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rottenlittlefink · 4 months ago

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You genuinely need to heal I’m not even kidding if u still feel falsely validated by the “Preferences” being abused/unalived/turned into baby mothers/etc that shit is still devastating why are u so happy other women are being abused. Another woman being unalived doesn’t mean that he loves you. Being male identified will literally end u, sis.

Think about *why* you associate your crush literally MURDERING his “preference” with him “loving and desiring” you, instead. Do u hold the subconscious belief that he would do the same to you and blame it on you being dark skinned because he hates himself? Sis, WAKE UP, THE PROJECTION!!!!

#abuse tw #shadow work #black women divest #oh yeahs I absolutely include trans women don’t even play with me lmao #anyways #I was mostly raised by women so that explains why my standards have always been so high lol #idk the ppl who raised me weren’t that male identified so there lmao #my npc dad made damn sure to teach me that women were the prize so there’s that lol #it’s so weird being harassed by self hating black men for being dark skinned #but the SECOND they see me up close then I’m treated like a depedestalized preference 🙄#lol it’s confusing by design #but then would call me self hating and ‘selfish�� ok what exactly specifically do I owe you QUICKLY NOW #cus before I was a crusty black bitch #but since u see I benefit from featurism and texturism I’m ’one of the good ones’ FUCK YOU NIGGA LMFAOOOO #me being dark skinned doesn’t grant u grace or access BITCH #and I’m also one of those ‘too pretty to be a lesbian’ lesbians no matter how hard I try lmfao #I wish I could only be seen by women ngl #I wasn’t raised to believe any of this shit was normal so divestment wasn’t that hard of a choice tbh #I already never gave a fuck about neurotypical social norms so I basically steamroll their fragile egos by not even acknowledging the games

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