#but today i saw haechan for the second time within 12 months
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i just saw haechan today 💌
#i know that im barely here anymore#actually im not here anymore#its been hard to keep putting out gifsets and live the live i am barely living#but today i saw haechan for the second time within 12 months#and when i say he is one of the very few things that's keeping me tethered to the earth i mean it#at some points i just . stared and watched him i couldnt even cheer for most of it#its like i was in a trance#i just love him so much it hurts#it hurts because it pains me to see him work so hard because i work so hard and he hasnt had a break since 2016#and i havent had a break in 2016#and ive said this many many posts ago in an ask where someone asked me why i love him#and i said its because i see myself him#he's living the life i wanted to live at some point#the stage the applause the glory to be able to sing and have people love you#and i'm living the life he wants when he's empty after performing for years and years and years where i went to school went to university#had relationships had experiences that normal people go through#but he's him and i'm me and he's on that stage and i've graduated university#what was my point even#that i love him i truly do#aside from the projection i just think#i think that he's such a performer. a perfect performer a stage genius a magnificent artist#the way he sings fills the entire space#the way he dances makes it look like the spotlight is just on him#he's so insane#anyway that's it for the word vomit lol#i hope you are all living good healthy lives where you get to do things you like to do and are paid a good amount of money
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