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soggypotatoes · 1 year ago

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went to a huge Taylor Swift dance party last night with a friend, I haven't listened to her since I was like 14 honestly and almost didn't go, Ive been so stressed abt uni bc damn.. I was super ahead and then got knocked out by depression for 2 weeks and now I'm super behind.. anyway, I messaged her and said I'm not doing well bc I have essays due I haven't started on, and she was like 'are you actually gonna do them though or are you gonna sit around feeling anxious bc you might as well feel anxious while dancing with friends'

and I was like. yknow what you're spot on. I absolutely am not gonna do them tonight. so I went, and lads, it was such a good decision. we danced for over 4 hours straight no breaks it was crazyyy

it's a risk to admit here that you went crazy to tswift lmao, I have mixed feelings about her, but her songs are perfect for going batshit crazy to with ur friends in a crowded room with sick lighting so I'm gonna be unapologetic about it haha. sometimes you gotta

#anyway im listening to her now it's fun #ill carry that night with me when i feel down and try to remember to dance once in a while #ed mumbles #an she did my makeup and made me sparky!#sparkly*#its crazy cause I've worn makeup like twice and both times were this friend doing it for me haha #ive been friends with her since we were 13 #i really admire her #she had a really rough upbringing and was homeless at 15 #but she's the most positive upbeat outgoing and bravest person i know #she's always so full of energy and ready to love..#i think I'm gonna make a pact to always say yes to her no matter how i feel #and im realising that worrying about whether music is ~good and intellectual~ and whether the artist is a good person #is meaningless bc if it's fun and makes you feel like dancing then it is always ok #and that applies to everything else as well #i will love as much as i can #if she can come from such a dark place and love that hard then i can too #im tired of being so aware and guarded and focused on the morality of things

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