#but seriously I’m losing my mind. is there anything in stem that’s intellectually stimulating without being mind numbing repetition for an

[milfdollyparton]

Im like losing my mind on the verge of getting my bachelor’s in bio/psych minor because I wanted to go into research for (redacted) but the longer I think about it and spending my life repeating motions for the 5 millionth time INSIDE and being forced to have a strict schedule and drive myself to the brink doing absolutely insane academic accomplishments that ultimately amount to almost nothing in terms of helping people just to be seen as middle of the road if not as worse off than all the people who had money and family and external support and had the connections and time to get pages upon pages worth of experience and internships and extracurriculars. like I’m intelligent enough for the work itself which is why I even started this but I’m not sorry I don’t have the academia external validation grindset 😭