#but since I won’t be telling anyone around me 🙃 at least it’s out in a way

[diari0deglierrori]

Maybe. Perhaps. I may not be going as well as I thought I was/would. Like it’s probably less worse because of some things but it’s still not ideal

[alcoholfreenayeon]

G!P Yujin?

All Night

CW: G!p Yujin x reader, fluff, nsfw, smut, oral, public sex, creampie

A/N: Here you go bestie🙃hope you like it!

Yujin laughs as you tell her a story about work, it’s like your favorite sound, her laughter and you can’t help but smile at her lovingly. She sighs softly as she looks at you happily, her fingers intertwining with yours.

The two of you continue your walk, you both had gone out to a cafe but now spent almost an hour just roaming around, enjoying the fresh air and each other’s company. It was good, almost perfect actually which is why it wouldn’t last. She was going away on tour for about a month tomorrow. A month of not being able to see her, talk about torture. You had already tried everything you could think of to convince her not to go but of course it was work, her job and she couldn’t just not go but it did manage to make her spend every free moment till then with you.

You led her to an empty bench where you both sat, leaning against each other and sitting in silence for a few moments. The gloominess of Yujin leaving in a few hours begins to set in and you pull her closer, pouting a little and burying your head in her shoulder. She sighs and kisses your forehead, rubbing your back trying to comfort you a little.

“Baby, you don’t-shouldn’t be too upset. You know this happens a lot. Not this frequently but…”, she kisses your forehead again, hoping to cheer you up a little.

You hold her a bit tighter, “Can’t you just pretend to be sick or something…”

“Eh? How long will I pretend”, she chuckles, finding your protests cute. “Besides I’m sure the time will pass by quickly”

“It won’t”, you disagree stubbornly.

Yujin sighs, “At least be a bit more positive.”

“I can’t. Not when you leave me so cruelly.”, you argue, pouting again.

“Hey, don’t say that, I’m not leaving you…I am but not that way.”, she takes a deep breath, “It’s not like I enjoy being away from you either, it’s hard for me too cutie.”, she gives you a small nudge.

You keep your grip on her, “Then stay. Please. Just one time.”

“Baby, you know that’s not how it works, look, anything I can do to make it up to you? Something you want? Something you want to do, I’m ready for it if we’ll be able to by tonight.”, Yujin tries to convince you.

You huff and pull away from her folding your arms, “you can’t bribe me…..”, you then glance at her for moment and look away again, “a kiss, no so many kisses and hugs. Just keep holding me and loving me till you have to go.”

Yujin giggles and throws her arms over you, lifting your face and giving you a small kiss before giggling some more as you try to fight off a smile. “You lose, you are smiling”, she teases.

“I am not and I didn’t!”, you bark but you know it’s only a matter of time before you end up smiling and giggling uncontrollably.

Yujin smirks, “right is that so…”, she then grabs your waist and pulls you on her lap making you yelp and then holds your face before kissing you deeply. You wrap your arms around her neck and kiss her back, your face flushing from her suddenness and also because anyone could just walk by and see the two of you making out. However it was cut short when in the middle, you began to feel something poking you from underneath.

“B-babe?”, you ask with a small smile, a bit surprised but you also can’t help but feel giddy at getting her hard.

Yujin grips your hips tightly, “I can’t help it. Not after this. I want you. Now.”, She says defiantly.

“H-here?! Now?!”, you ask in disbelief. You both were on an empty park bench for God’s sake. It would be so easy to get caught here. But for some reason that began to turn you on a little. “But…”, you look at her nervously.

Yujin grins, shushing you, “Shh…don’t worry, you know what, since you don’t want to do it, will you at least help me out.”, she smirks and leans in, kissing your neck before whispering seductively in your ear, “I do love it so much when you suck me off. You are so good at it….can you please do it for me princess.”

You take a deep breath, you really shouldn’t, if you were to think out pros and cons of getting caught, the cons would far outweigh the pros but Yujin was right. You were good at sucking her cock. You liked how she likes it. The way she would sigh and stroke your hair when you do good. You crave that, to give yourself, all of yourself up for her.

You purse your lips and look at her, “…Fine but we need to be careful. I don’t want to get caught and you definitely can’t get caught.”, you slide off her lap, looking around.

She smirks and slowly gets up, grabbing your face and kissing you slowly once more before taking your hand and leading you away from the bench towards the trees, before you both end up in a clearing. It wasn’t quite as far as you hoped it would be from the walkway but it was still enough that no one would normally stumble upon you both especially at this time.

You nervously check once more before turning to find Yujin quite close to you, she can’t stop smiling. You loved that smile so much. You roll your eyes playfully at her before getting on your knees, taking a deep breath as you prepare yourself.

You pull down her pants, almost getting hit in the face as she’s already hard and ready for you. She grab her cock by its base, stroke it gently a few times while you slowly put the tip in your mouth, swirling your tongue around it drawing a sharp moan from Yujin. You continue, stroking her base gently while taking her a bit deeper. Yujin sighs happily, stroking your hair, her eyes closed. You bob your head dutifully taking a bit more of her length every few bobs, gagging a little towards the end as she starts to hit the back of your throat. This continues before a few minutes, Yujin’s moans becoming louder and more frequent, her grip on your hair tightening each time you take her whole cock in and as much as you didn’t want to admit it, being in public and sucking your girlfriend off was turning you on more than you’d like to admit.

You decide to step things up, taking her whole length in but keeping your head there, not pulling back and swirl your tongue around her cock greedily making her gasp. You then pull back for a moment and try to repeat it but as soon as you feel her cock hit the back of your throat, Yujin groans and grabs your head tightly with both her hands. Then to your surprise she takes a ragged breath and pulls her cock out quickly. You catch your breath, coughing a little, your mouth a sloppy and look at her questioningly.

“What…what’s wrong?”, you ask between breaths.

Yujin looks like she’s focusing hard herself, “Y-you were going to make me cum doing that. I didn’t want to. Not in your mouth at least.”

Your eyes widen, “No! You can’t! Not my face, we are in a park for fucks sake!”, you immediately reject the suggestion though a tiny part of you wanted her to change your mind.

Yujin smiles, her eyebrows rising, “I meant your pussy. I want to fuck you so bad but your idea sounds kinda nice. It’ll be fun to show off what a slut you are for me.”

You feel your cheeks redden, “No..that’s not…”, you quietly say.

“Anyway, we can get to that later.”, she says pushing you back playfully making you squeal and fall on your back. You glare at her and she giggles excitedly as she gets on top of you.

“Are…are you sure this is a good idea? It’ll be really embarrassing if we get caught now. It was bad enough when-”, you try to ask but get cut off as she begins to kiss you, pinning your arms either side of your head. You instinctively spread your legs and then wrap it around Yujin.

When she enters you, you close your eyes, whimpering as she stretches you before a slow moan comes out. Yujin grins, enjoying your reaction as she slowly goes in deeper and deeper. She begin thrusting steadily, gripping your wrists tightly as she feels your pussy contract and clench around her. You lose focus of everything else around you, your mind only on Yujin, her weight on top of you, the way her cock was stretching you out, hitting the deepest points of your pussy, the sounds of her body hitting yours. You moan with need each thrust, unable to get enough of her and Yujin feels the same, each thrust being harder than the previous. Soon enough she’s ramming her cock roughly into you, lost in the pleasure, she can’t help it. Your pussy makes her lose control.

As she keeps thrusting, you feel your orgasm build up quickly, your legs tightening around her before your eyes roll and your entire body shakes as you cum. Moaning out her name, you cum hard, your pussy gripping her cock tightly as if it’ll never let go causing her to groan and squeeze your wrists. As your orgasm fades, Yujin begins to thrust with renewed vigor, watching you cum had made her even hornier and now want really wanted to cum.

If she was fucking you before, she was pounding you now, ramming her cock in you relentlessly, her ragged breaths revealing that she’s close too. However, this had just turned you on more and you felt another orgasm building up rapidly and just as you thought you were going to cum again, Yujin slams her cock as deep as she can, her cock enlarging and throbbing as she begins to fill you up. The feeling of her spilling her load so deep in you pushed you over the edge and your eyes become unfocused, you scream as you came for a second time, your body buckling and jolting from the pleasure.By the time you finish cumming, Yujin still isn’t done, her cum still spilling in you.

You sigh loudly, slowly grinding your hips against her, trying to milk her more. Finally she groans and collapses on top of you, letting go of your wrists. She looks up and kisses you passionately and you wrap your hands around her neck kissing her back.

“A-are you done now”, you ask breathlessly, teasing her a little.

“For now”, Yujin says with a smirk.

“F-for now?”, you question her.

She catches her breath, smiling at you intently, “well yes, we are going home and I’m going to fuck you some more. Weren’t you complaining that we won’t be able to spend time together from tomorrow or well…tonight. I’m going to call in sick and say I’ll be a bit late in the morning and I’d meet them straight at the airport. For now, I need you.”

You look at her in disbelief, blushing a little, out of words.

She giggles and pokes your nose, “Ok no need to be so shocked, ready up, we need to leave soon if we are to make the most of the night.”

“T-the night. Like the whole night?”, you stammer.

She sighs playfully with a smile, “Baby….sometimes you act so dumb. Yes I’m going to fuck you the whole night. I don’t care. Don’t tell to take it easy because I need my energy for tomorrow. In fact, you’ll need to take it easy for a couple days when I’m done with you”

You bite your lips, squeezing your legs together at her suggestion and get up hastily, ready to go. Yujin puts her arm behind your waist, grinning as she leads you towards your home, whispering what she has in plan for you…

Taglist(open): @keervah @itzzyyyyyyydaaaa

[fluffysvt]

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 ✞ 𝟎𝟑

✘ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 : joshua hong x fem!reader

✘ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 : bad boy au, corruption, religious themes

✘ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : some smut, some angst?? sorry in advance i’m not v comfy writing smut so i skimped it lol

✘ 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 : 3.1k

✘ 𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 : @jinkooksbaby  @kwanisms​  @rjsmochii  @fridayinterlude​ @17caratshinee

​sorry this took so long i’ve had like no motivation these days 😔🙃 but i hope mis amorcitos enjoy

“neji, calm down,” you practically beg, biting on your lip to stop a grin from spreading across your face. “if you would just let me finish-”

“in his car? you had sex in his car?” she whisper-yells into the phone. “holy crap, sis, i didn’t know you had such a wild side.”

you roll your eyes. “no we did not...” you glance around, double checking that you’re still home alone, “...do it.”

“sex, sweetie. it’s called sex.”

“okay fine! we did not have sex,” you huff in exasperation, cheeks aflame from how embarrassed you feel. “i shouldn’t have said anything.”

neji is quiet for a moment, clearly seeing (or, rather, hearing) that she had teased you a little too far this time. “i’m sorry, okay? i’m just really excited for you, that’s all. i didn’t mean to upset you.” her voice is so gentle you weirdly feel like you could cry.

“i just...” rolling onto your back, you blink back tears as you stare up at the ceiling. “i can’t help feeling guilty. is that normal?”

you can almost see neji raising an eyebrow. “guilty?”

you really wish the ground would open up and swallow you whole; at least that way you would no longer have to deal with this conversation. “it’s hard to explain. i don’t even really understand why i feel this way,” you frown. “in the moment i felt so... so confident, like nothing else mattered but him and me.”

“but now...?”

“now i feel like i did something wrong.” getting the words out was difficult, but you know you can be honest with neji. and, frankly, keeping these feelings to yourself has been tearing you up inside. “i haven’t answered his texts or calls all week.”

neji makes a noise of surprise, though she doesn’t comment right away. finally, after a beat of silence, she speaks calmly. “trust me, i know how you feel. when noel and i first starting doing sexual things, i almost hated myself for liking it. like i didn’t even have a right to make decisions about my own body.”

you find yourself nodding along to her words, one hand anxiously clutching the necklace around your neck. “but how did you get over that? when you told me you two had sex, you sounded so excited about it.”

"because... well,” she giggles a little, “because i love him, and he loves me. because he respects my body and my choices. we’re just always on the same page, you know?” when you don’t respond, she continues. “babe, i know this scares you. i know you’ve never felt this way about anyone, and your emotions must be all over the place. but you need to really ask yourself: do you trust him?”

“i-” your fingers subconsciously tighten around the J of your necklace. “yes. i do.”

about an hour later you're still laying with your eyes locked onto the ceiling, thinking. neji’s words won’t stop floating around your head. could you love joshua? is that even possible after knowing him for only six months?

or maybe six months is a long time. honestly, you don’t know; it’s not like you’re a professional on dating by any means. this is all new to you - so new, in fact, you can’t even tell how you should feel about things. not to mention the overwhelming shame of disrespecting not only your religion, but your family too.

you could scream, you’re so frustrated. sitting upright, you set your chin on your fist. then, without giving yourself a chance to overthink it, you tap call on the contact in your phone labeled ‘bunny 😚💞’.

he answers after the third ring.

“um, hello?” you nervously squeak into the receiver, mentally bracing yourself for whatever negative feelings he must’ve been harboring towards you since you began ignoring him a week ago. “joshua?”

everything is so still for a moment you wonder if he hadn’t answered in the first place; but when he does speak he sounds much more rigid than the relaxed, flirty boy you’d grown accustomed to. “you need something?”

you know you deserve his resentment after acting the way that you did, but it stings regardless. your throat nearly closes in on itself you’re so stressed, trying not to fumble with the phone while you swallow your pride.

“c-can we meet? i... we need to talk.”

there’s a faint shuffling, along with the jingle of his car keys. “are you alone? i’ll be there in five.”

joshua standing on your doorstep is definitely a sight you never expected to see, but here you are. the look on his face is basically impossible to read, though you shouldn’t be surprised. he seems to be an open book with discussing your feelings, but when it comes to his own it’s like the lid slams shut.

“hi,” you softly greet him, stepping back to let him in. you internally cringe as you lead him to your room, hoping he doesn’t look around too much to see all the crosses and jesus paintings decorating the house.

when you two get to your room, you shut the door for good measure before taking a seat on the bed. you mentally note how he elects to stand in front of you, keeping his distance with his arms crossed over his chest.

you know he’s expecting you to start since you invited him here in the first place, but it’s no easy feat as you steel yourself, avoiding eye contact with your head bowed.

“um,” you begin, voice shaking slightly. “how are you?”

his gaze hardens. “are you serious?” when you do nothing but blink back at him, he lets out a hollow laugh. “we hook up once and you ghost me for an entire week. now you want to know how i’m doing?”

“i’m sorry, joshua.” you duck your head again, staring at your hands folded in your lap. “i really, really am.”

"that's it? you brought me over here to say sorry? jesus, you have no fucking idea how worried i was." his words are rough and his voice sounds jagged around the edges. tears are pooling in your eyes within a few seconds, though he doesn't seem to notice. "what happened that day? did i hurt you? i thought you wanted to-"

you already can't take this. hugging your arms around your body, your vision blurs with tears. joshua stops midsentence, watching the way your shoulders quake. "i-i don't know what happened, okay?" you weakly defend yourself, voice wavering. "when i got home i felt so... ashamed. i felt dirty." as soon as you get the words out you cover your face with your hands.

joshua kneels in front of you, gently taking your hands in his. he sounds concerned when he asks, "you regret it?"

your heart lurches at the look on his face. mortification.

you shake your head and he brings your conjoined hands to his mouth to dust your knuckles with kisses. you take a deep breath to calm down a little. "at first i did. i had never been... touched like that before." there's a familiar flicker in joshua's eyes, though he doesn't make a sound. "i keep going back and forth on it, and i know it's not fair to keep you in the dark the way i did. i was just... confused. and scared."

"but you can't just run away when things are scary. relationships don’t work that way," his grip on your hands tightens ever so slightly, and your heart involuntarily flutters at his use of relationship. "do you not realize how much i care about you? talk to me, baby, i want to help you."

"help me what?" you cry, completely overwhelmed by how high your emotions are running. reaching out to him before sorting out your own feelings was a huge mistake. "you always ask me what i want but i don't know what i want. i don't even know how i feel!"

joshua parts your legs, hands landing on your thighs to hoist himself up until he's at eye level with you. "it's okay to not know, princess. you don't need to have an answer for everything, alright?" one of his hands comes up to your chin, holding you in place while his forehead falls against yours. "do you trust me?"

all the air in your lungs disappears suddenly, neji's words haunting you. ‘do you trust him?’

a tear escapes your eye, rushing down your cheek to meet joshua's thumb. "with my whole heart, bunny."

he smiles softly for a moment; that cute nickname seriously makes him weak in the knees. "honestly, i've never felt this way about anyone. ever." you scoff and blush simultaneously, trying to move away but his hand stays gripping your jaw. "listen to me, angel. i care about your feelings, more than my own. i would do anything to make you feel safe," he kisses one cheek,

"secure," the other cheek,

"loved," the lips.

and just like that, nothing else matters. his mouth moves slowly against yours, taking his time. your heart beats so hard you’re worried it might crack your ribcage, and when joshua ducks his head to kiss your neck his lips ghost over your pulse. he chuckles to himself, pressing an open-mouthed kiss over the heartbeat. “still scared?”

you don’t know why, but everything instantly falls into place; of course you trust joshua, how could you doubt it for even a second? he handles your mind, body and spirit with the utmost care, and he always wants to know what you’re thinking and feeling. he’s even considerate about your religious views, and he’s a satanist for god’s sake. you had let your insecurities and uncertainty rule everything, though he has been here throughout it all.

no, you are not scared anymore.

at least, not when he’s wrapping you up in his arms, rearranging the two of you on the bed so you’re laying with your back to his chest. he continues planting plush little kisses on your neck, patiently awaiting your answer.

his attention on your neck sends a shiver down your spine, the same warmth spreading through your tummy as the one you felt in his car. “i’m not scared now,” you tell him, smiling against the back of his hand before kissing it.

his nose nuzzles into the nape of your neck. “good. can i ask you one more thing?”

your head turns to look at him over your shoulder expectantly. “yes?”

“do you still regret that day? in my car.” he chose his words carefully, you can tell. nonetheless your face gradually starts to burn. he hurriedly adds, “i’ll understand if you do.”

“i thought i did at first, but... it was just hard to accept that i wanted something different from what i was raised to want. does that make sense?”

he hums in affirmation. “don’t worry, angel. these things take time,” he shifts impossibly closer, resting a hand on your lower abdomen. “i just want you to remember what i said about deciding what’s right for yourself.”

“i know,” you mumble. propping yourself up on an elbow, you turn your head and capture his lips in another soft kiss. joshua shudders in surprise, unfamiliar with you taking the lead. you really can’t help it, though - everything about him is simply addicting, and you want more.

the hand that had been resting on your tummy falls to hem of your shirt, fingertips drifting beneath the fabric to graze your bare skin. you sigh softly against his mouth as your mind replays that night in joshua’s car. remembering the way his mouth felt hot against your neck, his hand dipping between your legs to please you in ways you never imagined were possible.

the mere memory of it has you helplessly clenching your legs together. “um, josh...?”

“mm?” his velvety voice is even deeper than it was, and he continues placing small pecks on your lips until you speak again.

“i...” two of your fingers reach up to press against his mouth, halting his ministrations. he gives you his full attention, dark eyes piercing your own. “i want to try it again.”

he has a puzzled look on his face, though it only lasts for a few seconds until your intentions fully dawn on him. “fuck, baby,” a pink, blushy tint adorns his cheeks, completely contrasting the color of his eyes as he watches you carefully. “are you sure? last time...”

nodding firmly, you tell him honestly, “i’m ready, bunny, i promise.” you kiss him again to drive it home, and your lips vibrate a little from the small moan that escapes him.

that’s all the pushing joshua needs to get to work, sitting up against your headboard. he pulls you between his legs, holding your back to his chest once more before his palms return to their previous position under your shirt. “can we take this off, baby?” he murmurs against the shell of your ear. not trusting yourself to speak, you shyly nod.

you almost forgot you were already braless, and by the time your shirt falls to the floor you can feel joshua’s smirk against your hair. however, the smile falls from his face when he hooks his feet under your ankles, spreading your legs open in front of him. he exhales sharply, feeling down your chest with one hand as the other reaches down to pull your pajama shorts to the side.

“oh,” he bites his lip and suddenly his hand is around your throat, tilting your head to make you look at him. “no underwear either? my little angel is so naughty,” he tsks, slipping two fingers into your mouth. “now be a good girl and suck.”

you obey immediately, unable to ignore the dull throbbing blooming between your legs. your thighs are already trembling and he’s only getting started.

his free hand begins caressing your inner thigh and the small shapes he’s drawing across your skin dance closer and closer to where you need him the most. a weak moan leaves you, muffled by the fingers in your mouth, and joshua’s growing hard on brushes your lower back. with the way you’re responding to his movements, it was only a short matter of time before he got very worked up.

“you want me to touch you again, baby?” he practically pants as he removes his fingers from your mouth, stopping for a moment to admire the way they glisten in the darkening room. you can’t help grabbing his wrist, dragging it down to the area he left exposed. without any warning he starts massaging wet circles into your clit, and you gasp for air. “does this make you feel good?”

the combination of his touch and sultry words has your head spinning. “y-yes, bunny, please!” you sound needy beyond belief but you couldn’t care less.

“more?” he nuzzles your cheek. as soon as you nod he wastes no time sinking a finger inside you, kissing the side of your neck when you yelp and grab at his wrist. “relax, angel.”

thirty minutes and an earth-shattering orgasm later, you lay in joshua’s arms, giggling as he covers your face in kisses.

he pulls away to look straight into your eyes. “how do you feel?”

“mm,” you jokingly tap your forefinger against your chin, pretending to think about it. “unholy, but good.”

he rolls his eyes but there’s a smile on his face. “you always find new ways to surprise me, baby.”

you’re just about to retort when the front door downstairs suddenly opens.

immediately, joshua and you both freeze in place. his facial expression morphs into one of fear, and he hastily whispers, “is that your parents?”

you nod, frantically scrambling off the bed when your mother’s footsteps echo off the staircase. “josh, quick, get under the bed.” he barely has time to respond before you’re tugging on his hand, nearly wrestling him onto the floor. “i’m so sorry, but she can not see you in here.”

he smirks, ducking beneath the bed. but not before you can hear him mutter, “fuckin’ christians.”

your mother opens the door without knocking, and you barely have time to snatch up the rosary off your bedside table when she steps inside. arms crossed over her chest, she skeptically gives you a once-over. “hi sweetie, your father and i are back from mass. what on earth are you doing on the floor?”

you swear you can feel perspiration gathering on your back, anxiously beaming at her. “oh, nothing. just praying.”

she smiles proudly, coming over and leaning down to kiss the top of your head. “that’s my good girl. don’t let me stop you!”

“r-right,” you clench your teeth, racking your brain for something to say. “oh light of light, keep me this night and shed around me, thy presence bright...”

by the time your mother leaves you feel as though you could collapse. getting on your hands and knees, you peer under the bed to make eye contact with joshua - who has a hand down his pants.

you can’t help gasping, a hand coming up to your mouth as he groans out loud. his body stills for a second and then bliss spreads over his features, taking another moment before crawling out from under the bed.

you slap his shoulder. “joshua! you were touching yourself while i was praying?” your face pulses with heat and he laughs.

“what? i was bored,” he gives you a sheepish grin, inching forward on his knees to kiss you on the mouth. “and i kept thinking about the pretty little sounds you were making earlier-“

you slap him again, and you both have to stifle your giggles so your parents don’t hear. “you are crazy, joshua hong.”

he pecks your lips one more time, wrapping his arms around your waist. “you love me though.”

“maybe i do,” you blush when he looks down at you with a soft, fond smile. with one last nuzzle to your forehead, you start pushing him towards the window. “now go, or my mother will crucify us both if she catches us.”

“i know,” he shakes his head, swinging a leg over the windowsill. though he stops when he straddles the frame, glancing at you with devilish eyes. “so tomorrow, same time?”

[burninghoneyatdusk]

10 Questions Tag Game

Rules: Answer 10 questions, ask 10, and tag 10 people however many people your heart desires to answer them.

Tagged by @iishallbelieve , thanks Stef! 💙

I already did this yesterday but I’m bored and these are new questions so 🤷🏼‍♀️ This time I won’t be lazy and will actually add questions & tag some folks.

1. What’s your favourite book?

The Catcher in the Rye. I’m a firm believer that anyone who says this book is about an angsty rich teenager whining the whole time has never dealt with depression or any sort of trauma. I’ve read it every 5ish years since I was 13 and always find something new in it/see it differently depending on the age I’m at. I wrote a high school thesis on the symbolism in it and the idea of loss of innocence and...yeah, anyway, I could go on all day.

2. Do you like to travel?

Love to! Last summer I drove across the country when I moved to California and stopped in Nashville, Jackson (lmao was supposed to be New Orleans but there was that July hurricane...), Austin, El Paso, and Tuscan. Unfortuantely my last big trip was three years ago so I’m due for one if we can travel again any time soon 🙃🙃

3. Last city /country visited?

Last city was going back to DC for a visit/work training for a week in Feb. Last time I left the country was my trip to SE Asia three years ago.

4. Do you like old movies?

Not particularly, but I love old horror movies like Hitchcock and the 70s/80s slasher films. Cliche but It’s a Wonderful Life is my fav christmas movie. I sob when I watch every year on Christmas Eve.

5. What is your ultimate dream in life?

Oh man. My first instinct was to say to publish a novel that’s like...at least semi-successful. But the older I get, I just want simple things out of life like love, happiness, being at peace with myself, helping others.

6. Are you single / in couple / married?

Single. I’m a terrible mix of independent, introverted, and picky. I started to get back into dating in March for the first time since ending something back in January but obviously that didn’t happen 😬

7. Something you really like in you?

I like that I’m independent. Definitely aware of my privilege but can also handle most of my shit alone if that makes sense (middle child here 👋🏻). I’m also really empathetic and passionate about the things I care about.

8. Do you know how to ride a horse?

Lol NO. Tbh they scare me, I’ve never had a desire to ride a horse, and will probably die before ever having rode one.

9. A song you loooooooved when you were 15 years old.

Oh god. 2009 was a long time ago. Maybe Sometime Around Midnight? Honestly I didn’t listen to a lot of top 40 back then and was all about the sad indie/alt rock or acoustic/singer-song writer. I was probably listening to some weird mix of Jack’s Mannequin, Matt Nathanson, OAR, Reliant K, T Swift, Mat Kearney, the Fray, the Beatles, and a random assortment of 70s/80s/90s music. Please don’t judge me.

10. A piece of art to describe you (song/painting/music/movie…).

Hmm. Big Fish is my fav movie and I love both the message and aesthetic of it. I just love music and can’t imagine narrowing it down to a song. I stumbled upon these two paintings on tumblr years ago and still love them/immediatey felt drawn to them, so take that how you will.

My Questions

sorry I like going deep w these

1. What’s a memory you wish that you could go back in time to and relive?

2. If you could talk to your 13 year old self, what would you tell her/advice would you give her?

3. What’s your favorite quote of all time? Why?

4. What is the quality you value most in a friend?

5. If the pandemic magically ended today, how would you spend tomorrow?

6. If you could go back in time and live in any era & location, and face no danger, where would you choose?

7. What heroine of a movie, book, tv show, story, or history do you relate to most?

8. Without saying who the person is, what is a question you wish you could ask someone but can’t?

9. In one sentence, what are you personally struggling with right now?

10. What’s a book/article/story that brought you joy/comfort/healing that you wish others would read?

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