#but what angers me the most is that our wifi connection at homr has been bad for MONTHS
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#hhhhhh gotta rant real quick bc these online exams are a MESS#i just took my german sign language exam and first thing that happens when i get into the zoom meeting is i get kicked out bc#of the bad internet connection. then as soon as my zoom connected i get kicked out once again#i literally wanted to cry bro why does this shit have to happen during an exam#we had no other choice left so we had to do the exam via whatsapp video call and from then on the connection was finally good enough#but the thing is i worried the whole time whether i had enough mobile data volume and was so scared it would run out and i would literally#have NO choice left but to cancel the exam overall hhhhhhh#God this is so embarrassing i wanna scream#thank god the exam went more or less smoothly for the rest of the time#but what angers me the most is that our wifi connection at homr has been bad for MONTHS#which is why i took ALL my exams at my neighbour's place bc they have great internet and never problems#but as we can see that didnt work well :( during my oral exam in english judt last week i also had wifi interruptions IM HHHDJDJJDJ i#having a stable internet connection truly is a luxury i wanna smash my head against the wall god im so done#anyways its not like this semester has been any better haha i wish#this is legitmately the worst semester ive had so far it was literally filled from beginning to end w/ anxiety; assignment upon assignment#presentations upon presentations -> even more anxiety; i think i was on the verge of a burnout and several breakdowns#and on top of that i started working in a covid test center alongside my tutoring job and i was even more stressed out......#and i feel like most of my relatiknships are crumbling#i cant help but feel like smth is very deeply wrong w me like i cant tell anymore if im overreacting#or if a depressive episode was/is kicking in again i just want peace and to be left alone irdk whats happening w me sigh#thank god today was my last exam if i had any more left i-#but i still have a seminar paper left that has to be written IM GONNA CRY PLS why cant they leave me be hhhhh#anyway on a good note: I GOT ACCEPTED INTO ONE OF SPAIN'S BEST UNIS AND AN CO-OP PROGRAM FOR AN INTERNSHIP FOR MY MANDATORY SEMESTER ABROAD#AHHHHHHHHHSHJSJDJDJJD IM SO EXCITED HEHEHEHHE I CANT BELIEVE IT WORKED OUT IM SODJDJJDHDH#this literally the greatest and only good thing to happen to me this semester#but anyways im happy and now i get to relax at least a bit now that i have no more lectures#also i remade my twitter acc @shokotwt (cant believe nobody took that @ as soon as my old acc got deleted) lets be mutuals#if anyone has read this far ilysm <33333#and im so sorry for this extremely long rant#ju rants
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