#but second best is still so amazing lile im not taking it for granted
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i can't believe it's over tomorrow
#caw#yes this is about my exchange BUT its about much more than that#this is the first year (school not calendar i guess) where it feels like a downgrade...#since like my mid teens every year ive been alive has gotten better ... which is great#and its not that much of a downside#like i said its still such such a big upgrade from the last school and denmark#but god... i accept the criticism they gave and why they didnt take me in#and the good they also said and want me to keep seeking#but i cant stop thinking about what couldve been...#theres not even any thing i couldve done differently#i couldnt have applied earlier i couldnt have gone on exchange earlier#it was just this#idk i had found acceptance and then meeting eith the principal who was lovely on all accounts just brought me back#I'm not like extremely soul crushed dont get me wrong#but#im sad#it was my dream school#hurts to leave. ofc it does#but second best is still so amazing lile im not taking it for granted#and i think when i look back i will think its the right choice and it was right for me#bc i agree w their critiques and think the norwegian school will be better to adddress those concerns#but it hurts in the moment#ofc it does
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