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pieces of my soul i can't reject
love letters, prayers, diary entries, maybe all of the above. for the little girl i used to be <3
Iāve been thinking about this post a lot lately. How it really, truly, and deeply conveys the way I conceptualize the younger version of myself. The version of myself that didnāt know we were genderqueer.
I think about her a lot, that little girl I used to be. She was strong and bright and brave. Her girlhood was so intrinsic to her. But sheļæ½ļæ½s not me anymore. I laid her down in a grave I dug a while ago so she could rest. She didnāt get thatā restā when she was here, but she has it now. One day, Iāll rest with her. Iāll wrap my arms around her and hold her close like I was always meant to; even if it can only be in death and never in life.
Itās weird, sometimes, to think about who I used to be. I look at photos of that little girl I was and I donāt see myself. But I feel her within me, in the dreams I canāt dare to give up on because that would be a betrayal. I still have her memories. I was her but she isnāt me and isnāt that all a bit contradictory?
I could talk about my past self with they/them pronouns if I wanted to, other people do it all the damn time, but I wonāt. I wonāt do it because she was a girl to her core and I canāt bring myself to take that from her. She hurt so much when she was here, she faced things that no kid should have to face (the catholic church really will do a number on you). And I cannot imagine hurting her more by denying her existence.
I didn't grow into a woman But I grew up as a girl
Teenagehood provoked me and soon, womanhood choked me But sisterhood held me with care
~ Girl by Cammi McDermott
To me, there is something sweet and gentle and tender in acknowledging my past selfās existence while also recognizing that she is not me anymore. There is something gentle and tender in caring about my past self, in loving my past self.
I wonder, sometimes, if in a different life she wasnāt a part of me. Maybe in some other universe sheās a girl I get to hold close to me while weāre both alive. Maybe in another timeline I get to tuck her into bed and shroud her in the softness she deserved but didnāt always get. Because wouldnāt that be lovely?
I love her, that little girl I used to be. Iām not her anymore, but I hope that somewhere in the ether she can hear me telling her, āI love you, Iām proud of you, I remember you. I will always remember you.ā
#some trans feels for your dash i guess#been wanting to write something for her for a while#i guess i wrote her something back in march#but she deserves more#trans#gender stuff#personal#probably too personal if we're being honest#ok to reblog
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#funny talking tag#My favorite thing to do is HC characters as trans but also that they've never heard that term before and act accordingly.#My other favorite thing to do is make characters repressed.#My other other favorite thing to do is make a character go ''I feel like a(n) object/animal/thing pretending to be a man/woman''#''but I don't really care about that right now I have a job''#Anyway while this post can be about whichever characters you feel fit I made this with a certain character in mind.#(Dimentio of SPM fame) (He has something really specific going on that makes me cackle) (You can ask me about it)#(Also Morceau Oleander is a trans woman to me because she would be happier)#(and she deserves to live a life not defined by other's expectations of her)#Someone put a forbidden and ancient curse on this post so no more.
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The way Jinx honored Isha
#šššš#Iām obsessed jinx designed this after her#I still wanted more though#that was HER BABY#she held on to Claggorās goggles for years but isnāt actively holding onto something of isha#also this is one of the only acknowledgments of isha after her death#like arcane seriously#she was like a sister to vi#AND one of Sevikaās babies#she deserved MORE#isha and jinx#arcane isha#arcane#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#jinx and isha#isha arcane#jinx#arcane jinx#jinx arcane#jinx league of legends#arcane 2#season 2 arcane
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The day FNAF Charlie Emily was shut out..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#william afton#charlie emily#charlotte emily#fnaf 2#fnaf pizzaria simulator#William Afton you deserve nothing good in this world#this is why you got sent to super hell#Charlieās whole story makes me so sad#not only was she ignored by her own father#locked out of thr pizzeria during a rainstorm#but her fathers friend .. someone she probably trusted#instead of helping her out of the rain#bringing her home or helping her back inside#betrays her inherent trust in him#and leaves her out to rot#only being given a chance through the security puppet coming to her#Iām surprised she isnāt more pissed while being the puppet#she deserved so much more#finally did a full design for her too in the games..#I actually really like how this comic turned out#even if it makes me sad
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i feel so sorry for lynn. it sucks how much sheās been overlooked when itās clear how fucking good she is. she must be so frustrated i hope sheās doing ok
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Algeria's Imane Khelif wins Olympic Gold at the Women's Boxing in the Paris Olympics 2024.
#imane khelif#algeria#olympics#paris 2024#boxing#*#faiza gifs#ITS WHAT SHE DESERVES AND MORE!!!!!!!!!
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more of anya being her happy and whimsical self bc twitter seemed to really like this one!!
#a post#art#i love her so much#anya#anya fanart#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#daisuke mouthwashing#anya is so silly and whimsical i wish ppl showcased that side of her more#i think she deserves more emotions than just sad and anxious#anya mouthwashing fanart#ive been so offline tumblr woops...
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CW blood, violence
Rage .
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#fanart#digital art#my art#anya mouthwashing#this is what actually happened guys trust#she deserved so much more
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the energy i'm bringing to linkedin | MY LADY JANE (2024)
#did i start watching this show for anna chancellor#yes and she did NOT let me down#and the show was a fun watch rip </3 you deserved to survive more than one season#anyway. society if people posted like this on linkedin... instead of whatever drivel goes on there all the time....#my lady jane#anna chancellor#tvedit
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some recent vimes doodles! finished off my year with fifth elephant and a reread of night watch --- now onto thud!
#wish id fanarted more about fifth elephant on here.... bc woah fifth elephant..... my love...... my darling novel.......#discworld#terry pratchett#samuel vimes#i need to draw sybil. okay. i know. i want to. but every time i try it's just not quite right!!! and i urgh!!!!!!#she deserves only the bestš š«µ
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Tim Drakeās Unhinged Power Move (ft. Marriage, Raās al Ghul, and an Uncomfortable Batfamily)
No one really understood how it started. One moment, Tim Drake was Red Robinātired, overworked, and fueled by caffeine. The next, he was dropping a bombshell in the middle of a routine debrief:
āOh, by the way, I married Raās al Ghul.ā
The room froze.
Dickās dumbbell hit the floor. Jason choked on his beer. Damianās sword slipped from his hand. Bruce, staring at Tim like heād grown a second head, barely managed a strangled, āTim. What did you do?ā
Tim took a sip of his coffee, utterly unfazed. āItās a power move.ā
Jason, wheezing with laughter: āOh my god. You married Raās out of spite? Replacement, Iāve never been prouder.ā
Tim smirked. āSomething like that.ā
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It wasnāt really spite.
Raās had been obsessed with him for years. The offers of succession, the constant attempts to lure him to the Leagueāit was never-ending. Tim was tired. Tired of being hunted, tired of the games. So, one day, he called Raāsā bluff. If Raās wanted him so badly, heād have to deal with all that came with it. Including Timās unrelenting need for control.
Raās agreed.
And just like that, Tim Drake became the most terrifying in-law the batfamily had ever seen.
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Talia didnāt know what to think at first.
Sheād seen it all beforeāpeople manipulated by Raās, twisted into tools for his will. But Tim? He didnāt play by those rules. He sat at Raāsā desk, sifting through League reports like they were Gotham case files. He didnāt bark orders; he made suggestions. And then, the soup happened.
Talia returned from a mission, bruised and exhausted. Tim, barely looking up from his paperwork, said, āSit. Youāre hurt.ā
She scoffed. āI donāt need your pity.ā
āItās not pity. Itās soup.ā
Talia stared. āWhy?ā
Tim shrugged. āYou looked like you needed it.ā
It became a routine. Sheād return from missions, and Tim would be there. Not with judgment. Not with manipulation. Just quiet support. He listened. He offered advice. He treated her like a person, not a pawn.
Somehow, they started having regular bonding time. Shopping trips. Quiet conversations on the balcony. Tim became a person Talia could trustāa concept she hadnāt believed possible.
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Damian was losing his mind.
āDrake!ā he hissed, cornering Tim in the Batcave. āYouāveā¦ corrupted my mother!ā
Tim raised an eyebrow. āCorrupted? Sheās thriving.ā
āShe smiles at you!ā
āIām very charming.ā
Damianās finger trembled as he pointed. āThis makes youā¦ my grandmother.ā
Tim smirked. āRespect your elders, grandson.ā
āI REFUSE!ā
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Bruce was spiraling.
āTim, this is dangerous.ā
āRelax,ā Tim replied, sipping his coffee. āIāve got it under control.ā
āYou married one of our greatest enemies!ā
āThink of it as an undercover op,ā Tim said, voice calm and unyielding. āIām playing the long game.ā
Jason, from the sidelines, grinned. āHeās playing 4D chess, and youāre still on checkers.ā
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The Real Chaos?
Tim didnāt marry Raās to make him happy. Hell no. If anything, it made Tim sick to his stomach knowing Raās was smug about it. But if putting up with Raās al Ghul meant protecting Talia, stabilizing the League, and giving Damian a family that didnāt break apart at the seams?
Heād endure.
Because Talia was healing. Damianās mother was smiling. And Raāsā¦ well, Raās thought heād won.
But the real winner? Tim Drake.
Gothamās most unhinged vigilante had just become the League of Assassinsā terrifying step-parent. And honestly? It suited him.
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Damian, whispering to Alfred: āI needā¦ therapy.ā Alfred: āWe all do, Master Damian. We all do.ā
#tim drake#batfam#talia al ghul#ra's al ghul#grandma tim drake#league of assassins#tim drake power moves#damian in a crisis#tim joins the league in the most unhinged way possible#I want to see tim and talia bonding#tim would be the greatest step parent ever and you can't convince me otherwise#he literally raised bruce out of his grief#talia deserves to be cared for and tim is going to be the greatest step dad for her because she deserves so much#tim helps talia be more present in damian's life and somehow ends up parenting the rest of the bat kids as well#with the exception of tim of course#brain rot and silly post moment
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Those two were so unexpectedly sweet they just kinda adopted each other with the third game like yeah we're in this together now
#we don't talk about the gif quality#that team litteraly the best team#grandma's trying and she fucks up a lot but it is nice to see her try#and for hyun-ju to have more people who care about her#because she deserves the world and everything else ok#so heartbreaking that hyun-ju had to lose everyone in the outside world only to then find people who care about her in a death game#cho hyunju#jang geumja#squid game#squid game spoilers
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Sticky note: Symphony
I was messing around with uhhh how to do panels and stuff cause I donāt usually do comics like this. ANYWAYS HERES THESE GUYS CAUSE LET ME ROT OVER THEM A BIT PLEASE
#Sticky Note#Symphony#April#Donnie#Leo#Mikey#mini comic#there aināt enough April stuff out there soooooooo#this is my excuse to draw her more#CAUSE SHE DESERVES MORE#coko doodles#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt iteration#drawing#doodle#sketch#teenage mutant ninja turtles
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was hit with a sudden flash of inspo so. half-dragon zelda again
#need to draw her post-totk with fangs more bc i do actually like to think she kept her sharp little dragon teeth if nothing else#bc fangs are hot. literally no other reason. i think link deserves to get bitten hard#totk#loz#skribbles
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The FNAF Vanessas meet their younger selves..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf vanny#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#vanessa afton#fnaf movie#security breach#fnaf fanart#MORE SCENE VANNY š©µš©µš©µ#also this is a semi sequel to the Mikes ver I made#seeing I think the Vanessas deserve the funny too š¤#I like to think Vanny would tell her younger self white lies#she knows at that age she just wanted to know life would get better for her#seeing teen her was stuck living with her awful father#Vanessaās life does get hard again as an adult but.. SINCE HW2 I think sheās in a better place#finally stood up to her abuser and all so it does get better#WHILE MOVIE VANESSA ā¦#bit more manic here BAHAH#listen if younger Vanessa loosen screws on her fathers suit#would anyone even know šš¾#she could get away with it-#Movie Vanessa of course would want to prevent things anyway she can#the Afton kids always being a lil crazy is so real
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Continuing the Gaang's hands + headcanons
Azula and Katara here
This series is inspired by @thyinum's Avatar's Hands series
#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla fanart#suki#sokka#sukka#no one point out the fact that azula isn't part of the gaang i'll cause a scene#suki however is part of the gaang and i'll die on that hill#she deserved more screentime#my art#the gaang's hands series
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