#but really i think mono is clueless about this all LOL...

[playingforever]

Now, a less intellectual post...

Imagine if you will, Mono has all these complex psychological reasons for hiding his face... He has very severe feelings around it, delusional paranoia, misery goading him. Believes, he really and truly must keep it hidden! It's bad... the world is scary... Do not look at me-!!

Now imagine, a completely unintended side effect is that he has created an unimaginably alluring mystique around what his face looks like. Six is forced to, ponder, endlessly, what is it that he could be hiding from her? Something tragic... a deformity? Illness? She could sympathize enough with the possibility. But who knows, really... This boy who rescues her, who she's steadily come to trust... What could that face look like, as he's harshly tugging her to and fro... as he's eagerly calling heyyy to her? Doesn't she wish she could know...

Mono's little paper bag, I imagine toes a line between endearing (simple... familiar) and also eerie (static, expressionless.) It's always going to be obfuscating the direction of his gaze.... His thick coat collar in tandem with the mask tends to swallow up his neck, so subtle head tilts could be quite hidden. I think sometimes, he seems enigmatic, and not as reassuring as he would imagine himself to be. Six wouldn't really ever know what he's expressing, positive or negative... in lulls of silence, there's no way to know. I imagine, oooonly sometimes there's a girlish wonder about what face he's making... but it's hard to indulge... Six can only be so flattering to herself.

Nevertheless, I think there's this... pining... created through circumstance. Something that makes the heart go doki doki, at times. I mean, if Mono drew nearer, there could be a glint of light that catches his eyes, subtly... It could be ominous feeling, still quite vague and enshadowed... but also so intriguing... whatever barest details she could make out. Behind those eyeholes, he has eyes... two eyes in his skull, the same as she does. She has to wonder if she'll ever see them up close.

Very sad that, when the time comes, she won't really be able to dwell on all her past whimsical notions... Or maybe, it only adds to the sting of the reveal, that she had any kind of dreamy emotions... It's tragic and romantic to think about it all... 💔

[seelestia]

pssst hey your cool(?) virtual cousin here. would u like to visit my virtual house this weekend my husband will be cooking his signature slow-cooked bamboo shoot dish oh and also bring ur detective bf too, i'd like to interrogate talk 🙂nicely🙃 to him - yknow just some family bonding time <3 /j

pffffft i'm imagining poor zhongli having to take care of two hu taos sldkslkdls he's going to grow some white hairs lmao

childe helps him out to create a youtube channel and sends him scripts for zhongli to read.... some lines sounds a little questionable for an audiobook but what does he know, maybe it's just how young ppl these days talk? some kinda slang he doesn't really understand? but why do they all sound so romantic???

meanwhile childe cackles as he watches zhongli's latest asmr video goes trending and people are having a mental breakdown over his clueless friend's voice saying "welcome home, would you like to have a bath first, or dinner, or perhaps... a kiss?" slfjslkskdsl

hmmm i see i see *notes down on clipboard*

hhhhhhh yes i saw that trailer last night with my brother and i was like 'hmmm ok al haitham kinda cool' while he was all 'wow dehya girlboss badass'... 

i'm pretty sure they have a bot (or some kind of automation?) for monitoring the blogs :/ yeah i heard about that too hence the usual 'no spam liking!' rule on most blogs... but like, how many likes are counted as spam?? and within how many seconds?? ah well... i think i've moved for good anyway, tumblr can do whatever as long as my new blog is safe lol

me: m-mono anemo? / hyv: mono anemo :)

(pls hyv mercy i don't have any vayuda turquoise gems anymore xiao and jean and kazuha ate all of it-)

hskdjskdks probably... oh well i guess i'll just settle with seeing him from time to time on the rare times my brother kindly graces my noob acc with his fully built teams... one day, diluc will come home. that day might not be today. but one day....

LOL IKR shameless behavior i swear /lh and thank you!!! may all zhongli wanters be zhongli havers!!! i am crossing my fingers for everyone who pulls for the ceo of geo himself!!! hmmmm maybe i should try the 'apply element to character to increase the probability of the gacha' approach hshdjhd zhongli come home the power of money compels you

ah ok that's good! gotta eat your meals when you're still growing!! hehe zhongli wouldn't need to worry i always eat my meals altho i only have them twice per day - but i'd like to think that he'd watch contentedly as i happily nom on things tho he will probably give me a disapproving frown when he sees that i'm holding my chopsticks incorrectly oops

how dare you put the question next to the cool because i can vouch that it is the absolute truth. (/lh) i can visit but i must warn you that heizou said he is very much looking forward to it i am concerned. will our family bonding time become a heated debate... i'll go make some tea when that happens.

zhongli and constantly being surrounded by gen z's in modern au gives me life, and then we have venti who has perfectly integrated into the said generation without fail 🚶 oh, zhongli, the way you can put us all to sleep with just a few words <//3 (maleficent's spinning wheel could never fkekkdkfks) and childe definitely promised him a box of imported limited tea for it JFKWKKDS

v3.0 hype, aaaaa !! i didn't get to watch the livestream in real time, but i heard it crashed for a bit??? 2.8 flashbacks it feels like yesterday when people were fawning over inazuma's release and thinking that miko was the electro archon fwjfksjedk. sumeru just arrived, but it made me more excited for fontaine now because i just know i'm going to vibe with the city !! and it makes me think of a historical au with nobleman!ayato *COUGH*

and you're not just going to get diluc too !! tighnari and albedo will be added to the standard banner soon, so that's some new varieties to lose our 50/50 to ;D

mono anemo until there is a commission titled emergency and it's an eye of the storm FWSKDKS PHYSICAL XIAO, LET'S GO. (/j)

i usually have kokomi to heal heizou or klee when they take damage, but having zhongli will definitely and significantly increase the survivability of the team !! >:) my hp artifacts that i saved for yelan are waiting for you, grandpa. (/lh)

i shall need all the calcium and protein !! but the pride i feel knowing i'm the same height as xiao SENDS ME EVERY TIME. indeed, you are the super cool virtual cousin who has me on a leash and i thank you deeply for that, rin, nyehehe <3

p/s: your dynamic with zhongli reminds me of the down bad enthusiastic talker + the listener who sips tea who admires said talker fjwkdkkas

[navramanan]

ten questions 🌹

Got tagged by the sweetest @rylie-studies <3 the rule is to answer the ten questions, then to write ten questions of your own & tag other people

#1: What are you looking forward to the most in the upcoming school (both high school and university level) year?

I haven't revealed this on here yet, but i'll be studying abroad with my sister & we'll move out at the start of october. I'm just..... i feel very very clueless about what i should expect but obviously i'm excited but also worried. I'm looking forward to running my own house hold with my sister and exploring a foreign city and meeting new people

#2: If you could choose to live in any country in the world, which one would it be and why?

I'm not too sure?? Iceland looks attractive because it's a stable & save country and also offers really nice natural "phenomenons" like polar lights. But i'm happy living in austria, though not very content with the town i'm living in

#3: What’s a book that resonates with you the most and you’ll read it as many times as you possibly can?

Homegoing for sure

#4: What do you usually do before you sleep at night?

I pray Īsha, wash my face, do my skincare routine, revise my memorized surahs

#5: If you got the chance to converse with your ten year old self, what’s one thing that you would say to them?

I wasn't confident at all when i was younger and very very shy. I would tell her to approach people when she starts middle school instead of sitting alone for the whole year feeling isolated and out of place, and also not to place her whole happiness into a best friend because at the end of the day, it's just you and you must learn to be content

#6: If there weren’t any expectations or pressures given to you, what would you want your life to look like in the future? What job will you have? Where will you live?

I'd be living in a small-ish town that's close to a major city, in a house not too big with a gorgous garden with my own family and two or more cats. Not too sure what i'd be working as? Maybe in the biological field because that's what i'll study. I'd be politically active and do volunteer work. I'd go for hikes on weekends or holidays

#7: What’s a song that seems timeless to you and it always feels like you’re listening to it for the first time everytime?

My heart's a stereo, is that the name of the song? Idk but everytime i hear the start of it, i feel some type of way lol

#8: What’s the first show that you can remember ever binge watching?

Hm i think it was Scarlet Heart Ryeo, cried my eyes out at the end tho lol why must kdramas so often have a send ending

#9: Did you watch Disney Channel when you were young? If so, what was your favorite show and why? Or, if you didn’t watch Disney Channel, what was your favorite show as a kid?

I did watch Disney Channel but no particular show sticks out to me

#10: Choose a random line from your favorite song of all time/the song that you’re currently obsessed with if you can’t pick one. 

"It's okay to shed the tears, but don't you tear yourself", moonchild by rm. His mixtape mono is just so heartfelt and special

My questions:

#1: Would you rather spend an evening at home with your family/by yourself or go out with friends?

#2: What's your favourite line from a book you've read? If you don't have one, what's one of the first books you remember reading?

#3: What language do you usually dream in? What language feels like home to you?

#4: When you feel sad out of the blue, what do you do to feel better?

#5: What did you want to be as a child when you grow up, what do you want to be now?

#6: What place do you really want to visit? Can be a city, a country, a region or even a continent, doesn't matter.

#7: Are you more of a big city, small town or country side person? Why?

#8: Have you ever seen the milky way with your own eyes?

#9: Do you have a green thumb? What was your first plant? Is it still alive?

#10: What's your favourite historical era? Can be in any part of the world (i know academia is very eurocentric)

I'm tagging @soumal @fvae @stuhde @mildlinerrs

[joannevile]

21 questions thingy

I was tagged by @theauthorish so let's give this a go hhhh

Nickname: I usually go by Juan or Equi or flamboyant gay witch but people don't seem to use that last nickname often for some reason

Zodiac: I'm a Taurus and I was born on the year of the monkey 🐒🐒

Height: I'm 5'5 which is 168cm so I'm considered slightly over average height hah

Last movie I saw: Thor ragnarok where I remembered just exactly how gay I am for Valkyrie (very gay) and also I want a hug from Thor just for the hell of it

Favorite musician: Well, BTS is my favorite group so if we are talking about individual musicians here it has to be Jimin, RM and Suga. Their music and lyrics are just something that gets to me and fuck it's good music. (STREAM MONO COWARDS). Although some other favorites of mine are Taemin, G-Dragon and Gain.

Song stuck in my head: Ddaeng. Namjoon's verse. 24/7. It has been like that for the past 2 weeks and I can't complain man it's a great verse.

My other blogs: I got none mate. Like I barely post on this one what makes you think I'd have another one?

Do I get asks: Lol no. No one likes me

Following: 75. I can probably name most of them off the top of my head hhhh

Followers: 22. To those 22 people: If you're not regretting following me, are you ok?

Amount of sleep: So currently I'm on break so I get around 6 hours of sleep but during school it's a miracle if I get more than 5 hours of sleep lmao I'm a mess

Lucky number: 4. Just. 4.

What I'm wearing: Pajamas because it's night time over here fellas

Dream job: Something to do with art. This could be an artist, animator, graphic design, etc.

Dream trip: Take me to Japan, Spain or South Korea and I will literally ask you to marry me

Favourite food: Anything that is edible as long as it isn't olives or oysters tbh

Although I am really fond of platano and pineapple, best fucking fruits to exist is2g

Play any instruments: I can play the piano though I'm not on an expert Mozart-like level. I'm more like a shitty Seth Everman because I only know how to play (mostly) meme songs

Languages: Okay so, Spanish is my mother tongue but because I am not exactly taught the language at a proper school my grammar is kind of shitty at times but otherwise I'm fully fluent.

English is my second language and I'm also fluent! Dare I say I'm lowkey better at English than Spanish. Although my accent when I speak English is ugly as fuck wjzjdjdj

Favourite songs: Oh boy here we go

House of Cards - BTS

Moonchild - RM

Epiphany - Jin

Ddaeng - BTS

Regular - NCT (I LIKE ALL THREE VERSIONS OK I CANT CHOOSE)

Death of a Bacheor - P!ATD

Bohemian Rhapsody - Fucking guess

Don't Stop Me Now - ask @mooifyourecows

Basically any Queen or Michael Jackson song

You Rock My World - Michael Jackson

Inevitable - Shakira (SPANISH VERSION)

Random Facts:

My index finger is bent weirdly and looks almost like Jin's

I'm the youngest in my father's side of the family yet I'm the second tallest

Just by ear alone, I can tell apart languages even if I don't speak the language

Many people think I am emo but no I'm just antisocial like dude I have bright purple and pink hair, how am I emo

Never ask me if I'm out to my family because even I don't know. Seriously. Even I'm clueless.

Bonus -- Describe yourself as aesthetic things:

Red and purple neon lights, cigarette smoke, lit up lone streets at night, empty open rooms, fairy lights, single line tattoos, knives, leather jackets and boots, black and white filters, vignettes, silhouettes of people, dark sunsets, light rain, brown eyes under the sunlight.

Idk who to tag so uh just do this if you see it and want to do it I guess