned a little. It wasn't an outright compliment but you would take it. 

"Where did you learn to make it?" he asked as he continued eating. 

"Tsuru used to make it for me."

Humming he swallowed, "That explains the overuse of soy sauce, I believe the woman could drink the stuff. Probably why her face is always scrunched up." he said and heard a small giggle. Shooting his eyes to his wife he saw her smiling some as she looked down to her bowl. He couldn't help but grin a little at the cheerful sound.

The rest of their meal was spent in silence. He finished before her and when he glanced to her bowl he saw she still had a little of rice left but she didn't look as if she wanted any more of it. Figuring she was done eating he had stood and moved to grab her Ice Cream, sitting it in front of her. 

Looking down at the ice cream you knit your brows and then lifted your eyes up to his to see him starring down at you. He looked even more humongous from this view. 

"I know you didn't steal the ice cream yesterday." he told her in a low voice. He hated admitting when he was wrong, when he had done wrong. 

Dropping your eyes back to the frozen treat you bit the inside of your lip. 

"Well aren't you going to eat it?"

Taking a deep breath you looked back up to him. "No." 

Growling he narrowed his eyes at her, "Why not? 

Grabbing the small cup you stood, holding back your discomfort and moved over to the kitchen. "Because this doesn't make it all better. This doesn't make what you did right." hearing his growl deepen and seeing his lip lift into a snarl you kept your head up, refusing to back down. 

"EAT IT!"

"NO! You hurt me, you punished me for a crime I didn't commit! I tried telling you I didn't steal it but you didn't believe me. You didn't even give me a chance to explain you just chose to think the worst of me!" you yelled back, dropping the ice cream into the trash. 

Seeing her throw away the treat he had bought for her he snarled, steam rolling from his shoulders. "Well if you hadn't left the house like I told you to none of that would have happened in the first place!"

"I am not your prisoner! You can't keep me locked up in this damn house for the rest of my life!"

Chuckling darkly he moved closer to her, starring down at her. "Can't I?" he asked and saw her brows knit together. Backing her up to the cabinet he placed his hands on either side of her to block her in and leaned over her some. "I know omegas aren't the brightest bunch but I will only say this once more so you would do well to remember it. You are mine. You belong to me. I own you therefor I can do whatever I want with you. If I want to never have you see the light of day again it will be so. If I want to chain you to my bed and make you my own personal fuck toy I will. I am your alpha and you will obey me."

"You're no better than a damn pirate." you hissed. 

Clenching his teeth he had his hand fisted in her hair before she knew it. Holding onto her tightly while his other hand unbuckled his belt and undid his pants he felt her try and push him away but it didn't even make him budge. Pulling down the waistband of his boxers he allowed his already hard member spring free. When she averted her eyes, refusing to even look at his cock he only smirked. "I am getting fed up with that sass of yours. This mouth is for sucking my cock not talking back." Gripping his cock he tilted her head back and tapped the head on her closed lips. "Open." When her bruised lips remained shut he snarled, "Open!" he commanded, using his alpha voice. Seeing them part a little he pushed the tip past her lips but then stopped and glared down at her when a thought crossed his mind. "You bite me little one and I will make your life a living hell." he warned. 

Feeling him press his cock into your mouth you gave an small suck and heard him let out a sigh. When he kept his painful grip in your hair you felt him slowly push your head down to take him deeper. It didn't take long for him to hit the back of your throat, making you let out a small gag. Instantly you tried to stand back to full height but he only pinned you to the cabinets. 

She had only taken about half of him and she was already gagging. Rolling his eyes he reminded himself that she had never done this before he urged her to take more. When he had forced most of it down her throat he let out a deep moan and let his head fall back some. Damn she felt good. No she wasn't skilled but her mouth and throat were warm and tight. 

Pushing on his hips when you ran out of air you heard him let out a deep breath and loosen his grip just a little, the pain no longer making your scalp burn. Coming off you sucked at the tip but then heard him speak again, his voice deep and husky. 

"Use your tongue." 

His voice was gruff but you obeyed. Cupping the underside with your tongue you heard him breath out a 'Good omega.' not caring at all for the way it made a pressure build between your thighs. Sucking harder you felt him bob your head up and down until soon you caught on to the rhythm and found yourself fucking him with your mouth. A mixture of saliva and precum dripped down your chin but he didn't seem to notice. Nor for the tears leaking from the corner of your eyes. 

She was starting to learn. Good. Smirking he loosened the grip in her hair and started petting her head. "That's it, keep sucking your alpha's cock." he said in a low voice. He was close but he held back.

Your jaw now ached along with the rest of your body. It had been almost fifteen minutes now and he had not let you stop. You were sure your throat would be bruised from the pounding of his dick. How desperate your lungs were to get a full breath of air. When you felt his thighs that were bigger around than your waist start to flex and then his hand in your hair tighten again you glanced up at him. He looked at you once, his lip twitching as he pulled almost the whole way out. Was he done? Before you could think hard on it he was shoving back in, plunging his thick dick down your throat and filling it with a hot, bitter fluid. His deep growls and grunts filled the air of the home. You tried to pull away, push him away but he held you in place, you closed your lips around his shaft as it threatened to spill out. Choking on it you felt some drip out of the corners of your mouth. When he had filled your entire mouth with his seed he slowly pulled out and glared down at you with those cold black eyes. 

Holding the back of her neck to keep her upright he glared down at her. "Swallow." he commanded. He could see the will to fight in her eyes but with a lift of his lip she finally submitted and he watched her throat bob as she swallowed his seed. Grabbing her jaw with his other hand he squeezed, wiping up the drop of cum on her chin and pushing his thumb up to her lips. "Open." he said and pushed the drop into her mouth when she did, making sure she had swallowed all of it. "Now that wasn't so hard was it?" he told her. She said nothing in reply and he smirked as he released her and stepped back. "Clean up dinner." was all he said before walking away. 

Standing where he had left you for a moment you heard the shower turn. Tears rolled down your cheeks and you felt sick to your stomach. Shaking you turned and stumbled over to the table to clean up. Once that all was done you placed the take out food he had gotten in the fridge before moving to grab the dried blankets for his bed. Quickly making it you turned off the lights and moved to the guest bedroom, curling up under the covers, tears spilling from your eyes. 

Getting out of the shower he checked the kitchen and dining room to find them both clean. Huffing he grinned, good girl. Walking to his bedroom he pulled on a pair of boxers and went to get into bed when he saw it empty, only the freshly cleaned bedding there. Narrowing his eyes he walked to the guest bedroom door and saw it cracked. Pushing it open he saw her sleeping on the bed, curled up tightly under the covers. While he wanted to wake her, demand she go get into his bed he took notice of her light shaking from leftover sobs and sighed. Closing his eyes he turned and walked out of the room, cracking the door back and moving to his own empty bed. Sniffing the bedding he growled lightly, it didn't even smell like her. Dropping his head down to his pillow he closed his eyes and went to sleep. 

A/N: Comments always welcome. :)

[narika-a]

Let Me Repay You

||| Anon asked: Can i request a monsta a x mafia scenario where you and wonho are together and at first you two are in love but after awhile he starts to be harsh and aggressive to you? Also could you add in a dash of shownu |||

A/N: I was gradually getting sleepier as I wrote this so bare with me 😂 Also I’m back! 😂

Shin Hoseok (Wonho) x Reader x Son Hyunwoo (Shownu)

Genre: Mafia AU, angst

Word Count: 1,957

“Sorry we’re closed!” you shouted from the storage room.

“I need a drink,” a man’s voice spoke.

“I said we’re closed,” you came out of the room and froze in the doorway. There was a man at the bar but he was so pale and looked like he’s about to pass out.

“Are… are you okay?” you stuttered, coming over to him. Now you could see what was wrong. His whole shirt was drenched in something red. It can’t be blood, can it? He was holding onto his stomach tightly you leaned down and slowly lifted his hand. Definitely blood.

“Keep pressing on it,” you ordered, lifting him up. He was way heavier than you expected. You threw his arm around your shoulder and dragged him to one of the tables with comfortable seating and lay him down. “Are you still with me?” you asked, gently slapping his cheek. He didn’t answer. Shit. This is bad. “I’m going to get you some help, I just need to find my phone” you said and stood up.

“No… No ambulance,” he begged you, somehow grabbing your hand.

“Are you serious? You’re going to bleed to death.”

“I said no ambulance,” this time his voice was more strict. There was a long pause after that. “You stitch me up.”

“No no no, no way.”

“You can do it,” he said squeezing your hand. You didn’t have time to think this through because he was already as white as a ghost. You quickly picked up the med kit and some alcohol from behind the bar and ran back to him. You sat him up and he winced in pain.

“Sorry,” you whispered. You had to do something about that shirt. It was sticky from all the blood but you had to take it off. You unbuttoned it and not sparing more than a few glances at his well toned chest, you focused on the wound. It looked bad. Blood was still gushing out of it. You were no expert but it seemed like a stab wound. You cleaned it, making him whine and got the needle with the thread ready. You were about to pierce his skin but your hands were trembling so bad. No, you can’t do this after all.

“Like this,” he said taking your hand and guiding you. “Will you finish it by yourself?” he asked through gritted teeth.

“I- I will try,” you replied and continued to do what he showed you. You were as careful as possible but you could still see he was in a lot of pain. By the time, you finished he was so quiet, you thought he died. You checked his pulse, you could feel it but it was faint. Shit he really needs to go to the hospital but you remembered he begged you not to call them. Why though?

“Oh my God, Hoseok,” you thought and quickly found your phone. You completely forgot to tell him where you are, he will come barging in here any second if you don’t do it fast but he won’t be happy seeing you alone with another man. You came up with a dumb lie, saying that your boss asked to work overnight, hoping he would believe you. Maybe he’s not home yet. This time you would actually be glad that he wasn’t. You looked at the man on the couch. You can’t leave him here by himself. You came back to him and cleaned him up a bit before covering him with your jacket. You sat down on the opposite side of the table. Where did he come from? You stayed like this, watching him when after a while sleep took over. You were woken up by a loud banging on the door. You rubbed your eyes and looked around. The man was gone. What the heck? You quickly stood up. He was barely alive, how can he walk?

“Y/N are you in there?” a familiar voice shouted from behind the door. You went to them but they were locked, you didn’t remember doing that though. You took the keys and finally got them open.

“What the hell were you thinking?” Hoseok shouted and grabbed you roughly as soon as he got in. “You think I’m stupid? Your bar doesn’t work overnight? What were you doing here?”

So many questions but you somehow felt that telling him would only make this worse.

“Come with me,” he said, increasing his grip on your hand and dragging you to the car.

“Hoseok, let go. You’re hurting me,” you cried out. He slammed you into the car, knocking the breath out of your lungs and looked you in the eyes.

“One more time, what were you doing here? Who were you with?”

You rubbed the place he was holding you before, there will probably be a bruise. The same for your back. It hurt real bad and you were about to cry, why would he do something like this? He noticed the change in your mood.

“Get inside,” he said harshly, climbing into the driver’s seat. Not wanting to anger him more, you obeyed. The drive back home was silent and you could see how pissed he was. What got him so worked up? You have never seen him this mad. He never hurt you before. He pulled you out of the car and into the house. He threw you onto the bed in the bedroom before locking you inside. You cried yourself to sleep that night even though you had trouble sleeping because of your back. You went to the bathroom when you woke up, took your clothes off and looked in the mirror. It was terrible. Your whole back was purple.  You felt like crying again but controlled yourself and decided to get a new set of clothes. You still had to work today. Your back ached so much, you could barely move your arms. You turned around and noticed Hoseok standing in the doorway. As he watched the bruise on your back his face was expressionless. He came up to you and helped you put your shirt on.

“I’m sorry, I was a bit harsh,” but you didn’t say anything. He buttoned you all the way up to the neck so nothing could be seen. He took your cuffs and buttoned them up as well,  ignoring the bruise on your wrist he left yesterday. He finished dressing you up and then went to the door.

“I will take you to work,” he said.

“Are we not going to talk about what you did?” you shouted after him.

“There’s nothing to talk about!” he shouted back. “If you were really with him…”

You couldn’t believe what you were hearing. That’s not the Hoseok you know. That’s not him. You’re scared of this person.

He dropped you off without saying a single word and the first thing you asked your boss was to give you overtime. You can’t go back there early. It was half an hour till closing and you kept looking at the clock. You hoped he won’t pick you up. You would be anywhere but with him. You noticed a customer leaning on the bar with his back.

“What would you like?” you asked him.

“Anything,” he said, turning around and you gasped at the sight.

“it’s you!” you almost shouted, pointing at him. “Where did you disappear to yesterday?”

“I can’t tell you that but I’m here to thank you. You saved my life,” he said, sliding you a packet. You picked it up and looked inside there were probably at least a few grands in there.

“I can’t take this,” you said, handing him the money back.

“Please, I want to repay you somehow.”

“I- No, I can’t…” you had no idea how would Hoseok react to this. You saw him looking at the hand that was holding the money and you quickly pulled the cuff up. You hoped he didn’t notice the bruise.

“I see,” he said and took the money. “Talk to you later,” and with that he was gone.

You couldn’t stop thinking how he recovered so quickly and completely forgot about Hoseok until he came to pick you up after all.

“Feel like talking today?” he asked, once you two were home. You wanted nothing to do with him, so he just sighed and went out. The next few weeks were practically the same. Every day he would drive you and pick you up from work. He would never let you out of bedroom once you were home. The same questions followed after that but you could feel he already knew the answer. You couldn’t take the verbal abuse anymore, sometimes if you started arguing with him, he would get physical as well. You wanted to get out of here and kept on thinking that you should have taken that money and ran away before he started watching that you don’t leave your work as well. The only thing that kept you going was the company of that handsome stranger, who visited the bar every night. You didn’t even know his name. One day, ten minutes before closing he slammed the door to the bar open.

“Y/N you’re coming with me,” he said, taking your hand. You didn’t even lock up the bar.

“How do you know my name? Where are we going?”

“To take care of business,” he opened the door for you and ushered you inside. “Quick, before it’s over.”

Under no other circumstances you would have come with him but everything was better than waiting for  Hoseok. When you stopped by some building, you immediately regretted your decision. It was the company Hoseok was working at. You had no time to react as the stranger was already taking you to the elevator. He stomped to one of the big doors at the end of the hall and kicked them open. All the people inside the room stood up upon seeing him and took out their guns.

“Y/N! I knew it!” Hoseok hissed from across the room, standing up as well. “You were working behind my back.”

“She wasn’t, you paranoid freak,” the stranger said, coming up to him.

“Then what do you want, Shownu?”

“I’m taking her with me. If you come after us I will kill you.”

“What?” he asked.

“What?” you followed.

“Y/N are you really going with him?” Hoseok looked at you with the eyes you loved so much. At that moment, he was your Hoseok again.

“I- I…” you stuttered.

“People like you disgust me,” Shownu said, punching Hoseok in the face before he could react. “Let’s go.”

You could hear Hoseok shouting something about gangs and revenge as the elevator door closed.

“I know what you’re thinking Y/N but please, I still haven’t repaid you.”

“You just did. I never got the chance to tell him off.”

“That’s not paying you back. That’s making things right,” he looked at you. “I owe you my life. At least give me a chance.”

You couldn’t shake off the feeling that getting involved with either of them is dangerous.

“You barely know me, why-”

“Oh trust me I know more than enough,” he interrupted. “You’re not safe alone with him out there.”

“And why should I trust you?”

“You trusted me that night, didn’t you? I could have easily taken care of you, right there.”

“Oh please, you were barely alive,” you chuckled as the elevator reached the ground floor. He took your hand and guided you out.

“So how about it?”

You didn’t need to think any longer. You have decided that you’re never going back to Hoseok.

“I hope, I’m not being stupid again,” you said, following after him.