#but there are moments that straight up feel like random family banter and rather playful hatred for one another

[emelinstriker]

Ur reader is asleep question just gave me a mental image of Macawue entering the palace through his shadow portals, and before he could even open his mouth, Wukong and/or Nezha grabs him and insists he tells then where their master is. And after a moment of confused blinking, Macaque just tilts his head, stares at Azure, and points to his mane. For once. He is not the one going absolutely crazy. (Meanwhile in the back sonewhere MK and Red Son are turning the whole palace over, furniture and miscellaneous items strewn about)

tfw your teammate is being a smug bastard about being more useful than you in finding your master

[albuspottrss]

Hpcc London Part One recap from January Second

Part one notes from January second :) enjoy plenty of scorbus feels with a couple of heartbreaking notes inbetween. Covers on that day were:

Lola!Polly

David mara! Sorting hat

Robert Curtis! Bane

Act one

Doms Albus watches his family’s interactions with such a huge smile on his face, he loves them all so dearly, but doesn’t quite feel like he fits in and isolates himself away from the group, he does a lot of nervous looking around the platform, clearly showing his anxiety as more and more people are watching him, and he fiddles with his robes trying to calm himself down.

Tom gave Rayxia a kiss on the cheek on the platform, and then hit ryan in the face with something (like paper?) in a nice bit of Ron JSP banter

Lola!polly gave a little wave to the potters after “people always look”

Craig!karl ran into the compartment and stuck his hand out for Jon to shake, he was super excited to make a new friend and then realised who Scorpius was and pulled away and ran out, but scorpius had already started raising his hand to shake it back and then sunk back into his seat all sad.

Then the trolley witch popped by and Scorp pulled her over and they had a long conversation until she moved to the next compartment and it looked like she was telling JSP off.

Dombus excitedly stuck his hand out to Scorpius and Rayxia!RGW pushed it back.

Scorpius sounded like he was about to cry when he said “mum wasnt.” His voice cracked and he sounded so upset at the idea that anyone could see his mum, his loving, kind caring mum who was his best friend as a death eater and wanted to defend her as best he could.

When Dombus says he’s going to stay in the compartment he did a little reassuring foot stomp, he’s so confident in his decision to stay with the nerdy boy he just met.

One of my fave things is how Jon doesn’t really sing the sweEets line, bc he’s so shy and trails off almost straight away because he doesn’t want to mess things up, but then dombus goes full on goofy singing it back with frantic flapping arm gestures to let scorpius know that it’s okay, he can be his full nerdy self around him.

When Scorpius says RGW is quite fierce, Albus is so fast to apologise, and kind of reaches out towards him (mirroring how Jamie Harry reaches out after the blanket scene to take the words back) because Albus has a heart of gold and is trying to take back the nasty rumours that had made Scorpius uncomfortable because he’s literally only known this boy for three mins but cares so much already about him.

In the sorting Albus runs forward super quickly and nearly stumbled because he’s so desperate for the worrying to be over, and then when his worst fear becomes a reality he just mouths “what?”

RGW and JSP turned to each other and started a heated conversation about it straight away and then James ran forward and mouthed “I’m so sorry” to Al :(

Scorpius looks so hurt and angry at the comments made at Albus after the quidditch lesson

Ryans iconic “Slytherin slytherin stop with you’re dithering” accompanied with full on snake like hand action towards Albus

Albus is so fed up when Harrys talking to him about making new friends but as soon as he talks about Scorpius his face lights up with the biggest smile ever and it’s the most adorable thing

Draco and Harry were having the heated convo on the platform and Lola!polly and Luke!yann walk past and then Lola sees Draco and grabs Luke’s hand and they run off stage together

After “well this one does” Albus gives Scorpius a playful little shove as they run off stage together

In wand dance, Dombus nearly tripped over Ronnie and did a dramatic little turn to cover it up

Harrys dramatic bow sequence to Hermione is the most wonderful thing ever I love their friendship.

I was watching Dombus closely during the scene with Amos and Harry and watching his reaction to “kill the spare” was heartbreaking because he clearly feels like he is the spare in his family (which obvs isn’t true they love him all so very much but his insecurities shine through) and his face crumpled, and then made him more determined to keep listening because he wanted to help save someone who he saw as like himself :(

“Albussss PottER” then Maddie! Delphi bowed to him and Dombus bowed back having a nice mock at his own surname and the insecurities it’s caused him

“But how can I ignore it? It’s PINK” accompanied with some sassy af hand on hip action from Ryan

At the start of the blanket scene Jamie just went “Ron sent this, Ahahshsjjsud” like a load of random noises, he’s so awkward and can tell his sons upset about heading back to school but doesn’t know how to approach him about it properly

Dombus flinches and moves away as soon as Jamie sits next to him, Harry put his hand on Albus after he says “I certainly need some” trying to reassure him that things would get better and it would work out

Albus was so angry and emotional and was crying on the “sometimes I wish you weren’t my dad” and then when Jamie says THAT line he did his reaching out to try and take the words back and Dom just stood there his face so crestfallen at what his dad had admitted.

He then does a really forced laugh at “no love or luck for me then” because he’s trying to make it look like he doesn’t care and deal with the situation with humour but he’s broken inside and it doesn’t come out as an actual laugh :(

Craig!Dudley kept hugging the stairs and peeking out at Harry in the dream sequence

In fourth year, Scorpius is sat waiting for his best friends arrival, fiddling with his hand and his foot tapping the floor as he anxiously waits, but I absolutely love how this has changed from first year where he’s sat reading a book because he thinks no one would want to be friends with the rumoured son of voldemort and now he’s waiting to be reunited with the boy who cares so much for him :)))

The hug here was awkward as it should be, but Scorpius’s arms were sticking out and then he patted Albus on the back like he wanted to hug him back he just didn’t know how, as Scorpius tends to deal with his feelings emotionally, rather than physically (that little snippet is confirmed by JC himself)

RGW was in JSPs department, and they were having an in-depth conversation- perhaps about Albus and how worried JSP was for him? And then when Rose ran back into their apartment she was clearly updating him on the situation and perhaps the bread thing too, we stan these two cousins.

Albus is so enthusiastic about saving Cedric he’s bouncing up and down and getting very close to Scorpius’s face with lots of dramatic hand actions because he really really wants to be able to save a fellow “spare”

Albus tries to get Scorpiusto go up into the train roof first but Jon was not having it and eventually Albus climbed up first, leaving Scorpius to scramble after him because although it seems scary, Scorpius couldn’t let Al do something scary by himself!

When Albus turns around and sees the trolley witch standing behind them, his mouth drops open and pauses for ages completely shook before he utters out a little “OH”

Scorpius is so bewildered by how long trolleys been doing the job for and is so intrigued about her history when he crawls forward you can kind of see he forgets where they are and the circumstances he just wants to know more about her life ( lucky for him there’s a thread for that on trolleybitchs twitter ;))

The EGM is always so so so sassy and I love it, there were plenty of sassy shouts of “whAaaaatttttt’ that sounded like they were coming from Lolas direction, and someone squealed “shut uppppp” before Hermione conjured silence!

As always Joward was doing his best bitchy Draco lean in the ministry

A nice cry of “FILTHY MARK” was heard and then had to be calmed down by someone else because he was so into it.

“Harrys scar is hurting” a voice from the crowd “shAme” and then after this meeting is a sham, we got the wonderful “YOURE A SHAMMMMM” chasing draco off stage into the wings.

St Oswalds!

The two old witches came forward muttering, “want another biscuit” to which Craig replied with “absolutely NOT” and then the classic “alright alright STOP you’re giving me a headache”

A change to the scene was a new sofa which Lola was perched on and Craig came down and sat next to her, and then someone chucked Craig a wand until all the oldies set his tea on fire.

In the scene with Amos when Amos mentions his house, Dombus gets all anxious and desperately grabs at his robes and pulls them to cover up his jumper like he’s ashamed of himself for his house :(

Scorpius is trying to protect albus so much and trying to be brave and has his arm around Albus whilst Amos is angry, trying to reassure him!

In the scene with the adults Ron’s sat there eating the food off of his plate and then switched the plates around and starts eating someone else’s, and is proud and laughing at himself whilst Hermione looks on fondly but also exasperated with him!

Jon was really getting into the poly juice transformation he was shaking about so much and making loads of “vvvvvvvvvv” noises for dramatic effect as he transformed (he did also end up with three arms briefly too)

Joward does the sassiest “do youuuuuu? kNow iT??” ever

“No hiding places” - cue a high pitched screeching from Jamie

After alohamora worked Jamie!scorpius squeaked out a “wahhahah” he was so proud of himself for getting into THE minister for magics office

Okay time for Toms albus polyjuice scene which is the best thing ever.

Running through the door shouting “surpriseeeeeeeeeee” and then having a sharp intake of breath like he didn’t know what on earth to say or do next and then he has this idea and kisses Hermione and then cannot believe he’s done that and whilst Harry and Hermione are talking has a moment to compose himself and starts gagging and putting his hands in his mouth to mimic throwing up - which is just so much like doms albus and parralels to the two times Dom does the exact same thing!

Michelle kept dodging Tom as he tried to kiss her again and so he settled for an aggressive hug (Albus is defo a hugger bless him)

“Let’s have a baby”*takes a moment to shout AAAAAGHHHHHHH* “or a holidAYYYYYY” *points vigorously at hermione* “I WANT A HOLIDAY” and stomps his feet.

On “puckish sense of fun” Tom does the a little jig curtsy dance thing accompanied by a cloak swish.

Scorpius is clearly upset that he hadn’t realised his best friend had had an argument with his dad, he really cares about him so much

Tom scampers up the bookcase on all fours and then lies on the top of it.

When Albus came out of the bookcase he was shaking with nerves and fear :(

Act Two.

Hermione tells Ron off for going to the kitchens and Joward did his classic dusting himself down dramatically after getting out of the floo.

Dombus is so so so happy he mastered expelliarmus he has the biggest grin on his face and is so bouncey awwww, whereas Scorp is fiddling with his hands when he sees Delphi and Albus, he’s super anxious he’s about to be replaced :(

Maddie! Delphi handing over the robes “you are going to need to wear” dramatic pause filled with her singing a little song as she grabs them “de dun dun deeeee, THESE”

Obviously I’m going to include my best note of the evening “quality neighs from Rob Curtis” bc Robs bane was perfect and one dramatic son of a bitch.

Edge of the forest was beautiful as always, but it hurt even more when Scorpius was talking about checking the daily prophet every day, since that’s how he found out about all the nasty rumours about him and already knew he would most likely never have any real friends and could only dream about having mates like Harry did, at this point Doms face falls because he didn’t know this about his best friend, and doesn’t really feel like he can ever live up to his father, but it lights up again when Jon says “you’re better” this moment is the purest scene ever, and Albus is so desperate to tell Scorpius that he’s his best friend too and he says it so fast and runs up to him and grabs his hand 🥺

Triwizard time let’s gooooo

Ronnies iconic crawl through the crowd to get back to slytherin

Craig!karl wolf whistling, and then starting a Mexican wave that made it all the way down to ravenclaw (lacking effort from the gryffs here) but I was so proud he got it working so well!

“KRUM KRUM KRUM!!!!” - Ronnie and

Duncan

“I LOVE YOU FLEUR”- Craig!karl shouts, everyone turns around and stares at him judgementally and then he points at ravenclaw girl “SHE LOVES YOU”

Ronnie and Duncan kept batting each other with their scarves which was veryyyy cute

Albus looked so very excited about mentions of Charlie weasley training the dragons he has the “that’s my uncle” look of pride in his eyes!

Craig!karl did some banging high kicks and then everyone started arguing

Albus is on the floor in pain and Jon got down on the floor with him to see if he was okay

Jamie!harry mocking madam pomfreys voice is hilarious he’s obviously still not over that skele-grow from second year

Dom starts fiddling with the blanket whilst his dad is talking and then does the most desperate cry of dAdddd

“Never fitted” Albus try has never felt like he fitted in anywhere apart from when he’s with Scorpius, and was on the verge of tears as his dad suggested splitting them up, it was at this point I scrawled down the note ‘Albus so intensely loves Scorpius’

When Albus mentions Hermione. Ron stood up and said ‘Hermione? *squeaks* NOOOO!”

Jon sits on the stairs looking broken and fiddling with his hands (exactly like albus does when he’s nervous :(()

Albus is so sweet he asks so so so softly “but Hermione? What are you doing here?” He doesn’t want to upset her but he’s genuinely confused, what is the most powerful witch ever doing teaching DADA

Polly is so fustrated with Albus she just wants gryff to do well, Yann turns around to make sure she’s okay before standing up to speak to Albus

Craig!karl pointed at Ronnie!Craig when asked the question about patronuses like why on earth would he know the answer but give ceeby a try he’s more likely to know

Craig!Karl turned around and shook his head at Albus after asking about Rose Granger-Weasley

Staircase ballet,

Both the boys were looking out for each other with so much longing, then Albus sees Scorpius and runs away because it hurts too much to see his best friends pain :(

Jon sits down and crosses his legs and looks the most forlorn and lost at the top of the stairs :(

Dom looks up and opens his mouth, he wants to say something so desperately to Scorpius.

Jon sits down again and peers over the edge of the stairs down below at Dom

At the top of the stairs they pause for the longest time and Dom attempts to say something and Scorpius waits so expectantly, until the staircases drag them apart from each other - metaphorical for them being dragged apart from each other by Harry and the nasty rumours and the bullying- hogwarts itself pulls them apart and back into their individual pools of desperate loneliness, they both begin stepping towards each other trying to reach the other because they can’t stay away from each other but are forced apart :(

Draco did his sassy little hand action and tut tutted Harry after one of the spells, and then at the “were the same age” Jamie did a little bow and crouched down

Lola!Polly did an exasperated sigh at Scorpius being weird with the cloak covering up Delphi

Draco really struggles when talking about Astoria, he only wants to focus on the happy memories and fiddles with his wedding ring, and cannot bring himself to say that she is dead he opts for things like saying she’s ‘gone’ or that they ‘lost her’ because saying she’s dead would be way to final for him :(

Library scene

Lola!Polly kept shaking her head and sighing at scorbus, and then doing dramatic shhhhing

Scorpius kept shying away from Albus :(

Lola!Polly told on them to Madam Pince and when they were told off did a sassy nod and hair flick

Polly did a dramatic hand action to calm herself down before storyline out of the library

Jon was crying when talking about how awful the bullies are because he cares so much for his best friend and he knows how the bullies are and how much it hurts him to know his friend has to go through that :((

From where I was sat the invisibility cloak didn’t fully cover Dom immediately and his arms were flailing about

Jon sat crying and holding on to himself, and when Albus started talking about Astoria Dom was nearly breaking down :((

Scorpius was still crying as he uttered out “thannkkk youuuu” and he was properly sobbing at the “maybe their true too”

Scorpius touched Albus’s knee on ‘thats a nice thing to say’ 🥺

In the library hug Al stuck out his hand and Scorp mock shakes it before Dom pulled him in for a hug and Jon hugged him back and gently patted his back

After Albus explained his plan with Cedric, Scorp in complete admiration of his bestie, let out a gentle “You’re CLEVER”

Scorpius knows that’s a huge insecurity of Albus’s but hes genuinely in awe of how great he is and wants him to see his intelligence for himself :)))

Doms sparkly surprise was the most dramatic I’ve seen it, a full pew pew pppewwwww and he did the firework actions all the way above his head

After mentioning the marriage thing and having a daughter Ron did the most awkward “hahahha, ha” ever

“Well consider me engorgi impressed” *frantic thumbs up*

Jon did his amazing nodding at 300 miles an hour and grinning at how hot Cedric is with Myrtle, the pair of them literally fan girl so hard over him

“Then I’m entirely ready” pause ‘mmmmmmmmhmmmmmm’ “for whatever” *mouth full of gillyweed*

I love scorbus’s underwater high-five that they do but then it struck me that that’s the last bit of physical contact Scorpius has with Albus before he gets thrown into a world without him and the possibility that he’ll never get to see him ever again :(

Jons screams of ALBUSSSSSS are always so so so desperate, at first it’s confusion, but then the panic sets in that oh my god maybe he’s drowned and the horrifying realisation that he’s not coming out of the lake and he looks just so frightened :(

[imagine-that-one-thing]

Fields of Heaven

Authors Note: Hey, everyone. I slacked on writing, I know. I am sorry, last week was not a great week for me and I couldn’t bring myself to write as much as what I usually push myself to. Here is a little something for you guys. I felt like writing something sad and this is what hit me when I stared at the title for a few minutes. It is sad, so please do not read if you are in an emotional state.

Trigger Warning: Sadness & losing loved ones involved. Read with caution. Xx

Two-Thiry-seven, in the morning, was when you received the call, a call you had never in your life expected to have obtained.

The moment replays in your head constantly, the moment you felt your heart drop, your eyes immediately began to well with tears, and your body was motionless for a moment.

You had pressed your hand to the side of the bed beside you, trying to find your boyfriend before reminding yourself that he had yet to come home from the studio. You had reached for your phone again, dialling his number.

The minute his voice beamed through the phone, you choked up, your words struggled to slip from your lips. “Hey, what’s wrong? Are you okay?” He had questioned, his voice seeming imperceptibly worn, but still had a hint of energy left in it. You could tell he had been appreciating the studio session. “Y/N? Are you there?” His voice pulled you away from staring at the wall, your thoughts circling your mind. You opened your mouth, the only words coming out were, “Car accident.” The line went withdrawn for a moment, your body unaware of what to do. “What? Who?” He instantly questioned, probably just as confused as what you were.

You didn’t know how this happened.

“My parents.” You managed to murmur, informing him of what you were trying to express to him with vague words that managed to escape your lips.

Now, now you are here, at the hospital with tears flowing down your delicate cheeks. You knew the day would ultimately come, where nature takes its course, where the stairs to heaven are walked by the ones that you loved the most, but you never expected it to happen so abruptly, you thought you had more time.

The stairway to heaven was something you thought neither parents would step for another twenty or more years.

A few hours ago, you and Shawn were sitting in the house you grew up in, the one where your Dad taught you to dance in the living room on his feet, where your mother taught you to bake cakes in the kitchen. The childhood home that was always full of love, the house that carries the precious memories of who you are as a person, and as a family, the house that built you. You were sitting on the couch, Shawn’s arm around you as you laughed at your Dad’s witty jokes and your Mothers ridiculous comebacks. Your Dad even joked about Shawn proposing to you, which was more of a hint than a joke; Shawn simply responding in his sweet voice, “We will have to discuss that when she isn’t around.” Tenderly nudging you playfully.

When the time rolled around to ten at night, your parents were rather content and full of passion and energy, to them, the night was still so young. You smiled over at them as they teased each other over which vinyl in their collection was the favourite, both eventually settling over the vinyl that contains their wedding song. Only hoping that in years time you and Shawn have the same playful banter over which song is the best. You can only hope, you and Shawn share the same long lasting love your parents did. They were the perfect love story, high school sweethearts that fell in love so young and never lost touch with themselves. They kept their passion and love, something a lot of couples can’t say they have managed to endure.

Before you knew it, they were dancing to the sound of the melody coming from the record player, you and Shawn ultimately joining in, unable to contain yourselves from participating in a loving moment.

Little did any of you know that hours from gliding barefoot in the living room, to now, that there would be tears of grief. A late night movie being the last thing your parent’s indulged in. They were determined the night was young and became eager when they saw that the movie theatre was playing some new movie at midnight.

They sought to convince you and Shawn to tag along with them, but Shawn opted out because he wanted to get to the studio, his deadline for his album beginning to creep up on him rather hastily. They turned to you, volunteering for you to third wheel with them. At first, you had thought hard about tagging along, but, you decided not to crash their night.  

A few hours can change everything, and if you knew then, what you know now, you would have held your parents a little longer, told them you loved them many more times. You would have laughed longer and danced with them longer, you would have told them all the things you have yet to tell them, you would have told your Dad for the hundredth time that you want to marry Shawn, you would have told your Mum that her apple pie tasted delicious tonight and that it was really you who stole the last slice, not Shawn. Most of all, you would tell them both not to go to the movies, you would tell them to stay in, that you would stay at the house with them and watch a movie.

You lean against the wall, your knees pressed to your chest as your eyes watch Shawn shuffling closer with two coffees in his hand. He hands you one, giving you a tender smile before sitting down beside you, resting against the wall.

Your fingertips curl around the warm coffee cup, “Shawn..” You trail off in a slow voice, “What..What do you think Heaven is like?” You whisper, the words stinging your heart as they leave your lips.

The thought has never crossed your mind until now, now that pieces of you are lying in the angel wings that float around heaven.

He doesn’t answer straight away, he takes a moment, perhaps unsure of how to answer your question. “Sweetheart,” He softly begins, pressing his hand to rest on your knee. He takes a breath, “Fields of Heaven.” He answers, your eyes glancing over at him with a glossy covering, “A beautiful field.”

“Filled with flowers.” You sniffle, not questioning, but stating.

Maybe it is the image you have in your head from movies where there seems to be a field of flowers surrounding someone who left the present world.

He nods, “Yes, filled with flowers and nature.”

“Colours of lavender and salmon pink,” You continue, picturing a rich wonderland of wildflowers and nature, ranging from diverse shades, coral, dawn-tinted, cerulean, and crimson red, all standing stem to stem in a perfect manner. You imagine perfect skies settling over the field, perhaps even a pure waterfall cascading in a soothing manner. “Do you think it is peaceful?” You question softly, your hand now beginning to shake, your mind wandering towards your mother as you picture her roaming amongst the wildflowers, the wind flowing through her beautiful wavy hair, her eyes glistening the deepest shade they have ever been. “Do.. do you think she is peaceful?” You choke up, trying not to allow tears to fall again.

“I think so,” He nods, taking a heavy breath and wrapping an arm around you, drawing you closer to him. “I bet she is smiling that gorgeous smile that you got from her, dancing around the wildflowers because we all know she loved to dance.” … “She is probably singing that one song she’d always sing with us when we would get her to tag along with us when your Dad was working late.” His words causing tears to cascade down your cheeks, tears staining his shirt; the memories of singing ‘Drops of Jupiter’ loudly with the windows down on random summer nights, tingling your heart.

“Do you think they will dance together?” You mumble into him, your hand now pressed to his chest as you become comfortable resting on him.

“Y/N.”

“I know it’ll happen, it’s okay.” You breathe, recognising everything the doctors have said to you regarding both parents’, it is just a matter of time.

You aren’t naive, you have apprehended the severity of the injuries sustained. You have overheard everything the doctors have declared. Everything.

“They’ll dance together in between the stems of the flowers, following the melody of the wind.” You effortlessly grasp his shirt, the wave of emotions stinging you as you continue to imagine the stairway to heaven, the wildflowers, your mother’s wonderful smile, and your Fathers eyes, the eyes you inherited from him.

Shawn grows withdrawn, benevolently running his fingers through your hair, a little lost for words. After all, there is only so much that can be said in a time like this. It doesn’t matter whether you are fifteen, thirty, or eighty, the daunting thought of never being able to call your Mother or Father is the saddest thing to imagine, even sadder when it becomes a reality.

Heaven is so far away, you can’t stop by when you feel lonely or when you need your mothers’ reassuring hug, you can’t make a call, or even show up at the doorstep. This— This is the heaviest part. The daunting understanding of the harshness of reality.

Time is incoherent to you, it is just a fragment of irrelevance as you remain on the floor, still resting against Shawn, his hand managing to soothe you every time you whimper into him or begin to cry for the hundredth time. “Sweetheart, we are going to have to move from our spot here.” He dryly enlightens you, his own tears fighting to stay hidden as he attempts to keep you together.

You don’t want to move, room C009 and C010 engraved in your thoughts as you try to erase them both.

When the Doctors gave you the news of your Father at seven-twelve in the morning, you broke down in a way you had never broken down before, you felt every stinging pain your heart, every muscle in your body aching, your bones feeling as if they were being crushed, your eyes filling with salty tears that seized to stop.

You fell into Shawns arms, no longer wanting to keep yourself together any longer, no longer wanting to do anything. You had never felt such intense pain or emotion.

It was almost like your world stopped spinning, your heart stopped beating— Everything was a blur.  

You sniffle as you finally manage to lift your head off of his chest, your hand no longer gripping his shirt, your eyes burning from all the tears. “They’re okay, right?” You question, not even sure on what you are attempting to ask your boyfriend of five years. You glance up at him as if he knows all the answers to the questions circling your thoughts.

He gives you a nod, “They’re more than okay,” He clears his throat, holding back his own tears as he stares into your aching eyes,

“Dancing in the wind with wildflowers, huh?” You try to crack a smile, the thought of the two of your parents wandering barefoot between enchanted wildflowers gaping your thoughts repeatedly. The thought somewhat easing the heartache.

“Yes, baby. A field of heaven.” He presses a kiss to your forehead, delicately wiping away a few tears and the streak left over your cheeks.