#but the reality is he shouldnt HAVE to jump through hoops like that and I feel like because he does it confirms i am hard to love
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Tag vent, needed to get it out. TW suicide/SH/mental health/inaccessible care
#my mental health is rapidly declining and I feel like my life is falling apart#i want to go back to therapy and i want to get back on meds but I cant afford it#I just feel so empty sometimes for no reason#and then my brain will try and solve it like THIS is why youre upset#and then i create these conspiracy theories and detach myself from reality/spiral into “everyone hates me my husband is leaving me im dying”#i relapsed recently for the first time since leaving my ex and I just feel myself slipping#and like suicidal thoughts over something as simple as breaking a mug i bought at the dollar store#or my USB not going in and getting so frustrated I start sobbing#what is wrong with me I just want to get better#i hate doing this to my husband i feel like my mental health is such a burden#which i know it isnt because he used to work in adolescent mental health care and he also has LIVED experience with bipolar#but hes doing great on meds and i cant recieve the help I need and I feel like im taking up too much space#i feel hard to love no matter how many hoops he jumps through to prove im not#but the reality is he shouldnt HAVE to jump through hoops like that and I feel like because he does it confirms i am hard to love
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Jury Duty
Danny has been living his best life in Gotham, hiding from the GIW but mostly moving forward with his life. (College, job, whatever)
Until his name is drawn for jury duty.
He complains to his friends. They bring up a few interesting points. Shouldnt being dead disqualify him? Eventually the anti ecto acts are brought up. Can the government enforce jury duty on a citizen that was declared legally non-sentient?
Now, it might not have been danny's smartest idea, but he replies to the summons with a "cant, i died," attaching a copy of the anti ecto acts and a short argument that its hypocritical of the government to strip him of his rights but still expect him to fulfill his civic responsibilities.
Whatever government desk job gets danny's reply to the summons thinks its a joke at first (theyre no stranger to the colorful and creative excuses people come up with to try to get out of jury duty), but danny provided all the right paperwork and instructions for them to jump through all the hoops necessary to locate the obscure law. They send it higher up the chain of command.
But this is Gotham. After several days of ruminating over the strange law, they decide to leave a tip on the bats' hotline (set up and maintained by Oracle). The whole situation felt a bit left of reality, and they weren't paid enough to deal with that shit. And if the government really was the problem here (look, they might have landed a secure government-funded desk job, but they were a grunt and held no loyalty to the government that continuously screwed over their home city), then merely passing the buck meant it would get covered up instead of exposed.
Oracle gets the message and starts digging, determining that this is A Big Problem, Actually. First order of business is to track down this Danny guy and give him a bat-level security detail. Second order is to push this to the Justice league.
The thing is, the giw had successfully hidden themselves from the justice league up until now. They covered their tracks, took care of loose ends. The laws were written to look like pest control.
They never considered that someone would respond to a jury duty sommons with "cant, im dead." First of all, they dont know about halfas, who could be dead without ever being legally declared. Secondly, why would a ghost pretend to be alive? Thirdly, why would they blow their cover? ("Sir, its *jury duty.*" "point withdrawn.")
It was pure chance that the desk job took it seriously enough to report it, and oracle only recognized the threat as it was because she made the logical leap from ectoplasm to lazarus water.
The bats investigate by intercepting danny's summons. Fortunately, the higher up decided it was a joke and didnt share it any further. Unfortunately, they told danny that he better show up for jury duty, come hell or high water.
That route blocked, they hack in a jury summons for jason todd. Being Actually Legally Dead, with all the paperwork correctly filed, means that he would never actually get a summons, but they need someone on this inside that clearly falls into the same category as danny to keep a close eye on him.
Anyways, this was a long and twisted set up to get not one, but two individuals in the same jury duty line up claiming they "cant, i died."
#dp x dc#probably a stupid idea#inspired by the post that said:#danny “cant i died” fenton vs jason “cant im dead” todd
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