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alectoperdita · 2 years ago

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I guess a lot of social media sites/discord servers feel like you have to be extroverted or willing to speak loudly/be perceived. I'm none of those things and I'm gonna keep bouncing off them no matter how hard I try.

get a federated account. see that it looks and operates a lot like twitter. gets lost. doesn't know how to find people with similar interests or maybe they're just not there to begin with. close tab and never return.

#my tumblr is me chatting with my ten mutual while the rest of the peeps who follow me ignore that and are tuned in for the reblogged art lol #or everyone looking away politely during the sporadic breakdowns #i accept that i'm not that interesting of a person #lol writing is not going well so i'm faffing around here #feeling listless and bored #should just go to bed #but waiting for midnight so my packs will roll over in neonmob #hello crippling fear of being judged and not being “good enough”#personal bullshit #it's approaching “everyone secretly hates me” o'clock #lol remember when my brain was good earlier today? good times hope to experience that again sometime this decade 👍

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