#but whatever I’ll get drunk on a Monday afternoon and it’ll be fineeeeeee

[justasadboi]

Literally just hurt my own feelings so bad I want to actually throw up cut myself and then like overdose and die hahah. I can’t wait to one day just be rid of every bad thought and vibe in my life but we ain’t there yet. I literally don’t even feel safe on tumblr anymore to like actually talk about anything anymore and I have no friends and honestly I could fucking kill myself I’ve never been so like okay but not at the same time. I hate everything and it all seems pointless and stupid. And I wish I could explain what I have experienced and the way it made me feel. Like I know my brand is like dumb bitch but holy fuck I should like tattoo that on my forehead or something idek. Gonna make a stop by the liquor store tomorrow after work and then indulge at some point. But that also may be a terrible idea because then I might just speak my mind but also it doesn’t matter because no matter what I say or scream or fucking cry on my knees begging it never changes shit so.