#but still im so embarrassed aaaaaa

[chloelouygo]

Why is showing someone else your writing the most mortifying embarrassing ordeal known to man 🥲

[heaven-s-black-box]

Notes- Worlds Collide; Anemo Boys minus Aether x gn!reader

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Recovery date: September 20th, 2024

Description: ok, fourth time?! I rlly am addicted to ur blog atp ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ so uh this time, maybe the reader and the anemo boys meeting their deceased friends and family? Separately ofc, but maybe not for aether bc I don't rmb him having any deceased friends or family. Thank you, and as always, feel free to delete if this is too angsty for u!! (i think i might come back a lot, so can i be ⭐️ anon? If u allow, ofc!) aaaaaa im so sry i forgot to say that for the anemo boys, i meant that if they're decreased friends and family were still alive what would their relationship be with the reader aaaaaaa in sry😭😭

Notes: This work was recovered in conjunction with researcher ⭐️, we thank them for their contributions. So glad to have you back! I will say it's funny that you were worried it would be too angsty, and I think I made it angstier because bringing the dead back/ making it so they never died would seriously change our character and their stories. So I found other ways for them to meet reader!

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Venti

Unfortunately, retroactively reviving the nameless bard would cause a lot of problems

But, Venti likes to think about how your lives might play out if he were here somehow

He thinks you’d get along

You’d love the bard��s lyre playing

If you sing/play an instrument with Venti, he’ll totally write songs for the three of you

Likes to think you’d play pranks on the bard with him, maybe you would, or maybe you’d scold him

If you ever got married the Bard would be his best man

Xiao

Once fell asleep to Cloud Retainer’s dream machine

He “awoke” to thundering laughter and a hand slamming against a table

You were sitting against a tree, his head in your lap, and his fellow yaksha were sat around the nearby table

Bosacius is slamming one of his hands against the table as he’s doubled over laughing

Indarias is laughing too, she’s leaning against Bonanus who’s trying not to spill her wine

Menogias is trying to use one of Cloud Retainers many inventions to grill fish with Pervases

It’s when he starts to sit up that you realize he’s awake

He notices your clothes are different, they must have been made by Menogias

Before he can say anything, he’s called up to play his flute

You join the other Yaksha at the table as he starts to play, and as he closes his eyes he sees many others approaching from the distance

Kazuha

Having settled in Inzauma with you, he finds his sleep to be deeper and more restful

This results in him dreaming more, finally able to indulge in the deep sleep required

On this night, he opens his eyes to find you crouched down with a white cat

It’s his friend's, though he thinks it’s odd it’s not standing guard of his grave

Then his friend speaks from above him, calling you adorable

He looks up to find him lounging in the tree branches

His friend looks down at him and calls him lucky, asking to be invited to the wedding

Before Kazuha can say anything else, his friend jumps down and challenges you to a sparring match

You eagerly agree, declaring the winner Kazuha’s best friend

He sits back to watch, joined by the cat, with a fond smile

Heizou

Heizou dreams of his friend often when the festival where they met rolls around

This year you attended together and left an offering at his friends grave after

Maybe that’s why tonight he doesn’t think this is quite a dream

It feels too real

You lean against him, leaning across him to talk animatedly with his friend

He should feel embarrassed as you swap stories

He should remind you to eat your food that’s growing cold

Instead he places a kiss on the top of your head and turns to his friend

Two can play at this game, he cuts in with an embarrassing story of his own

You’re thrilled, and Heizou finds himself keeping you up right on your stool as you laugh so hard it shakes

He’s glad you got to meet his friend, and he thanks whatever power gave him this chance

Wanderer

It’s a gift from Nahida

When you agree to spend the rest of your life/ forever with him

That night you dream of the furnace, and Niwa and his family

The boy, his first friend, is there as well though he’s grown

Niwa pours you some more tea as you happily discuss your most recent trip together to Sumeru

It all feels so comfortable, Wanderer finds himself slumping against the table

The boy struggles to peel a bulle fruit, and you gently take it from him to help

Niwa elbows him and whispers something about children

He rolls his eyes

The boy sets the bulle fruit in the middle for you all to share

The next morning Wanderer finds his pillow stained with tears

[pupyuj]

ENA WE NEED GHOSTFACE YUJIN PLEASE

Sadly I have no plot but im sure your genius brain can come up with something crazy 🤭

LOVE YOU

AAAAAA THIS ASKKKK ILY TOO KEER HEHEHEHE 😭💕💕 hopefully i get to do a full fic on ghostface!yujin in the future bcs i am sooo into the idea omgkdhjkhvc

yujinnie definitely the type of ghostface to initially plan on killing you fr but thought you were too pretty so she'd have a bit of fun with you first! it helps that you knew yujin as that unfairly handsome girl who walked aimlessly around the local library (that you just so happened to frequently hang out in) for no reason... bcs when she took off her mask after breaking into your room and scaring the living lights out of you, you found yourself softening up instead of screaming your head off and it only made things easier for yujin! she wouldn't even let you recover from your initial shock and just grab you 😳

definitely makes fun of you while you're desperately sucking her off as if your life depended on it bcs guess what... it did! see, you weren't restrained so you could have easily stolen her stupid knife and finally put an end to the nightmare she has put the entire neighborhood in but god you're such a whore that the sight of yujin throwing her head back and hearing her moan turned your brain into mush... making you only capable of pleasuring her and nothing else 😵‍💫 and her praises only made you want to do her better! "just like that... fuck—" yujinnie would feel so good that she'd fuck your mouth herself!

"y-you... don't feel any shame at all, huh, slut? fuck.. sucking off a murderer like this... if only those goody-two-shoes of a friend group you have could see you now..." yujinnie says while you're crying bcs it just dawned on you how much of an idiot you were being :(( even if you somehow gave yujin the best fuck of her life, she'd still kill you! you were practically spending your last moments sucking her dick which wasn't only embarrassing but also just fucking crazy...

ofc a serial killer as sick as yujin wouldn't care at all when you're bent over and sobbing on your pillow while she pounded you from behind, not letting up even when you've cum so much 😣 she'd be so happy to see you all messed up under her,, "take it, you bitch..." omgomg she would grab your jaw and push your back to her chest so she can hear you clearly, giggling against you shoulder while she simultaneously toyed with your clit and thrusted deeply inside you… as dirty as it was, it was definitely way better than being stabbed to death… and yujin got to know how grateful you were of her for sparing your life for the night when you obediently started riding her, doing anything and everything to get the two of you to cum together… 😵‍💫

yujinnie would leave without another word after all of that, but she definitely comes back for more! after every other kill, she comes to you for relief… or to waste whatever energy she has left! sometimes you never really know if it’s your last night whenever yujin knocks on your window… but the fear in your eyes every time you turn around to look at her was such a turn on that yujin just can’t help but let you live night after night… your life was just a sick game to her and you know what?? as long as you’re still breathing the morning after, you’ll let her play with you for as long as she wants 🤭🤭

[prince-kallisto]

as a priest, you'd oft been seduced by various creatures and people, but you've always stood your ground, determined to not to let the bodily intentions of those outside you to sway you. however, none were as persistent as this creature who had taken a liking to the church you were staying at, making sure to always come for the communal bread on time.

"good morn, crowley." you greet the creature as he smiled, eyes hidden by the mask. "good to see you again."

"ah, my dear kallisto! radiant as the sun that shines through the leaves of the forests themselves! your presence is always one of grace."

"surely you have things that await you as usual."

"nonsense! one must always be respectful and on time!"

"well, one is also a gentleman of theatrics, at least."

"tell me, do you often work so tirelessly, tending to your sacred duties? perhaps you need… assistance?" crowley whispers, reaching for your gloved hand, and you repress the shudder that snakes down your spine at the sight of his pale, tender wrist.

"no, thank you. i am not sure... you would be able to aid me."

sulking at your refusal, the man stalks off, but you breathe in his scent deeply. he'd be back with some other way to seduce you, surely.

?!?!?!?!?!? A

ABSBXHDHCBBXJCJFJCHFBDNCKFGKKSNDBCNSNEBCHDHVHCBFB HCKTJF SHS SBCHBXJHCHCKDJXCHCIFUHFAWKAJAWJCN?!?!?!?!?!

I’m sobbing…what did I do to receive this honor IM?? 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ It took me a while to answer this because I’m just so. NAHXBDHF AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (I’m losing it below the read more- my apologies in advance)

I want to compliment your wonderful writing and depiction of character even more but I’m losing it this is SO 😭💕💕💕💕💕

Ah…I am so repressed over Crowley that I have been a-likened with a priest…(//∇//)

!! (//∇//) eueueueueueueueue no but his wrist!!! 💕💕💕🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ I admittedly had to roll around a bit several times rereading the last part… 💕💕💕💕 what I would give to feel Crowley’s wrist bone over his gloves 😭🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧 to hear the clink of his golden claws. his veins aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (I already embarrassed myself over his veins enough a year ago when his card dropped NSHCHF but I mstill not over it)

☺️☺️☺️💕💕💕 I want to draw what an AU of this would look like…I tend to be slow answering more story-driven asks because I want to draw for them, but I wanted to gush over my sheer appreciation for this one immediately 😭💕 aaaaaaaa creature Crowley!!!! I want to think about this design a lot! 😳💕💕💕 v visiting communal bread on timMEESE XBCBCBCB 😭💕💕💕💕uhahahshdhabsshahahshahha I want his assistance please don’t sulk Crowley💥💥💥 his sCENT ISNCHDJDJD I still can’t believe the Valentine’s Day fragrances are a thing 😭💕🐦‍⬛ I always think about this one jp user that compared Crowley’s fragrance with a saw mill 🤣 (probably because of the cedarwood-may have been particularly strong in combination with the fatty aldehydes). But I really love the idea of the fragrance regardless and I really would breath it in deeply 🤣🤣🤣(*´꒳`*) 💕💕💕

Apologies for my overreactions, I’m just really amazed by this 😭😭😭😭 I have no words for how happy I am!!!! 💕💕💕💕 this fic will be one of my greatest treasures (//∇//)💕💕💕🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ I will go to sleep now with all these happy feelings 😌 thank you so much for this aaaaaa 😭💕

[newtabfics]

HELLO THERE!

I'm in love with your Rauru One-shots, so could I request one where Rauru tries to teach reader a dance because of the festival which is THE DAY AFTER?

(Of course they both are clumsy so here comes the cheesy stuff; both a falling on the ground and one of them ends up confessing 0w0 )

You can choose which one

THANK YOU AND HAVE A GREAT DAY <3

IM SOFT FOR THIS AAAAAA

Rauru x The Dance

<1000 words

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“What do you mean ask–Sonia, he’s the king! He’s our king! We’re not close like that!” Y/N stammered out, practically vibrating from embarrassment as her friend snickered.

“Oh come on, what’s the harm in asking? What’s the worst he can really do?”

“Execute me.”

“Yes, Rauru will execute you. Really? You think so little of him?” She taunted, making Y/N balk at the accusation.  “You are close like that. Just ask him. He’d be happy to help you.”

Y/N groaned as she looked down at her stilled hands. She’d been helping with the last-minute floral arrangements for the festival that she needed to dance at. Something she could never master herself.

“What if…he says no, though?” She muttered, stroking her thumb over the amaranth petals. “What if he’s disgusted by the idea?”

“I doubt that. Just trust me.”

Hours had passed as the sun set, the chime of the Temple of Time echoing throughout the Garden of Time as she made her way to the meeting place. She was dear friends with the king of Hyrule, having spent much of her time helping him with relations with the people across the land. So far, they’d secured an allyship with the Zora people and the Gorons! All the same, however, she mostly tried to keep it professional despite the king’s insistence that it was more than just working together.

“Y/N!” He perked as he looked away from his sister’s book. Mineru smiled and waved at her as he walked to her. “Preparations going well?”

“Yes, Sire. Every–” His hand went up, eyes looking to her pleadingly. She sighed. “Yes, Rauru. Everything’s set for tomorrow.”

“Incredible. You’re a lifesaver, Y/N. Hopefully, this banquet will go off without a hitch. A wonderful idea to use the festival as a way to ask the Zora and Goron leaders to celebrate our companionship,” He praised.

She flushed and looked away, taking a slow breath. “Just ask,” She whispered to herself.

Mineru’s ear perked at that as she looked to her hopefully, praying to Hylia above that the woman would take a leap of faith.

“There’s the uh, dance. The one you asked me to be a part of,” Y/N said slowly. “Uh…Rauru, I can’t dance.” She spat out quickly. “Help me, please!”

“Alright!” He chuckled, unaware of his sister quietly slipping away to mask her laughter. She was more than aware of what nonsense would transpire.

Y/N went red at that, staring at him in shock. She didn’t look a gift horse in the mouth though and followed him to the center of the room.

“Sorry for the lack of music. I could get a construct and–”

“Please. I’d rather no one else see me make a fool of myself,” She whispered.

He blinked as he watched her staring at their feet with a face so red he could see it on her ears. He smiled at the Hylian as he waited for her to calm down. After a long while, she looked up at him, confused and humiliated.

“There you are,” He teased. “You should always look to your partner for guidance.”

Her little squeak confused and delighted him as she tried to look away nervously but kept refocusing on him…barely.

He smiled and counted the beat, beginning to lead her. She kept muttering apologies when her smaller feet managed to find his own. He hummed and smiled.

“I have an idea. Why not stand on my feet? You’re not used to dancing so it might give you a chance to learn the movements through me.”

Y/N felt her spirit leave her body at this. The suggestion alone startled her enough to stumble back. Rauru quickly moved to catch her but the sudden drop to her level made him lose his balance and he’d fallen on top of her, only able to shield her head to make sure she wouldn’t get hurt.

They both froze before Rauru smiled down at her. “Are you alright?”

Y/N gulped, watching him before muttering, “I think I’m in love with you.”

“You are?!” Rauru asked, balking. She paled and he quickly stammered, “No, no! I mean, I feel the same. I uhh…” He cleared his throat as he moved her until she was sitting. “I mean to say I wanted to confess at the festival but this is as good of a time as ever.” He looked to her. “I’d…like to court you properly, Y/N.”

At that moment, Y/N knew she’d died and passed on to the Sacred Realm or something of the sort because there was no real way this was happening. There was no way that her dear friend, the king of her people, was asking to court her.

“S-Sire–” At the disapproving groan, she corrected to, “Rauru, I mean, think about it. What you’re asking is…It doesn’t just go away. What if you end up hating me? I’m just your counselor basically.”

“Much like a wife is,” He joked, making her blush more. “I’m teasing. I’d love to have you by my side, Y/N. It’s why I’m asking this though. I want to take slow steps with you. I don’t want to ruin this because I care for you deeply.” He gently cupped her face. “May I…try?”

Y/N gulped and nodded. “I’d…like that. But could you maybe get off of me first?”

“Right! Sorry!”

[miralyk]

Hi I discovered you on reddit and went through all your art (sorry if thats creepy!! ><) but i just wanted to tell you; I love your art so much and I am OVER THE MOON that protocreed art is still being made today 😭 I recently rediscovered my love for the series and have had such protocreed brainworms and was so frustrated because these games are so old and any art or fandom discussion is long gone... Seeing your art makes me feel like I’m back in 2014 era tumblr where both fandoms were at their peak… thank you so much for your wonderful art you have no idea 😭 is tumblr your most active social media? I def want to support and continue to see all your work!! (p.s.: sorry for the long ask omg im embarrassed TT__TT)

AAAAAA this is such!! a sweet ask!!!! thank you so much for your kind words;; i'm just A Guy who's currently hyperfixated on both games (and their protagonists), both individually and together,, that's very high praise my art's vibes are as strong as the crossover's heyday!

yes, tumblr's my most active social media at the moment, both for posting art and any reblogs/rambles/etc too, not just drawings or animatics! no worries about your long ask, it's an testament to the passion and it means a lot to me reading that others really enjoy what i'm doing rn :'''0

[lxylaluvr]

Well I’m curious how you perceive keita and what his preferences are 👀 also you still didn’t turn anon on LOL

STOP IM SO EMBARRASSED i'm literally never on here but i'm trying to be active

Well! to start off, i can see him as a switch. he's a very confident guy and he's very strong, so i think he'd make a good top, but he's also on the shorter side (not that much tbh) and he has a higher voice, and he's very cute in personality, so i think his little whines and pleads would be so AAAAAA

[our-t4t-experience]

WE ARE :D

okayokay and also a lot of it has to do w transness

i am a t4t gayboy and i met this other guy whos the coolest ever and hes also a gayboy (i dont think hes t4t but !!)

ESSENTIALLY, as is in true gay fashion, i became friends w him at the beginning of the school year, and weve gotten more and more close ever since.

i have my seminar with him, and every day during seminar we sit under the table and talk about life, and his favorite bands (which are now mine, because i like to steal the interests of the people i love) and its awesome. i love being around him, his presence is comforting.

on A days, i sit with him and a few friends at lunch, and the cafeteria is quite loud (and i have major overstimulation issues,) so sometimes ill get overwhelmed and he always notices and makes sure im okay, and sometimes when i don’t feel like i can do it, hell sit with me in the stairwell and let me talk about whats bothering me and he’ll just listen and give advice. On B days, during lunch, we just sit in a corner somewhere and talk. he’ll always listen and help me and ill so the same for him. if its not him comforting me, i get to talk to him and hear him ramble about his bands and his favorite things and i love the way he sounds when hes happy - i love the way his smile is so bright, and i love the way he looks when he gets embarrassed and realizes hes loud (i dont mind it - its not aggressive.)

every day after school, we hang out for anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour, just. coexisting. its awesome. i love him. and we spend this time working on hw together, and talking about the things we love.

i have a very all-over-the-place tumblr blog, which comes with a lot of yearning, because im lonely and in love. but this boy, my boy, my crush, follows me and we like constantly support each others blogs. so sometimes, ill post yearning posts and HE’LL REBLOG THEM 💞. maybe im overthinking it but like if were looking for the same things in a relationship.. i mean !! it cant mean nothing!! like the other day i reblogged a post that was like “all i need in life is a boy to lay on my lap and let me play with his hair” and he reblogged it with the tags “#all i need in life is a boy to let me lay on his lap and play with my hair” AND OMG??? LIKE MARRY ME UGH gosh this is so exhilirating.

also the other day i wrote him a long paragraph about how much i love him (we say “i love you” to each other consistently, presumably in a platonic way, but its never been specified or indicated, sadly :() and it was like (ill include a little excerpt)

“[…]nothing can come close to [describing] the feeling i get when im with you, not by a long shot. its so much stronger in a way that youd think it would have its own word, like how "a lot" has "a myriad," and ones stronger, more intentful, more meaningful. if there was a word that was as to love as myriad is to lot, my love for you would still be stronger. i am more than eternally grateful for your presence and where you have brought me since ive met you. talking to you has been the actual light of my life lately.” AND SO SO MUCH MORE IT WAS LIKE 700 WORDS LONG - AND IT WAS ALL LIKE THAT YK

and the next day i get this:

“I love you a alot (name). […] I love you so so much. […] I want to give you all that you deserve. Because people don't remind you of your actual worth. And if I can be a start to help you to that path, I'd be so fucking happy. I, more than anything need you to know just how much of an amazing person you are. […] I promise to always listen to you. Always. It's the least I could do. You're an amazing person <3” WITH A LOT MORE BUT I CUT A LOT OF IT FOR WORDS SSKE BUT AAAAAA HE WROTE ME A PARAGRAPH!!!!!!

ALSO we call almost every night and i always text him good morning and hes the awesomest and i love spending time with him.

sometimes i also get text exchanges where i say “text me when you get home” and he says “im not home but i just couldnt wait <3” AAAAAAAAAAA

and “wish i had a boy to hold me n warm me up <//3” and he said “i volunteer as tribute!” AAAAAA

i think the point of this is i dont feel like he likes me back but im in love w the man dude like the other day he let me lay on his shoulder and he played w my hair and i nuzzled into his neck a bit and he giggled and i was like “hm?” and he said “youre adorable” AAAAAAAAAA SOBBFIANDBSJ and i just buried my red ass face in his neck and he giggled at me again and i said fuck you and UGH i love him so much and all i wanna do is just be his i just wanna be his boy and he can be mine and we can be boyfriends!!!

and also hes also so awesome because he makes me feel so validated and sometimes when i like my outfit ill send him pics of it and he’ll say “you look very boy / very cis” and ill be like “no” and sometimes hell tell me how i look cis and sometimes hell say he wishes i could see myself the way he sees me. i wish i could understand how he sees me. i wanna know how he thinks of me, i wanna know if hed ever love me the way i love him!! i love him. so much. id do anything for him.

thank u for letting me ramble, i needed to get it out of my system because i cant tell anyone else cause theyd tell him but god i love him. so much.

p.s. if you see this, i love you dude. youll know its you. if you dont love me back, just . idk . act like u never saw it ty <3

-🧷

send me an updated ask when u two get together

[sareinadale]

a very late sharing but . . .

last month ( june 2024 ), i went to watch 4 amazing shows in germany and the netherlands. at least 3 were frozen and 1 was tanz der vampire.

it was supposed to be 3 shows, but my friend and i had a last-minute decision to watch die eiskönigin on my last day in hamburg so that's why we watched 4 shows in total.

i had the best time of my life for this trip!!

MAINLY the reason i worked hard to make this trip a reality was because i reaaaaally wanted to see bob ( who plays main cast prince hans for frozen hamburg ) and LET ME TELL YOU ohhhh it was such a joy to see his performance TWICE + waited for him after the show to talk and take a picture.

OFC i stammered and i straight up told him how speechless i am except for how amazing it was to see him perform etc. and my friend told him i came all the way from malaysia just to watch him AND at that point i think he thinks it was lowkey crazy of me to do that cause he asked "that's insane, wow! how long was your flight?" and i said 12-13 hours give or take. and he was like "pls tell me you have other activities to do while staying here in hamburg" but i was spacing out cause i was over the moon and embarrassed after that. but my friend told him that we're seeing places in hamburg and later in the netherlands to watch the dutch production so he was like "ah okay, cool 👍".

no one really prepares you for how surreal it is meeting your favorite person / celeb / actor 😭 and he was so sweet and down to earth that at one point i felt it wasn't right to come up to him and ask for a picture because i didn't have one JUST with him. like the fact that i met him twice was a blessing on its own, and i was veeeery torn from being that crazy and disrespectful fan versus "i'd rather say thank you and move on so he can have his space".

WHICH i think, was the ultimate right decision because at the end of the day, they're still an average people with a job who deserves every ounce of respect and decency with their personal time.

ANYWAY i'll never forget how magical it was seeing him perform, his FUCKING VOCALS, impeccable height and form, all that little gestures which noooo one really paid attention to except if you're delusional enough ( the amount of times i DIED gushing on the inside seeing his scenes with anna even though im not a hanna stan ). my favorite scene / gesture was when he signals to anna to CLIMB up to him during LIAOD and i GRABBED my friend's hands cause I NOTICEDDDD THAT !!!! ( it helps when our seat was the second front row, so i was already at a close-up there ��� ).

when i tell you i literally had my eyes on him at EVERY SCENE he's in!!!! aahhhhhhh, i am blessed ✨️ and OH, his evil laugh after betraying anna? YES KING I SUPPORT YOU.

and ofc, hearing PRINZ HANS AUS DEM SÜDEN plus his reprise???! UGHHH, please take my money again!!! and LASS JETZT LOSS BY BOTH JANNEKE AND WILLEMJIN??? MINDBLOWING. PHENOMENAL. SHOWSTOPPER!!

zum ersten mal, liebe sie öffnen tür, gefährlich wenn man träumt & monster !!! ahhhh, music to my ears 💕

also ALSO i met willemijn and abla after the second ( impromptu ) show AND just like what i said in the beginning to bob, i told them hearing du bist alles was EVERYTHING to me and it's vastly different than hearing it on youtube. they are gooooorgeous gorgeous women and i felt accomplished after taking a picture with them ( even though i was freezing ).

i met jan who plays main cast olaf and aaaaaa he's basically the human version of olaf!! very lovely to talk to him and took a picture with him as well 💕

for tanz der vampire, my friend chose the seats where the actors will interact with the audience and i was ✨️ charmed ✨️ by them ; one scene happened when one of the vampires swept his cloak and nearly covered me underneath, and another scene happened when one of them TAPPED my shoulder — i felt so special looool.

there were a few of my favorite songs in there, but finally hearing them live ( totale finsternis and got ist tott ) was CHEFS KISS 💋

anyways, hearing frozen in dutch was a totally different experience in itself. it was great, and the actors really gave it their all, i think ( imho ), i prefer the german version. maaaaybe because i've been hearing their version for almost a year AND studying german A1, so i've been using it as one of my listening practices 🥲👌

nevertheless, my heart remains full even after more than a month. while my heart aches to return there ( especially hamburg ), i'm hopeful that i can make it happen again and watch frozen german in stuttgart next ( FINGERS CROSSED ).

[saturn-sends-hugs]

Just finished episode four of Good Omens and aaAAAA.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I’ve seen people saying this season is like taking a nice bubble bath only for a toaster to drop from the sky and i have to say…

i am very worried about that toaster

spoiler filled ramble below cut

bUT (once i got over the absolute pain of all that secondhand embarrassment) I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THIS EPISODE

First of all Shax DIRECTLY calling out that she thought Aziraphale and Crowley were an item????? screaming, and then later in the bookshop Aziraphale’s little “cause that’s what… friends 🥺… do,” scrEAMING. Crowleys little reaction right there and honestly just all throughout the episode, omg. His little look when Ziri does the coin trick; how he’s trying to be supportive while simultaneously being like “Oh my god, this man’s an idiot,” IM LITERALLY DYING HELP—

and of COURSE Aziraphale has a derringer in the bookshop, I wouldn’t even doubt that he’s had to use it (non-lethally ofc), and of course Crowley’s never even held a gun before!!! That big soft squishmallow of an angel we saw at the beginning would absolutely never, and that part of Crowley is 100% still in there.

The way his hands were shaking so bad onstage aaAAAAAA with all his confident facade i absolutely LOVE those moments when we can see just how much Crowley’s pretending.

but also, OW. i have to say, having to sit there and watch Aziraphale being all nervous in front of a ton of people and then the awkwardness doubling when Crowley steps up, the amount of secondhand embarrassment there was like my personal equivalent to when Crowley was walking through that church, just absolute uncomfortable pain the whole time. why do i do this to myself 🫠

(who am i kidding it’s literally the same reason as crowley’s there, i just want to see these boys falling in love 😭😭)

But anyway, for all the ominous doom looming over this episode, i seriously loved all the sweet little moments they packed into this one 🥹

Now it’s just on to whatever episode 5 has in store for me (i am terrified)

[ghostdoctor]

Monodeku idol au where monoma is a popular idol and midoriya is a loser fanboy but one day monoma stops by the library midoriya works at (in disguise) and relentlessly flirts with him

MONOMA PREFORMING AND JUST HE HEARS A REALLY LOUD SCREAMING ABOVE EVERYONE ELSE LOOKS OUT AND SEES. SOME GREEN HAIRED FREAK ABSOLUTELY DECKED OUT IN HIS MERCH. but for a split second he's like. "hey this guy is kinda cute...just a bit..."

And then like two days later he's walking into the library cause bro likes to read and he sees some really attractive and buff guy with green hair who then turns around and he's like "OH MY GOD. THAT'S THE GUY FROM MY CONCERT."

But because monoma is a loser boy himself he keeps his disguise on and slides up to midoriya with his library card and goes "heyyy hot stuff come here often" and midoriya is like "yeah dude I work here" and for a few minutes monoma just sucksss at flirting and then he gets the hang of it and absolutely flusters the ever loving fuck out of midoriya

And then at monomas next concert midoriya has back stage tickets to meet monoma and during this meeting monoma flirts with him again but midoriya just assumes monoma does this for all his fans

And so monoma is like "listen. I'm not supposed to do this. But here's my number" and midoriya is like "I COULDN'T POSSIBLY TAKE THIS I RESPECT YOU TOO MUCH" and mentally monoma is like 'oh my gooood cute library guy for the love of god.'

Theennn back at the library, that monoma has begun frequenting, monoma slides midoriya his number and is like "you're VERY attarcive." And midoriya blushes while taking the paper and babbling.

I imagine one day midoriya invites monoma over to his house, still unaware of who he is, and inside his home is so much fucking idol monoma shit

Monoma is like "damn you really like this guy huh" and midoriya is like "yeaahh he's so dreamy sighhhhh"

Reveal probs goes like this

Monoma: baby, you know that idol you're supeeerrr into?

Midoriya: yeah?

Monoma: that's ME

Midoriya: WHAT. HUH. OH MY GOD IM SO EMBARRASSED YOUVE SEEN MY HOUSE

Monoma: yeah I have :)<3 you're cute I like you you should officially go out with me

Midoriya: AAAAAA OKAY

[animescapist]

ANIME REACTION YUBISAKI TO RENREN Episode 2

Nice. So I properly listened and watched the opening song this time. The song feels warm and chilly at the same time. It evokes a sort of fuzzy feeling while listening to it and I also a sense of care and worry in how it is sung, so I think it suits the series well. I also really like these types of emotional songs. I think songs from the Fruits Basket remake comes to mind.

Ahhh, I'm on my period so listening to it made me tear up a bit.

Rin, the wingwoman. It's cool to have friends like her, but personally if my friend found out who I liked, I'd feel like running away from it all out of embarrassment and because I know they would do everything to ship me and the person I like. Hahahahaha. Yuki is brave for real.

Pft! Relatable moment.

Oh no. NONONONONONONO

Bro, didn't hold back! Is he just an airhead? Or like, does he blurt words out without thinking much? Straightforward? AAAAAA (*≧∀≦*)

Hmm, so. Yuki. That night. His message. You guys... weren't flirting?? HUHHH??? I'm pretty sure no guy just says that outta nowhere. (￣ ﹌ ￣)>

And, well, if I have to answer this question, Yuki right now is in a crush phase. You cannot tell yet that you love someone just by meeting them a few times or admiring one or two things about them. Love embraces everything. And to embrace someone wholeheartedly is to know them through and through. Yuki has yet to know everything about this... this guy's name I don't remember.

... oh no. A childhood friend who already communicates with her in sign language. You can already tell how much he cares for her. But if he's gonna be salty that she found a person she likes, that's on him, honestly. He's not entitled to prevent her from liking anybody else besides him. Anyway, I'm expecting the worse here. I'll give his character the benefit of doubt. He just looks so insecure, haha. I could be biased, of course.

I knew Rin would pick up on that.

If his character is like this, and Yuki being the way she is, well, nothing would happen between them if he doesn't express himself honestly. If only he wasn't so tsundere about it. If you repress or hide these positive emotions, nobody gains from it but what comes is imminent regret. Remember this well, guys.

See here, Yuki is great for not holding herself back in expressing her true feelings and intentions. She knew that what she truly wants is to create a connection between her and this guy. So instead of withdrawing the offer, she welcomes it and looks forward for their next meeting. That is beautiful and genuine.

The fact that this guy opened this conversation though is also very thoughtful. The very notion of considering whether she would want a souvenir or not would only come to his mind if he felt he wanted to bring her souvenirs, but he also asks her first which I think is even more considerate because if he had bought them without even asking her (and they're technically just acquaintances), that would have been really weird. So this guy also made sure to deliver his intentions across without hesitation.

Mm. I feel another insecure character has appeared. I could be wrong again. Haha. She looks like she has things going on. Also, I'm gonna guess that she likes him. Insecure people attract each other. Who said that? Me. ☆⌒(≧▽​° )

凸(￣ヘ￣) Red flag. Control freak.

That look screams she likes him. Hmmmm.

Okay, I learned his name. Itsuomi. He's able to surround himself with locals and be close with them. That is already a very admirable trait. The fact that he travels suggests his openness and curiosity towards places, things and people. It's the eagerness to understand a culture or a person and the drive for exploration I think make him very admirable.

OH SHIT. DUDE IS SECRETLY LEARNING! ( ͡°⁄ ⁄ ͜⁄ ⁄ʖ⁄ ⁄ ͡°)

Yes, it's good to realize what you want sooner than later. If you want this to be love girl, go for it. Get 'im!

I expected that, but it still caught me off guard. Hahahaha.

So I had a few guys pat my head for no reason when I was still in high school. I also couldn't bring myself to look at them while they patted my head. I don't know, man. What are you supposed to do in that situation? Get angry? Stay silent? Question them? Evade? Neither seems right. I can sort of understand if they were older like a teacher or a parent. But if they were your friends, colleagues, your peers . . .

What would you do?

Oh, so she can also see these things. Then does she know? That he means well, but has a difficult and shelled personality?

Ehh... I mean you did fall in love. But I would say that emotion right now is attraction and adoration, not the kind of realistic and grounded love that develops over a long time, involving mutual understanding and compromise.

Though I can say that she does love him in a sense that she wants to build a bond. Right now, she loves his presence, his demeanor, his looks (of course), his overall aura.

[heller-castiel]

Hi I just wanted to put it directly here to say I LOVED Bobby Mother’s Day fic. The way that everything’s Dean does is coated in shame and the fact that he’s only like nine or ten and is already so grown up but then the little glimpses of childhood we get 🥺 and beautifully written as ALWAYS

AAAAAA IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!!! i was soooo embarrassed about everything as a kid and i just projected that onto dean but!! he would be!! he’s not allowed to like things he has to be a grown up but he’s still a kid and he wants to do kid things!!! his last scene with bobby DID make me cry i just. hit myself in the fucking daddy issues but that’s what they deserve to have!!! thank you so much for reading and the kind message i really am happy you liked it 💕💕💕💕

[tsukumocest]

you only ship tsukumos because they're twins right? i mean being twins they've always been together so obviously it's a codependency thing and it's very cute and really just sweet? i mean that's practically destiny. forever intertwined.

and it would be so weird if ima was older. if he was the age of the others (practically an adult) and her caretaker proper and said the same things. and he did the same things. and she was way more dependent on him and more vulnerable. imagine being kako in that situation. that'd be disgusting i mean what would that even be like

so uhhh what's your take

FUN FACT when I first saw the tsukumos, I assumed ima was a year or so older. until a little more info came out and it was obvious they were twins. he still acts like he’s older which is funny

eee I mostly like twincest and otherwise I like when the sibs are very close in age (akiena, alear/veyle) but there r some larger gaps I like. any of the fire emblem fates nohr siblings are cute together. but idk if I have any specific older brother younger sister ships ??? maybe the teruhashi siblings from saiki k, but I haven’t watched it in a while. not that im against it just haven’t seen any I super love

but ohhhhh that’s so cute. like 17 year old ima and his 13 year old baby sister. I might have to write an AU, that’s just too cute. I mean haha totally gross…… but omigod that’s adorable. I can totally imagine kako being more needy and vulnerable and ima insists on even helping her with stuff like clasping her bra or putting on a pad. he’d carry her everywhere too like a little princess. aaaaaa. he’s so gross. that’s adorable. and she’d be vaguely embarrassed but mostly just think wow, I have such a nice older brother! that’s so cute. so cute. im dying

and poor ima gets called a siscon and a lolicon now LOL

[solvisun]

solvi hru lovely? ☹️🤍 hope those period cramps go away + manifesting you get to have your fave snack and that you’re cuddling up into your duvets. checking on all my mooties this week, so hope you’re going strong (no but srsly you’re so academically strong for enduring what you’ve been enduring)

anyways wanted to ask you a question as well, but list down five things on why you like tsukishima of all hq characters / why you love him and when did you realize that? (it became multiple questions eueu) wishing you all the motivation for this week ❤︎

ily kou sama and yes my period cramps are gone now thanks to u !!!! (and bc i passed it onto tsukki) aaaaaa speaking of which !! i already explained it here but i’ll give another brief explanation !

five things or reasons why i like this man is that:

he’s extremely relatable to me—i mirror a lot of his insecurities and defense mechanisms, like downplaying my own skills, rationalizing everything, and feeling just a little envious of people who can openly express their passion. even the way i tease my friends is eerily similar to his.

because he’s so relatable, it’s easy to empathize with him. he feels incredibly real to me, to the point where my heart physically aches for him. the yearning is so real.

i love how warm he looks—soft and golden, literally the moon personified.

his voice. his voice!!!!!!! va uchiyama koki supremacy fr

his studious nature is ridiculously attractive. brooo, i’d let him talk my ears off about the eras of the geologic time scale or let me draw his favorite ancient creatures—please, one chance, tsukki i beg

why do u love him/when did u realise that

i feel like i’m being redundant now, but ugh. when i first watched haikyuu in 2020, i really hated tsukishima—his guts, his attitude, everything. i just couldn't understand that part of him that rationalized everything, letting his fears and insecurities take over. i only developed a tiny soft spot for him when his past was revealed, but i was never attached to him nor appreciated him as much as i do now.

as time went on, i eventually grew up—and somehow, i ended up becoming like him, shaped by several major events in my life. i gave up on a lot of things and became so guarded that i trapped myself in the mindset of thinking logically about everything. cynical and pessimistic, i often downplayed myself—avoided seeing my grades every semester, feeling burnt out, constantly comparing myself to others, and just having a generally negative outlook on life.

this stretched into my hobbies as well—writing, cosplaying, etc. i nearly considered quitting altogether but decided to go on hiatus instead, just to see if things would change after a few months.

surprisingly, they did.

rewatching haikyuu in december 2024 saved me, and somehow, i couldn't take my eyes off tsukishima kei. he looked even more striking and intriguing than before. the whole time, i kept wondering, why is he so me?! the more i analyzed his character, the more i saw myself in him. and i couldn’t help but feel comforted—knowing that you can still return to the home where your passion resides, still burning, still waiting for you to make it warm and alive again.

and my passion for writing was still very much alive.

so alive, in fact, that i fell in love all over again. with haikyuu, with writing, with interacting with others—and with the person staring back at me in the mirror. with the character i once despised, who, in reality, was only wearing a cloak of hatred i had to shed years later to finally realize—

i love him, too.

02/16/25. im so sorry this was saved on my drafts for days aaa i was so embarrassed to post this ._. only gained the courage just now, so sorry it took me a while. i hope ur doing well kou !! ily, and take care always <3

[tarosin]

the great adventures of y/n tommy and jack

requested: yes/no

pairing: platonic jack/tommy/reader

summary: jack and tommy convince y/n to leave the house

content warning: cursing

an: wrote way more than i intended to

from the moment you woke up your day was already chaotic, you checked your phone to see several missed calls and texts from tommy. still half asleep you decided to finally answer the call

“the fuck did you wake me up for?”

“I'm outside your house please let me in. Some old man keeps telling me to get into his car, gotta go be quick!”

“TOMMY DON'T YOU DARE GET INTO HIS CAR!”

as soon as you opened to door you were met by your two friends wheezing

“you should have seen your face y/n you looked so worried!”

“you little shits don’t do that again,” you said, scolding the two boys who were now crying with laughter.

the car ride was just as chaotic.

you were screaming at all the cars that were ‘going too slow’ and yelling at jack how to drive, despite the fact you don’t know how to drive.

tommy kept putting his hand close to the steering wheel in an attempt to honk the horn.

“CARPOOL KARAOKE- AAAAAA..OH THE FEDS!”

“FUCK THE POLICE!”

“tommy, y/n, we are going to get arrested.”

the journey was then silent for a few minutes until your new boyfriend could be heard from your phone.

“here we go lads!”

it was a miracle you all survived the car journey, especially since tommy found it hilarious to put his phone in front of jacks face as he was driving.

“oh shit..were at tesco’s?”

you must have zoned out during the car ride because the sound of tommy, finally being allowed to honk the horn, pulled you back to reality.

the three of you debated filming your day together, but ended up deciding against it, wanting to spend time together, especially since you had been busy going to college 5 days a week.

everything was going well until an announcement from customer service echoed,

“good evening ladies and gentlemen, we have a teenager here named y/n l/n looking for their father and older brother, if you are them please come and collect them from the customer service desk.”

you couldn’t help but laugh at how embarrassed tommy and jack were as they came to customer service.

“you must be their...parent??”

“no no no no they’re our friend. they must have wandered off and then got lost it’s their first time visiting this tesco.” it was around 1pm when you finally left tesco, but the adventure wasn’t over yet.

the car ride back was another adventure, tommy spent most of the ride talking about how he found donuts for £3, and how jack squashed them by throwing biscuits at them. it was only when you realised you were going in the wrong direction to go home you spoke up.

“you’re going the wrong fucking way, home is in the other direction.”

“i’m not taking you home, we’re going to a lake!”

“YOU’RE KIDNAPPING ME?!”

“no we’re going fishing.”

“oh-”

“this isn’t a lake?”

“it’s a fishing shop!”

as the three of you walked in, tommy instinctively put an arm around you, keeping you close as the shop was rather busy, and you were already questioning exploring the shop on your own.

“there is no customer service here and i'm not running around here trying to find you. if you run off- OH LOOK SUNGLASSES LETS GET MATCHING ONES!”

you raced tommy back to the car, “HA DIBS ON FRONT SEAT!”

“BUT Y/N I WAS THERE FIRST!”

“sucks to be tommyinnit i guess!”

time went by quickly, you were almost there. you spent the entire time bickering with jack about how you could drive better than him and how the road was too bumpy.

the sound of tommy yelling the word pheasant caught you off guard, causing you to flinch.

“could have had it...”

“WHY WOULD YOU KILL IT MANIFOLD?!”

“he’s nicked the spot.”

“rival fisher?”

you suggested screaming till he left, tommy loved that idea however jack wasn’t too sure it was a good idea.

“let’s run him into the lake with your car!“

“let’s do it!”

you covered your face with your hands hiding the fact you were crying with laughter, they would never tell you this but they loved and missed seeing you this happy. they hadn’t seen you in a while due to the fact you were busy with college, and the times they did see you it was clear you hadn’t been sleeping much and that you were incredibly stressed.

you and tommy went around hunting for sticks to throw into the lake. after a while you chose to sit on the grass watching the pair fish. you were just happy to be out spending time with your best friends, then you heard a train pass and were determined to find it. as you walked away, you heard tommy laugh at jack who was complaining about how he stole his wrap, and was trying to feed ducks sweet corn.

“where did y/n go?”

“i’ll go find them.”

tommy ended up asking strangers if they had noticed you pass by, luckily someone pointed out that you went straight on and was mumbling something about a train.

“can i get a ticket to go on the train please?”

tommy couldn’t believe what he was seeing.

“make it two tickets. I also want to go on the train.”

as soon as you both paid and were handed the tickets you grabbed tommys hand, draging him away before he could ask questions about you wandering off.

jack sat fishing on his own, arguing with ducks till his phone rang.

“IM ON A TRAIN WITH TOMMY BE BACK SOON- I THINK I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT GOES, MISSING YOU ALREADY!”

before he even got the chance to speak you hung up laughing.

“what the hell where are we?”

“it’s train time tommy!”

after a few minutes you realised this was going to be a long journey.

“this fucking train is going 1 mille an hour bloody hell.”

you placed you head on your friends shoulder, it had been a long day and you were exhausted.

“oh fuckkkk i have work to do when i get home.”

tommy felt awful for you, noticing you were stressed and starting to get upset, he pulled you in for a hug. the pair of you stayed in the position talking about anything and everything until the train came to a stop.

“let’s go brag about our journey to jack!”

“he’s going to kill us.”

“worth it.”

It was a long day but you were thankful your two closest friends decided to make you leave the house and spend time with them. a few days later you had your exams, then a few weeks later you got your results and couldn’t wait to message the gc.

yn : I PASSED BOYS!!!

tommy: I knew it!!

jack: nice one!

tubbo: does this mean we can go on an adventure?? I couldn't go last time.

yn: yes.