#but there's definitely amane substance too

[plan-3-tmars]

0708 products of their surroundings... products of their FAMILY their FATHERS!!!! I need to go lie down

"That's even if you could hope for it"

I'm stuck on this quote. Is he saying that he can only hope to be happy in the life he chose? Is he referencing his marriage? That he could only hope to eventually be happy with his decision to marry Hinako?

Or is he talking about how he can only hope for the life he actually wants?

"If it's a choice you made within the extent of your own responsibilities" / "I can't bear such responsibilities."

Guess I'll just die . Guess I'll just crawl into a hole and die .

Are his Father's teachings the 'responsibilities'.... Haha 🧍 I hate him

[imaginarianisms]

full name :  misa amane / 弥 海砂. other names :   misa misa, backout queen, kyoto barbie, hollywood queen, the crimson whore, kira's high priestess, the second kira, goddess of the new world. age :   19-24 years old. (main). species : human (main); shinigami (postmortem). gender :   cis woman; likely some form of eldritch death xenogender postmortem. sexuality :   biromantic bisexual. origin :  kyoto, japan. (main; verse varies) current location :   tokyo, japan. (verse varies); she has homes in several places. nationality :   japanese. ethnicity :   yamato japanese. spoken languages :  japanese, english, mandarin, asl, jsl (verse dependent). family : a mother, a father who are both deceased after being brutally murdered; her feelings for them are complex, a younger sister she isn't particularly close to but she got into sex work to support after the deaths of their parents. partner(s) : a guy who was in the yakuza, particularly part of a bosozoku or motorcycle gang that she dated back in highschool; he died due to an incident with the japanese police (former); light yagami, her fiancé, her everything (main). occupation : sex worker (former), model, actress, tv personality, singer & idol. religion :  her father was catholic christian & her mother shinto; agnostic. height :   4' 11¾"″ (152cm) body type :  hourglass; petite. disabilities & neurodivergencies : she develops chronic pain & alcoholism due to heightened levels of stress later in life; she has ADHD, borderline personality disorder / bpd with antisocial tendencies & histrionic personality disorder / hpd. hair : brunette, almost black (natural), dyes her hair golden blonde & wears wigs of many different colors, her favorites being blonde, red, blue, pink & purple. eyes :   bright eyes; light golden brown, almost black; red when she obtains the shinigami eyes, wears eye contact lenses, mostly blue, green and her personal favorite, pink heart shaped eye contacts. tattoos :   a heart with light's name over her right breast; tattoos are generally frowned upon in japan as they're associated with the yakuza. piercings :   wears heart shaped & other gothic earrings. scars :   her upper arms and legs were filled with faint, light self harm scars. educational background :   was almost done highschool before dropping out after having a mental break after being sent away from school to a mental facility for her frequent lashing out at staff and alumni and then later the deaths of her parents. most things she knows now are from reading or being self-taught. social media :  likely has a secret tumblr somewhere in the abyss of the internet, definitely has a twitter, instagram & a youtube channel. (verse dependent, doesn’t check it often anyway in the later years of her life; forgets about social media due to not having an interest or simply being too tired to deal with it). smoking :   little, the smell may potentially bring back bad memories of her father. drinking :   struggles with alcoholism and substance abuse later in life to cope with her trauma, her struggling relationship with light yagami and his infidelity. drugs :   recreational marijuana & psychedelics to cope. (verse dependent).  athletics : dancer, it's practically her job, she used to do cheerleading & parkour back when she was in highschool hanging around her other female friends in order to escape trouble; misa & her friends were degenerate beauty queens. hobbies :   singing, dancing, flirting, shopping, makeup, gossiping, tarot, divination, the occult, magick & witchcraft, learning new things, vlogging, vtubing, engaging with her fanbase the rotten apples, ASMR, doing mukbangs, baking for her loved ones, motorcycling, doodling, beating a bitch's ass. favorite drink :   strawberry milk & strawberry juice. favorite food :   homecooked meals, but she loves mochi as a snack. favorite music :   pop, classical, rock & goth. clothing style :   goth & punk fashion, although less so as she grows older.

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[2n2n]

If Tsukasa isn’t the antagonist why did he killed the fish in volume 4?

The fish who forcibly plunged Nene-chan into the water after she said no to his offer, called her ugly, and was going to coerce her into drinking a substance....? True, someone only an antagonist would slaughter in pure blind cruelty ...... such a significant character we all should think about every day, as events move forward. We should all ask, "why did Tsukasa kill that one fish guy? What a dick move", after we watch Amane attempt to kill Aoi, and permanently disable her.

I do think the mermaid kingdom means well with her, and this is their idea of kindness, but this is nonetheless........... lol. I don't think we are meant to lose too much sleep to him.

Amane would have done the same, if he felt it was necessary. Teru would do the same, Akane would do the same ... as we know now. The unnecessary aspect of it stands out, but we can't really know what is 'unnecessary' to Tsukasa. It's definitely meant to spook you early on, and worry about him. But I think we are quite far past this event holding great significance--

most loyal characters in this manga, do not care about the life of anyone but their beloved.

Killing something is an easy decision, if it is to stay with your beloved.

Tsuchigomori's life isn't anything to Teru, who would like to see our gentle teacher die... lol.

We now know Tsukasa is overall willing to sacrifice animals more innocent than this, if the situation calls for it. So, I don't know why you're hunt up on 'poor fish'. Drag Tsukasa for something more interesting and complex, how about! There's a broad disregard.

I will say, Japanese culture is pretty glib about fish mutilation, so I'm not sure it is a very puppy-kicking moment at the best of times...compared to this kitten, anyway

Anyway, Tsuchigomori eats this kaii-butterfly (it isn't 'really a bug', it's more of a minor kaii like what Mitsuba is composed of). I don't really know where Hanako-kun, as a manga, places the action of unnecessary destruction of creatures things such as this.

Mitsuba's entire existence is sustained on the destruction of other beings... are we sure this pile contains only non-sapient, non-speaking, crude beings? Does this pile contain things suchas that fish? I suppose that is justified for Mitsuba's existence-- or is it? Mitsuba himself no longer feels his life is worth all of this ... maybe it's only OK if you're guilty, or suicidal about your harm, even as you continue it? Does guilt make cruel actions OK?

of course, Teru destroys countless things with sapience, loved ones, things which can speak and beg for mercy, as much as that fish. Far more often than Tsukasa ever did such a thing.

But you know.... Teru still deserves love, and happiness. We still wish he could find comfort, and peace. He doesn't need to feel guilty, suicidal, or bad about what he does... he can even enjoy it.

We do not, in this manga, place people in the "antagonist" category for committing atrocities upon innocent beings, even if you, personally, would.

We may ally with or against any individual, depending on events.

Teru can be our enemy, when he is targetting Hanako for the murder of Aoi. Teru can be a technical ally, when Hanako and him agree that Mitsuba should be exorcised. Teru, Akane, and Hanako can all want to stop Natsuhiko, or Sakura. Teru and Akane can combine to attack Hanako.

Do you see any simple relationships here? I do not ... are there heroes and antagonists in those situations? It depends on where you look, right? Who do you want to win, at any point in time? It changes a lot, doesn't it? Don't you sometimes hope Teru and Akane can win-- because you like Aoi-- and then other times, hope they lose, because you love Hanako?

Tsukasa himself has skewed around, working against Amane, working with Amane. Trapping Nene-chan, freeing Nene-chan....

(really, Amane does all of that, too... he is at any moment our antagonistic force, or our hero.)

Hakubo had carried out his duties to maim kannagi...

Hakubo can still be depicted as complex, kind, loving, passionate, beautiful, even cute, silly, beloved, shy. He is still all of those things, despite how low his life had sunk, and the worst of his actions.

In AUs, he can be given a cute, funny life, with his beloved. His life was rich with love, with Sumire, for years. Thank goodness.

Since that little fish moment, we have unpacked the rest of our cast much, much more thoroughly. You simply didn't know what Teru was capable of, in volume 4. You did not know how far Akane's love went. You didn't know someone like Hakubo. You didn't even know what Amane was capable of, in volume 4. You didn't know anything, so, Tsukasa seemed very scary, very intense, very unusual, very depraved. You had only seen the twee little adventures of Nene-chan and Amane, under Amane's careful supervision. Tsukasa appeared to interrupt that with a wildness, a brutality.

I think clinging onto that perception is foolish...

Anyway, here is Teru threatening that he'd kill Nene-chan, possibly, out of nothing but vengeance:

(given Teru will later tell us he does not care about the lives of anyone but those close to him.... hmmm.)

Here is Amane letting the us know he had personally planned Aoi's disappearance, death, all because he simply prefers Nene-chan! No greater reason than his own, personal love and value of her needed:

(like Teru, our dear Amane needn't care about anything that isn't his beloved, and can do what it takes otherwise....)

Here is Akane saying he would 'do anything' if it meant saving Ao-chan, while threatening Nene-chan:

(and of course, he will assault her, to force Hanako to step in and stop playing games.....)

I'm not sure what Tsukasa has done, which is so beyond forgiveness, if we can forgive Amane, Teru, Akane, Mitsuba, Hakubo.

Killed a fish, you say? I suppose you don't have to forgive that, if you don't want to. I guess that's all an 'antagonist' has to be to some people-- someone who does something ugly now and again. I'd like to know what Tsukasa wants, why he is doing any of this, what his values are. I don't think those values are actually opposed to our central thesis. I think the manga itself is interested in that -- exploring motivation, exploring intention, exploring love, exploring individual value, loyalty, duty, passion. We can witness cruelty, and we can still wish for more for the people perpetuating it. We can still hope they escape. We can choose to see them as something other than a monster, or an enemy.

[tellywoodtrash]

sanjivani 14.10.19 lb

pft. false alarm.

also ishani ran up there and sid didn't? unrealistic. blocked.

ALSO, ouff ishani, you're a doctor; stop getting into a panic and yelling OMG GET UPPPPPP like the rest of us plebs.

juhiiiiiiiiiii i love you, you are bestttttt.

oh boy, what news? aaj kal "news" word se darr lagta hai, coz there's literally nothing good on the fucking news.

AWWWWWWWWWW YISSSSSSSSSSSSSS JESSI GOT INTO THE CLINICAL TRIAL IN HOUSTON!

jess ne toh 7 janmon ki bucket list bana di, and wants to fulfill it all now now now.

of course. financial issues.

sid is like “paiso ka jugaad kar lenge....”, and instantly vardhan is like biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch; coz he knows sid's about to start frauding some rich peeps around here, lol.

juhi seems to have a pretty hard to believe solution but ok. i don't wanna dwell on this reality waala problem in my fantasy feel-good show.

where dr. shashank and his tumour headache disappear off to btw? anjali, maybe you should check on him.

vardhan is such a grinch, lord. man, can you just die?

and rishabh's nice mood was too good to last as well. he's back to hatin' on sid. (for what reason????? he didn’t even do anything to you today!!!?!!?)

stop bitching about my boy like this, fuckers. keedein padein tumhare mooh mein.

NO. STOP OGLING ANJALI LIKE THIS. I HATE YOU.

ohhhhhhhhh no. ohhhhhhhh sid.

BTW WHO IS THIS GIRL WHO'S GETTING TO DANCE WITH ALL THE HOTTIES, HEIN????? FIRST RAHIL AND NOW THIS ONE ALSO???? TELL US YOUR SECRETS, SIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

fucking dumbass. wipe that grin off your face before i get into the screen and do it for ya.

lol what even is going on, literally no one else is dancing, is this whole event just an excuse for sid to get all up on all the girls around here??

rishabh is about to do mauke pe chauka, and y'know what, i'm not so mad, lol. in your face, sid.

oh ho, compliment AND apology for posters. fake as fuck, but appreciated for the moment.

lmao the fuck is this idiot even doing???? i can't watch!!!!!!

oh damn, rishabh got moves.

ghungroo nahi, tera mooh todna hai, sid. idiot fellow.

OH. DON'T LIKE A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE HUH??? FUCKING DUMBASS. PLAY STUPID GAMES, WIN STUPID PRIZES.

LMAO I LOVE HOW BOTH ISHANI AND RISHABH ARE JUST FOCUSED ON MAKING SID AS UNCOMFORTABLE AS POSSIBLE. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU INVOLVED IN THIS SITUATION IS SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT, I CAN’T WITH Y’ALL.

oh ho. OHHHHHHHHHHHH HO.

also aye chal na, take this neanderthal act somewhere else.

tere mooh pe na maar de yeh taali, sid?

OH HO ISHANI YOU'RE SO EASILY PLACATED. EITHER HAVE THIS AIR OF NONCHALANCE AT ALL TIMES, OR HOLD ON TO THAT ANGER.

"mera naam bade bade akshar mein likhna, sabko pata chalna chahiye ki jessi sirf jignesh ki hai!"

"tum kaho toh main tumhara naam apne maathe pe likhwaaloon?"

LOL MAN, I LOVE JESSI THE MOST.

oh boy why he sending everyone away?

ohhhhhhhhh jessi, false alarm nahi thaaaaaa. also ouff, this siddhu is worming his way back into my heart.

"jab kissi se itna pyaar ho jaaye na, toh unki koi bhi baat, chaahe woh kitni bhi badi ho, chupaani padd jaaye toh chupa lenge. unki khushi ke liye, khud taqleef seh lenge."

HEY SIDDHANT, WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT THE FUCK KINDA BITCHASS SACRIFICIAL BULLSHIT ARE YOU IMPLYING YOU'RE GONNA PULL?????????

fuckkkkkkkkkk, stupid boy is back in my heart even though i don't want him there, coz i know he’s about to do some real dumb shit.

"yeh kaisa function hai, itna rukha sukha, kuch karo, naach gaana vaghera..."

"vardhan sir mera mood nahi hai." lol understandable; sid ne patta jo kaat diya tera.

"tumhara mood nahi hai? tumhe anarkali banke logon ka mann behlaane ke liye nahi keh raha hoon!" ok i legit lold.

oh boy is he implying what i thought he was implying??? aur rishabh ghadde ko samajh aayi bhi ki nahi?????

SO SUBTLE. FUCKING N0OBS.

"chhe baje."

"kya?"

"jisse tu dhoond rahi hai, woh chhe baje khada hai." [ecstatic tone] "CHHE BAJE!"

lmaoooooooooooooo asha the real G. (but her accent is gone???? they should just have had chandni play a new character instead of asha. coz i like chandni, she just doesn’t fit asha’s character.)

aklsjflskjflkslkj rahil.

ohhhhhhhhhhh boy. asha wrote sid's name in her mehendi, didn't she??

mamu's here with...... mehendi for sid?

lol ofc rahil has to pour not only ghee, but also petrol, kerosene, and all other available flammable substances on this fire and uksaaofy mamu.

hein yeh kaunsa katti hai? humaare yahaan toh katti pinky finger dikha ke hota hai????

pls to leave your local katti conventions in the comments, for anthropological research purposes.

they have successfully hounded himmmmmmmm into it. sakjfkjfsljflk this ought to be goooooood.

asha toh up to bhaaaaaari kaand.

what nonsense, who gets something written on them and doesn't look???

"yeh bataa tere dil mein poori ki poori kaun hai?"

"maamu uska naam I se... I.... I... I.... I don't know maamu... kaun hai?????" pfffffffffffffft this shadyass fuck i love him more than anyone else in this showwwwwwww

lol rishabh finally figured out which salim-anarkali vardhan was talking about.

waah rishabh quite good at the emotional blackmail. yaar iss bande ko negative kyun banaya, itna masoom sa face hai iska, dil maanta nahi isko hate karne ko!

anjali rushing here and forbidding out of what looks to be genuine worry for dad's health.

MAN SHASHANK ALWAYS HAS THE CUTEST LITTLE IN-JOKES WITH ANJALI; HOW CAN SHE THINK SHE'S SECOND TO ANYONE WITH HIM??????

wow anjali is getting really hyper.

shashank, honestly, is this a good idea? you were clutching at your head/neck like..... minutes ago.

shady fucks, shady fucks, shaaaaaaaaaady fucks.

oh anjali.

"aap toh jaanti hai humein nachna nahi aata. humaari izzat aapke hawaale."

oh ho you didn't have to make it all sultry like that. Y'ALL NEED TO FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT BETWEEN YOURSELVES AND SOON.

does aman levy a high 5 tax as dj? har koi usko dance karne se pehle high 5 diye jaa hai.

me at all social events, wishing i was back home chilling with my cat, blissfully braless.

eventually working up to being this mad when the people i’m with just don’t take the hint that i was ready to leave 2 hours ago.

fwding the naach gaana.

but lord, juhi is so damn beautiful. if this was a different show in a different land, i'd be shipping juhi/anjali coz honestly........... fuck, the hotness.

tell me this doesn’t exactly mirror sid/ishani watching the other dance with someone else.

vardhan, burn in hell, fucker. honestly.

yup, asha wrote sid's name in ishani's mehendi.

wooooooooooooooop.

oh boy, guddu mama. THAT'S NOT THE COUPLE YOU SHOULD BE MAKING AWKWARDDDDDDDDD. FOCUS ON SIDDHU!

goood lordddddddddddd juhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ek conversation, ek din mein kitniiiiiiiiiii baaaaaaaar dohraogi????? matbal..... upar tak lift jaa nahi raha kya????? problem kya hai? nahi batao mujhe. does he have to draw it out for you, pictionary style??? mime it charades style??? what????????

also, appropriate placement of the song's "ae le!" lmaooooooo

oh shit. grabbing.

well. guess we got a definitive answer to that one. 

welp. it's been a good 3, 4-ish weeks knowing you as a good, sorted dude with minimal mental complexes, siddhant. bade hi dukh ke saath, we'll be reverting to our regularly scheduled programming of thinking men are fucking dipshits even if (probably???) well-intentioned. 🙄🙄🙄

[veneziahq-blog]

Age & Date of Birth: July 12th, 1992 (25) Neighborhood: Cannaregio  Occupation: Receptionist at The Aman Palace Hotel | Professional Ballerina How long they have been in Venize: 24 hrs Gender & Sexuality: Female | Heterosexual Faceclaim: Phoebe Tonkin

❝ NO TREE, IT IS SAID, CAN GROW TO HEAVEN UNLESS ITS ROOTS REACH DOWN TO HELL.❞

BIOGRAPHY

Triggers: death, divorce, shooting, drugs abuse.

Eleanor was born in Italy to a loving politician and smart man. Only a year later she was blessed by the birth of her sister. However, this isn’t something she’s aware of; no photos with her sister had been saved which made Eleanor grow up believing she was an only child. As a toddler, however, Eleanor recalled having a beautiful house but when it came to their family’s bond, the female witnessed the many changes that their relationships experienced throughout the years. Only when she was 2 years old, the little girls parents’ called it quits and finished their marriage. While their mother moved with Eleanor to Australia, their father and her sister stayed in Italy. Although Eleanor had always seen a father figure in the man her mother would marry years later, Charles, she was never told of the fact that he wasn’t her biological father. He soon made her mother feel like that country was the place where she had always belonged, making her leave her first husband behind and giving the same destiny to her daughter’s memories of her real father. Charles close bond to the Milas family quickly made the two Italians grow fond of the other family – moving to a new country, starting a new high school was a whole new experience, but Eleanor quickly saw in the Milas siblings her favourite childhood friends.

Everything was leading to a beautiful childhood, one were being so naïve and innocent without a great memory could help her accept any change quickly and not question her own mother’s decisions or even slightly insinuate that her biological father wasn’t the one who had called her his own daughter all along. However, good things weren’t meant to last and the two adults seemed to always live with a closed suitcase under their bed, ready to flee the country anytime.

At 12 years old, Mr. Milas’ disappearance seemed to come with a hidden message for the Middleton’s and struck an alarming chord. Behind their house’s four walls, phone calls, fingers hitting the keyboards desperately and the concern in Mr. Milas’ co-worker as he lowered his voice while speaking to her mother were all Eleanor could think about. It had always come across as something rather confusing how neither of them seemed to act like that around Mr. Milas’ wife nor their kids. Yes, they’d give them their condolences and act as if they had no clue where he could be. But in her heart, the young brunette knew this wasn’t just a coincidence because only a few days later, their used their daughter’s future as a ballerina as an excuse to catch a fly and arrive in London. The girl who had once been too fond of her mother soon learned to see their lifestyle from a new perspective. Nobody had ever thought that Eleanor could have the potential to be the best ballerina around the city. The woman had made sure to send her to lessons since she was a kid. But Eleanor had never considered that as the demanding and strict discipline it was. Those hours were her chance to be a princess and make friends in her head rather than hold her pointed toes like her mother had wanted. So why was she so interested in keeping her under the spotlight now? There was no great audition awaiting the brunette in the new city – just like they had told everyone before leaving without a proper farewell.

Eventually, despite the many friends she had lost, the isolation that surrounded her, learned about that living hell of being known when her name began to be the main one at a show’s poster or she had to hide her sore feet behind layers of bandage. She had successfully grown to be an 18-year-old with a tough shell, but she was vulnerable and lonely beneath her mask. Living the routine of going to bed early in order to wake up even earlier in the morning to rehearse wasn’t the kind of life that any person her age looked forward to experiencing. She loved dancing. She loved being on stage and becoming that character for a long as she could, getting lost as she followed the music. But there were memories that unlike her father’s ones, she couldn’t simply let go. There were so many unanswered questions.

Eleanor’s parents wanted connections – her mother as the politician she was, needed a very special one. As the rather powerless, soft and obedient daughter she was at the time, she accepted to fake some interest in the first minister’s son to get their parents better chances at their work and social status. It was obvious that there wasn’t any kind of spark between the two, but there were definitely a lot of camera flashes. Although they grew closer as good friends, laughing behind closed doors and then pretending to make the best publicity stunt everywhere else, they were just doing it to please their parents. For someone whose life revolved around drinking water, getting used to a city’s nightlife was something new but this person had made it look like quite an easy mission at the beginning. Even now, the ballerina still finds it hard to explain and comprehend how this mysterious guy had caught her eye in a matter of seconds. In a twisted way, she had found someone she cared deeply about and she had made sure to demonstrate that. Her life had become her own kind of fairytale but she should’ve known it wasn’t always easy to put up with her behavior. They both dragged one another into their own world of craziness and the safety they had given each other was temporary - it was only a matter of time to make them understand that their relationship wasn’t built on their love but rather fame and addictions that neither of them could escape.

It still is a blurry memory in the back of her mind but one night she had pushed the limits once again. The high society’s parties and lifestyle wasn’t what the two teenagers wanted at the moment. So instead of assisting one of the government’s important meetings, they went off to a party that was taking place by the outskirts of London. Everything was laughs, drinks and loud music. But the drive back changed everything. Perhaps it had been the alcohol or how they were discussing about some pointless issue or maybe the car that came straight toward them on purpose but suddenly the car accident that the whole country would talk about happened. Everything went dark for a second and her life flashed before her eyes. The next thing she saw was blood as she kept calling the first minister’s son, name. He wouldn’t respond. The phone shook in her hands but she managed to call and ask for an ambulance. She couldn’t leave him there. But she couldn’t handle the situation either. It wasn’t until the ambulance’s lights and noise lightened the dark highway that she hid between the many trees with tears in her eyes, watching the scene powerlessly. Eleanor had become someone too stubborn, too intense. She used to be someone who usually set herself on fire to keep others warm she had become someone who enjoyed pointlessly playing with the flame.

His face was everywhere – every single newspapers and TV show. The second she managed to get a grip on the situation hours later, she rushed to the hospital in an attempt to get some information but was told that his heart had already stopped beating by the time they had received them. Maybe that was meant to be a way to make her realize that it wasn’t a game and she didn’t have to go down the same path. Maybe there was someone who didn’t want her around him anyone. She didn’t know where that lie came from but she was convinced of the fact that she had killed him. And that didn’t make her change her ways – she didn’t give up on those substances, thinking that by doing this, she’d be able to join him in this new adventure and trip soon and maybe beg him for his forgiveness. Little did she know back then that he government hid as many truths as her parents and the world was too big not to have the first minister’s son safe and breathing elsewhere without her knowing.

Her parents hadn’t changed their ways either. The accident had been just another sign. And it was time to choose a new country. However, this time had been enough. Not only did she refuse to leave but also expected the answers to the questions she had never been given. But they didn’t come. The two of them continued to make Eleanor believe that everything was more than fine and the abuse of substances was the one thing that had made her over-think everything. She couldn’t even believe how they had blamed it on her and so she decided to figure out on her own. Taking her mother husband’s cell phone and answering a private call hadn’t been her best decision. She should’ve been clever before meeting strangers that came across as friendly faces that would speak the truth in an unknown place. It took her being shot and landing herself a place in the hospital to almost have the same fate as the guy she had been in the car crash with, to make her mother speak the truth. Her husband hadn’t expected to get his own family into trouble the moment he decided to go after her friend, Mr. Milas – who had smartly enough been in the same situation and actually left to protect his family, instead of dragging them along. Knowing that the man she had considered her one and only father all this time wasn’t the one who had witnessed her birth only managed to drive Eleanor angrier.

Contacting someone she trusted her daughter’s life with, Eleanor’s mother got the woman a place and work in Venezia – somewhere she could be safe and leave that life behind. Little does she know the hotel she’s working at belongs to her father and if it that’s not enough, the years apart could be the start of a new war between their daughters if another truth is revealed.

PERSONALITY

At 25-years-old, Eleanor doesn’t resemblance the sweet and innocent child she had once been at all. She has an outspoken attitude, fierce charisma, and witty tongue.  However, nobody should be surprised to be mislead by her ballerina facade. Most of the time, she doesn’t give a shit about everything. The lack of attention she had suffered from her parents helped her develop a strong and cold armour. Although if you get to know her, she’ll compromise herself to look after the people she cares about. She doesn’t show her feelings much, but she is more vulnerable than her guarded and apparent aloofness may lead others to believe. Generally speaking, the girl is ruled by her insecurities, despite a confident exterior. However, despite her manipulative and often ruthless behaviour, she is revealed to have a sensitive and loving nature as well. This side is revealed time and time again especially when she must come to the defence of someone she cares about. She is fully aware of her desirability and capacity for manipulative behaviour, but feels expressing her own emotions will show weakness. In her own inconspicuous way she helps the people she loves, even though she is fully aware her favours are never repaid. Key thing with this woman is that she doesn’t have to talk to be heard, she communicates through her eyes and facial expressions and when she does decide to speak, she does so in snappy/quick retorts with an edge of sarcasm. Her motives are rarely selfish and she truly wants to be a better person. However, she can be very passionate and deeply look after those that, although she would never admit, own a soft spot in her heart. In the simplest form, this girl is a list of contrasting qualities: She is hard and soft; she is intense and easy going; she is strong and vulnerable; she is safe and dangerous; she is logical and impulsive. She’s a professional ballerina twirling in a labyrinth of endless indelible memories.