#but someone told me I might get over my tech-phobia if I force myself to learn how to use Linux

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Things I need to do: make food (dinner + 2 days of foodprep), wash my hair, brush my teeth, prepare my clothes for work, pack my work bag, clean up the kitchen, clean up my desk,... Things I am doing: Googling "How to get started with Linux"

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Rhell and Delmire

(Wow I almost have everyone. That’s wild.)

Full Name: Rhellvanna Nez Lior (Oooooooh we have a middle name?!?!)

Gender and Sexuality: Cis female, Pansexual/Demiromantic

Pronouns: She/her

Ethnicity/Species: Human, Hungarian/French

Birthplace and Birthdate: April 3rd, Thyferra

Guilty Pleasures: Chocolates, booze, cigarettes, sex, dancing, partying, sleeping, long baths, games, books, people brushing her hair, attention, being trusted, being told she matters, being told she’d be missed.

Phobias: Failure, the dark, ships, failure, being worth nothing, being forgotten, watching everyone suffer because of her, failure, not being strong enough, failure, failure, FAILURE.

What They Would Be Famous For: Famous for being the most infuriating galactic delegate ever? Being the biggest hot-head in the entire Polith system? Ah, probably being a double-crossing and ruthless revolutionary.

What They Would Get Arrested For: Theft, murder, anarchy, plotting, starting a revolution, treason, manipulation. Man, she could be thrown away for a lot of things.

OC You Ship Them With: Ahhhh shit I mean, Vinn, Cam, hhhhhhhhh Stix, don’t judge me.

OC Most Likely To Murder Them: Her father, Marvelle, Delmire, uh… Shit, Arley tried to murder her? Probably Caez, and Stix, too. Rhell has no doubt someone’s gonna back out and try to murder her eventually.

Favorite Movie/Book Genre: Fantasy, scifi. Anything where she can pretend life is better than where she is for a bit.

Least Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: The cliche where someone’s soulmate tries to kill themself after their partner dies.

Talents and/or Powers: EXTREMELY Force sensitive, proficient in most Force-rleated skills, handy with a blaster and a lightsaber, really impressive stealth abilities, Force manipulation, Force-shadow manipulation. Can also juggle.

Why Someone Might Love Them: Rhell is driven, and she knows what she wants. She’s shockingly selfless - and many would call that an extreme fault - and will step in the line of fire for anyone she loves. Rhell trusts people easily and knows when she’s wrong. She’s a perfectionist and despite appearing as demure and collected when working as a Governess/Delegate, she’s very light and funny everywhere else. Rhell is snarky and a spitfire person, and enjoys teasing others. She’s innovative and will push herself constantly to be stronger, and isn’t afraid of making hard decisions, even if her choices can make her unpopular with others.

Why Someone Might Hate Them: Rhell is bitter and she lets her emotions get the best of her. She pushes people away because she has always been told she’s a monster - that she’s a manipulator and no better than her father - and she oftentimes believes their words. She’s prone to being irrational and stepping on peoples’ toes, and she doesn’t always understand how her actions can really hurt others. Rhell is defensive and is a solitary person for the most part, but when she does let people in she can be extremely possessive without meaning to. She gets jealous easily and can let herself be blindsided by her own goals and not see the full picture.

How They Change: Rhell is and always has been an obedient person who looks for approval from others. Her biggest obstacle I feel is her getting past her own need to please people and doing things for herself for once. She feels guilty and selfish for needing others and for being a passionate person, and her learning that she isn’t a bad person for it is a really big step for her. She also learns that she doesn’t need to be solitary, that she has people who depend on her and trust her, and that she can depend on and trust them back. Rhell just… She learns that she isn’t alone, and she doesn’t need to be a martyr for her cause to succeed. She doesn’t really fear death, but her learning that she doesn’t need to die for her cause is another big step for her.

Why You Love Them: Rhell is my self-insert, and she’s my personality amplified 10,000 fold. She’s louder, harder, funnier, faster, and stronger, and I feel like in playing around with her I figure out more about who I am and why I can learn to respect and love myself. I adore Rhell, I feel like she’s a strong person and her end-persona is who I want to someday be.

Full Name: Delmire Dalit Tsva’Tlana

Gender and Sexuality: Cis Female, Pansexual/Demiromantic

Pronouns: She/her they/them

Ethnicity/Species: Toydarian/Human hybrid

Birthplace and Birthdate: October 31st, Toydaria

Guilty Pleasures: Fresh food, booze, hard drugs, speeder racing, holocron repairs, petty theft, anarchy, explosives, tech, medical supplies, sex, partying, clothes that don’t reek like death, not being hungry, being able to sleep, stable people.

Phobias: People dying, innocents dying, her loved ones dying, her being left behind, The Order, losing everything all over again, being forgotten, being replaced, being worth nothing, dying nameless, being a disappointment.

What They Would Be Famous For: Being a renowned anarchist, being the worlds worst Jedi ever. Probably best known for beating a Darth within an inch of his life with just a shock baton and a lot of pent-up anger.

What They Would Get Arrested For: Anarchist, thief, illegal informant, harbouring stolen slaves, B&E. you name it, Del has done it aside from murdering someone.

OC Most Likely To Murder Them: Ahahahahahahaahaha Rhell, Brya, Marvelle, Kii, Stix, Caez, basically anyone who wants a piece of her?

Favorite Movie/Book Genre: Mystery, action, and how-tos.

Least Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: When the bad guys win.

Talents and/or Powers: Del is an amazing Force-healer and is very adept at using the Force despite never having formal training. She’s astonishingly good with tech and making explosives, as well as being a really good fighter in hand-to-hand and melee combat. She’s also a very impressive pilot and an artist.

Why Someone Might Love Them: Del is insecure and constantly afraid, but she doesn’t let her fear stop her. She’s afraid of death, she’s afraid of losing everything that matters to her, but that crippling fear that keeps her up at night and keeps her from forming close bonds with people is also what keeps her fighting. Delmire is cunning and thinks well on her feet, and despite her fears and trepidations with people she’s painfully loyal to those she deems as friends and family.

Why Someone Might Hate Them: Del can be cold, to the point where she could freeze polar ice caps and send the earth spiralling into a new ice age. She’s also very stubborn and aggressive with others, which can be daunting. She’s direct and bitter and her own extremely suicidal tendencies can be rather difficult for people to handle. All in all, she’s very damaged mentally and doesn’t have good coping mechanisms, which makes her a difficult person to deal with.

How They Change: Del moves from an extremely self-preserving and solitary person who has extreme clinical depression, to someone who seems to have hope. Delmire is someone who needs to know what she wants for herself before she can start to feel better, and her self-actualization about what she wants for herself is a big turning point in who she is and how she sees the world. She also ends up gradually gaining a stronger familial support system, and that helps her.

Why You Love Them: Delmire is very immature, and she doesn’t hide it well. She’s pushy and bossy and likes things her way and gets mad when that isn’t the case. She’s a character that I share a lot of aspects of my personality with, and she kind of resembles the past me from back when I was a shitty punk. She lets how she feels guide her, and that can be a problem when she doesn’t know what she wants. And deep down, Delmire is also a very oddly passionate and loyal person, and likes to keep certain people close to her when she can.