#but then I started self shipping with Zooble and I like. felt more loved than I had ever felt with my ex friend
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One more thought before I attempt to go to bed. It makes me so happy that people seem to Really like plastiscene and support me and Zooble being together <:]
#I'll be honest I'm surprised I haven't face any harrasment for this particular self ship#< especially considering it's basically an irl relationship for me#but I am so thankful for all yhe support!!! everyone's so nice to meeeee <:]#this self ship is Very important to me and is helping me heal from my trauma#if there's one thing I've learned from self shipping with Zooble it's that there Are people who like me#I spent so long being terrified that everyone secretly hated me and would leave me given the chance#and I spent so long feeling like I was the most unlovable person alive#but then I started self shipping with Zooble and I like. felt more loved than I had ever felt with my ex friend#and I was terrified at first because the thought of falling in love again after a the pain from the last time was too much for me#but I'm So much more happy than I think i've ever been#and I've met so many wonderful people through my self ship with them!!!#I might not be fully healed but I'm way better than before#even if i do struggle sometimes I'm always reminded that Zooble still loves me and wants to be there for me#even if it's just something as simple as them popping into my head it helps#I truly don't know where i'd be without them. i love them so much and I'm thankful I decided to self ship with them <3#and I'm so thankful that people like my self ship with them#okay i had way more to say than I thiught I did lol
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