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lilgynt · 7 hours ago

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autism is the best disease bc i spent over an hour staring at nothing 20 in my car 40 in bed while crying bc my mom made herself a victim over me saying oh my god to the fact she blocked off my door with SEVERAL heavy items while i was at work and then got mad at me for saying oh my god in shock and we had a blow out fight again anyway autism is awesome cause you know what helped? sharing all the spider man facts i’m learning from this encyclopedia

#personal #disorder yes disease sounds funnier #no my moms cleaning for my brother coming home tomorrow #but i get home see stuff rearranged and im like oh okay and see lots of furniture moved so im bout to ask hey have you drank water/gatorade #bc my mom gets dehydrated bad bc she doesn’t fucking drink #and i like to check in before she’s screaming thinking she’s gonna die at 4 am due to extreme dehydration #anyway i’m walking up the hallway to my room then BAM. a cd case a bin full of stuff a door hanging storage thing #wooden boards like a bunch of shit literally blocking my door completely so i’m upset and im like mama why #bc she never thinks about the fact i live here when she does her little projects #like things blocking my door when i’m in the house or not or the hallway to get out also blocked all the times #how often i beg her to just please not leave her shoes in front of my door bc i keep tripping over them #or just using all the space in the bathroom. like why is there a lamp #blocking me from peeing #anyway all her projects usually fuck me so i’m like mom why #she’s like don’t start i’m so tired stop it and just #i don’t know the way she kept going like i’m screaming at her for something that’s not her fault #it made me upset and we got into a fight and i was like i get ur tired but ur tired from CLEANING UR OWN MESS!!!!#THE HOUSE IS 100% YOUR FAULT!!!! i’m tired bc i literally just got off work!!!!! i just came home to this #i sit in my car a while apologize but explain mom you need to let me have a reaction #like if you do something that effects someone else you need to let them have a reaction for a split second #and she was like hm. do you know i think ur scary and i have to walk on eggshells with you and you don’t respect me #i’m like okay cool does the state of the house give me much to respec #and more fighting till she’s like stop talking stop talking stop talkin i don’t want to talk to you #did i lay down in my car and think about how much better my family would be if i never existed in the first place yes yes it was nice #granted it’d be world without than oh wait no i am here and i can’t kill msyelf but even if i could it’s not the same as not existing in #the first place i just think a lot of things would have gone better if i wasn’t there #also i just want to stop feeling bad and can’t feel bad if you never existed #but this encyclopedia fuckssdd

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