#but right now I'm obsessed with a 9 year old video game

[brionysea]

getting a new obsession with a piece of media is the best because suddenly every song in the world is about some beautiful deranged fictional woman who has consumed you mind and soul

[harborpointeblvd]

Hi....If you don't mind, can I ask, what are your top 10 (or top 7) favorite media (can be books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series)? Why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before......Thanks....

No one's ever asked me this before! I only came up with 9. It's hard to think of many that have stood the test of time, because my ADHD brain tends to become super obsessed with a piece of media for three months and then lose interest. But here goes. This is mostly gonna be stuff I have never talked about on this blog.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV series) - I can't tell you why I like Buffy. I generally don't like vampire shows or any kind of "sexy monster" shows. When I'm looking for webcomics, I automatically skip over anything that has vampires in the description. And I don't like any other Joss Whedon shows. There's just something special about Buffy, I guess?

The Twilight Zone (1960s TV series) - When I was a kid, we used to watch the Twilight Zone marathon on the Scifi channel every New Years. I remember the first episode I ever watched was "Third From the Sun", and my little 8-year-old brain was blown away by the twist ending. A lot of it is super cheesy, but the series is just really nostalgic for me.

Forensic Files - I used to make fun of my sister for her "murder porn" and then I sat down and watched with her one time, and I got sucked into this story about a woman who was wrongly imprisoned for poisoning her baby (who actually died from a rare blood disease), and since my ADHD brain can't just like things a normal amount, I ended up binge watching the whole series. Now I just put it on for background noise. I'm still most interested in wrongful conviction stories.

Community (TV series) - Not much to say here. It's just really funny and I love the characters.

A Series of Unfortunate Events (Book series) - I read them as a kid and re-read them as an adult. It's wonderful world-building - a somewhat simple story that feels like it's part of a much bigger story.

Haikyuu (Anime) - Right around the time season 3 came out, Tumblr kept recommending it to me. I didn't think I would be interested, because I don't like sports, but obviously I was on the edge of my seat the entire time because Haikyuu is amazing. I've started reading the manga too, but I'm only five volumes in.

Someone Else's BL Manhua - I started reading a lot of webcomics during the pandemic. This was the first one I read, and still the one I return to the most. I don't know if I love it because it's good or it's good because I love it. I loved that my first time reading it, I genuinely didn't know what the pairings would be.

Monkey Island (PC game series) - So, like, super random, but it's this old school point-and-click adventure game series about pirates that you play by solving really out-of-the-box puzzles. I play a lot of point-and-click puzzle games, but none are as delightfully weird as Monkey Island.

Legend of Zelda (Video game series) - I feel like I don't really need to explain. They're just really well-constructed video games, and each game has its own gimmick that it makes the very most of.

[oddgreyhound]

1. according to Spotify Wrapped I listened to one song 1041 times, and that was Just A Man by Jorge Rivera-Herrans.

2. I have a hard time choosing lol. The one I've listened to the most intently though, was probably Stick Season (We'll All Be Here Forever) by Noah Khan.

3. I can't keep track of when I've found people, so I'll just put in my newest obsession; Phillip Labes, especially Reasons To Never Date Again and Jeff Found A Genie.

4. I can't keep track of movies either lol. I'm honestly not even sure what movies I've watched.. But Across the Spider-Verse is from 2023, right? that one then, I think.

5. tv show.. hmmm.. I mostly rewatch old shows or get to them late.. but I did watch Good Omens and have been obsessed since. best ineffable husbands ever.

6. i am not sure how to answer this lol. don't think I understand the question.

7. nope, can't do it. can't choose a favorite. I can't even choose 1 favorite from a series, let alone the entity world. just no.

8. hmmm.. I honestly haven't played a lot of video games this year.. But probably Dave the Diver.. I enjoyed that immensely, at least until I f'ed up. now we're on a break lol

9. Idk.. they're all flowing together. Maybe August because I got to go to Copenhagen pride and to a bar with some friends. And it was hot out so I felt better about the world.

10. Man, there's been a lot. Books, tv shows, movies, roleplays, art, tiny inconveniences.. idk, crying comes easy to me.

11. Go to pride!!

12. Started talking to @justthislazy mostly about fandom stuff, but also about random stuff, and she is just fantastic!!

13. It was okay. Brought cake with me to work, then went to my parents place after work and just had a chill day.

14. So many.. I can't choose just one. One series has to be All For The Game by Nora Sakavic. Read that in January and am still obsessed. Another has to be pretty much K J Charles entire catalogue though especially the Will Darling Adventures and The Doomsday Books. Also The Last Binding by Freya Marske. Magic and love. The Simon Snow books by Rainbow Rowell. The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater. Love Lessons by Heidi Cullinan. Idk if you guys can see the running theme, but I can lol. I've read more than 150 books this year though, so.. I can't just choose and you can't make me lol.

15. Idk, I think I had them all already lol.

16. idk what kind of image you want, so you get an art. This is from January and was a Secret Santa piece.

17. Same as above, this time my latest piece, finished yesterday on the 11th of December. Very experimental.

18. We eat out on a fancy restaurant every year on my dad's birthday.. And even so, the best meal I've had this year was with @alienaiver eating pork tenderloin and potatoes haha

19. I'm excited to get some peace into my life, now that I'll have more time for myself. Hopefully I'll be able to get a new apartment, maybe a car and possibly a dog.. That would be really neat. I also want to keep improving my art, especially the feel of it and the stories I can tell.

20. Hmmm.. I've learned something about how I need to take care of myself, especially in work situations. I need clear instructions or the task will simply overwhelm me and I'll end up in decision paralysis. I've also learned that when I'm on my ADHD meds, I can actually have a fun time going out to parties or concerts, so I wanna do that more in the new year too.

21. My old bed broke (too much weight on it is the suspicion) so I got a new one! the new one is way taller than I'm used to, and it's amazing haha

22. Oh man.. I haven't really been far from home much this year, only in books and such.. I think it might've been Copenhagen Pride. It's not far from home, and it's not a place that's always around, but I felt welcome there, even at night, and nobody looked at me weird, so it just felt.. right. I wish we could have Pride every day haha

23. Keep working for the goal, we got there. People might not see that you're struggling to stay afloat, but I know you are, and you're doing well!!

24. No, but that's mostly cuz i didn't make any. They're just an endless source of disappointment in myself, and I don't need more of those lol.

25. I did!! Several actually. I finished my Fursona Odd after having worked on it for like 18 months lol.. But that's just a silly character I can get art for. The more interesting characters are my DotW ones.

First off I made this lil kiddo, who turned out to be somewhat hard to write, so I'll be retiring it again, until the day I feel like I can connect again. It is a new iteration of an old character I have held dear to my heart for years, but it turned out too jaded for me to write. It's hard to get a connection to others when your character is slightly mono-syllabic and hates other people..

So Kelly is going on a break: 💔

And then there's my blue tired wet man Harakh. He's an adopted character I made, so the overarching parts of his story and personality had been chosen already, but I still got to give him my own twists, and he has a full story coming for him, that I'm really excited to share, though I don't know how much you guys here on Tumblr will get to see haha

He's the father of one of the other characters, and was born half blind and sickly, so he has learned the trade of storyteller in order to stay fed and have company and he hopes to be able to do so, even with the tragedy that happened to him.

Idk if anyone will actually read this wall of text, but I enjoyed writing it lol

End of the year Asks

Song of the year?

Album of the year?

Favorite musical artist / group you started listening to this year?

Movie of the year?

TV show of the year?

Episode of tv or webisode that defined the year for you?

Favorite actor of the year?

Game of the year?

Best month for you this year?

Something that made you cry this year?

Something you want to do again next year?

Talk about a new friend you made this year

How was your birthday this year?

Favorite book you read this year?

What’s a bad habit you picked up this year?

Post a picture from the beginning of the year

Post a picture from the end of the year

A memorable meal this year?

What’re you excited about for next year?

What’s something you learned this year?

What’s something new about your place of residence (room, home, or general location) now vs the start of the year?

Favorite place you visited this year?

If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?

Did you keep any New Year’s Resolutions?

Did you create any characters (in games, art, or writing) this year? Describe one

[krafterwrites]

For the question thing, all of them

I wasn't expecting that, but it's a welcome challenge. Alright, all 50 questions, let's do this!

1. I haven't mentioned this before, but I found out recently that I was bisexual. I guess the turning point that made me begin seriously questioning my orientation was when I saw a drawing somebody made of Silver realizing he was bisexual. Surprisingly, it was not any of the Yakuza games, although I did definitely have a crush on a few of the characters even if I didn't know it yet

2. I answered that one already here

3. When I was busy grinding for weapons and stuff in Yakuza 0, I watched a bunch of Kurtis Conner videos. He's a commentary channel, and he is super funny and entertaining to watch

4. I'm not old enough to drink

5. These cool black and red sneakers that had a mesh exterior that remind me of Deadpool

6. Sushi, burgers, and pizza

7. I don't know, and my parents are busy right now, so I can't ask them

8. I've never had a job, but I do have a YouTube channel with almost 700 subscribers that I've been running for a couple of years

9. The poster I won from Sonic Revolution 2021. It's really nice artwork, I love having it above my computer

10. I do have a letter and a poster from Sonic Revolution 2021 because by some miracle I managed to win the raffle, but none of it is signed

11. Working on my fanfic

12. I don't eat bagels, but one with cheddar cheese and bacon bits sounds pretty good

13. I drank some milk last night at 1 AM because I couldn't sleep. It probably would have been really nice, but because I was sick, each sip of the milk was very painful. So I'd probably say brunch

14. I don't own any mugs :(

15. Milk. Just a coffee mug full of milk, because I love milk a lot and don't like coffee (I just eat the beans raw like Shadow does)

16. The music I listen to is mainly video game OSTs, so all I can think of right now is Bakamitai from Yakuza because I am currently sick and have not eaten anything at all today

17. I don't like tea, but fruity tea definitely sounds way better

18. I haven't watched it in a while but I used to watch the Littlest Pet Shop show and it was a masterpiece

19. I had to read The Lion The Witch And The Wardrobe for school once and I remember it being pretty good

20. Because I live where the weather is warm, I almost never wear sneakers, instead I constantly wear flip-flops. But on the off occasion I do wear sneakers, I do try my best to match the socks

21. I actually did ride on a horse at a carnival when I was about 6 years old or so, but they were attached to a carousel type thing, so I'm not sure if that counts or not

22. When I was younger I always just used to bounce around from game to game that I was obsessed with, the two biggest ones were PvZ and Angry Birds. Because I didn't know what a fandom was, and because I didn't own any of those games, I just browsed every corner of the wikis for the games and daydreamed about them some

23. No, and hopefully I never end up there

24. I haven't used one personally but they seem very cool and useful as long as you don't spin it too fast

25. What is this supposed to mean? Is this a puzzle in of itself? If it's asking me if I like puzzles, I guess some of them are okay, but most of them are usually just annoying and I end up looking up guides for them

26. This is a really tough one, but I'd say lemonade. I once drank like 5 full glasses of lemonade in one day because I loved it that much and my tongue began to dissolve because of it

27. When my Grandma used to take me to the Barnes and Nobles near my house, I would always run to the graphic novel and magazine sections to get PvZ graphic novels and Minecraft magazines respectively

28. I suppose how to build a Minecraft city, I have a mod that allows me to instantly spawn in buildings, but I never really built a town or city like I wanted to with the mod

29. Like I mentioned earlier, most of the music I listen to is just video game OSTs, but some songs in the Yakuza OST really get me energized and excited, like Friday Night and Trouble Shooting Star

30. At the koi pond feeding the gigantic fish

31. I have a shirt that I won from Sonic Revolution and a really cool looking Shadow the Hedgehog T-shirt, but both of them are too big for me to wear, so they just kind of sit in my dresser

32. Rainbows are cool, but I think I'll go with stars

33. A penguin. It would probably be so much hassle to own a penguin, but I don't care because how funny and cool would it be to have a pet penguin?

34. I have a poster hanging above my computer, and a poster on my bedroom wall, so I guess that counts as art

35. Kiryu singing Bakamitai in the style of the ornate back tattoos most of the characters in Yakuza have

36. Robin seems like a pretty cool guy (That and I can't think of any other superhero sidekicks lol)

37. Oceans are nice because they have waves I can ride

38. I was born in the mid-late 2000s, so I don't really have anything that comes to mind right away

39. The same as I dress normally, which is usually just shorts and a t-shirt

40. The couch, or on the floor in the middle of the room

41. Both are awesome, but swords are just a little bit better, as they're just that little bit more dramatic

42. When I first listened to Recieve and Bite You (Yes it's more music from Yakuza I'm sorry lol) I only listened to the first 5 seconds of it, and didn't care about it that much. However, when I listened to it longer, it quickly became one of my favorite songs in the entire franchise

43. Blank Check, I watched it a while ago and thought it was decent (But that ending scene is... no)

44. Probably quote that relates to the photos captioner

45. Road Work Ahead, because I love watching Drew Gooden

46. I love Jimmy Dean breakfast sandwiches, they're what I eat for breakfast most days

47. Ideally, I'd top them with whipped cream and chocolate syrup

48. Ehh, not really

49. My brother defying psychics on my little sisters toy horse. It was absolutely insane, I might post about just that later

50. I don't think I've ever climbed a tree before, so I guess that means I'm probably pretty bad

[ratsalad]

would you mind doing 1-60? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

oh wow sure, thanks! i'm on mobile so i can't add a read more, sowwy to everyone whose dash this shows up on :/

1. selfie: no :(

2. what would you name your future kids? i don't think i'd have kids, but i have some names picked out for any cats i raise in the future: achilles, circe, pan and andromache

3. do you miss anyone? pretty much all my friends! they're all away for college or work and i don't get to see them that often anymore

4. what are you looking forward to? tomorrow, when i get to see @kthemarsian!!!!!

5. is it hard for you to get over someone? i've only had to do this once and it wasn't that hard, so i'm guessing no.

6. is there anyone who can always make you smile? yes - i was great friends with this person a few years ago, but we drifted apart and don't talk much anymore, but whenever i got to see her or speak to her i wouldn't be able to stop smiling lmao. it'll probably be like this any time i get to see her in the future as well

7. what was your life like last year? a hot bubbling cauldron of a mess... last year went away in a blur of 'i did nothing of import so 2018 feels like a void year' but i think it was emotionally my most stable year

8. have your ever cried because you were so annoyed? annoyed no, but frustrated yes. usually when i get into arguments with my dad lol

9. who did you last see in person? my grandma...? i live with my family lol this question is so funny

10. are you good at hiding your feelings? i think so yeah

11. are you listening to music right now? no, but i was listening to abba a few minutes ago

12. what is something you want right now? self discipline :(

13. how do you feel right now? like i have all the time in the world (procrastination stage 1)

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you? my dad hugged me like 10 minutes ago

15. personality description? bsnfnsjs these kinda questions always trip me up... i've been described as cheerful and friendly, i'd say i'm an optimist, and i'd like to think i'm quite down to earth

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't? lots of times. i'm not great at confrontation but i'm working on it

17. opinion on insecurities? i don't really have an opinion...? i'll just say that universal acceptance is unachievable, so go forth knowing that personal acceptance is sufficient and the rest is unnecessary

18. do you miss how things were a year ago? not at all lmao i'm considerably more inspired now to be productive

19. have you ever been to new york? i wish ;;;;

20. what is your favorite song at the moment? a moment of clarity by death!

21. age & birthday? 20; 2nd may

22. description of crush: i don't have one right now

23. fears: OH BOY. i'm very afraid of unsecured heights (like open terraces with no walls or railings, open clifftops, etc). i think i'm just afraid of falling from a height, no matter how small - i remember walking on a bridge made of planks and being scared shitless because the planks were wobbly; one wrong step and i could fall through (but the fall would've only been like 5 feet lmao). even like... floating rocks that you have to jump onto in video games scare me lol

24. height: 153cm (5 feet)

25. role model: i don't really have one

26. idols: lol right now probably chuck schuldiner. it changes a lot depending on what band i'm obsessed with at the moment

27. things i hate: institutionalized education, tomatoes, discrimination, beauty standards, soup most of the time, unkind people, a lack of humility, the color turquoise, the concept of being born into a religion, coke/pepsi/anything that's supposed to taste like it

28. i'll love you if...: you take an interest in the stuff i like and allow me to do the same for you. literally that's all it takes lol

29. favorite films: (exhales) boyyyyyyyyyyyy... brokeback mountain, no country for old men, west side story, donnie darko, ferris bueller's day off

30. favorite tv shows: already answered!

31. 3 random facts: already answered

32. are you friends mainly girls or guys: girls

33. something you want to learn: GUITAR. kickboxing. math. to sing properly. electronics and mechanics.  i want to learn lots about wildlife biology (mainly herpetology), geology, agriculture, forestry and safe+ethical animal husbandry practices. i really need to learn how to drive better lmao and i'd love to learn to ride a motorcycle. a bunch of languages: tamil (i can speak but can't read/write well), hindi, swedish (and then norwegian and icelandic), french, spanish, japanese, malayalam. i want to learn to draw better, and then animate. i just want to learn a lot dude lol

34. most embarrassing moment: i was playing keyboards at this talent show in school (i think i was 13) but i got so nervous i couldn't remember how the song went and i started crying and then left the stage like a drama queen lmao

35. favorite subject: from school, probably geography

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill? write a sick fantasy novel, make music, get swole af

37. favorite actors: jake gyllenhaal, kristen stewart, jeff goldblum, laura dern, anne hathaway

38. favorite comedians: honestly i don't watch a lot of stand-up

39. favorite sports: i like watching volleyball, i want to play someday

40. favorite memory: probably the sheer awe i felt the first time i watched the hobbit (i know now it wasn't that great a movie but that was the first time tolkien had touched my life)

41. relationship status: single

42. favorite books: the hobbit/lotr, lord of the flies, the song of achilles, and a lot of the books i ended up having to read for college: cry the beloved country, things fall apart, train to pakistan. and of course the pjo series will always be in my heart

43. favorite song ever: i don't have such a song but i guess you could say miklagard overture holds this title

44. age you get mistaken for: 15-17 :///// i'm short

45. how you found out of about your idol: it's kind of impossible to be a part of the metal scene and not know about chuck schuldiner because of his near-legend status, so i've kind of always known about him since 2014, used to listen to just the symbolic album and a few other songs here and there but only Really got into death this year

46. what my last text message says: "why"

47. turn ons: already answered!

48. turn offs: when people raise their voices to prove a point/when they get angry it IMMEDIATELY turns me off, no joke. rudeness (especially to other people), zero humility, entitlement, pessimism/cynicism, self pity, being overly critical of everything - ugh just people who don't know how to be happy or have fun, you know? don't like that. poor hygiene is ofc another big turn off

49. where i want to be right now: tucson ://///

50. favorite picture of your idol: i have THREE:

51. star sign: taurus sun, sagittarius moon!

52. something i'm talented at: i like to think i write well

53. 5 things that make me happy: band t-shirts, when my hair behaves, strawberry ice cream, when a clutch of garden lizard eggs have hatched somewhere and there are little baby lizards jumping all over my plants, aaaaand i guess little beetles and when they walk over your hands

54. something that's worrying me at the moment: my posture lol my shoulders are killing me

55. tumblr friends: @tozier-the-trashmouth, @little-murmaider, @spaceviking, @yuhlanyeter - you guys are Rad TM - and others i haven't talked to in a while since i'm not here much

56. favorite foods: chili fries, bbq nachos and super greasy, really spicy cheeseburgers

57. favorite animals: i! love! reptiles!!!!!!!!!! crocodilians especially. i also love cats

59. why i joined tumblr: for the metallica gifs!

60. ask me anything you want: ?????

@firebonbon thank you you're lovely and i hope you have a superb day 💗

[smol-grey-tea]

Can I reblog it too? :0

1. I don't really have a concept of time so this'll only be a guess but depending on how much detail ypu wanna go into...a veryyyy longgggg timeee

2. I'm kinda confused on the meaning of para and also there are a few of my paras who count as one person but for the sake of this question I'll count them as separate people: I think it'd be 9? I'm not sure tho, probably more

3. I have 2 different dream worlds/paracosms but I have one main paracosm that's been with me for years, I'd say just a bit younger than how long I've been a Doctor Who fan but I can't remember how old I was then, maybe 10? My other one is I'd say at most 3 years old but I think it you can definitely see that since this younger one has paras that are more original than the older one which is basically ALL from other media sources.

4. Again, I have no concept of time so I don't know, but I'd say probably almost a full day. I usually do daydream for this long if its a Sunday since I go out on Saturdays and go to school for the rest of the week, bit I'd usually take tiny tiny tint breaks to look at YouTube or smth

5. Yes! 3 teachers, a nurse, a counsellor, 6 friends (1 fell asleep, 2 dont remember and 1 is a lying dickhead asshole who didn't take it seriously in hindsight so idk if it counts) and half a parent (he didn't listen and doesnt remember)

6. Most people were accepting yeah! My counsellor is going to help me get a doctors appointment so I can possibly get medication for it!

7. The majority of the paras I've created are definitely female presenting while most that I've taken from fiction are male presenting (but recently I've been thinking of having Lance be a trana girl shh)

8. Right now :((( I am sad. I don't think they happen that often (since ive gotten a better control of them lately so i dont feel that bad about them) but when they do they really break me :(

9. I think definitely social life. That's what's affected by my MaDD the most but now that I think about it thats what saves me from it... I should talk to people more! And I also think I should open up to more people about my MaDd too!

10. Eh, when I'm in school I'm not as attached to and obsessed with them if that counts? But I'd really love to have more of a control over the story - for some reason I can't really get it to move? I think its because there are lots of possibilities for where it could go so my brain doesn't know which direction it wants to take it, its not daydream crash since this aspect of my MaDD has been around for years

11. I'm kinda scared that I'll abandon my old paracosm and move on to this new one and that makes me sad. Idk if that answers the question but idk what else to say about it :( I really have loved these people for years, idk how many, but its felt like my whole life

12. I think its generally pop or video game/TV show/movie music? Idk about anything else that triggers me, a lot of things do I think

13. Oh yeah definitely! Jen!! The name of both a robot and a part of North

14. I think I may have ADHD and that may have causes it in some way? Idk if this is a real memory (since sometimes your brain creates fake memories to explain stuff you don't understand) but I specifically remember when I was very tiny, complaining to my dad about how bored I was and then starting to pace.

15. Some of them are similar, I can definitely see a kind of pattern. There's the smart but tortured one, the careless one, the fabulous one and the cute one - I think that's usually it. I think I am similar to North in some ways personality wise but I think she would proudly say what I would only quietly think...

16. Sometimes? I have a lot of fun picking out names though, looking at the meanings, the gender, the origin...I think I do it way too often! 😂

17. Funny story but I found it on a weird little questionnaire thing, idek why someone would make a questionnaire/quiz about this? I was very young at the time so I just kind of thought it was just a nice little explanation for that weird thing I do and didn't question it.

18. Downstairs! The hallway! Pacing! But its kind of weird though...does anyone else obly daydream certain things in a certain place? Like, when I'm daydreaming something that's basically just my paras screaming and crying into the void, I have to do it in bed, with my eyes open, at night time. And its hard to do it when I'm standing up or pacing. And vice versa! Its difficult to daydream about anything else when I'm in bed! What the heck is that all about??

19. Pacing! I hate it, I wish I was tapping my fingers or something instead. Does anyone else HATE HATE H A T E seeing yourself in the mirror when daydreaming and pacing? Its not just that but whenever I see anything in the MaDD community picturing it in some way...I don't know, I just hate it so much

20. ALL of my original(ish) paras are singers! And on top of that, I changed Lance and now he's obsessed with music, dancing, singing, musicals...hmm.

21. Definitely mentally around my own age! Even if North is in her uhmmmmm 70s?

22. I have literally no idea how I would do that.

23. I want to be a psychologist and when I'm old I'll be a writer and foster carer! I have literally no idea how much my MaDD has influenced my desired careers!

24. There is a less than 0.0002% chance that I would ever daydream about myself!

25. My violent ones probably wouldn't ever go into the details of it and would mainly just focus on how it makes my paras feel emotionally, but yeah they do go into torture and rape etc.

That was fun, that actually made me feel better! :)

MD/MaDD Questionnaire...

This is kind of like a “get to know you” except geared towards the topic of MD. I love to get to know others in the community and how my MD and yours compare/contrast. Leave comments to answer questions or send me asks/submissions! I allow anonymous asks too. (Please put the number of the specific question(s) you are answering with your responses). Also, if you want to know my answer to a question just send me an ask with the question you are curious about. (For the questions I have already somewhat answered, I can expand on the answer/give more of an explanation if you want) 

Warning: This post may contain daydream triggers as it is asking questions specific to your daydreams. It also may include personal questions. You do not and should not answer any questions you don’t feel comfortable answering. :) 

For those of you whose daydreams occur in chronological order: How long do you think it’d take to run through the entire thing? A day? A week? A month? Longer?

How many paras do you have currently? Can you even count them? 

Do you have one main dreamworld or several dreamworlds, all equally important, existing at once? 

What is the longest amount of time you’ve spent daydreaming? Do you normally daydream this long? Did it happen accidentally or was it planned?

Have you told anyone (besides the online community) about your MD? Friends, family, therapists, etc.? 

If you have told someone in your life about your MD, how did they take it? Were they understanding and interested or did they brush it off like it was nothing? Did they downplay your MD or ask you if you wanted help? 

Are the majority of your paras a specific gender? 

Have you ever had a daydream crash? If so, what happened? Do you have daydream crashes often?

What aspect of your life does your MD affect the most? Social life? Grades? Relations with family?

Have you learned to control your daydreams? If so, how? If not, do you want to or why haven’t you?

Have you had the same paras and dreamworlds since you were young (or started daydreaming) or have you moved on to different paras/dreamworlds?

What kind of music triggers your daydreams the most? Country? Pop? Rock? Rap? Classical? All genres? What other kinds of things trigger you? Events? People? Art? Etc.?

If you’ve had several different paras over the years: Have you ever reused para names? (Eg. I had a childhood para named Benjamin and a few years ago I had a para named Benjamin but they were two totally different paras. They just happened to have the same name).

Have you identified reasons why you may have maladaptive daydreaming? Childhood abuse? Emotional negligence? Loneliness? Boredom? If not… do you want to know?

Do your paras have similar personalities or very contrasting personalities? What about your own personality compared to your para’s? Do you and your paras have similar personalities?

Do you have any paras that are nameless? (Eg. For some reason the bad guys in my dreamworlds don’t actually have names…weird right?).

How did you find out about your MD? Was it difficult or embarrassing coming to terms with it? How long have you known about your MD?

Do you have favourite places to daydream? Your room? Outside? Childhood playhouse? Shower?

What’s the main thing you do while daydreaming? Pacing? Rocking back and forth? Spinning? Dancing? Swinging? Etc? Or are you more of the sit still/trance-like kind of daydreamer?

Do some of your paras have similar roles/occupations? (Eg. Many of my paras are doctors for some strange reason… maybe because my paras get hurt a lot!)

Are your paras the same age as you or are they younger/older?

If you are trying to control your daydreams: do you schedule specific times to daydream? (Eg. While on the bus to school/work, before bed, in the shower, while cutting the lawn, etc.?).

What career do you want/have and why? Is your (desired) career choice based mainly on your MD or not? (Eg. I want to go through to be a writer because I channel/control my MD by writing).

Do you daydream about yourself? Or do your daydreams include characters from TV shows/books/characters of your own creation?

What content do your most violent daydreams feature?Torture? Rape? Etc. (If you choose to answer this question I would really appreciate if you avoid going into too much detail just to stay on the safe side.Thanks!) 

Annnndddd… that’s it! At least, those are all the questions I could think of right now. Plus, I didn’t want to make this post too long. :P Once again: Thanks to everyone who participates and shares with the MD community.

Side note: Sorry if I’ve posted questions from other MD/MaDD blogs. If I have copied your question, it was completely unintentional and accidental.

[myinspirationlog]

Been a while since I did one of these and I'm bored, so here we go.

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? - Closed.

(2) Do You Have Freckles? - Yes, more so as I’ve aged. Mostly on my shoulders, sometimes on my face.

(3) Can You Whistle? - Rarely.

(4) Last Song You Listened To. - Cardi B - Bodak Yellow

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? - After spending a good 10 minutes trying to find that one Ex Machina quote that puts it so eloquently, I give up. I do not have one.

(6) Relationship Status. - Forever Alone™

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? - Outside 12 degrees. Indoors, maybe 20-25?

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? - Lol I didn’t sleep.

(9) How Many Followers? - Are they truly followers because they clicked a button? Nah. I have no real following yet.

(10) Zodiac Sign. - Aries, babe.

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? - Grey with a few brown freckles.

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? - Usually B12 or multi.

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? - No.

(14) What Books Are You Reading? - No one right now.

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. - “She smiled.”

(16) Favourite Anime? - Not a big anime consumer. Prefer manga. (Sailor Moon forever though.)

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? - On the phone with my mom.

(18) Do You Collect Anything? - Sadness and despair.

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? - Ha. Some kind of butter-less McGyver sandwich out of random stuff I have at the house. Trying not to buy too much new food since I’m moving soon.

(20) Do You Dance In The Car? - I DO NOT OWN A CAR.

(21) Favourite Animal? - Used to be cats, but honestly... I just love them all.

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? - No.

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? - Never o’clock.

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? - Nope.

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? - Ocean. 100%. Nothing beats the waves.

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? - None right now, if I’m honest.

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? - Tap. I’m not made out of money, bruh.

(28) What Makes You Happy? - Art. Growth. Adventure. Travel.

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? - Without, usually.

(31) Dogs Or Cats? - BOTH.

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? - Black. Simple, not showy, full of potential and beauty when handled right.

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. - Dude... either one is fine.

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? - Both.

(35) Do You Believe In Magic? - Neh.

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? - Not wearing a shirt ooooooooh......

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? - Yes.

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? - Hahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahah ahaha....... I normally save it but am currently on a binge since I’ve spent 4000usd on a driver’s license I haven’t even passed yet so I’m going crazy :)))))))))))))

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? - Perfume bottles.

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? - Alice Isn’t Dead.

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? - As a child, yes. Never would now.

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? - More so now than I used to be. Trying to get back my old independence and self-confidence.

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? - I don’t really dream anymore.

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? - It is only one of my favorite things in the world.

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. - Katie Says Goodbye.

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? - Sunflower seeds.

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? - Made In Heights.

(48) Are You A Picky Eater? - Not at all.

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? - Not at all.

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? - Not if I’m in a safe place, no. I find it very calming actually. Reminds you that our planet is alive. It’s like nature’s period. (That was a weird analogy but it works.)

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?  - Yes, but I never do it anymore. Trying to find myself again.

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? - Loud enough.

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? - Pumpkins.

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? - Made In Heights - All The Places (Instrumental)

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather) - Fall AKA the dreary gray.

(56) What Are You Craving Right Now? - Affection and human intimacy. And my intelligence back.

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.

(58) What Is Your Gender? - Female! :D

(59) Coffee Or Tea? - Both.

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? - I wish. I miss school so much.

(61) What Is Your Sexuality? - Girls by Beatrice Eli is my sexuality.

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? - No.

(63) Favourite Pokemon? - Mew was always my fave.

(64) Favourite Social Media? - I hate all of them. I suppose Vimeo is nice though.

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? - Why is everyone trying to be snapchat???? 

(66) Do You Get Homesick? - Only for places I haven’t lived in.

(67) Are You A Virgin? - Nope.

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now? - Generic store brand.

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? - Depends on how much money I had and how sketchy the motel was.

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? - Nope. Don’t want them to be.

(71)  What’s The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? - Hmm... Maybe The Beguiled.

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? - Yes. I do. I miss our friendship. I often come across things I know she’d appreciate with me, and in those moments I mourn that we no longer speak.

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now? - I can’t think of one.

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? - It ain’t about the color of the eyes, it’s about the look in them.

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? - I was gonna make a sex joke but eh. Yes, I love swinging. Still do.

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? - I already answered this.

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? - “Really Bad Chess”. That’s it.

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? - Depends on how they were dying. Like if someone just shot them in the head I doubt CPR would help. But yes, I would. I couldn’t bear the idea of watching another person die and do nothing.

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? - Not currently but yes.

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? - Ha... yes.

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? - YES I DO. SHOW ME THE NEW PEOPLE. WHERE ARE THEY??

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. - Not usually.

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? - Closed. Unless I’m hanging clothes to dry on it.

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? - Got a massage, purchased bananas, sat on a bench.

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? - Usually just underwear.

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. - This list would be too extensive. Skincare is important yo.

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? - Both, actually.

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. - Have none. Just Really Bad Chess.

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. - I just found an old journal where I wrote down a dream where apparently I was the boss at some job and I had a bed in my office that I was trying to coax my employees to have a fourway with me in.... idk wtf that was about. I don’t think we hade the fourway.

(90) Favourite Soda Drink? - I don’t drink soda.

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? - Wind. Rain. Water rushing. Birds. A nice 80′s synth.

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? - Please. Neither. I am a lady. (No but in all honesty I’ve been wearing sweats like every day at work for the past year.)

(93) How Do You Look Right Now? - Indifferent.

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You. - Clean sheets and no obligations.

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want? - The mathematical symbol for “equal or greater than”.

(96) Favourite YouTuber? - Natalie Tran hands down. Hate youtube currently though.