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queer-reader-07 Ā· 4 months ago
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pieces of my soul i can't reject
love letters, prayers, diary entries, maybe all of the above. for the little girl i used to be <3
Iā€™ve been thinking about this post a lot lately. How it really, truly, and deeply conveys the way I conceptualize the younger version of myself. The version of myself that didnā€™t know we were genderqueer.
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I think about her a lot, that little girl I used to be. She was strong and bright and brave. Her girlhood was so intrinsic to her. But sheļæ½ļæ½s not me anymore. I laid her down in a grave I dug a while ago so she could rest. She didnā€™t get thatā€” restā€” when she was here, but she has it now. One day, Iā€™ll rest with her. Iā€™ll wrap my arms around her and hold her close like I was always meant to; even if it can only be in death and never in life.
Itā€™s weird, sometimes, to think about who I used to be. I look at photos of that little girl I was and I donā€™t see myself. But I feel her within me, in the dreams I canā€™t dare to give up on because that would be a betrayal. I still have her memories. I was her but she isnā€™t me and isnā€™t that all a bit contradictory?
I could talk about my past self with they/them pronouns if I wanted to, other people do it all the damn time, but I wonā€™t. I wonā€™t do it because she was a girl to her core and I canā€™t bring myself to take that from her. She hurt so much when she was here, she faced things that no kid should have to face (the catholic church really will do a number on you). And I cannot imagine hurting her more by denying her existence.
I didn't grow into a woman But I grew up as a girl
Teenagehood provoked me and soon, womanhood choked me But sisterhood held me with care
~ Girl by Cammi McDermott
To me, there is something sweet and gentle and tender in acknowledging my past selfā€™s existence while also recognizing that she is not me anymore. There is something gentle and tender in caring about my past self, in loving my past self.
I wonder, sometimes, if in a different life she wasnā€™t a part of me. Maybe in some other universe sheā€™s a girl I get to hold close to me while weā€™re both alive. Maybe in another timeline I get to tuck her into bed and shroud her in the softness she deserved but didnā€™t always get. Because wouldnā€™t that be lovely?
I love her, that little girl I used to be. Iā€™m not her anymore, but I hope that somewhere in the ether she can hear me telling her, ā€œI love you, Iā€™m proud of you, I remember you. I will always remember you.ā€
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beebfreeb Ā· 9 months ago
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arcanefanpage Ā· 2 months ago
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The way Jinx honored Isha
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chloesimaginationthings Ā· 4 months ago
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The day FNAF Charlie Emily was shut out..
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fakevariety Ā· 7 months ago
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i feel so sorry for lynn. it sucks how much sheā€™s been overlooked when itā€™s clear how fucking good she is. she must be so frustrated i hope sheā€™s doing ok
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usertoxicyaoi Ā· 6 months ago
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Algeria's Imane Khelif wins Olympic Gold at the Women's Boxing in the Paris Olympics 2024.
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spiritual-turg Ā· 1 month ago
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more of anya being her happy and whimsical self bc twitter seemed to really like this one!!
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rozer0ry Ā· 3 months ago
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CW blood, violence
Rage .
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gongyussy Ā· 4 months ago
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the energy i'm bringing to linkedin | MY LADY JANE (2024)
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bobellafofella Ā· 18 days ago
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some recent vimes doodles! finished off my year with fifth elephant and a reread of night watch --- now onto thud!
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flwrkid14 Ā· 2 months ago
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Tim Drakeā€™s Unhinged Power Move (ft. Marriage, Raā€™s al Ghul, and an Uncomfortable Batfamily)
No one really understood how it started. One moment, Tim Drake was Red Robinā€”tired, overworked, and fueled by caffeine. The next, he was dropping a bombshell in the middle of a routine debrief:
ā€œOh, by the way, I married Raā€™s al Ghul.ā€
The room froze.
Dickā€™s dumbbell hit the floor. Jason choked on his beer. Damianā€™s sword slipped from his hand. Bruce, staring at Tim like heā€™d grown a second head, barely managed a strangled, ā€œTim. What did you do?ā€
Tim took a sip of his coffee, utterly unfazed. ā€œItā€™s a power move.ā€
Jason, wheezing with laughter: ā€œOh my god. You married Raā€™s out of spite? Replacement, Iā€™ve never been prouder.ā€
Tim smirked. ā€œSomething like that.ā€
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It wasnā€™t really spite.
Raā€™s had been obsessed with him for years. The offers of succession, the constant attempts to lure him to the Leagueā€”it was never-ending. Tim was tired. Tired of being hunted, tired of the games. So, one day, he called Raā€™sā€™ bluff. If Raā€™s wanted him so badly, heā€™d have to deal with all that came with it. Including Timā€™s unrelenting need for control.
Raā€™s agreed.
And just like that, Tim Drake became the most terrifying in-law the batfamily had ever seen.
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Talia didnā€™t know what to think at first.
Sheā€™d seen it all beforeā€”people manipulated by Raā€™s, twisted into tools for his will. But Tim? He didnā€™t play by those rules. He sat at Raā€™sā€™ desk, sifting through League reports like they were Gotham case files. He didnā€™t bark orders; he made suggestions. And then, the soup happened.
Talia returned from a mission, bruised and exhausted. Tim, barely looking up from his paperwork, said, ā€œSit. Youā€™re hurt.ā€
She scoffed. ā€œI donā€™t need your pity.ā€
ā€œItā€™s not pity. Itā€™s soup.ā€
Talia stared. ā€œWhy?ā€
Tim shrugged. ā€œYou looked like you needed it.ā€
It became a routine. Sheā€™d return from missions, and Tim would be there. Not with judgment. Not with manipulation. Just quiet support. He listened. He offered advice. He treated her like a person, not a pawn.
Somehow, they started having regular bonding time. Shopping trips. Quiet conversations on the balcony. Tim became a person Talia could trustā€”a concept she hadnā€™t believed possible.
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Damian was losing his mind.
ā€œDrake!ā€ he hissed, cornering Tim in the Batcave. ā€œYouā€™veā€¦ corrupted my mother!ā€
Tim raised an eyebrow. ā€œCorrupted? Sheā€™s thriving.ā€
ā€œShe smiles at you!ā€
ā€œIā€™m very charming.ā€
Damianā€™s finger trembled as he pointed. ā€œThis makes youā€¦ my grandmother.ā€
Tim smirked. ā€œRespect your elders, grandson.ā€
ā€œI REFUSE!ā€
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Bruce was spiraling.
ā€œTim, this is dangerous.ā€
ā€œRelax,ā€ Tim replied, sipping his coffee. ā€œIā€™ve got it under control.ā€
ā€œYou married one of our greatest enemies!ā€
ā€œThink of it as an undercover op,ā€ Tim said, voice calm and unyielding. ā€œIā€™m playing the long game.ā€
Jason, from the sidelines, grinned. ā€œHeā€™s playing 4D chess, and youā€™re still on checkers.ā€
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The Real Chaos?
Tim didnā€™t marry Raā€™s to make him happy. Hell no. If anything, it made Tim sick to his stomach knowing Raā€™s was smug about it. But if putting up with Raā€™s al Ghul meant protecting Talia, stabilizing the League, and giving Damian a family that didnā€™t break apart at the seams?
Heā€™d endure.
Because Talia was healing. Damianā€™s mother was smiling. And Raā€™sā€¦ well, Raā€™s thought heā€™d won.
But the real winner? Tim Drake.
Gothamā€™s most unhinged vigilante had just become the League of Assassinsā€™ terrifying step-parent. And honestly? It suited him.
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Damian, whispering to Alfred: ā€œI needā€¦ therapy.ā€ Alfred: ā€œWe all do, Master Damian. We all do.ā€
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sweetlullabyebye Ā· 26 days ago
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Those two were so unexpectedly sweet they just kinda adopted each other with the third game like yeah we're in this together now
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cokoweee Ā· 3 months ago
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Sticky note: Symphony
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I was messing around with uhhh how to do panels and stuff cause I donā€™t usually do comics like this. ANYWAYS HERES THESE GUYS CAUSE LET ME ROT OVER THEM A BIT PLEASE
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blueskittlesart Ā· 4 months ago
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was hit with a sudden flash of inspo so. half-dragon zelda again
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chloesimaginationthings Ā· 6 months ago
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The FNAF Vanessas meet their younger selves..
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crowlion Ā· 4 months ago
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Continuing the Gaang's hands + headcanons
Azula and Katara here
This series is inspired by @thyinum's Avatar's Hands series
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