#but the oast few weeks i cant take it
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I can't ever eat healthy or exercise because every time I try all my friends and family make fun of me because its so out of character for me and I never do it more than once
#i just eant to not hate my body#i dont want tk be fat anymore#i just tried to make a salad and trail mix for lunch tomorrow and everyone was making jokes about me#the worst is im thin everywhere but my stomach so it just looks like im 4months pregnant when im naked#i joke with everyone that ill be healthy when i live alone but realistically#thats when ill be able to change my diey#and excercise habits#bc rn my mom is feeding five ppl with different eating habits and im the only one who can really cook#and what i like to eat is really dkfferent from everyone else#so for me eating healthy means buying different types kf food#for my mom it means eating the exact same salad every single day all three meals#first of all i always have to skip breakfast because of the bus schedule#so then i get hungry so im used to starving till lunch#and then my friends only eat taco bell but taco bell is gross so ill ive been eating is taco bell lately#but the oast few weeks i cant take it#going in there makes me wanna throw up#and then bc my siblibgs arent dieting like my mom the to-go snacks we have are fruit roll ups and chips#so when i grab snacks thise are my options#and then theres excercise#and apart from beibg too busy the only soace i can excercise in is the living room in front of everyone#which is embarrassing bc everyone is gonna make fun of me#the only excercise i even feel comfortabke doing is running and i cant do that#without a gym membership#because my neighborhood is all weeds with no sidewalks#and there isnt realky anywhere to run#except for the track at school but i dont even own any pe clothes#im probably just gonna have to ditch my friends ar lunch adlnd get a salad somewhere because i cant keep doing this#its startinf to really hurt me emotionally#liv talks#body image /
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