#but they haven't in several weeks

[sissytobitch10seconds]

Everyone talks about how cool it is to get a serial commentor, but no one ever talks about how sad it is to lose them :(

[stylinsoncity]

in addition to really complex grief, liam's passing has also stirred up anxieties i have about life and death, about our limited time on earth and the pressure to do something with that time. i think we owe it to ourselves to feel grief thoroughly (rather than push it down or minimize it), but i think the next thing we can do -- when we're ready -- is live the life we would've wanted for those we've lost and not give into hopelessness or melancholy. i struggle with the concept of people just not being here anymore. it feels like an error in the matrix. or a flaw in human design. that someone can be here and their presence and their spirit can be so clear and indisputable and then in the next instance, and very quickly, just not be anymore. except it isn't true that their presence or their spirit simply vanishes. i do think it lives on in other ppl. and i do think that's why we have to go on living fully and fiercely in spite of loss. bc the act of living keeps them alive in some way too.

i wanted to drop a note here to say that i support you all in however you're feeling and i love you. pls be kind to yourself and to others. and take all the time you need... xx

[marikodraws]

Carry you home

redo of this drawing from some years back :3

[tevintersnakes]

New art for My Guy!! Give it up for Inquisitor Varanar!!! Wooo

[defiledtomb]

hellooo, I hope you're feeling well! I was wondering however if ouroboros was still being worked on or if it's on hiatus. Hope I wasn't rude in asking

I don't feel it's rude, after all, I have been keeping the development close to my chest. It is still being worked on, edited and transferred into renpy with graphics and soundbytes galore! However, right now, since about three weeks back, I left my partner of 8 years in the middle of the night with just a change of clothes, my dog, and a laptop. I'm struggling hard but putting on a brave face-- right now I'm coming up with a concept of something else to work on until I get a proper apartment and can get my stationary PC back so I can get back to work on ouro. I'll make a proper post about it tomorrow, so keep an eye on this space!

[belabellissima]

pov you're jude and you go to visit your banished fae dad and he walks in with boba wearing jeans and this t-shirt. how are you reacting?

a) being chill about it

b) committing patricide

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a gift for @popjunkie42 who wanted to see Madoc in this shirt.

[raiiny-bay]

making something (maybe)

[lenabloggingthingy]

also on the topic of strange things matt has said during ep77 (the first instance being imogen understanding words from the reilora and not just pictures and feelings) WHY IS DELILAH LYING ABOUT LUDINUS???!!! like I don't believe for a second that matt forgot she was the fucking archmage of antiquities for the cerberus assembly. FOR A SECOND. what the fuck is up with that matt? why is she lying? what does she gain by lying? what's her plan matthew? what is it?!

[canisalbus]

just a quick ask to tell u it makes me super happy seeing the detail u go into when pointing out stuff u like about other people's art of ur ocs :3 it's so rare to see but it's so so motivating!! <3

Thank you! I don't take any interest for my art for granted, and if someone goes through the trouble of drawing my characters for me, I feel like trying to write a proper response is the least I can do. For a visually oriented person, receiving gift/fan art is a huge deal, it means someone considered my goobers worth their time and effort, they've probably been thinking about them more than a little and found them inspiring in a way or another, and I find that terribly flattering. It's extremely fun and interesting to see other people's takes on them. And I've drawn stuff for people as well, I know how nice and rewarding it feels to receive a response that is longer than a word or two. Positive comments like that can linger in people's minds for a long time, at least for me they do.

[itsanidiom]

the little black ankle socks STAY ON DURING THE FINALE SMUT

[mawofthemagnetar]

when will my favourite sweater return from the war

[thedreadvampy]

The thing is I am definitely not happy or chill in the Immediate Sense lately but I am, big picture, so fucking happy with the person I am.

It's like. My brain was made by and for consistent trauma and since that trauma stopped about 5-7 years ago, it is incredible what the amount of resilience and cleverness and flexibility and thoughtfulness I developed to survive can do when it's not being all spent on surviving. like I had a hundred ton weight on me so I had to get REALLY STRONG to stay in the same place and not get 100% crushed, and when that weight came off I found I can use the strength it used to take to stand up and I can leap tall buildings in a single bound.

I was talking to my mum the other day and she said, "you've got the 'fuck it' energy at 30 that most women don't find until their fifties at least" and I'm like yeah man. Imagine how unstoppable I'll be in 20 years.

[anotherdayforchaosfay]

We have $130 to get us through to Wednesday. Unfortunately, we have a $122 bill on Tuesday, and we need to purchase a few things because of the mess that has occurred this week. Details on that are pinned on my blog.

The short version is we got hit with an ice storm, had to purchase a bunch of non-perishables because we lost power for several days, several gallons of clean water because we lost water (and are reusing the jugs because water is back but contaminated), fuel because the tank was barely empty, and...we're broke.

I have quilt commissions open (start at $150), items in my shop (start at $0), and accept donations.

$100 is all we need for the next several days so we don't overdraft.

An ice storm was not in our budget, and we burned through our savings last year with my husband's emergency surgery.

[tarashima]

I'm actually looking forward to finish this (now if adulting could stop screwing me over constantly would be hella nice gau gau!)

[cedarspiced]

ok i'm at the doc fingers crossed they'll be niceys and give me anxiety meds so i can stop living in hell 👍

[kumakuma-circus]

just randomly remembered that during my like 10+ attempts at the shadow yukiko fight i more or less consistently ran out of revival beads so yosuke was just dead (well unconscious but whatever) on the ground for like half the fight gfhfjvhfhfhd-