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save-the-villainous-cat · 2 years ago

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Cat’s 3K Series

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5

Part Three

By the end of the week, the hero was an expert in stitching. It was a lot of work.

On the outside, the villain didn’t look that bad but once the hero removed their clothing, the amount of cuts and bruises was scary. Their whole body was full of them and the hero had to use a lot of thread. There were also smaller wounds which the hero covered up with band aids.

Unfortunately, they only had coloured ones with comic animals (their niece had wanted those a while ago) which at first, had made the villain protest again. However, the hero had somehow managed to convince them that the colour of those band aids had absolutely nothing to do with their functionality.

One time, the hero caught them trying to escape again, limping, they’d aimed for the door but the hero had pulled them back, pressing their bodies against each other, hands on the villain’s chest. Handcuffs were useless, the hero had decided. Maybe that was a good excuse but the hero also had seen the marks those handcuffs had left on them.

Slowly, the week passed and slowly, all of the villain’s wounds were stitched and cared for, even those which reopened frequently thanks to their great struggling. The hero placed the last band aid on the villain’s jaw.

“You know,” the hero mumbled. “You’re a fucking pain in my ass.”

The villain’s eyes jumped to the hero’s.

“No dirty joke?” the villain asked.

Yeah, no dirty joke. With the villain around them 24 hours a day, it was more than a little complicated to play a role. Either that and crying themselves to sleep every night or walking around like an exhausted ghost all day. They’d decided on doing the latter.

The agency had urged them to file a report but the hero had called in sick. They knew they couldn’t do this for eternity.

The hero didn’t answer them.

“Your stitches are awful,” the villain said. “They look horrible.”

“You’re mean.” The hero looked at one of the stitches, slightly uneasy now.

“I didn’t ask you to treat my wounds.”

The hero didn’t say anything.

“Still don’t get it why you do all this shit. The agency is bad, I get that. But they’re heroes. Can’t be that bad.”

The hero stared at them, something close to a murder stare.

“You know nothing,” they said. They pushed the flashbacks into the corners of their brain. Deep down so they wouldn’t have to dig them up again. “There are some leftovers in the fridge, take them if you want to.”

The hero stood up and looked down at their shaking fingers. They breathed in, breathed out. But it didn’t go away.

Usually it did but with the agency right behind them, asking for mission reports and more work, psychic evaluations and health check ups and another mission, they couldn’t even fall asleep anymore. Maybe it had been a mistake to bring the villain here. Maybe they were better off alone.

“I don’t wanna eat your trash food.”

“You know what?” The hero turned around with a burning face. “You’re a massive fucking asshole. I saved your life, more than once by now and you do nothing but insult me.”

Anger and exhaustion mixed together, creating a poisonous soup the hero was more than ready to throw in the others face.

“I know my cooking isn’t the fucking best, alright? I know it sucks but I’m trying really hard to keep us both alive.” The hero’s hands formed into fists and they dug their fingernails into the palms of their hands. “Fine. Just leave if you want to. Leave.”

The villain had the audacity to actually look surprised. A little shocked too. What a joke.

“I won’t drag you back into this apartment. Leave. Escape. Whatever. I don’t care. I have better things to do.”

Blinded by overwhelming emotions, they grabbed their suit and walked out of the door. They accepted the mission the agency had given to them on their mobile phone.

Turned out, irrational decisions were the worst. The hero had suspected that with bringing the villain into their home but now, they were certainly sure this was their end.

Apparently their opponent’s evaluation was ridiculously wrong. The information the agency had sent to the hero had described them as “insufficient” and “negligibly violent.” They were anything but.

Within five minutes of the fight, the hero already had a broken rib and a sprained ankle. Ten minutes in and the hero had turned into prey that got hunted. The hero tried desperately to hide, to block where they could but it didn’t get them far. They got hit, could barely escape, got dragged back into the whole mess. Their opponent wasn’t enormous in size but they were quick. Focused. Agile.

The hero wheezed when another strong hit went to their stomach. They felt the crack and the pain, felt how tears formed in their eyes.

They made a noise, a horrible noise and broke down.

“Nothing personal,” their opponent said, voice deep. The hero fought for air but nothing filled up their lungs. Not fair. Not fair.

It wasn’t fucking fair.

Their tears fell to the ground and they gasped for oxygen which eventually found its way into their lungs.

They hadn’t made dinner yet. What if the villain really didn’t like the leftovers? But they’d eaten yesterday…

They squeezed their eyelids together. What were they even thinking about? The villain had probably left the house already, licking their wounds like a hurt dog in their lair.

What a thought. The apartment would be so quiet…

With time, they managed to breathe evenly. But weren’t they tired of fighting? Weren’t they just so, so done with everything?

“Who sent you?” the hero asked.

“I sent myself,” they said. “Wanted to see how strong those little heroes have become. Wanted to experiment a bit with you.”

Experiment.

“Please,” the hero begged.

Their throat went dry. Their breathing changed, breaking, crumbling in their control. They knew they couldn’t afford this right now but god it had never been this bad before. They grasped their suit, gripped the fabric stretching over their chest. It was hot. It was way too hot.

Tears streamed down their face. Experiment.

And then, suddenly, they felt a hand on their shoulder.

“This one is mine.” The hero looked up, finding the villain’s eyes easily. They wanted to cry out of happiness but the building panic attack prohibited it.

The opponent tilted their head, their eyes jumping between the villain and the hero.

“Where have you been?”

“I kidnapped them, they escaped,” the villain lied. Their fingers combed through the hero’s hair and they shushed. “Mistake on my part.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” the opponent asked. Slowly, the hero got a grip on reality. This wasn’t the end. It wasn’t the end, wasn’t the end, wasn’t the end—

“They became attached to me accidentally. I didn’t know if you’d approve,” the villain said. “I wanted them for myself.”

The hero saw the tension in the villain’s jaw, how they swallowed forcefully. They knew each other.

The opponent watched them carefully, suspiciously.

“Fine with me. Make them your puppy.” They looked at the villain intensely. “But don’t forget about my puppy back at home, will you?”

The hero didn’t understand the threat. However, when the villain carried them to the hero’s car, they understood that the villain had come to rescue them.

#Joan going to war is such a mood #some people really make you want to go to war #writing snippet #heroxvillain prompt #heroxvillain snippet #heroes and villains #hero #villain #hero x villain #heroxvillain #request #3K

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bichietozier-s · 2 months ago

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🕷️Catch You On The Web!!🕸️

An Itafushi spiderman socmed au ❤️

In which Yuuji Itadori, newly a sophomore in college who still has not a clue what he wants to do with his life, gets bitten by a radioactive spider and gains new abilities, stats and powers. He's coasting on his raw athletic ability, a full-ride scholarship handed to him despite his less-than-perfect grades, when he realizes he's got way more ahead of him than he'd ever imagined. Including, but not limited to, a newfound crush that also throws him for a loop.

you are reading:

Prologue | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

notes:

WOOHOOOO MEGUMI MENTION 🗣️ !!! Slow start ik ik but it makes it all so worth it i promise 🫶🏻 This part is a lil written text heavier than social media :') and all of the text chats are from yuta's pov in this part! 🙂‍↕️

Megumi had been laying in his bed staring directly at his blank ceiling for probably the past half hour or more now. How on earth was he expected to sleep with all that commotion down the hall? It was past 4am for god’s sake.

Little did he know, it was Yuuji a few rooms down from him struggling more than he ever had so far with this new sticky-hands development.

— — —

“What the-” Yuuji grunted out as he positioned his foot against the bedpost, his hand gripping his arm that was now stuck TO the bedpost due to said sticky-hands. “-HELL??” He shouted as he finally managed to un-stick his hand, pulling the whole bed with him.

His body flew backwards, tumbling into the floor at full speed. His head thunked against his desk on the opposite side of his room as he huffed out a loud and heavy sigh.

He moved his arm to hoist himself up from the floor, but…

His hand was stuck to the floor now. And his other hand was stuck to his wrist, of the hand that was stuck to the floor.

“AAAAUUUUGGGHHH!!” he groaned out, borderline yelling. There were no words for the amount of frustration he was feeling now.

He let his head fall back against the desk heavily, giving in to the fact that he was in fact stuck here, and there was nothing he could do about it.

After that, Yuta, Toge and especially Megumi were finally able to go to sleep.

Yuuji, resigned to the fact that there was no way out of the situation he was shoehorned into at the moment, fell asleep crumpled defeatedly on the hard, cold floor of his dorm room. If he wasn’t so mad, he’d probably cry.

— — —

The next morning, when Yuuji woke up, he had a stiff neck - but his hands were no longer stuck! What a plus.

Since his phone ended up somewhere in his room post-flailing around, this also meant that Yuuji didn’t have his alarms, and as a result… missed his morning class with Nanami. Boy, he’d be hearing from him now.

First he was consistently late every day he had the class, and now he was missing it entirely. At least his full-ride scholarship came from his ability to excel in sports, and not smarts and good grades.

As Yuuji peeled himself up off the floor of his room, he heard a knock at his door. Rubbing the back of his head and sighing loudly, he trudged over to the door, pulling it open slowly. He was greeted by none other than Yuta’s caring eyes, honestly filled more with concern than anything. Toge in silent tow right behind him.

“Hey.” Yuuji mumbled out, still rubbing at the back of his head - the spot that had so heavily whacked against his desk last night. He felt an egg growing and winced at the feeling. Normally he’d be worried, but… it’ll be gone by tomorrow.

“Everything okay…?” Yuta asked, attempting to peer over the shoulder of the pink-haired man, but not seeing all that much.

Yuuji sighs again, his eyes falling shut as he rubs his hand over his face. He catches himself as he does it, realizing a moment too late that his hand could literally get stuck anywhere and he’d be in the same predicament as last night. Or… early this morning?

Either way, thankfully, his hand didn’t stick. What the hell determined whether or not it stuck???

“Ah, yeah-” Yuuji began. He was tired, and honestly really exhausted over simply explaining himself at this point. Nobody believed him when he told them what was really happening, so what was he even supposed to say? “Yeah. Everything’s fine. I just had a rough night is all.”

A light blush found its way over Yuuji’s cheeks as he thought about his situation. There was no good way for him to explain it to anyone, so he was left looking like an idiot. He knew that most of the time he already seemed pretty stupid, because he was. But this time was different, because it was entirely out of his control and HE knew what was happening, it was just that nobody else believed him. Besides Junpei, of course.

The blush on Yuuji’s face didn’t escape Yuta, though, who immediately assumed something entirely different from what was actually happening. Apparently Toge, too, because he was tapping Yuta on the shoulder and the two quickly excused sign language. Yuuji had not a clue in the world about what they could have possibly been saying, until Yuta finally spoke, squinting his eyes and a playful smirk finding its way onto his face.

“Are you sure you didn’t have anyone in here last night…?” He asked cautiously. He wasn’t typically one to feed into gossipy things like this, but with Toge being the devil literally over his shoulder, he couldn’t help himself.

Yuuji’s eyes widened and his blush only deepened, as he fumbled words quickly to dispute the accusation. “Huh??? No! What??” He shook his head rapidly, his eyebrows knitted in confusion and some sort of desperation to lead the two away from that idea. “Do you even know me? You would know if there was anyone I’d be talking to, and I wouldn’t bring anyone back to my room without at least dating them first. What do I look like?” His usual playful demeanor finally finding its way back to him with the way he spoke.

What an absurd assumption.

Truth is, Yuta knew it wasn’t the case. But he also knew that something was off about Yuuji, and he seemed very stressed about whatever it was, so he knew asking a stupid question would at least distract him or give him an excuse to return to his normal self, even if it was only for a moment.

Yuta let out a small laugh before speaking, “I know, I know. I’m only kidding,” he smiled gently toward Yuuji. “Just was a little worried when you didn’t even show up to class today, was all. Wanted to come check on you.”

Yuuji smiled. “Yeah, I know. I don’t know where my phone ended up last night.” He sighed heavily, once again. “I don’t know, it really is a lot to explain, but just know that I really am trying to figure out the issue I’m having. Hopefully I don’t keep you guys up anymore with so much ruckus,” he finished, offering a halfhearted smile to the pair before him.

Toge waved him off, signaling “it’s alright” with a small smile, and Yuta said the same aloud. “It’s fine,” he shrugged as he replied. “But if you’re not careful, soon you’ll be facing the wrath of Mr. My Chemical Romance down the hall from you,” Yuta threw a pointed thumb over his shoulder in the direction of Megumi’s room. Yuuji had no idea who he was referring to, but the band reference in itself was enough to tell him what he needed to know.

“I know. Nobody wants to be kept up past 4am by an idiot down the hall, I get it,” Yuuji laughed as he scratched at his head abashedly. “Thanks for checking in though, guys. I appreciate it.”

Yuta nodded his head. “Of course,” he spoke as he began to take his bag from his shoulder, opening it and pulling some papers out. “And, here’s the work from class today. Nanami asked me to give it to you.”

“Oh, yeah, thanks a bunch. I’ll have to thank Mr. Nanami, too.” Yuuji took the papers from his friend's hand, and the pair said their goodbyes, heading off to their next destination for the day. Yuuji simply closed his door, setting his papers down onto his desk before picking up the mess he’d made, searching for his phone in the process.

He was determined to figure out how to get this sticky-hand thing under control.

author's note:

i promise guys i have sooo many things planned for this au my google doc is already 34 pages long 🤭 this part was a lil harder for me to write cause i have other things planned and i wanna keep things separated in the best way possible 😦

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daneecastle · 1 year ago

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*sigh*

.......still struggling with sleep.

It got bad this past Wednesday when I had a hard time keeping my balance, and focusing was hard. Ended up staying home from work to see my doctor. I was prescribed sleep meds, and my diet pills were lowered in dosage.

I'm still losing weight every day. At 241 lbs this morning(started with 272 lbs on June 27th). But since August 3rd, I've been sleeping an average of 2 to 4 hours a night. Sometimes, I get lucky and have a combination of hours of sleep that add up to 6! But no more than that.

Once I wake up, I can't sleep for two hours. Then I crash and wake up 2 or 3 hours later. Falling asleep, when my eyes go blurry, is easy but beyond that .... like staying asleep? Yeah, no....

I plan on making another appointment this next week but I'm sure they will have me wait till my vital check-up on the 5th of September.

I'm nippy, annoyed, drained, and yet so desperate to continue drawing my Good Omens fan art. At least I still have that.

I am working on something new when I'm not sleeping, cooking, working, or spending time with family and friends. Which is usually during movie time or at night(when I can't sleep). Here's a messy preview:

It's still a work in progress but I'm confident to say that Aziraphale is getting easier to draw. I have to thank a lot of fanartist out there who have helped me along the way by presenting their work and indirectly supporting me.

Also, the colored image:

Done by @okaylokii , out of this collection of images:

Really inspired me to continue with my original dancing idea. Thank you for letting me lean on you. I did get permission to use it though I mostly use it as inspiration, not to copy. But I do want to make a tribute to @okaylokii for this piece.

I'll figure it out.....

See ya in two hours.

Good night, Angels and Demons!

#good omens #crowley #aziraphale #michael sheen #david tennant #good omens season 2 #neil gaiman #progress #good omens fanart #okaylokii #dancing ineffable husbands #ineffable husbands #going to try and sleep #im probably not going to sleep tonight

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zealotpara · 1 month ago

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You've Got This (fan song) | Rapunzel's Tangled Adventure Brain Rot

I have issues. I spent two hours last night between the ungodly hours of 2-4 AM writing a reprise of I've Got This from Tangled the Series/Rapunzel’s Tangled Adventure.

Why did I do this instead of getting a good night’s rest? I wish I knew. I have this issue where my best ideas come to me when I’m trying to fall asleep and I will spend literally hours doing stuff like this until I basically pass out from exhaustion. This is not by choice. I am a prisoner of my own subconscious self.

I really like I’ve Got This, but I wish there was a reprise at some point in the series with a happier conclusion because that chorus brings me so much joy and has untapped potential. So I came up with the idea of a version that plays when Raps has been queen for a while and has a good handle on her kingdom. And then it turned into this goofy plot about a bunch of fuzzy creatures overwhelming the kingdom and Raps struggling with trying to solve the issue without forcing the fuzzies to leave because she thinks they’re cute.I would love it if one day people who can sing in the voices of these characters could get together and bring my little song to life. If anyone is interested in doing so, please contact me at [email protected]. I'd like to explain to you exactly how I imagine the song sounding in my head. If I had the skill or health to record it myself, I would, but that's not something I can do right now with my disability. Also I'm a guy and even if I did become a master vocalist my voice could only go so far and wouldn't be able to sound anywhere close to the female characters. I don't know anything about song structure, but hopefully you can understand what parts of my song are supposed to sound similar to the original. Here's the original I've Got This song for reference as to how it generally would sound (my version is much longer)

And here is the instrumental, in case anyone wants to maybe take this and edit it to hell to fit with my version.

And here is my Tangled brain rot on full display. You've Got This:

Rapunzel: Royal decision-making

Now I’m accustomed to it

I’ve got a town that needs me

And friends to help me do it

Bring it on I’m ready ‘cause I’ve got this

I’ve got this

No sweat

Nigel (he only speaks): O Queen Rapunzel

Once again, your most humble subjects Male Citizen #1:

These new creatures strolled in like they own the place overnight Raps: (hm) Male Citizen #2:

How can I catch any sleep with fuzzies in my eyes! Achoo! Male Citizen #3:

Last night I was eating when my bowl was full of frizzies! Female Citizen:

Please would you address our plight?

Raps: (Hold tight!)

Raps:

Pass this on to all, we’ll build new homes for frizz and fuzz

Ergo, we’ll need lots of food to calm their little buzz Citizens: (Check!)

Go on fetch them hither, bring me all these crazy critters

We’ll make homes for everyone

Done? Citizens: (Yeah!)

Yes! This sounds like fun

Eugene:

She’s really come a long way

I know that Cass would be proud

I just wish we had her help ‘cause

Their buzzing, gosh it’s so loud

I don’t know how but I guess I’ve got this

I’ve got this, let’s go

Rapunzel:

Is that the last fuzz?

Eugene:

Well, not exactly

Rapunzel! (Eugene and everyone being buried in fuzzies)

Male Citizen #1:

Things have gotten crazy, there’s just not enough room to spare Raps: (no where?) Male Citizen #3:

I’m still getting frizzies in my food and everywhere (really?) Pete:

The treasury’s been ransacked Stan:

Now they’re dressed in royal “this and that” Lance:

Everybody’s lost their hair Shorty:

I can’t find my shoes

(sad slow section) Raps:

Gotta say I’ve been knocked down a peg

I’m at a loss for answers

I just don’t see a better way

The fuzzies must go elsewheres

I know I’ve been through worse but it’s hopeless

There’s no chance they’ll stay (Half sing, half taking) Raps:

That’s right, I have been through worse

This is the end? Who’s to say?

(Energy returns):

That’s right, I’m Queen Rapunzel

It’s not a fluke I’m here, man

My friends are all so awesome

Let’s see what they’ve got for plans

Everybody get up ‘cause I know you’ve got this

We’ve got this, think hard

Varian:

I discovered frizzies eat polite if you ask nice Raps: (okay!)

They can make us freezers ‘cause their breath is cold as ice Raps: (brr)

They’ll make lovely sweaters ‘cause don’t worry, they shed like feathers Raps: (cozy)

They’re an alchemist’s delight

Raps: (That’s the spirit, Varian!)

(Extra energetic) Raps:

Everybody thinks we blew it, but I’m sayin’ hup! get to it

Don’t you know there’s more of you to give? You’ve got this

We’ve got this. You’re smart

Xavier: They’re so great for cleaning they don’t moan or cry or whine Raps: (great!)

Mrs. Crowley: Their feet are so wonderful for stretching my old spine Raps: (crack!)

Kiera and Katalina: I love to play with frizzies they’re so cute and fun and silly Raps: (aww)

Lance wearing fuzzies as a blinking wig: Where have they been all my life? Raps: (right?)

Raps:

See, folks that’s what I’ve picked up

It’s a most important lesson

Just gotta keep your chin up

And you will find your blessin’

Change your outlook see the light and know you’ve got this

You’ve got this, my friends

Male Citizen #2: Achoo!

#tts #tangled #tangled the series #tangled rapunzel #rapunzel #rapunzel's tangled adventure #fan song #You've got this

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elizaellwrites · 9 months ago

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OC Questionaire #3

Thank you @willtheweaver for tagging me!

These are answers from 4 of my OCs from Legacy of the Fallen

1. Is there someone you look up to?

Anna: "I look up to my father. He struggles a lot, but he's been there for me my whole life. He's worked hard to support us and protect me even when I didn't realise I needed protection. Yes, he did lie to me about our past, but I understand why. He lost everything except me, and despite him being afraid about me returning to our people, he's respected my decision to do so. I just really love him."

Eleanor: "Cameron, no literally," (<5 ft vs >6 ft). "I'm joking, but I really do look up to him. He's smart but doesn't flaunt it. He's really skilled; he duel wields and hasn't lost a fight since I joined the observance. He's also really patient and calm compared to the rest of these crazies around here. He makes me want to get better at what we do."

Jacob: "She'd never believe this, but my sister, Amber. She does things that I'd never have the courage to do. She's not afraid to stand up for her beliefs and doesn't back down. I wish I was more like her, I really do. I'm trying to become more like her."

Roselle: "Do I have someone I look up to? Not really. I respect people, but I don't think any one person should be held in such a position. No one is perfect and they shouldn't be treated that way. It's a good way to lose sight of someone's flaws, and people should follow their own paths anyway."

2. Do you have trouble falling/staying asleep?

Anna: "Sometimes I get anxious and overthink; it makes falling asleep difficult. I used to wake up a lot with Father's nightmares since we had pretty thin walls in some of our places. Now, the silence at night makes me anxious, like I'm waiting to hear him."

Eleanor: "Not really, it's super easy after a long day. I just read for a half hour before bed to calm my brain down and I fall asleep in about ten minutes."

Jacob: "What's sleep?" laughs and breaks eye contact. "Yeah, it's fair to say that I haven't had a good night's sleep in years."

Roselle: "I wake up sometimes. I have this dream that's apparently too disturbing for me to sleep through. What's it about? Nothing you need to know."

Do you believe in forgiveness?

Anna: "Yes, but not always. There are some things that forgiveness just doesn't work. I guess for me it matters whether the reasoning makes sense or not."

Eleanor: "I suppose I do. Most of the stuff I forgive is just small stuff, you know. The big things I can't really let go though. We've all been hurt too much to just let that pain go."

Jacob: Lets out an uncomfortable chuckle. "Forgiveness." He looks down at his feet and pushes a hand back through his hair. "No, I don't really believe in forgiving what's done. What you do defines you; you can only do what you can to redeem yourself and live with what you've done."

Roselle: "No, unless it's something stupid like forgetting to return a pen or something. Forgiveness does nothing but let someone get away with hurting you or others. It's better to give them a taste of their own medicine if you know what I mean."

Tagging: @mushroommanchanterelle, @flowerprose, @illarian-rambling, @darkangel319, and @shellyscribbles

Your questions for your OCs are:

Have you had your heart broken?

What is your biggest regret?

What is your greatest ambition?

Do you believe in an afterlife?

What is your proudest moment?

#tag game #writing tag game #oc stuff #what's roselle's dream about? you tell me #this bunch has some baggage #also eleanor really is tiny #she *looks up* to Cameron lol

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mortallyandrogynoussheep · 7 months ago

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wassup, im back with (posting about) trying to get my life back together

i didnt quit the 100 days of struggling, or whatever, i was really just, well, struggling. to be alive, i guess.

yesterday was the peak of me feeling the most unstable over the last week or two, i think it was mostly due to my period being around the corner, so hormones are going crazy and you know the old shenanigan of - you know that your period is coming, when you start feels borderline suicidal and depressed.

ngl, it was scary as hell, because i think it was 40/60 of why i was feeling so down - 40 being the initial struggle, 60 being the fear coming from "i dont want for things to scale back to how they once were". because how they once were is best described the one sinlge word - hell.

anyway, the drama aside, i am now feeling much much better, thankfully, and i have a more positive outlook on life. at least for now.

so, we're missing the days from the 4th of July. insert the eagle scream. i will try to recount them from my memory to the best of my abilities, more so for myself and to keep track of days.

3/100 days of getting my life back together

Friday, July 5, 2024

quite frankly, I don't remember where the day went. i looked around for some notes or whatever else scattered in my place and im not sure what exactly was i doing. the only highlight of that day, was that i finally payed off the first paying for my dentist check and i think that is the most information I have. i think i woke up at 2:30 pm, so that would explain the short day. i remember studying a little bit in the evening and it probably was the software engineering notes, aka SE, since i think i was studying in bed and i do notes for se on my tablet.

4/100 days of getting my life back together

Saturday, July 6, 2024

on this day i met up with my friends for some socialization, i guess. we talked and had some boba. i studied on my way there and back, which came up to about an hour of studying in total. the rest of the day is, again, a mystery to me. maybe i should start keeping a journal to help myself. because i freaking bought one on that day fdskflsd

5/100 days of getting my life back together.

Sunday, July 7, 2024

okay, here i was really happy, because for the first time in weeks i managed to not only wake up at 8 am, but also went to bed somewhere between 22-23 at the clock. granted, i fell asleep an hour later, after i woke up, because i was suddenly hit with a wave of sleepiness and tiredness, but, i guess, one small step at a time. i mean it did fuck up my sleeping schedule for today, because i ended falling asleep somewhere between 2 and 3 am, but we have what we have.

the highlight of yesterday was finally finishing up a job i was postponing for MONTHS, which was printing out all the documents we would need, for my mom to apply for a job. i won't be going into too much details of why and etc, but yeah. at the end of the day i had 8 copies of 4 documents printed out, and was feeling more or less good about it.

at the second 4 copies batch printer decided to start playing games, and first chewed on the paper it was printing, and then i decided to try a new approach to try to speed things up, but it only ended up damaging one of the copies, so i had to redo that. but at the end of the day, the job was done.

i didn't study at all that day, because as i said at the start of this post - this was the day, when my head decided, that it's a great time to go sad-mode.

i also started taking some vitamins that have been laying around for a few months now, because i feel really crappy and i need some help, that maybe they can provide, before i get my eating habbits and everything else back in place. for now i am hoping they could be my crutches.

oh, and also i did some yoga to stretch my body. nothing huge, but i guess it's something good?

6/100 days of getting my life back together

Monday, July 8, 2024

and now we are back to present day. woke up at about 11:30 or so. played a little bit of guitar for the first time since MONTHS, i started learning the scientist, we'll see how it goes. i figured to reward myself, i would put a new fun sticket on it, if i finished learning it.

anyway, it is now 15:35 as i am writing this, i will be now cleaning up a little bit and getting back to studying.

DB 4 (finish up)

SE 4 (finish up)

DB 5

SE 5

#100 days of productivity #studying #notes #study blog #studyblr

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alsjeblieft-zeg · 20 days ago

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008 of 2025

1 - Have you ever had stitches?

Yeah. On my head from brain surgery and on my knee from minor surgery/

2 - Who was the last person to shake your hand?

Somebody at work, probably a French external. It was last year, time flies.

3 - What was the last thing you bought when you went to the grocery store?

Sushi, chocolate cookies, Greek yogurts.

4 - How often do you find yourself needing to do laundry?

About once a week. All the socks and underwear from all three of us. So good our cat doesn't wear socks.

5 - Coke or Pepsi?

Coke all the way, but I can't drink it anymore.

6 - When was the last time you struggled to get to sleep?

Long ago. Thankfully my sleep is better.

7 - What did you have for your last meal, whatever that was?

Some random pieces of chicken that are a leftover from our raclette.

8 - Do you have anything fun planned for the upcoming weekend?

Yea, football tournament of the kids my stepson is a trainer of.

9 - Which of the four seasons is your favourite?

Summer. I love long days and short nights.

10 - Do you still have all four of your wisdom teeth?

Yes, I do. I didn't even feel them grow and they didn't require to be removed.

11 - If you drive, do you enjoy it or is it just a necessity?

I don't drive. I would love to, but it's pretty dangerous with epilepsy, plus my meds I take for it make me sleepy and dizzy.

12 - Do you prefer sweet or salted popcorn?

Salted. Sweet popcorn is abomination for me.

13 - When was the last time you were in pain? What caused it?

Headache while at my parents, my mum talking too much.

14 - Are there any textures that you have a weird aversion to?

Yes, crunchy food. I'm really averse to it.

15 - What was the last thing you said outloud and to who?

"No treats today", to Susie. She's been so picky about her food recently and she's asking for treats all the time, then sniffs on them and walks away.

16 - When was the last time you got up from where you're sitting and why?

An hour ago, to take a shower.

17 - Have you been diagnosed with any chronic health conditions?

Yeah, epilepsy and post-stroke fatigue, and I was born with Marfan syndrome, thankfully relatively mild. Also chronic sinusitis and chronic tonsillitis since I was 2 years old.

18 - Are you an early bird or a night owl?

Early bird, but low energy levels, you know.

19 - What are some of your favourite Christmas movies?

The Holiday and Love Actually. The only movies I really watch.

20 - Have you ever met up with someone in real life that you first met on the internet? Was it just as good as you hoped?

No, I haven't.

21 - Who was the last person to text you? What about call you?

Oh my, I'm tired of this type of questions already.

22 - What are some of your favourite smells?

Vanilla, cinnamon, cat's fur, sea air, the air before or after thunderstorm, freshly baked bread.

23 - Are you more hungry or thirsty right now?

Thirsty. Which is weird.

24 - When's the next time you plan on going to the cinema and what will you be going to see?

Never. I don't like cinemas.

25 - Would you rather watch a film at home or in the theatre?

Nowhere. I fall asleep on movies.

26 - If you have pets, what colour are they?

She's a tuxedo, black and white. She's got a pink nose and toe beans, too.

27 - Did your parents have any influence over the music you like?

Not much. My mum's music tastes are drastically different than mine. I love some classic rock after my dad, but that's it.

28 - When was the last time you rode a horse?

I've never done it in my life.

29 - Has your style changed much in the last few years?

Not much, but long time ago I used to be much into cybergoth and I looked totally different than now.

30 - Do you prefer real books or audiobooks? What was the last one you read or listened to?

What do you say, audiobooks are not real? Anyway, I prefer physical books. I can't really focus on listening to anything other than music.

#survey #random survey #q&a survey

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sjofisk · 20 days ago

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2024 summary of art.. a little late because ive been busy feeling depressed the last 2 days pathetic whining under the cut

its been a really bad year for me and i definitely think it shows in my art... i was surprised i even had a drawing for every month still very traumatised from having been involuntarily committed to a (really useless and shitty) psych ward last new years... it took me about half a year to get a therapist who wasnt just like "well its your own fault for being suicidal :/" my mothers also been having some pretty serious health issues, ive had to help her a lot and basically all years just been a constant struggle with doctors and appointments, both for me and my mom at the end of august my brother bascially decided to move in when my mom was in the hospital... we do not have a good relationship at all so thats been pretty rough as well my sleep is totally fucked up, i cant fall asleep at consistent times at all anymore so i just fall asleep for a couple of hours here and there at completely random times. im lucky if i can get 4 hours of sleep a day.. on the bright side my dreams have been very calm and relaxing. but yeah being constantly sleep deprived kinda sucks and maybe worst of all its been incredibly hard for me to keep in touch with friends and acquaintances, ive been disappearing and isolating myself totally for weeks at a time and i forget to respond to messages. i know its not good for me and i feel both incredibly lonely and guilty... at the same time im still so suicidal and apathetic, it feels almost impossible to do anything about it hopefully 2025 is better but i doubt it. at the moment i dont see much point in living at all. i wish i could go out deep in the woods and just die

#summary of art #also please dont zoom in on this too much #i had to shrink some of these A LOT to fit so theyre reaaally bad quality :S #also suicide tw for the read more whining

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suckitsurveys · 3 months ago

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Do you know anybody who is ambidextrous? My dad is. He writes with his left hand but plays guitar and golfs right handed.

Have you ever been 4-wheeling? Nah.

What’s the weather been like today? It’s only 6:30am but it’s in the high 50Fs which is nice. It’s supposed to get up to 80F today which is unusual for mid October, but I am hoping it stays nice for Halloween.

What was the last exam you sat for? I’m not sure, it’s been a while.

Will you be attending any weddings in the near future? My friend is getting married in Scotland next year and I wanna go but I also don’t want to sit on a plane for that long.

Do you currently have any unread text messages, and who from? Nope.

Speaking of text messages, what colour is your cell phone? Blue.

Do you live anywhere near the woods? There are lots of forest preserves around us.

Would you ever consider a career in the tourism industry? Maybe? What does that entail exactly?.

Do you have any important anniversaries you celebrate? Yes, me and Mark’s wedding anniversary, which also happens to fall on the same date as our dating anniversary, so we celebrate both of those.

When was the last time you used q-tips? Not that long ago.

How does your hair react to humid weather or rain? It doesn’t really. At least nothing noticeable.

What’s your favourite flavour of iced tea? I love a minty green tea. Or a matcha iced tea.

Do you understand music theory? I’m not 100% sure what that exactly is.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night? About 5-6.

Are you expected to act professionally at your job? For the most part, if we are around the higher-ups. We joke around a lot but there’s some standard of professionalism

Infomercials: entertaining or stupid? I don’t have an opinion on them one way or another.

What’s your favourite brand of energy drink? I don’t drink energy drinks.

Do you have (or have you ever had) acne? Yeah.

When was the last time you got pins-and-needles? I fell asleep on my arm all weird and woke up and it was asleep.

Why did you click to take this survey? I’ve had it in my “likes” for a few days and it looks like one I haven’t taken yet, and I have to watch a buncha bullshit training videos so I decided to take it while I’m doing that.

If you have glasses, have you ever smashed them? No.

How do you get new music? Buy or download or what? I have Spotify Premium.

Have you ever sent someone an abusive text message? I mean, I’ve sent a nasty one, but I wouldn’t call that abusive.

Do you require a lot of time to do things or are you quick? It would obviously depend on what the thing is.

What will be the next concert you attend? Sabrina Carpenter next weekend! Followed by Billie Eilish 12 days after that.

Turn the nearest television on, what’s on? The closest TV is in my boss’s office and it’s used primarily as a giant computer screen when he has meetings. It doesn’t have any channels on it.

How often do you “wake up on the wrong side of the bed”? Blah.

Can you rap? Nah.

What do you usually order when you’re at McDonald’s? I don’t do McDonald’s much these days.

Are there any textbooks near where you are right now? No.

What’s the time? Almost 7 am.

Do you know how to use a DSLR camera? I’ve never used one before.

How’s your body temperature right now? I’m a little chilly honestly.

Do you use Celsius or Fahrenheit? Fahrenheit.

What was the last thing you got a really good deal on? Some sparkling water at the grocery store. They had cases of it for less than $2 each.

Have you ever studied any ancient societies? In school, sure.

Do you like to wear long, dangling earrings? Sometimes yes. I have my cartilage pierced twice and I love wearing dangly chain earrings that connect to each other.

What was the last reason you took medicine? Oncoming migraine.

Do you exercise regularly? I keep falling off because it’s a struggle mentally to get there everyday but this week I am going to try to get back into the swing of things.

What is your coffee of choice? (flat white, cappuccino, etc.) I love anything vanilla flavored. Or pumpkin spice flavored. I’m more likely to get lattes if I am ordering from some place, but I drink regular coffee with vanilla creamer at home/work.

Do you pay any attention to your country’s politics? Yes, for the most part.

Are you feeling worried about anything right now? Always.

Are you a gossipy type of person? Sometimes.

When will your next meal be, and do you know what it will consist of? Breakfast. A banana and an english muffin with peanut butter.

Tell me about the sickest you’ve ever felt. I’m sure there were times when I was a kid where I was down for the count but most recently the sickest I’ve felt was whatever I had when I got back from NYC in May.

What’s your opinion on your in-laws, if you have any? I fucking hate my sister’s husband more than anything in the entire world. My husband’s family, however, is these sweetest and I love them very much.

Do you make excuses often, or do you just get things done? Eh.

Have you seen your best friend today? I haven’t.

What can you smell right now? The banana I am eating.

Any important birthdays coming up? My friend Lolly’s is next week.

Fireworks: yay or nay? I know they are harmful but they are so visually pleasing and stimulating to me and I even like how loud they are.

Do you have any plans for the rest of the day? Working and then I have to pick up my nieces from school and then depending on how I feel after all that I might try to go to the gym, and then i’ll have dinner with Mark.

How about tomorrow? Any plans? Work and then the gym and then a swim exercise class.

Do you know how to do your own laundry or does someone else do it? I do it.

If you could eat or drink anything right now, what would it be? I am currently eating an english muffin with pb.

What colour are your headphones? I have three pair: one is blue, one is magenta and one is light purple.

Think of the last long car trip you had, where did you go? Starved Rock State Park.

Do you have a Twitter account that you use regularly? Yes. It’s mostly for tweeting about SNL.

Have you ever seen a horseshoe crab? They’re scary, right?! I don’t think I have.

What was the last movie you saw at the theatres? Saturday Night (the SNL movie).

Are there any new movies that you’d really like to see? Wicked.

If you could play one instrument flawlessly, what would it be? Guitar or Piano.

Do you overthink a lot of things? Yup.

Is there anybody you miss but can’t see again? Yeah.

#surveys

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joshuasearing · 1 year ago

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Monday 20th November 2023

Hey Journal when at the bus stop yesterday my intrusive thoughts started to get really bad and were causing me severe anxiety and stress. Anyways once I got on the bus I started to feel a little more calm but still not perfect. I was listening to music on the bus. I then got the bus to the gym. My gym session went well and it was a really good session I did a little bit of legs but also worked on my back predominantly. I finished in the gym about 5 minutes before they shut. One of the guys in the gym, lives on the same road as me and we figured it out as he saw me running down there the other day and he let me know. Anyways he drove past me yesterday when on my way home as he was also in the gym and just left. Anyways I said no thank you to the lift only because I wanted to go to the shop before going home so I could get myself some of the beautiful ice cream. Anyways once I got home I ended up relaxing for a bit then I ended up getting really sleepy and ended up falling asleep.

I then did not get up until about 8am however this was a problem as I was suppose to meet my mate at 8am today. However he messaged me explaining he does not mind going a little later as he could do with a bit of extra sleep due to the night he had last night. He went to a boxing event that was happening near by where we both live. Anyways we both agreed to meet at 10am. Anyways this morning I edited a few tiktok videos, had a bath and got ready for the day. Then I walked to the bus stop. This morning it was raining so badly. This means my walk to the bus stop was not the greatest. By the time I got to the bus stop I was drenched, there was even particles of water droplets stuck in my hair due to it being really fluffy. Anyways once I got to the bus stop I took a photo of my drenched self. Then waited for the bus for about 10-15 minutes. Also I realised my phone was really low battery when I was about to leave home. This means I decided to stop listening to music when I saw it going down quickly. I also dropped my screen brightness. Then I got the bus to the end point where the journey stops at which is the mains town centre bus station. I then walked about 2 minutes to the gym. Once I got to the gym I could not get any signal or wifi meaning I was struggling to buy a day pass. Then luckily a guy that works at the gym asked if I needed any help and I explained my issue and he let me in the gym for free, which was such a nice thing for him to do and I really appreciated it. It made my day to be honest. Then I did some chest fly’s whilst I waited for my mate to get there. Then during the session we mainly focused on chest, however we also did a decent amount of back as well. Some of the back exercises hit really well and it was so good. Oh yeah I also did this neck exercises as I have never devoted any time to train my neck so he helped me train my neck. Omg the stress this exercise puts on your neck was immense. Anyways we were in the gym for about 1 hour and a half. After the gym session I went to Maccies to get myself some food. However once I got there. My phone started glitching out and went black so I thought it died so I ended up paying full price for two triple cheeseburgers. I then went to go to the bus stop, then I started to needing a toilet. Once I got to the bus stop there was one of the buses I could take home, however the guy was on the phone. So I decided to quickly go to the toilets literally so close to the station. Then I was eating for ages for a cubicle as there were a couple empty, but one had no lock and the other one was blocked. Once I got in the toilet I tried to be as quick as possible. Then once I finished I went back to the bus station and there was two buses available for me to take, However I took the 71 bus. Then I was upstairs and there was some really loud women on my bus but downstairs. Some people are just so ignorant and rude it’s beyond belief. I then once I got home had some food and also posted another TikTok. Then I had an hour hypnotist session it got me very relaxed however my anxiety was still unfortunately still present. Anyways I have just finished the session about 20 minutes ago and now I am writing in here. Anyways I will speak to you later journal!

#daily journal #my hobby #journal #my writing

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vendettaparker · 4 years ago

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Peanut Butter and Extra Jelly [T.H]

Summary: Tom’s long time crush on you becomes painful when you and Harrison are cast as love interests in a movie.

Paring: Tom Holland x Actress!Reader

Word Count: 5.8k

Warning: Suggestive themes, fake smut (very light), jealousy, probably some typos, swearing

a/n: i have no idea how filming a movie, or auditioning for one actually goes so don’t crucify me for this. i’m pretty happy with how this turned out, especially considering that this is the most i’ve ever written for a fic. also, Burt Kreisher is one of my fav comedians in real life, he has 3 shows on neflix and a mini series.

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Tom was not a jealous person. At least, that's what he always told himself. He prided himself in thinking he was a very level headed individual who didn’t let his emotions get the best of him. That worked best for his job anyways; always being able to control his emotions and not get in his own head. That simple, pacifistic mindset seemed to change when it came to you.

You were one of the many actors Tom got the pleasure to help hone their technique and work closely with. You were new to the lifestyle of Hollywood and the only roles you had before were in small indie films that never garnered too much attention. The first major role that you landed, which also happened to help kickstart your career, was in the MCU. You played the secondary villain in the third Spider-man movie.

Meeting the cast was a dream come true; they were all extremely helpful and they provided tons of tips and tricks in navigating the hectic schedule required for such a huge production. By the time filming wrapped up, you were considered part of their little Spider-man family.

Tom was easily the most helpful. Whenever he saw you struggling with anything, he offered to help. You two spent hours upon hours together in his trailer, ordering take out and practicing lines. Some nights you two planned to work through your script, but inevitably ended up falling asleep binge watching The Office, and laughing about crazy shit that happened on set that day.

When the movie wrapped up and you went home for a month before the press tour, you were completely unsure and nervous about what direction your career was going in. You auditioned for a few new movies, but had yet to hear from any of the directors about casting decisions. You kept in touch Tom during the month you were apart and expressed your concerns.

“I don’t know, Tom. I’m just so sick of waiting around and hoping that some director out there throws me a bone, ya know’?” You said on facetime, while making cookies.

“Yeah, I totally understand that, (Y/N/N). I had that issue a couple years ago before the Marvel movies. Trust me, you did outstanding in that role and once it gets noticed I’m positive you’ll have directors calling you, begging for you to audition.” Tom smiled warmly into the camera as he walked around his apartment in London.

“Yeah, easy for you to say, movie-star.” You giggled, turning your face away from the camera in hopes that Tom wouldn’t notice the blush his compliments painted onto your cheeks

“I’m serious! You were outstanding! Like in that one scene where you—”

“Tom! Tessa chewed a hole in my trousers again!” A voice came from outside of the frame, “Mate, you gotta get her to stop doing that somehow.”

Tom sighed, and waved his hand dismissively at the figure, “Okay, sure. I’m busy right now.” Tom looked back to the camera, “anyways, as I was saying, don’t stress about not having a new project yet, (Y/N)—”

“(Y/N)?” The other voice whisper-yelled. “Let me say hi!”, suddenly the phone was yanked out of Tom's hands and the video shook around a bit as Tom wrestled to get it back. Finally, the camera stilled and Harrison was on the other end smiling. “Hi, (Y/N)!”

“Oh, hi Harrison!” You smiled back, laughing. You'd met Harrison a few times when he visited Tom on set. “How are you?”

The camera started moving around more as the background behind Harrsion whizzed past. You assumed Tom must’ve been chasing him to get the phone back.

“I’m good! I just auditioned for a new movie. You should audition too! The main female lead’s description looks just like you.” He exclaimed, running past the kitchen to his room.

“Oi! Give me my phone back you div!” You heard Tom yelling in the background, no doubt in hot pursuit of Harrison.

“I don’t know, I'm not sure I’m prepared for a lead role.” You sighed, “What’s the movie called? I’ll look into it.”

“It’s called ‘Collateral Damage’, it’s a spy movie.” Harrison said, shutting the door to his room, while Tom pounded on it from the other side. “Yeah, it’d be really fun working with you. Tom constantly talks about how much fun you are on set.” Harrison wheezed out, trying to catch his breath.

“Aw, that’s sweet of him.” You laughed. “Well I’ve got to go. Just tell Tom he can call me tomorrow or something.” You waved at the camera. “Bye!”

“Yup, bye.” Harrison said right before the video cut out.

Harrison finally opened the door to a seething Tom. Tom grabbed the phone back from Harrison and noticed that the call had ended.

“Dude! Why would you do that?” Tom whined.

Harrison just patted Tom’s back, “Sorry, mate. She said she had to go, though. I was about to give the phone back.”

Tom huffed and sulked for a moment. “Whatever, I’ll just call her later, I guess.”

Harrison nodded and smirked at how whipped Tom was. “You should just ask her out if you’re so desperate for her attention.” Harrison teased.

“Shut up. I’m not desperate for her attention, I just like her voice and her personality, and the way she talks, and her funny sayings, and how her hair looks when she just woke up.”

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It was only a few days later when you received an email from the director of the movie Harrison told you about, asking for you to audition. You were ecstatic, Harrison must’ve already sent in some things about you since the director seemed adamant that you were of high interest for the role.

You called Tom immediately to share the good news.

He picked up after the third ring, “Hello, darling! How are you?” he beamed when he answered your call. He usually was the one to call you so he felt a sense of pride knowing that you were calling him for once.

“Tom! The director of the movie Harrison auditioned for just emailed me asking for me to audition!” You squealed excitedly.

“Really? That’s wonderful, love! Harrison just got the part of the lead too, so you’d be filming with him if you got it.”

“That’s so exciting, I’m flying to London for the audition in two days. Are you still there?” You pulled the phone away from your ear and switched it to speaker. “I’m booking the flight right now.”

“Yeah, I’ll be in London for another week and a half. Then we have the press tour starting in Japan.” Tom said, also switching to speaker phone to look at his calendar. “You can stay with Harrison and I while you’re here. Since we have to go to Japan together anyways.” Tom offered nervously. He really wanted you to stay in his flat with him. It’d be all cute and domestic, and maybe, just maybe, he’d spend enough time with you to not feel nervous about asking you on a date. If he was lucky, that is, but awaiting your reply he was a jittery ball of nerves.

“Yeah, that sounds wonderful. I won't be intruding though, right?” You said, smiling from ear to ear. Thank god you weren’t on facetime and Tom couldn’t see the stupid smile adoring your features.

“No, of course not. Harry will be so excited to see you. And Tessa too, she really misses you.” Tom shuffled around with his phone, shooting a quick text to Harrison letting him know you were coming to stay for a week.

“Ok, thanks so much, this is really thoughtful of you. I absolutely can’t wait to see you!” You gushed, finalizing your purchase of a one-way ticket to London. “K, the flight is at 2:30 pm here, it’s about 9 and a half hours, but you’re also ahead of me, so I’ll be in around..5?”

“Yeah, that sounds right to me,” Tom chuckled, “I’ll come pick you up. I’ll wear my incognito disguise.”

“If you mean that stupid t-shirt you got that says ‘I’M NOT A CELEBRITY’, then maybe I’ll ask Harrison to come pick me up…”

“That’s cold (Y/L/N).”

You giggled softly, “I’m sorry, Tommy. If it makes you feel better, that shirt isn’t as bad as that stupid blue beanie that you never wear correctly.”

“How the fuck would that make me feel better? You’re killing me, (Y/N/N).”

You laughed at his over dramatic reaction, “Sorry that you’re a sensitive babe. I gotta go now, see you soon!” You hung up before Tom could respond with a sassy quip. Then immediately after you received a text:

Tommy: The second you get here I’m bout to 👊

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Tom called Harrison up after you got off the phone, he needed to make sure his best friend wouldn’t say or do anything to embarrass him in front of you.

“Tom, don’t you think this is a bit obsessive? I mean, she’s only staying with us for a week and you already know her so well from spending all that time filming with her.” Harrison sighed, sick of listening to Tom ramble about every possible embarrassing situation he could be put in, in the coming week.

“Yeah, yeah, you’re right. It's no big deal. But don’t mention that time I accidentally shit my pants at the club, or that time I got hit in the head with a golf ball ‘cus I got distracted by a flock of geese, or that time a got chased by a flock of geese, or—”

“Geez, mate. At this point we might as well not even talk to her.” Harrison chuckled, thinking of all the stories he could bring up about Tom around the dinner table with you. Tom really was just a walking ball of embarrassing moments.

“Stoppp ittt,” Tom whined, “when we were on set it was usually just the cast and Harry around, but you? You could do some real fucking damage to my love life, Haz.”

“What love life?” Harrison barked out, laughing.

Tom then hung up and began praying to whatever god was out there that this week could go by without a hitch, and then you and him would be on your way, together, to Japan.

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The whole week spent in London actually went really well, especially the audition. Tom and Harrison both accompanied you for moral support, well Harrison actually had to be there to be your scene partner, but it was still nice knowing he supported you.

The director shook your hand and you went through the normal formalities before beginning your scene with Harrison. It was a quick scene with a monologue in it. The main premise of the movie was all about choosing love over work, especially in dangerous, life-threatening scenarios. The scene you used to audition with Harrison was the scene where the main character, Lincoln, and his lover interest, Mallory, were arguing, trying to push each other away to keep each other safe. The scene had a lot of raw emotion that you were able to tap into, and the directors gave your performance a standing ovation once the scene concluded.

They said that they’d get back to you within the next few days, but they also mentioned how the chemistry between you and Harrison was off the charts, leaving you hopeful. Tom and Harrison both gave you hugs and pats on the back. Tom had watched the whole scene unfold and he was in complete and utter awe of your talent. Part of him was annoyed that he didn’t audition for the movie and a chance as your love interest. But Harrison deserved this big break and so did you, so he was hopeful of the outcome being something that benefitted both of his best friends.

After the audition the rest of the week went by nearly perfectly. The real kicker was when Tom’s family invited you and Harrison to join them for dinner. Tom had not anticipated his mom asking you to come to family dinner, so he wasn’t able to stop the embarrassing anecdotes his mom told on his behalf.

“Tom had the cutest little tush,” Nikki exclaimed, placing the old homemade scrapbook in your lap and flipping through a couple of pages. “See look,” she happily pointed to a picture of Tom as a toddler in a bath, surrounded by bubbles, his little bum poking through them.

Tom sat uncomfortably on the sofa next to you, cringing at the now 21 year old photo of him. He expected you to also cringe along, or worse case scenario, get up and make a flimsy excuse to leave his crazy family, but you just chuckled along with Nikki and continued making your way through the scrapbook, making little comments here and there.

“Oh, and this one,” Nikki said, pointing to a photo of Tom crying and Sam holding up a superhero action figure triumphantly, “that was Tom’s favorite toy, but when Sam saw how much Tom liked it, he made an effort to always be playing with it when Tom came into the room and he wouldn’t share.”

You giggled at the little whiny face Tom made in the picture, and turned to him, replicating it on your face, making fun of him. Tom laughed along and playfully shoved you. He adored how well you seemed to fit in with his family and his feelings for you only multiplied.

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The week in London was one of the best in your life. You didn’t realize how much you missed Tom until you got to the airport and he was there waiting for you, unfortunately in his stupid blue beanie, and no, it wasn’t on right, his big ears poked out of it horrendously.

The last day you had in London before you and Tom went to Japan, you finally received a call about the audition. The director called you to congratulate you on getting the part, and he sent you numerous emails about scheduling, where to be, and when. Harrison was elated to have a familiar face playing his love interest on screen, and Tom was over the moon excited for you, this on top of the Spider-man movie coming out, you were certainly becoming a force to be reckoned with.

You spent the night celebrating at a club, Harry and Sam also showed up to party with you. The night was still young and the club was already packed and in full swing. Tom ordered two shots for each of you to start off the night before he was whisked away by a few fans to sign autographs. When he didn’t return you took it upon yourself to have his shots, giving you an extra edge to help spice up your night.

Harrison found Tom in the corner of the club talking to some fans. But throughout his whole time taking pictures with them, he couldn’t help but glance at you every once and a while. You looked so carefree and beautiful, dancing around in your shiny silver top and leather leggings.

“Tom.” Harrison interrupted Tom’s gawking and directed his attention to the small group of fans Tom was with.

Tom nodded and finished up his pictures and autographs before wishing them all a good and safe night. Once he reached you, you engulfed him in a bone crushing hug.

“Thank you for such a great time in London, Tommy.” you slurred, already feeling the impact of the four shots you took. “I had the best time of my whole life.” You pecked his cheek and pulled him close to dance with you.

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The following month or so on the press tour was a once in a lifetime experience. You travelled to more cities than you even knew the name of and you had all of your friends by your side. More so, you had motivation to remain approachable and well liked by fans considering that you were moving up in the industry. Some interviews were mostly for Tom, Zendaya, and Jacob. Your role in the movie was big enough for you to be needed for some interviews, and most people were genuinely interested in getting to know you, but there were also a handful of press activities that you weren’t included in, which you didn’t mind.

When you didn’t have anything to do for an hour or so, you would text Harrison and send him funny memes. He was quickly becoming one of your closest friends; you had already created a surplus of inside jokes with him just over the phone.

Tom noticed how you were always laughing at your phone or rapid fire texting. Even when you were being interviewed, Tom could faintly hear the buzz of your text message notifications going off.

“Tom,” you snapped in front of his eyes, “did you need something?”

“Huh?” Tom blinked a few times, “Uh—no, sorry.” Tom’s cheeks flushed pink, embarrassed for having been caught staring at you. He couldn’t help it though, you were dressed so pretty that day. You had your hair done up in two bubble braids and you wore his pink sweatshirt over your yellow sundress.

“Okay then.” You smiled at him. You went back to your phone, reading what Harrison had just texted you. “What was the name of that comedian we watched the other night?”

“The one on Netflix?”

You hummed out a yes, tapping away at your phone.

“Burt Kreisher, why?” Tom asked, leaning over to your chair to try and catch a glimpse of who you were texting. When he saw the contact name “Hazzy”, he couldn't stop the little angry pit of jealousy that started in his stomach. Sure, you were here with him now, not with Harrison, but when you two were apart you also texted him nonstop, and the texts seemed to all be inside jokes, which was something you also shared with him that he held near and dear.

“I made a joke referencing him to Harrison and he didn’t get it. Fucking nerd.” You chuckled, texting Harrison a link to the skit you were referring to.

Tom chuckled along, but he couldn’t help but frown slightly at how bright your smile was when Harrison replied.

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The press tour and premiere of the movie seemed to go by lighting fast. You’d never been to a premiere for a production this big, and your nerves for the red carpet were starting to get to you.

You and Zendaya were stuffed into a hotel room with both of your respective teams, both trying to rapidly get both of you ready for the event.

“So when do you start filming for your next project?” Zendaya asked, she sat in front of a broadway-equse mirror, bright bulbs of light giving a luminescent glow to her already near flawless complexion. She hadn’t even finished her makeup yet and she was so pretty.

“In a month, I have to go back to London next week.” You said, sifting through the opinions you brought for dresses. You brought three options, just in case you changed your mind after seeing yourself in the dress. “Harrison and I are going to go over the scripts together and we were also told to go out in public a few times; for press and whatnot.”

“That’s exciting!” Zendaya mused, she glanced at the clock and gave her hairdresser some instructions about how much time she had to do hair. “It’s a good thing you guys are already friends. I remember when I filmed ‘The Greatest Showman’ I didn’t know many of the actors personally, so we had to go out together and do press all while being almost strangers. It was a bit nerve wracking.” Zendaya smiled at you fondly, she was like an older sister to you during this whole movie-making process, she constantly had your back.

“Yeah, I mean I’ll probably be in a situation like that at some point, but for my first lead role it’s nice to be working opposite a friend.” You smiled back, finally deciding on the red, sequined dress.

You both sat and worked through the makeup process in comfortable silence.

“So you and Tom…” Zendaya broke the silence and looked at you with a smirk on her face.

“What?” You looked at her with a dumbfounded look, before nervously laughing, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Don’t play dumb, (Y/N/N).” She poked your arm and laughed, “He’s literally obsessed with you.”

You laughed at how ridiculous that sounded. A movie star, and very famous movie star at that, obsessed with you? You? Impossible.

“Yeah no, sorry but you got the wrong girl, babe.” You sighed, pulling out your phone to snap and selfie with her for your instagram story. You quickly snapped a pic of the two of you, her kissing your cheek, leaving a small, faint lipstick mark. “I mean it’d be nice,” you back tracked, “but I’m sure that’s just my wishful thinking.”

“What wishful thinking? I thought you were a pessimist?” Zendaya chuckled, taking her own photo with you to post later.

“I am, but I can’t help but indulge a bit.”

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Before you knew it, you were back in London, staying in a rented out flat for the next three to four months. Harrison was kind enough to come over to help you set up a work space, but he also offered you to spend most of your time at his place. Since Tom was in New York, doing interviews about the new Spider-man movie and having meetings with the Marvel Cinematic Universe team to try and gauge his future in the MCU, he wouldn’t be around for almost a month, so Harrison offered up Tom’s office when you needed to go over a scene by yourself and wanted a place that was already set up.

The days of filming seemed to go by in the blink of an eye. Most of your scenes were with Harrison, and he was the perfect scene partner. He rarely messed up, but if he did then he was quick to use it as an opportunity to improvise. His skills weren’t as well honed in like Tom’s, but it was obvious that their style ranged from a similar source.

The main thing about this movie that you were excited, but extremely nervous for, were the two sex scenes. The first one is at the beginning, where the two leads give in to each other for a night, then there's some implied stuff in between, and the last one is when the two leads part ways for the final time at the end of the movie. The first one had to be rough, fast, and needy, whereas the second one was direct to be more slow, thought out, and sensual.

Both were extremely stress-inducing to film. Harrison had also never done any scenes like this before, so he was on the same boat as you. Thankfully you had an amazing director and stunt coordinator to work with and with the help of other crew members, the scenes were mapped out so that it wasn’t too much improv or guessing on your part.

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The first intimate scene you shot actually happened to be the one at the end of the movie. That scene was more tame and dealt with more emotional subtexts than physical. Since you filmed that one first, you went into filming the next one with more confidence. It only took a few days to get the first scene down to perfection, so with this newfound confidence, it shouldn’t take too long to get the next one done.

On the days you shot intimate scenes, you only needed to wear the costume you wore before the scene and then you changed into a robe with nude underwear underneath. The bits with the outfit on before were already shot, so the director called a 30 minute break until you could begin shooting the actual sex part.

You were standing by the snack table, eyes scanning the table for any more muffins leftover from breakfast. The robe you wore made your skin prickle whenever a draft came onto set.

Just as you had found the muffin you were looking for, a pair of warm hands covered your eyes.

“Guess who!” An all too familiar warm, British accentuated, voice called.

You turned around in his arms, effectively nudging his hands from your face, and soon you were met with the warmest hazel eyes. Eyes that you missed so much this past month.

“Tommy!” You squealed and thrusted yourself into him in a hug. He immediately reciprocated it and wrapped your body in warmth. “What’re you doing here?” You asked once you let go of him.

“Harrison gave me the location so I could come watch you film. I just got home, like, two days ago.” Tom eyed you up and down, not realizing what little you had on. “Um—are you wearing anything under that?” He pointed up and down your figure.

“Nope, today and tomorrow we’re scheduled to film the sex scene.” You said casually, doing a silly twirl. Tom gulped.

“A s-sex scene?” He choked, “I didn’t know you guys had one.”

“Yup,” you smirked, “two actually, this is my first one ever, Haz’s too, I think. Well actually, we filmed the sex scene at the end of the movie last week.”

“Yeah… t-that’s cool.” Tom smiled weakly.

Right as you were about to continue your conversation with Tom, an arm swung over your shoulder and pulled you close. Harrison smiled at the both of you. He wore a similar robe to yours, except he left the front open. His plaid boxers on full display.

“Don’t listen to her, Tom. She’s a natural.” Harrison pinched your cheeks. Tom clenched his jaw at the comment. He knew Harrison hadn't meant to imply anything with it, but he couldn't help but hear the hidden meaning behind the otherwise innocent compliment.

You giggled and pushed his hand away, “Only ‘cus my scene partner is so darn cute.” You retaliated, poking and tickling his pecs.

This kind of goofy banter was normal between you and Harrison, but Tom hadn’t seen either of you in so long. He also had never seen you two interact so fluently with each other. He watched the interaction with a tight-lipped smile, nodding along and shrugging every once in a while to seem like he was paying attention. In reality though, he couldn’t pry his thoughts away from how close you were to Harrison.

“Ok everyone! Places! Let’s wrap this scene up and put it to rest today!” Your director called. You and Harrison smiled and waved goodbye to Tom. Harrison pointed to a chair in the room that had a nice view of the set where Tom could watch. Tom nodded and walked over to the chair, enthusiasm for watching you work completely dissipating.

The scene started off rough right off the bat. The second the director said ‘Action!’ you and Harrison were practically pouncing on each other. Harrison had you pressed up against the wall and you were both breathing heavily. He was leaving sloppy, wet kisses down your neck, then across your collar bones. Your moans, which Tom always imagined to sound like music to his ears, sounded too real for his liking. But no matter how much he tried to look away, his eyes were glued to the two bodies moving fluidly with one another.

“Cut! Cut!” The director yelled, effectively ending the scene. You and Harrison pulled apart and he gave you a peck on the cheek, as in saying ‘good job’. “That was good, but Harrison,” The blonde nodded, awaiting further instruction. “You gotta be a little rougher, hm?”

Harrison nodded along with the critique. “(Y/N)?” the director moved his attention to you, “would it be okay if Harrison marked you up? Just a few hickeys to really sell the illusion. We can do without, though, if you feel uncomfortable.”

Tom overheard the interaction and internally hoped that you were too uncomfortable for that, but deep down he knew you would do it. You were never the type to stray away from a challenge.

“Yeah, that’s fine.” You nodded, chest still heaving from the scene. You looked at Harrison. “Is that okay with you?”

Harrison nodded, a shy smile tugging at his lips. Yeah, you guys have been working at this scene for days now, but he’d never been rough enough to leave marks. He’d be lying if he said the thought didn’t invigorate him.

So the scene started from the top, you pressed up against the wall, all your weight shoved between the flimsy wall of the set and Harrison’s strong arms. Harrison did exactly as the director required, leaving noticeable dark spots across the top of your chest. Unlike your previous moans, which had just been for show, this new roughness in his actions tore real moans from your lips.

Tom sat uncomfortably in his chair, wishing he picked a different day to visit you on set. He shifted around, watching twin moans pull from both you and Harrison’s throat. He watched as you nipped at Harrison's ear as he faux thrusted into you. The jealousy that had pitted itself in his stomach soon turned to self-loathing. You looked really into the scene, he couldn’t help but feel like he was intruding. He knew you were a great actress, but he couldn’t believe that this was all acting. In his eyes, he believed that some part of you must wish that this was real. And part of you did like this scenario, but you wouldn’t have picked Harrison to be opposite you in this little fantasy.

Your moans and Harrisons both grew louder, leading up to the climax as scripted. Tom, not wanting to watch anymore exited the set quickly before he could watch the scene end.

You and Harrison finished up, gaining applause and praise afterwards from the director and crew members on set.

“Where’s Tom?” You asked, scrambling back into your robe and smoothing out your now roughed up hair.

Harrison, now noticing the absence of his best friend, began to feel a bit guilty. He knew Tom had a thing for you, maybe he should’ve told Tom not to visit set today.

“Um, (Y/N)?” He mumbled, pulling you aside slightly.

“Yeah?” You still looked around for Tom a bit, heart sinking when you realized that he must've left without saying goodbye.

“I shouldn’t be the one telling you this,” Harrison began, drawing your full attention, “but Tom really likes you. He always downplayed it, so I didn’t realize how much, but I think watching this scene might’ve upset him a bit.” Harrison looked towards the exit, no doubtedly where Tom left through, out into the parking lot.

“Oh—oh!” You gasped, feeling terribly for having put Tom in such an awkward position. “I didn’t know he felt the same.” You whispered, smiling softly to yourself. Guess Z was right after all. You pulled away from Harrison, “I’ll go talk to him.”

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Tom didn’t go far. He still wanted to be there to support you; he didn’t want to come off as a jealous prick, but he couldn’t keep watching that intimacy between you and his best friend. He sat on the curb outside of the building the set was built in. A few people passed him going to their designated buildings on the lot, but he didn’t pay any mind to them, too lost in his thoughts. He needed to tell you sooner rather than later how he felt. No time to be a pussy anymore.

“Tom?” You walked up next to his sitting figure, still only in a robe, tightly wrapped around you. He looked up to acknowledge you, mumbling a soft ‘Hey.’ before looking back down, trying to collect his thoughts and courage. It’s now or never.

You sat beside him and rested your head on his shoulder. “Harrison told me something interesting in there,” You paused for a moment before continuing, “about you.”

Tom’s head shot up, and he looked at you with frantic eyes, only imagining the worse. There were too many things Harrison could’ve told you about Tom to sully your image of him.

“Whatever it was, he's a lying prick!” Tom rushed out.

You giggled, lifting your head up to look him in the eyes, his dark hazel eyes boring into yours.

“That’s a shame then,” You shrugged, “considering I like you too.”

Tom breathed out a sigh of relief, before looking back at you, doing a double take.

“Wait, what?”

“Mhm, yeah.” You said casually, standing up. “But since Harrison’s a liar then I suppose he was wrong.” You teased.

“No!” Tom grabbed your wrist and pulled you back next to him, but his aim was a bit off and you ended up in his lap. “He lies about a lot, but not about this.”

You smiled at him, “I should hope not, considering I’m crazy about you.”

Tom couldn’t help the smile that beamed across his face, but then he noticed the marks left on you by Harrison. Remembering why he was insecure in the first place, he looked away.

“What about Harrison?” He asked. You looked at him utterly confused. Tom caught on and explained further. “You looked like you were really into that scene with him.”

You giggled and pinched Tom’s cheek, turning it red. “I’m an actress, you idiot.”

Tom scoffed, “I know that. It’s just— I didn’t realize you could fake that kind of love.”

You looked at Tom’s downcast face. You leaned in and kissed his neck, just under his jaw. You nipped and sucked softly, leaving a nice, dark pink blotch that would go away in a few days under his jaw and he whimpered softly.

“I’d never fake that kind of love with you.” You grabbed his face, holding it gently in your hands. “I’d never have to.” You whispered, pulling him in for a kiss, soft and sweet.

Tom pulled you closer, resting a hand on the small of your back, kissing back fervently.

The short make-out session being cut short by the door to the set bursting opened. Harrison rushing out, now dressed in slacks and a white button up for the next scene you needed to shoot that day.

“(Y/N)! Hair and makeup need you.” You lugged yourself off of Tom’s lap, promising to talk to him after you finished for the day. You went back inside, jokingly blowing a kiss to Harrison on your way.

Harrison stayed outside and sat next to Tom.

“Did she confess first?” He asked after a moment of silence.

“Yup.” Tom smiled happily, licking his lips, tasting the strawberry chapstick he saw you put on earlier.

“You owe me 10 pounds then, you wimp.”

“Oh, fuck off.” Tom groaned, promptly pulling ten pounds out of his wallet and handing it to Haz.

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lilithdahobbit · 3 years ago

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Two Lives P3 (Adrian Chase/Vigilante Fic)

part 1 part 2 part 3(you’re here!) part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 part 8 part 9 part 10 part 11 part 12 part 13 part 14 part 15 part 16 part 17 part 18 part 19 part 20 part 21/22(end)

Authors Note: This chapter goes back to the original POV. Btw I apologize for it being shorter than the others, it gets good after this I swear. (also I couldn’t think of a good gif for this chapter...)

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Before the two of you could realize you were sleeping you awoke to Chris shaking you both awake. Somehow while sleeping Vigilante had laid half his body down on the couch and you were snuggled up to his chest. You sat up quickly, still trying to shake the sleep out of your head, you look over and see Vigilante with his visor open and him trying to rub his eyes with his fingers through the small opening. You look around and see Chris, clearly disappointed that you didn't even listen to the scanner, and you catch a glimpse of the sunrise creeping through the trees outside his window.

"Oh fuuuuck." You said, checking your phone to see the time, 7:00 am exactly. You and Vig had slept the entire night, you hoped anything that did happen last night got taken care of by Chris or god forbid, the police. "Sorry man."

"Yeah, sorry about that." Vigilante adds.

"Were you seriously driving until just now?"

"Oh no. I got back a few hours back, I just thought you guys looked comfortable. But now you should probably leave."

You were rubbing the back of your neck, V didn't exactly make the best pillow, although obviously, he was good enough for you last night. "Alright Vig, you leave and once you're out of site go ahead and get dressed back into your civilian clothes. Then once enough time has passed I'll do the same."

Vig breathes in through his teeth, obviously having something to say. "I forgot my clothes..."

You let out an exasperated breath, "Are you serious?" He nods. You knew none of Chris's clothes would fit him and you had no clothes to offer, even if they would fit. "Well, it's close enough to Halloween right? Maybe no one will question two costumed adults walking together."

"It's September." Chris states.

"I know. But do you have a better suggestion?"

He shrugs. "Drive you guys close to your places so you only have to walk a bit in public? Eagly can sit in the front so you aren't getting pecked."

You groan and stand up, smacking V's chest with the back of your hand as an encouragement to get up. He struggles to get up from the couch as if the damn thing was caught halfway through absorbing him, you give him your hand as Chris laughs at his struggle. You would've laughed too but you figured he was humiliated enough as is. He let out a small 'thanks' before you all went to Chris's car.

Vig leans on your shoulder for the majority of the ride in what you assumed was some odd petty attempt at revenge or reciprocation. You didn't mind, he seems comfortable, although you would catch Chris looking at you through the mirror, making suggestive looks. You roll your eyes and look out the window in an attempt to ignore his silent jokes.

Chris dropped you off first, not far from your place but far enough for neither of them to figure out where exactly you lived. Once they had driven off you took off your mask and hood and start your walk to your apartment. As soon as you got to your bed you collapse on it, still not rested enough. You lay there for a while, face buried in your pillows. After a while, you heard your phone go off.

'Still on for tonight?'

It was Adrian, you weren't sure why he thought to text this early but you brush it off. He's probably just nervous.

'Sure thing. You pick me up though.'

He replies with his trademark emoji. You scoff before setting an alarm for 4 pm. You need to catch up on a week of lost sleep and you have nothing else planned besides seeing Adrian, 3 hours would be plenty of time for you to get ready for drinks. You found yourself struggling to fall asleep though, unable to stop thinking about Adrian. You're excited to finally see him drunk, and excited to hang out with him but you can't shake the feeling that he may want to turn this "just a date" into a "just a second date" and before you know it you're in a committed relationship with the poor bastard.

It wasn't that you weren't attracted to him, quite the contrary, you just can't let yourself think of anyone that way. Not with the life you lead, the enemies you have, hell the friends you have were enough to scare any suitors away. You can't imagine letting anyone be privy to that part of yourself besides Vigilante and Peacemaker. And even they weren't allowed access to your secret identity. You're unable to be truly honest with anyone, not with Vigilante and certainly not with Adrian. What would Adrian think if he found out what you did? What would V think if he found out you were nothing more than a waiter? Your mind wanders to the thought of Vigilante as a way to change the subject and calm yourself, his oddly familiar and comforting smile, the way he stiffened when you laid your head on him, his heartbeat's muffled pounding through his suit, the way his breathing rocked you to sleep. You've been close before, Chris's trailer did get awfully cold in the winter and you acted as space heaters for each on far more occasions than you could count. But last night seems different.

You shake the thought out of your head, Vigilante is your friend, your partner, your fellow serial killer. He could never be anything more to you, and you knew that. In a desperate attempt to forget V you think about your upcoming time with Adrian. Your stomach flutters as you think of his terrible attempts at jokes and his nonjokes that ended up being more comedic. You recall how he looked at you whenever you caught him zoning out, his goofy smile and wave. You hope you don't break his heart too much. You sigh and close your eyes, hoping sleep would eventually set in.

You can hear your alarm going off, it certainly didn't feel like you slept for hours. Almost felt as though you merely blinked. Groaning, you rise from your bed to get ready. By 6:30 you're as ready as you can be physically, though your brain still runs rampant with doubts and worries. You know if you don't satiate them now you will have an awful night.

Without thinking you grab your burner phone out of your purse and dial Chris. "Shadow?" he answers with a groggy voice, he must have been catching up on sleep too.

You're silent for a moment with your mouth slightly agape, unsure what to say. "Relationship advice." You finally settled on.

"Excuse me? You need relationship advice?"

"...yes. I don't really have anyone else to ask."

"What about Vig? You guys seemed awfully close earlier..."

"Would you ask him for relationship advice?"

He ponders over that for a moment, "Alright hit me."

"So say there is someone I like, but I can't tell them about this whole...hobby of ours. I want to pursue them but-"

"Just don't tell them. You have a secret identity for a reason, use it."

"What if I can't hide it and he-they find out?"

"It's a guy?"

"I will neither confirm nor deny that."

"Huh, never saw you to be the type to like dick. That's why I never entertained the idea of or offered a threesome or you know...twosome."

"You think about that? Jesus man how would that even work? I can't take off my mask."

"It's worked out with Vigilante and some chicks in the past."

You take a moment to process that statement, "You and Vig?"

"Yeah?"

"Was it-was it nice?"

"Look let's just get back to the issue at hand. You wonder what'll happen if he finds out?"

"Yes." You look at the clock, 6:45, if you knew Adrian at all you knew he will be there to get you in the next five minutes. "And make it short, I am a little low on time."

"Shadow you've managed to hide your identity from Vigilante for years, and from me for even longer. You'll be fine. If not, we can just kill him so he doesn't rat you out."

"No, you're not gonna need to kill him...I hope." You think about what he said for a moment, you were careful and if you could hide it from them then surely Adrian would be a cakewalk. Your worries are lessened. "Thanks, P."

"No problem, tell me how it goes when we see each other tomorrow. Just you and me so you can spill it all."

Your other phone buzzs. It's Adrian asking if you were ready to go, followed immediately by a text apologizing for being 10 minutes early. "Look I gotta go."

"Sure thing. Have fun." You are about to hang up when you hear Chris continue, "Oh and if you want to know if it was nice that bad, the offer is always there, might have to double-check with Vig though. Although considering the way he talks about y-"

"Goodbye Peacemaker." You hang up and text Adrian back, telling him you'll be out in a moment. You sit for a minute more, thinking about what Chris said before sitting up and heading towards the door.

"So where are we drinking? The Curious Anchor? Annie says it's pretty good...for a back alley bar."

"Annie the cook?" Adrian asks, not taking his eyes off the streetlight. "I never really took her to be the bar type."

"Well considering I'm the only coworker you socialize with that doesn't surprise me. You didn't answer my question though."

"I uh...I made a reservation."

"You can do that at a bar?"

"At a restaurant with a bar you can..."

"Oh you really meant it with the whole date part of your offer didn't you?"

He parks, despite not being to the restaurant yet. He draws in his lips, "We don't have to go. We can go to the Curious Anchor or wherever you'd rather." He moves uncomfortably in his seat, not taking his hands or eyes off the steering wheel.

Your lips form into a small smile. You reach over and put your hand on his. "I wanna go on this date with you. And if that means going to some fancy restaurant despite being dressed for a bar, so be it."

He turns to look at you, and you have the strongest urge to kiss him then and there. He clearly has the same desire as your faces come closer together as if pulled by a magnetic force. You stop him, putting your hand gently on his lips before kissing him softly on the cheek instead. He stays in that position for a moment, lips slightly parted against your fingertips before he breaths in and sits back up. "We're close enough to walk if you're okay with that."

As you both walk to the restaurant, only a few minutes walk, you wonder why you stopped that kiss. You wanted to kiss him and he obviously wanted the same but you stopped it regardless. You just had some odd feeling that it wasn't right. Whatever that meant you didn't know yet.

Adrian had reserved a table for two near the back, away from some of the bustle of the other patrons. You two are surely a sight to see in a place full of couples in their Sunday best while you both are in your everyday clothes. You get to your side of the table and Adrian pulls the chair out for you before draping the cloth napkin over your lap before pushing you in. As he sits down you joke, "Well if I had known you were such a gentleman I would've gone out with you ages ago."

"Well, who is to say I would've gone out with you if you had asked ages ago?"

"I don't know maybe your massive crush on me, that's who."

"I don't, didn't-" He stops himself, "Let's start over. Water?" He picks up the pitcher full of lemon water that a waiter had set down a few moments earlier and offers to pour you a glass.

You nod and hold your glass out, he fills it nearly to the top, leaving enough room for error, just like you taught him. He fills his own and begins taking a large drink. Once he sets the glass down you can truly see his nervousness. "How long has it been since you've been on a date? You seem nervous."

He gulps the water down and pushes his glasses back into place. "I haven't really been on a proper date...ever. I hit puberty later in life, so I kinda missed my chance in school and I just have had too busy a life to even think about that kind of stuff. Until you, I suppose."

"Well if it makes you feel any better I haven't been on a date in years, and I'm not entirely sure any of those would truly count as dates."

"You don't seem nervous though?"

"Oh no I am, trust me. You're just incredibly oblivious to my technique to hide it deep inside." You joke although it was partially true. You are nervous for several reasons, the one you stated being in the top five. "But I am grateful that you've chosen me as your first date." You say, lifting the menu.

"You say that as if you're taking my virginity or something." He jokes.

You laugh, "Well let's just say I'm very honored to be the one to take your date virginity, Adrian."

He smiles at you before lifting his menu as well. A few moments passed in which you both looked at the options, "You should know that you can't take my actual virginity though, I already...took care of that." You set your menu down and look at him in confusion, "Figured I'd let you know so you don't think you're taking all of my virginities."

A breathy laugh escapes you, "Well thanks for letting me know, Adrian. I was fairly certain of the fact but I'm glad you confirmed it for me." You say, the corners of your mouth still high up in a smile.

He takes another large drink of his water, "The pasta looks awfully nice..."

You hold back a giggle from his desperate attempt to change the subject. "Yeah, they certainly do." Your voice betrays you, he can tell you want to laugh.

"Is it that shocking?" He asks, a bit upset.

Your face relaxes and your expression softens, "No, Adrian. It was just the way you said it. I'm not surprised you've had sex. I mean for fuck's sake you told me you knew how to pleasure a woman the first night we met." Your waiter who was, unbeknownst to you both, standing next to your table waiting to ask for a drink order was certainly confused with what he heard. All he had heard was your last sentence. You saw him out of the corner of your eye as soon as the words left your mouth. "I'll have a margarita, sir, thank you. And sorry that you have to hear our conversations for the rest of dinner."

"Cosmopolitan."

You wait for the waiter to walk away before speaking again, "You never seemed the sweet drink type."

"Well, maybe there are a lot of things you don't know about me." He states, moving the straw around in his water.

"Well, here's to hoping we learn more about each other tonight." You raise your glass of water and clink it against his.

The waiter comes back with your drinks after some time, and looks to you both, asking if you are ready to order. You both order the shrimp alfredo, the cheapest thing on the menu. "Everything here is really expensive..." You whisper to Adrian after the waiter leaves you alone again, leaning in slightly.

He leans in to join you, "I know right? Lucky you, you don't have to pay."

"I appreciate the offer Adrian but I can at least pay for the food." You lean back into your chair.

"Oh but-"

"You're paying for the drinks though."

"That is a dangerous game to play because now I am going to get wasted." He states as he grabs the drink menu.

"So you spend more when it is your own money?" You take a drink of your margarita, too limey for your taste but you can live with it.

"Yeah. I'd feel bad making you spend money on me."

"Adrian I don't get out much, it's not like I have anything else to spend it on."

"Fine, then I guess you're paying for the desserts too." He snatches the dessert menu to hold next to the drink menu as if he is playing a very unconventional version of Uno.

"You know if you wanted us to get wasted you should probably actually drink your cosmo."

He looks at his glass, to you, then back to the glass. He snatches it up and drinks it as if it was a shot. He sets it down and the look on his face is of regret. "Cranberry."

"Have you ever had a cosmo before?" You say as you feel a grin creep up to your face.

"No." He has a disgusted disappointed expression, "I just read the description and thought it'd be good. I thought because it had vodka you were supposed to...well..."

"Take it like a shot." He nod a tiny nod, "You seriously thought that was something you drink as a shot?" You point at the glass as you try to hide your urge to giggle.

"Yeah, I was a bit confused when they brought that glass." He says through a sneer. You stare at his face for a moment longer before you begin to giggle like a child. "I'm gonna get something else." He gets up and strolls to the bar, coming back with a strawberry daiquiri.

You are now taking larger drinks from your own, any thought of Vigilante and your doubts from earlier are pushed aside by your enjoyment of Adrian's company. When he sits back down he takes a drink, "Much better." he smirks. "So, anything you want to talk about? I assume that is what you're supposed to do on these things, not spend time laughing at me."

"It comes from a place of care, Adrian. I only laugh because you bring it out of me." You reassure him.

The corners of his mouth curve into a small smile, "I know. I like to hear you laugh anyway."

Your stomach flutters and you feel your heart race for a moment as you think to yourself 'Jesus if this is how I react to the first compliment of the night...' Your waiter arrives and sets down your food.

Adrian looks down at his plate and pokes a piece of shrimp, "You know this is the closest we can get to being whales."

"What?"

He looks up at you, glasses partially steamy from the food, "Because of the shrimp. They eat shrimp and now we are."

You stare in disbelief for a second to make sure he isn't messing with you, you already know he isn't but you want to be sure before you take a large gulp of your drink. "You just say whatever is on your mind, don't you? No filter stopping those crazy little things that come out of your mouth."

"I have a filter, there are tons of sides to me you haven't seen or even thought of."

You rest your jaw on your fist, "Maybe I have thought of your sides...and fronts. How would you know?" You give a quick glance downward, despite not seeing below his upper stomach due to the table. You can feel the alcohol start to affect you, it has been a long time since you drank so it is taking effect sooner than usual. Either that or the bar put way too much alcohol in the mix.

Adrian's eyes widen a bit as you see some red form in his cheeks. "I have to pee." He says abruptly before straightening up and practically marching to the bathroom. While you wait for him to get back you decide to order another drink, another margarita. You finish before he is back.

He returns and you can see the front of his hair is partially damp, he must've splashed some water in his face. You smile at the thought that you could get him just as flustered as he could get you. He takes a sharp breath in before looking down at his food and says, "Time to eat."

"Sorry if that made you uncomfortable, my statement. I just lose all filters when I drink, you're lucky I said that and didn't just give you my life story." You chuckle dryly.

He stops in the middle of shoveling food into his mouth, tries to chew it and swallow fast without choking, then continues staring at his plate. "I mean I'm not upset by it, I just...you didn't seem to be the type to flirt like that, especially with me."

You reach over and gently set your hand on his unoccupied hand. He looks at your hand before looking at you, "Well maybe there are a lot of things you don't know about me." He leans in to kiss you again and you pull back quickly, "I just saw you shovel so much shrimp into your mouth dude, I don't wanna kiss that."

He pulls back and takes a large drink of his daquiri, which was already nearly gone "Fair enough."

He waves down the waiter and you both order more drinks. "Why don't we just eat, talk about..." You struggle to think of something, you can see Adrian trying to think as well.

"Star Trek?"

Your eyes light up, "Star Trek, alfredo, and drinks. The perfect trio."

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atravisphilepsclicker · 3 years ago

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Can I get comfort from sal? So trans male reader keeps his binder on to long to the point of bruises and pain? You can chose headcanons or a one shot it’s up to you •3•

Summary: Sal comes home from his supermarket job to see you were in your shared bedroom in your shared apartment and asks how long you kept your binder on after you answer him he tries to help you with the pain.

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Word Count:1654

Pronouns: he/him

Gender: trans male

Warning: mentions of dysphoria, bruising, back pain and small injury

Modern AU

You both are in high school and Sal has a part-time job at the town Walmart.

Y/N = your name

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3rd Person POV

Sal stood in front of the apartment door with the card key in his left hand and was texting the group gc ( with him, todd, larry, ashily, maple and chug ). He turned off his phone and slid the key into the card lock and a small light turned red to green showing that it was unlocked.

Walking into the apartment Sal was met with silence. It didn’t worry him but he wondered where you were when he came home from work you usually were sitting on the couch doing something to pass the time as you waited for him but you weren’t there to give him his usual greeting of “ Hey, Sal, “ or “ Hey, blue! “

Sal then locked the door, took off his shoes, and put them on the boot rack on the door’s left side. Sal stood upright and walked into the living room and that’s when he heard it, “ Oh you’re home, Welcome back! “ Sal heard you greet him from the bedroom. The bedroom door was half open leaving him being able to see you laying on the bed in the room. Sal walked over to the door and opened it and leaned on the door frame.

He looked at you, you were so handsome laying there your legs laying straight on the bed as you scrolled on your phone. You had a tired look on your face and you bet your ass your amazing boyfriend Sal noticed and frowned, furrowing his brow. “ So how was your day today? You look tired. “ Sal asked with a slightly worried tone. You look at him with a small smile and turn off your phone, putting it on the nightstand beside your side of the bed.

“ It was fine I haven’t had a lot of sleep since I was trying to finish the dam book assignment T/N gave us. I did ask todd to help me after I finished pulling out my hair a little. So it’s done now and I won’t have to return to hell for a few days till our next assignment. But other than that I’ve had a fine day. “ You told the blue-haired male that was now on sitting on the bed beside you legs crossed with one hand holding his face listening to you.

You looked at him and asked, “ So how was your day at work? I guess the boss gave you overtime at the store again? “ You asked since he came home 2 hours later than his work schedule had said. “ Yeah, sorry! I tried to get off earlier but she just gave me so many things to do! “ He said annoyed. You leaned on one side wincing at the bit of pain moving gave you and Sal noticed. Sal was not a genius but when he saw you do that it didn’t take long for him to remember the last time a few months ago you didn’t take off your binder for longer than it intended. “ Hey, love how long have you had your binder on? “ He asked with tones of worry in his voice. You saw his eyes through the mask, they looked worried for you, the love of his life.

You sigh and close your eyes not wanting to see his reaction, “ 12 hours. “ You say quietly, almost in a mumble. “ Take it off. “ Sal told you with a stern pained voice. You were hesitant not wanting to have terrible dysphoria again, I mean that the entire reason you have had that on for so long and you both knew it. It took a little time to think but you finally surrendered. “ Fine…” You said with an upset sigh. You sat up quickly sending a jolt of pain down your spine making you lay back down and groan in pain. Sal quickly moved over to you and held your arm with one hand. “ Do you need me to help get up? It must be really painful to move. “ Sal asked rubbing circles on your arm. You make a pained smile, “ That would be really nice of you blue, thank you. “

Sal moved, straightening his back. “ Okay, first let’s sit you up just tell me when you’re ready to move and ill put my hand behind your back and push you up slowly. “ Sal told you. You waited for a minute for the pain to die down a little and told him you were ready. Sal slid his hand under the lower side of your back knowing your upper back must be in so much pain right at the moment.“ K, one...two...three! “ Sal started to move you up slowly and steadily.

Once you sat up Sal helped you lean your back on the backboard of your bed. After that Sal got off the bed and stood beside you. “ You alright? “ He asked squatting down to lead his head in your lap. “ Yeah, I’m fine just in a little bit of pain but no worries! “ You answer as you twirl a few of Sal’s soft blue locks in your fingers. “ Well...if you’re sure you’ll be fine then do you think we could try to stand you up and get that binder off of you? “ He asked in a caring tone. “ Yeah, we could try but I think I might fall over if I do. “ You cucked. SaL then stood up and held both of your arms. “ You know you don’t need to hold me like this right? “ You say as you steadily move up wincing at the pain your binder gave you to move. “ I know I just want to make sure you’re safe and won’t get hurt more than you already are. “ He started concentrating on getting you to stand up. Once you finally stood up he started getting your shirt off as you looked away embarrassed and disgusted. “ Why are you okay seeing my disgusting body? “ You aked as Sal threw your shirt on the bad behind you both. He looked bad at you and put his hand on your face and started rubbing small shapes with his thumb, “ Because I love you, and your handsome body, love. You are anything but disgusting! You're my handsome attractive boyfriend and that's what you'll always be to me, even if you hate how you look ill help you show that you're beautiful! And hey, we can always start saving up for surgery to get them removed if you really want. I’ll do anything to make you happy and I want you to know that but for now, we just need to get that binder off of you. “ He told you. You started to tear up as he started taking it off of you and finally broke down as he also put that down with the discarded shirt. “ Thank you. I love you! “ You cried on her shoulder.

“ Shhhh it’s okay….how about I give you a nice massage to relieve some of the pain? “ Sal asked calming you down slightly. You sniffed a bit and then looked at him with tear stains down your face. “ Yeah, that would be nice….” You said as you lay down in the middle of the bed. Sal sat down beside you and rolled up his sleeves. He first put his hands on your shoulders, thankfully they were warm and he started messaging the notes out. It felt good and you gave a big sigh. He then moved to where your bruises and cuts are from the binder. His hands became softer on your skin and he was careful to relieve some of the pain not give you some more. You felt a wave of relief when the pain died down you didn't even notice when Sal stopped till he said something to you. “ I'm going to get some ointment to put on the bruises! “ He told you walking out of your bedroom.

You stare at the wall in front of you as you listen to his movement, him opening the bathroom door then him opening the cupboard and moving some things around till he found the ointment. You looked over at the door as Sal walked in medicine in hand. He sat back down beside you were still laying on your stomach. “ This is going to be cold on your skin. “ He said opening the medicine and putting some on his finger. He put some on a large bruise and yeah, he was right, it's fucking cold. You wince at the cold feeling on your skin but you soon get used to the feeling as Sal rubbed it in more.

Soon enough he was done and you were tired mentally and physically. You look at your wonderful boyfriend beside you scrolling on his phone. “ You think we can cuddle? “ You ask looking at him with i tired and pained face. “ He turned off his phone and looked at you with beautiful and caring eyes. “ Sure, love! Let me just take off my mask. “ He told you unclipping the clips under his hair. You didn't even really notice he still had it on but was happy he's still comfortable taking it off around you. After setting his mask down on the nightstand he layed his back on the backboard and moved his arms out waiting for you to come in his arms. You crawled over to Sal and went into his comforting arms. You both stayed there in the quiet only sounds of small movement and breathing in air. Soon enough your eyes started getting droopy and you started letting out cute yawns. You hear Sal chuckle and you say a quick shut up before your eyes closed for good and you fell fast asleep going into an amazing and magical dream.

Now you both were together and that wouldn't change ever even if either of you struggles with things or life throws things at you you'll always be there for each other, from now and forever.

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Sal Fisher- https://www.pinterest.ca/pin/496873771387590071/

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Sorry if this was terrible! I honestly loved writing this but was having some trouble getting my ideas down on the computer so it might seem quite bad, but hopefully, this helps even a little and have a great day/afternoon/night and remember to stay hydrated!

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ooffies · 4 years ago

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ʀᴏᴀᴅᴛʀɪᴘ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴɴᴏɴꜱ

Characters: Venti, Zhongli and Diluc

Warnings: Just some kissing, nothing too extreme

A/N: okay so this isn't a request but the idea wormed it's way into my head and I couldn't get it out. I'm definitely doing other characters so this will probably be a 2 or 3 part series! Anyways, I hope you like it! :)

Tagging @genshin-obsessed (hi pocket! -🍷❤)

Venti:

Probably knows the lyrics to all the songs on the radio/playlist

Definitely made at least two or more playlist for the trip

Makes you drive because it’s too much effort and drains so much of his energy He’s just lazy

Makes you stop at Starbucks every morning, if it’s a multiple day drive it’s at least 3 times

He has three moods during road trips

One: Overly excited

Talks on and on about the stuff you two will do and how much fun you two will

Two: Complaining way too much

His back hurts

His legs are stiff

The seat is uncomfortable

“Are we there yet?” x100000

Will literally ask it every 2 seconds

He’s all pouty and grumpy

Three: Deep sleep

Finally you have a few hours peace and quiet

Probably caused from a caffeine crash

Sleeps like he’s dead, you literally cannot wake him up and you don’t want too jkjkjk

He’s usually quiet when he wakes up or is about to fall asleep. But when he is half asleep he always wants to hold your hand. Will probably tell you how much he loves you and how lucky he is to go on this trip with you while struggling not to fall asleep. Then conks out 5 minutes later.

Empty landscape surrounded you for miles, it looked like it went on forever. Music hummed in the background as the car kept a steady pace. “Are we there yet?” Venti asked in an annoyed tone. For the past eight minutes he had been moving around in his seat trying to find a comfortable position. He was now sitting crossed legged, a large frown on his face as he twirled his hair. “Not yet love, we have 3 more hours till we reach the hotel,” you replied. “UGHHHHHHHHH! And then we have 7 more hours to drive tomorrow and how many days till we actually get there!?!” “2 babe,” “UGHHHHHH THAT’S SO LONG!” he whined. He sunk into his chair, his frown growing. You chuckled at his antics, “Weren’t you talking about how great this trip was gonna be like an hour ago?” you said with a smile. “Hush it” you couldn’t help but laugh at his response. The sun began to set as the car continued on down the highway. You felt a hand lightly rest itself on yours. You looked over at Venti. His half lidded eyes focused on the road. You smiled and brought his hand to your lips, pressing a gentle kiss to the back of it, “Feeling sleepy? Are you finally crashing from all that caffeine?” “Mhm” he hummed sleepily. There was a brief peaceful moment of silence between the two of you. “Thanks for taking me on this trip babe…… I love you….” you laughed lightly at his sleep tone, “Love you too.” You looked over to see him conked out and already lightly snoring. Another quiet laugh escaped you, “Sleep well sleeping beauty.”

Zhongli:

Doesn’t mind driving, he’ll drive for the whole trip if you’d like

But also doesn’t mind switching driving shifts with you

He’s actually a decent driver which came as a bit of a surprise (he got a little offended when you told him that)

He can and will talk the whole trip

Has a abundance of topics and stories he will talk about

He will go into deep detail, even if it’s just about his morning cup of tea he will go into detail about it.

If you two take turns driving he’ll definitely nap while you drive

Peepaw needs his naps :((((

He 100% doesn’t get car sick

He can read a whole book during a drive without looking at the road even once

Probably talks you while you’re sleeping when he’s the driver

He won’t even notice you’re asleep for a good while, he’ll just keep talking and talking

One time he didn’t even notice you were asleep and when you woke up he was still going on about that same subject.

He won’t eat fast food. He will make you two eat at restaurant or diner

Also he always books fancy hotels too. Not Marriot or Motel 6 for him. Nope. Not in a million years.

He loves exploring the towns and cities you guys stop in. Checking out the shops and local attractions, he’s all for that.

Probably plans for your two to stay a few extra days in the big cities

You stepped out into the cool night taking a deep breath of air. You and Zhongli had just finished eating dinner at some fancy restaurant he had picked out. (You had pay of course). “Thank you for dinner beloved.” you looked over him, “Yeah it’s no problem but maybe next time you shouldn’t forget your wallet so you can actually pay for once.” you said with a cheeky grin. “Urk” he clutched his chest and said with a chuckle, “Why must you wound me with your harsh words darling?” “ I’m just messing with ya peepaw!” you said as you lightly punched his shoulder. “Hey I’m not that old,” as he offered you his arm. You wrapped your arm around his as you two began walking back to the hotel. “You seriously act like an old man though,” “It’s because I have an old soul,” “Yeah you sure do…….” he let out a laugh and kissed your forehead, “It’s never a boring conversation with you my love.” “Can’t say the same about you peepaw” he burst out laughing at that comment, he even snorted once or twice much to your amusement. You couldn’t help but laugh with him. After the laughter you looked at him and said, “Sorry if I was a bit harsh but I couldn’t help myself!” you said, still giggling a bit. He returned your gaze with a warm smile and wrapped his arms around your waist. He pulled you in and pressed his lips to yours. The kiss was sweet and you couldn’t help but smile when his lips left yours. Still hand in hand you two had resumed walking back to the hotel, “So…. are you ready to hit the road again tomorrow morning?” “Yes my darling, I’m actually quite excited to spend more time with you. This trip has been fantastic so far, part of me wishes it will never end…..”

Diluc:

Will drive the whole time

He refuses to let you drive

Why may you ask?

Because he gets car sick very easily. He’ll never admit it though.

Tease him about it and he’ll get all flustered.

Probably has road rage

Not much of a big talker so it’s either idle chit chat between you two, him listening to you or just a comfortable silence while listening to music.

I feel like he has jazz CDs, he just gives off the vibe

Like you guys will drive through a dead zone and the you know you have some sweet jazz music serenading your ears

Doesn’t mind listening to your music either, he’s not very picky.

He always turns down the volume of the music when you’re sleeping because he doesn’t want you to wake you up

Doesn’t mind fast food at all which is a bit surprising.

When he needs a quick nap he’ll pull into a rest stop

Even if you offer to drive while he’s asleep he still won’t let you

Definitely planned out everything beforehand. Already booked the hotel rooms and all that.

He asked you what you wanted to do and practically based the whole plan off that because he wants you to see you smile.

The rest stop parking lot was practically empty. You looked up at the blue sky through the sunroof. Absolutely no clouds were in the sky, it was just like a never ending bright blue blanket. You looked over at Dliuc who was quietly sleeping. You watched his chest rise and fall. He looked so peaceful, so at ease. You twirled the ends of his bright red hair between your fingers. He had asked you to wake him up in twenty minutes. You checked the time. Five more minutes. You let out a soft sigh, turning your gaze back to the sky. You continued to play with his hair as you stared into never ending blue. After what felt like an eternity later, you finally checked the time again. Looks like you gave him an extra minute. “Hmmmm...How should I wake him up?” you thought to yourself. Well you could be nice to him and gently shake him awake, but that was boring. You could tickle him but you weren’t sure if he was tickle-ish or not…… After a little more pondering you finally got the perfect idea. You quickly sat up and leaned over him and gently cupped his face in your hands. You brought your lips to his and gave him a deep kiss. His eyes quickly snapped open as he jolted awake. You broke the kiss to say “Good morning sleeping beauty. How was your nap?” he just stared back at you, a bright red blush covering his face. “I-it was fine,” was all he managed to muster out. You giggled and leaned back in your seat, “Well that's nice-'' But before you could finish Diluc’s lips were on yours, continuing the kiss. This time he was the one cupping your face as he pulled you closer. His kisses were tender and soft, his hands were warm against your face. Once the kiss finally broke, Diluc cleared his throat, “Are you ready to get back on the road.” He was still clearly blushing, even the tips of his ears were burning red. You couldn’t help but giggle at him, “Yep! Let’s get this show back on the road!”

#genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact headcanons #genshin zhongli #genshin venti #genshin diluc #diluc ragnvindr #zhongli #venti #diluc x reader #diluc headcanons #zhongli x reader #zhongli headcanons #venti x reader #venti headcanons

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