#but theyre so different theyre not even comparable so we'll just say they can both hold that title at the same time

[i-like-gay-books]

i just finished dark rise yesterday and ive been reading the fence comics while trying not to think about the 16 week hold my library has me on for dark heir and god the way cs pacat has me fully in a chokehold right now is crazy i always forget how effective her writing is until im back in it but oh boy am i

[wosemi-sama]

SICK DAY?!

contains: akikoha, akito acting like its the end of the world over a cold, mentions of being sick, crackfic ithink thats what theyre called, no proofread we die like men, the 2nd worst wosemi-sama fic ever, akikoha, akikoha, akikoha, did i mention this contains akikoha already

ty @satansbiggestkinnie 4 telling me 2 make my incorrect quote a fic! c:

akito's heard practically dropped to his stomach upon reading kohane's text. she's... she's sick. she's probably dying, you know?

yet, he wouldn't let his dramatics ruin vivid BAD SQUAD's practice today, so he ignored the lump in his throat and approached an and toya, who were chatting away as they waited for kohane's never-to-come arrival.

even as akito walked towards where an and toya were sitting, that pesky lump in his throat wouldn't go away. without kohane at his side as they sang their hearts out along with their friends, his life was practically without meaning. there was no point if kohane wasn't there. but he shook it off and told his other two unit-mates the situation.

predictably, an and toya were also disappointed. "awww, poor kohane! i should stop by with some soup." an said, cheek resting on her palm, her heart feeling pity for kohane.

"that's a shame. we'll just rehearse as usual without her, right?" toya asked. "i mean, i guess so..." an paused and thought to herself. "but we sound so put together with her!"

an huffed before coming to her final conclusion. "let's go ahead with practice! we still need to work on our next performance, y'know!" an stood up from the stool, putting on a more enthusiastic smile on her face compared to her sorrowful frown from two seconds ago.

toya, an, and akito would then proceed to continue on with rehearsal. but to akito, there was kohane-shaped void that wasn't being filled. and he thought an and toya thought that too. the vibes were off without kohane there, and an was a lot less confident for some reason.

after that sunny afternoon's tiring rehearsal, akito was tired. he feels as if he never gets to see kohane, only during practice, performances, and weekends. kind of sucks when your girlfriend goes to a different school across town. right now, what akito needed, was to see kohane.

knowing her, she'd tell him to not come so that he wouldn't get sick, but akito would still try to visit even if she had the plague. despite that, akito decided to shoot his shot and send her a text.

oh, kohane. how sweet you are. you deserve the absolute world.

akito, like the loser he is, clutched his phone in his hand as hard as the bones in his fingers could let him. he knew she'd say know yet he was still upset. he settled on heading home and trying to forget about it. he was pretty sure it was a small cold anyway. but what if it was something else? something more serious kohane didn't mention as to not worry anyone?

as you can guess, akito was unable to forget about it on the walk home. the only thing he could think about was kohane stuck in her bed, sneezing and coughing the day away.

as he walked in to his house, he shut the front door behind him and dropped his belongings on the floor next to him. all he wanted to do was flop onto his bed like a ragdoll.

almost like clockwork, his big sister, ena, left her bedroom and came downstairs to leave at the same time akito came in. oddly enough, akito just stood there after dropping his school bag to the floor, an angry look on his face with nothing but kohane on his mind.

ena decided to match his energy and stand there staring at him as well. they both stood at the entrance for about thirty seconds. ena didn't understand why he was acting like that. she had just thought he was sleeping while standing like horses in wooden stables do.

to test that theory, she decided to poke him and see what would happen.

"akito." ena said, poking his cheek. with that, it seemed like akito had been almost revitalized. "that's what kohane used to call me..." akito muttered under his breath.

"that's because that's your fucking name." ena snapped akito back to reality, his head high. "what do you mean "used to"? did she die?" she asked, still nudging his squishy cheek with her index finger.

"she's," akito gulped. "sick..." he rubbed the cheek ena poked him on with his knuckles. "seriously? that's it?" ena raised an eyebrow.

she turned around to leave the door, a small "tch..." escaping her lips as she left. seriously, he was so dramatic. the door slammed shut, and now akito was alone in that hallway.

akito dragged himself upstairs to his room and up to his bed, until he finally collapsed into his sheets. fully clothed, also.

tomorrow, kohane would be feeling better and healthier than before. he just knew it.

[nietr]

Fair enough haha, was gonna say it ain't worth getting pissed over if so

no but tbh it is kind of sad that the people pumping money into this shit that causes divide are only half way there with their brainwashing of the youth and college students because then all that is left is conquer.

I'm not mad with these kids, i'm more depressed... i find it both absolutely telling and somewhat amusing of these people's true feelings when they can hide behind anonymity with their shit hot takes and also, kind of depressing because these people/persons are so upset because i dont fuck with Che Guevara, a piece of shit dictator, that they want me to kill myself, its clear they've been completely brainwashed and are also mad immature because emotionally they can't handle someone having a different take on things compared to theirs... these are supposed to be the people who are oh so compassionate and considerate of others yet they dont understand just how many people died under communist regimes... they dont know world history at all and that right there is pretty literal definition of insanity because they think "oh, this time we'll get it right." to advocate for communism after what we've seen from the 20th century... its literally insane. The whole "yeah communism is the answer and more died from communist regimes than all the fascist ones combined but that is because the wrong person was in charge, that wasn't real communism." literal insanity my dood....

I'm not a nazi, i'm not a racist, i'm not a homphobe, i'm not any of that shit... but if i dont go full throttle with all the neo-liberal beliefs then, in their mind, i am all of those things because these people are basically manchurian candidates in a sense and they don't even realize it, their world is so fucking black and white its insane.

its not that im pissed off or upset, its more that im disappointed we've failed these kids from gobbling up foreign and even domestic propaganda...

i remember when i was a teenager and i went to school every day with an anarchy symbol T shirt and chose to opt out of the national anthem, i know a lot of that was influenced by basic teen angst and the music i was bumping at that time, like SOAD. (when schools still had the pledge of allegiance in first period.) I know how impressionable these kids are because they know something is very wrong with the world like i did, its just that the answer is not fucking communism... but theyre being brainwashed that it is. its a false dichotomy

and i dont claim to know what it is. idk if its democracy (and news flash, despite what the news tells you, the U.S. is not a democracy at all for the most part), if its anarchy, if maybe the country needs to be balkanized and then seceded states should be nationalized. i dont know. i'm not a political and philosophy major.... but, like i said, i remember being a teenager and angsty af and upset with everything and its so easy to get these kids to join your cause if you have pushed enough brainwashing and propaganda into such a developmental time of life with 'HEY HERES THE SOLUTION." and you've got a good pitch. You could easily sell the same kid just about anything else at that point. natsoc, civic nationalism, communism, anarchy, etc....

the kicker is the people funneling millions of dollars into hard left wing programming and instigation see these kids, races and people as chattel useful idiot peasants and want this division for more dubious reasons, not for some greater good.... they're being played and dont even realize it... its mad unfortunate. (think george soros)

At the end of the day if you bleed red and you're a fellow citizen of my country i would defend to the death for you to have ur freedom of speech even if i absolutely disagree with it... yet, if the role is reversed and if you have any views not absolutely hard left leaning, you're a fascist piece of shit now and should be cancelled (censored, revoked of your 1st amendment online and dead) whatever, because thanks to these idiots that term (fascist) has lost all its meaning. everyone is a fascist if they're not full blown commies now... lol

at the end of the day, its just sad. these kids are pissed at the system (rightfully so) and MSM has given them the operation mockingbird script and rhetoric.... sadly they eat it up and probably live in an echo chamber on top of it all.

I just want people to think for themselves and less hate and more love in the world man.