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astrologista · 2 months

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being super super young (and also on the spectrum) makes "part of your world" hit super hard. i used to memorize the lyrics and sing it in the bathtub. i used to watch little mermaid so many times as a kid, eventually the vhs tape snapped! that was probably my first transformative experience with media where i really felt like a story and a character and a song connected to what i was feeling even as a little 4 y/o

#god what was i goin thru that that was the song that grabbed me.#i guess wanting to be popular and be like the other kids #but before even school it was like. my mom just keeping me indoors ALL the time away from other kids.#her paranoia and the fact that we did everything together.... still affects me even now #in both positive and negative ways. dont know what ill do when shes not around anymore.#trying my best to learn how to be independent now at 28. sometimes i stumble #but wow. i guess i am part of that world finally arent i. taxes and a job

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