#but when i say hii its azi
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#i feel like were either seen as not a system at all#or completely a system#and theres so much ickyness to me about both these options#dont get me wrong plurality can be okay like im not anti plural#but i get this feeling that like#some people (ESPEICALLY people we knew in syscord servers)#see us fully as a system and like yeah i am but thats not all i am..?#like im roy sure#but me? im azi#and i wish people woulf start treating me like it#i get it when were blurry (which. we are a lot 😭)#but when i say hii its azi#just being called my name would be nice#plus like. i feel like im never going to escape my source#yeah sure i interact with the content because i love it#but i mean like#im ageless right? i also look wayy older than the body#so its not like i can just date someone our age#thatd be weird. i look so much older#and im not even searching for a sourcemate#its just. where else am i supposed to find someone that will be able to love me#genuinely really despise the idea of sourcemates#but im much more happy#with people thinking im just a kin of that person#than i am based off of them#but where else am i supposed to find a system with an ageless alter that looks like 40 or 50 😭#sometimes i hate being a system#i have so much more to say but might delete this idk#vent#azi core
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