#but tumblr search is terrible

[sunnymainecoonx]

I know damn well I misunderstood the assignment but we roll, I'll understand it some day

It's killer and dust btw. If you couldn't tell. Which you probably couldn't.. forgor to say but shhh 🤫 Killers having a convo with himself..

..I kinda wanna change my url but idk to what

[pilvimarja]

[thinking-emoji]

I keep seeing posts by people trying to sell or buy tit tickets, and it made me wonder if there is a tumblr blog dedicated to collating all of them and maybe even hooking people up? I know there's a twitter account like that, but do you all think it would make sense to make one here? Or is it too late for that now that the eu leg is already over

edit for those lurking in the tag: the blog is here and she's called @terribleinfluence-tickets!

[scrumptiousstuffs]

hiii scrumptious!! i miss sending u asks

can i ask for a analysis of firstkhaotung’s kisses we’ve got so far? which is your favourite and why is your favourite, we need tongueeee

Anon!!!! Why must you torture me with this ask??? 😫😫😫 (torture me more, I love talking about FK and their kisses 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️)

But, how do you expect me to choose my favourite FK kisses?? Do you know how challenging this asked was? And I can’t possibly do an analysis of all their kisses - Our Skyy 2 alone had more than 20 kisses? (I think)… I will have to write a thesis if I want to analyse every single kisses. I was this close 🤏 to binge watch all their series but alas…I have bills to pay and a fur-baby to feed.

So….instead, I think back to their kisses that sticks in my mind ? - it must make me feel something emotionally when I watched them (and that’s difficult cause FK is so damn good with their intimacy and NC scenes I had to think hard to narrow down my choices)

Without further ado, my top 5 list (list is only current as of The Heart Killers EP9):

No 5: Only Friends EP 2 smoky kiss plus Sand kissing Ray’s left hip tattoo

- Do I like people who smoke? No. But this was cinematic anyway. It was artistic (to me) and you could feel the sexual tension screaming from miles away. And when they gave in to their attraction, the chemistry was off the chart and Sand worshipping Ray’s tattoo was just pure magic 🪄

No 4: Only Friends EP 9 caravan scene (especially the soft, soft kiss Ray bestowed on Sand’s cheek after they have done their tango in bed 🤸)

- The softness of the whole scene was beautiful to watch. There was something pure and personal as we watch these 2 finally coming to terms about their feelings for each other.

No 3: Our Skyy 2 x The Eclipse bridge scene

-The whole scene had me giggling and kicking my legs in excitement. The boys kissing with the sun setting behind them was just.....😍😍😍

-And people talking about tongue involvement? - I am sure there were some tongue action here (also, tell me anon, why are people so invested in tongue-action? I mean i don't mind them but I am not going to fuss if FK's characters don't do them each time!)

No 2: The Eclipse Finale with Akk bestowing the soft pecks/kisses on Aye’s face

- I will always have a soft spot for my babies. As much as I adore all of FirstKhaotung characters, AkkAye have a special place in my heart. And because I can, I’m putting the whole video clip of the scene rather than gifs or screenshots 🥰

- There is something special about this scene where Akk was finally the one that made the first move; initiating the hug followed by the soft kisses. The awe and disbelief in Aye’s eyes before it shifted to soft delight and slight mischievous as he then reciprocate Akk’s gesture. I think we often forget that Aye is just as young and vulnerable like Akk. And to see Akk finally reaching out to Aye just made my heart melt 🫠

No 1: The Heart Killers EP 8 swing scene

-I love the whole damn thing - from the nuzzling to Kant sniffing Bison’s hair like he wants to imprint him to his soul to Kant gently biting Bison’s nose before they continued their heady make out session.

- This whole thing was just peak intimacy 👌. Nobody does it better than them. Their feelings laid bare, Kant is now free to be as disgustingly affectionate and loving like he always wanted to be. It’s just so so good. Also, let’s be honest, we know KantBison would continue to make out for hours on that swing.

Honourable mentions:

The Eclipse EP6 Akk fantasy kiss

*I remember watching this scene and thought - oh, Aye finally made the move. But then to find out it was all in Akk's mind???? It flipped the narrative and it made me realised that this was likely the first time we saw from Akk's perspective that he is stupidly horny for the irritating boy who keeps him on his toes

Only Friends EP9 angry-lust driven kiss in the music room

*This was just a good kiss because you can feel the anger from Sand but he was so in love with Ray that he can't help but give it. Ray as usual, clocked it and he pounced! And the sheer amount of lust pouring out of these 2....I cursed when Top stepped into the room

The Heart Killers Ep 9 KantBison sweet pecks in the sea

*KantBison making sweet memories to replace Kant's nightmare and phobia will hold something special to my heart (does it make sense for Kant to completely forget his fear? - not really, but I will forgive the narrative because I get my domestic KantBison!)

Plus…..

FirstKhaotung sweet kisses in My Fuel MV (because we didn’t get Alan/Gaipa or Alone/Kaitong kissing - I’m going to substitute with the clip we got from First’s MV and just think it’s Alan/Gaipa in them, ok?)

*Those jubi jubi kisses are giving me butterflies and I can't stop smiling every time I rewatch the MV!

[presiding]

naomi campbell? billie lurk?

[sketchmre]

posting tongues and teeth at the worst possible hour

[bbgoffic]

Phee, realizing the boys are now free strays for the taking:

[dribs-and-drabbles]

KAYLA gets it!!

You managed to express how I feel about this line. I definitely melted into a pile of goo when Pat said it and I still haven't managed to reconstruct myself.

Pat chose the most goddamn romantic thing to say to Pran to confess to him and Pran just sat there. Probably in denial that Pat was talking about him because that's the only excuse I can give for Pran not grinning, shaking his head, and going 'yuck'.

[mirroredmoons]

bitches talk about their comfort character like “oohhh I love them so much… I just want them to be happyyyy…” and then when asked what they would do with them bitches reply “put them in more Situations. give them full ad-free access to The Horrors.” Bitches are me

[runefactorynonsense]

time loop theory? 👀

You made my day, Anon

I haven't talked about this much publicly because it's an idea I do want to write, but it stemmed from a simple conversation I once had with my significant other, Frank the Enabler™️[aka @adhd-trash-mammal ♥ ][Credit must be given to them for SO much talking about this idea]

(Screenshot of the original post as that's it, that's all the content)

It's since become an idea that lives rent free in my head, how the Time Loop began, how Mist and Ivan become aware, how others might later become aware, how that explains Mist's "old game tutorial dialogue" in a new light, how it looks at Ivan vanishing from the entire middle of the plot...

Replaying the first game with this silly idea in mind really gives some fun new perspective to the dialogue limitations of what is now an ancient game. Mist isn't stuck with line number whatever; she knows she needs to tell you something...

(And when she's surprised that you beat the Tank? The strangest dialogue in the game, like she knows something?)

And thus drawing Mist and Raguna standing in front of the Kardia house, on days both implied to be Spring 1, gave me vibes of my theory... because weather in those days is also important.

Genuinely. It's now a favorite thought train of mine. I have endless notes and two documents for the story started, I just lost steam last year when they got corrupted and I lost some writing. But it's a 4 part idea I want to do (1 part for each "awares" person) at some point, so I'm afraid I won't elaborate specifics any further here on Tumblr

But yes!!! That theory!

[perpetuallypottytraining]

Do you know of any age regression fiction story accounts on here?

I used to, but most of them have been abandoned by now 😔 And as for the ones that aren't, they either cross-post to AO3 or they have DNI for kink blogs, and as such, I will not be linking them on this blog.

And as for the fics on AO3, lemme just copy-paste the exact method I use to get the maximum amount of fics:

I keep tabs on the Non-Sexual Age Play tag, because if someone uses that, then chances are good that the content is non-sexual (not all the time, unfortunately, but it does help narrow things down). Just read the tags and check the rating before clicking on a fic, and you should be fine. However, it's good to also check up on Age Regression/De-Aging. That tag was intended for fics where a character is physically regressed/de-aged, but over the years it's a mix of that and good ol' classic agere. Some of the physical de-aging stuff is pretty good at helping me feel little, but I guess it can vary person to person. (fics tagged with both tend to be Safe For Littles, but again, check the tags to make sure!!) To get the most out of navigating, I'd suggest going through the NSAP tag first, then going through the AR/DA tag with the NSAP tag marked as "excluded" - this will prevent all the fics you just went through from showing up and filling the pages. It'll mostly be physical de-aging stuff, but there are some agere fics hiding in there!

Anyway, that's the method to get solely sfw fics - if you're fine with nsfw, use the general Age Play tag, then filter out both AR/DA and NSAP. Sometimes there's sfw fics hiding there, but it's pretty much just nsfw - the sfw fics that are hiding there tend to be tagged as such because of lack of knowledge of the NSAP tag or because the author doesn't know that agere exists - or it was written before agere existed, lol.

[letmetellyouaboutmyfeels]

*face in hands* I don't know what's worse, outlining a fic and realizing it's on track to crack 100k, or telling my friends and getting cheers and applause in response.

HAVE YOU NO COMPASSION FOR MY POOR NERVES?

[sandgraab]

lol every time i see a post that has a one d*rect*on joke in it i have a little giggle cuz it reminds me that loser fucking died LOL

[rivenantiqnerd]

*trying to find one specific post that you know you’ve seen at least twice but now is impossible to find* oh the pain

[wraenata]

For a while now, I wanted to make a compilation of gifs of what my depression actually felt like. So here we go.

My limbs had this extra weight and tiredness in them. I just want to pop ALL my limbs off like a barbie doll and javelin throw them as far away as I could (and I know logically all these examples would be really painful, but my brain didn't see it that way)

Just standing under the shower was physically difficult, like the weight of the water was too much, and when I finished showering, I felt completely exhausted and had to go lay down again

Also I wanted to blast myself out of a canon, because that just seemed easier that physically moving anywhere

This is how it felt dragging myself up to complete a task. It took a lot of will power, like I had to imagine puppet strings dragging me up

At the top of the three flights of stairs at work, I often pictured just letting myself ragdoll down as it seemed easier

And finally, waking up was so hard. Only reason I'd get up was because I had to go to work, except until one day when I didn't. Which is when I decided I needed to start taking antidepressants.

I felt this meme a lot. When I'd get home, sometimes I'd take melatonin right away because I just didn't want to deal with being conscious.

The good news is I'm feeling much better now, physically and mentally ❤️💙💜🧡

And I want to thank all my friends for helping me and understanding 🫂

I'm still really tired, but overall I feel much better after starting therapy and taking antidepressants.

This isn't to say everybody needs to do these things to combat depression, only that this is what has been helping me.

[kaftan]

I often call her "The Meebster"

this sounds like a @shakertwelve coinage