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foreignobjecticus · 8 months ago

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It's 15C and almost sunny, the radar is teeming with GA, jets are flying past, I feel like I have a whole village taking care of me, beautiful art keeps coming my way, I feel better but not perfect. I'm cleaning my helmet and plotting my course babey. When I'm done with these antibiotics?? Riding, flying, gardening, theatre, concerts, and general running around like an idiot.

It's coming. I can FEEL it. :D :D

#genuinely people have been so lovely to me here and IRL thank you. I didn't expect it at all but it's really touching #i do not have any speeds apart from Do Nothing or FAST FAST FAST 100MPH and I know I need to go really slow #it's driving me nuts lol. because I'm getting these moments where I feel good #but then feel really bad still because yeah I'm still symptomy #just keeping up with the washing is too taxing rn but I wanna vaccumm and clean so bad lol. patienceeeeeeeee #you know what's real fucked up? every time I was sick as a kid it was always treated with irritation and suspicion #like it was the biggest imposition in the world. and it kind of was for parents sure. but like. As an adult? having people you barely know #calling up and sincerely offering to bring you groceries? and friends posting you tea and art?#even ex-bosses wishing you well and current ones being chill that the work is late or flawed?#thissssssss. it's such a stark contrast to being sick as a kid. this is so sweet I can't even deal #okay I'm going to shut up now. I'm clearly still very tired. You're all lovely. virtual hugs for you all #text tag

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