#but the reverse is someone rightfully criticizing me has ruined my day. whatever | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

newfeeling77 · 6 months ago

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every time someone criticizes me for being somewhat rude n obnoxious to strangers i get like kill myself levels of upset bc ppl have been telling me for years i seem somewhat evil n incapable of love. maybe im just not nice n i should stop trying to be im not sure

#context i was telling my sister i saw 3 teenagers doing a stupid photoshoot in a stairwell of a parking garage #so i admittedly shouted ‘what the fuck are you doing’#n my sister said ‘people like you are the reason im scared to do anything in public’#but if u ask me im not at all bothered by ppl yelling at me from cars or making fun of me for doing something if i made the choice #to go outside and do it?#maybe this is a lack of empathy on my part but im not that sensitive/insecure that that would like. ruin my day #but the reverse is someone rightfully criticizing me has ruined my day. whatever #i cant stand my sister anyway idk why im so upset. probably bc it was obnoxious n im embarrassed #what can i do it happened n probably will happen again

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