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nathank77 · 5 months ago

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6/11/24

6:24 p.m Added to/ Edited 6:39 p.m

This is going to be a long post. First off I slept well. I passed out by maybe 5:30 a.m. I woke up at around 11:30 a.m. I tried to fall back to sleep but I needed to pee so badly... eventually I got up peeded. Popped a Benadryl and ate a Think Protein bar cause I had laid there for prob 30 minutes before getting up or at least it felt that way.

It started off silent (a good way to know I'm about to fall asleep) then it got all chanty with happy birthday and I got a birthday present... and that's when I was like what the fuck ever I might as well pee and eat and pop a pill cause if I don't pee I'm not sleeping...

I had to turn on American dad with a sleep timer when I laid back down. Idk If this was a nightmare or not. I started to worry that I was going to have mental pictures with sound effects bc it was like 5 to 6 hours after I took xanax. I saw plastic wrap in my mental image and i heard an auditory hallucination of like velcro ripping....this really happened.

Then- I got scared and had a mental image of me in first person slapping myself in the head like I used to October and November and even December bc the voice told me to... and I heard the slap. This happened 2 times... idk if this was a nightmare or reality..... the mental image was so real... it made me think I actually slapped myself in the head. I was laying down and had my eyes closed but saw my hand go to my head and slap myself. I'm truly unclear on If it was a nightmare or a mental image with an auditory hallucination... either way it was a flashback memory or nightmare and the mental image was tied to an auditory hallucination. I remember I could hear American dad in the background... it's my go to for bed. There isn't too much singing. There aren't too many sound effects. King of the hill had a lot of like cans tinkering and shit. Bob burgers there is too much singing. So I'll prob have American dad in the background for sleep for the rest of my life.

Either way it could have actually happened or it could have been a trauma dream. I REALLY DON'T KNOW. I could hear the voice saying happy birthday. I think in my dream the voice said it was a dream, not real..

I had this weird dream where I was in my room, and couldn't sleep after slapping myself in the head and I said outloud, "I know this is a dream. I know I'm not awake. Idk why but I know I'm sleeping right now. Is this a Lucid dream?" And I don't remember much else about it I couldn't control myself like they say you can in lucid dreams. All I know is it was a dream.

Then I dreamt that I woke up at 7:30 p.m and the dentist would still see me. Then I dreamt that I woke up at 3:30 and was running late for the dentist and then I actually woke up at 3:35 p.m.. I couldn't do bloodwork. I did make the dentist which I'll get into soon..

I had many microsleep, I can't sleep dreams that's what those are. It was like a trauma dream night especially after I woke up at 11 a.m. if only I could have slept two more hours I wouldn't have had to take the Benadryl and I could have done my bloodwork..

The problem with these microsleep dreams/flashbacks is the mental image is so realistic.... and I truly don't know if I heard the slap. I actually thought in the dream or when I was awake after the first slap do it again if it's real. And it happened again... idk.....

I ran to the dentist. It was a waste of time. He would rather do veneers and only after a deep cleaning that would cost 1400$..... and the veneers would cost 1300$... then I was like what if we did fillings over the brown spots cause I know there are other options besides veneers... he said he wouldn't do anything without me paying out of pocket for a deep cleaning and that he could get the filling in white done on the brown stains covered by my insurance. I said there is no way I could pay out of pocket for a deep cleaning at that cost. He said he would be happy to send my xrays and shit to another place if I could find it cheaper.

I don't have cavities.. and my gums feel irritated in those two spots bc of enamel loss I guess. I'd say this was a major waste of time. I won't go back there. The cost of a deep cleaning is ridiculous. The fact that he wanted to do veneers on two healthy teeth that sealant could be done on. Also their shit cleaning Job in March. I mean at least I know I don't have cavities... and I know why those spots are irritated... but now idk what to do about my brown stains and where to go if I do a 6 month cleaning and what the cost would be... and if it would effect my annual free cleaning from husky.. so idk what to do about this and the gym...

I should also add he only looked at my teeth for about 35 seconds. Legit. And I might be exgerrating.

My choices are Columbia in Hartford which is so fucking far but has cheaper cleaning costs and then this community place here in torrington that costs a lot more to do a cleaning but is local. I guess I got to make phone calls and decide if it's even worth it to pursue it. Calling husky about anything you're on hold for like 4-6 hours. I wish I was exaggerating... and I have to call to see about if it would change my date with the annual cleaning.

I would rather pick the community place so I don't have travel to fucking Hartford cause torrington Columbia doesn't take husky. Fucking stupid. I feel like I wasted my time only good thing is in October/early November my hygiene suffered. Oral and bathing. I was so panicked and I couldn't sleep I would go 4 days without brushing my teeth and once I went 4 days without showering. That was the worst of it... but I was really worried about my teeth cause I truly didn't brush most of that month. At least I know I'm good and didn't suffer long term damage from it.

I have a lot to think about regarding do I want to call husky? Should I just accept my brown stains and go to the gym? Should I go to hartford to save a little money but not time and worry about parking and shit? Is it worth it? I mean will I find a gf to make getting those brown stains fixed worth it? Is the time it takes and effort and aggravation about money worth doing all of this when I want my teeth to be white? And it may not be possible bc of money. I mean not if I can't afford it then it's not worth it. Not if I have to do a deep cleaning and they are truly 1300-1400$ out of pocket. I guess I could call Columbia and the community place near me and a couple other places for cost of both of those things and see if they would be willing to skip the deep cleaning and just fill the groove with white... idk I'm stressed about it bc I'd really like to move on the gym after I get the brown stain fixed but maybe poor people can't... so I mean I'll give a couple places a call and I'll move my annual to Columbia or the community place I'm never going back to the place I went to.

I really got a lot to think about. Regarding this and the gym and I wish it was more clear cut.

Since I couldn't do bloodwork I got to do it tomorrow before I go grocery shopping... I did pick up my photo from cvs it came out bad so they reprinted it. I'm waiting on my degree frame. I can't wait. I'm home now about to shower.

I was going to wear my skinny jeans but they didn't fit... neither did the gray volcom shorts. They went into the laundry basket and I went back to my American eagle shorts in 32 that do fit. Both pairs I tried on today are 32s.... I mean maybe this is a looser 32... also idk whats going on with my thyroid... I truly got to get my bloodwork asap. Those pants will fit if I lose another 10 pounds. Another reason to go to the gym...

Anyways I have this song stuck in my head, love song by sara bareilles. I haven't went out besides for today for 3 days. My mom totally wouldn't listen to this song. I asked my sister she didn't listen to it. I woke up with it playing in my head. I want to believe it's Elise but how can I? There must be a rational answer to this. I just don't know how it got stuck in my head usually that happens when you hear the song somewhere.

Also if it was you Elise I'm not saying what you want to hear. I don't actually think you're on my tumblr. If I did a percentage it's like 10%, out of 100%.... there is potential but I mean I think you came here Feb went omg Nathan is crazy and never came back... or you stop in to see how crazy I am occasionally... idk.

I want you to know everything I said about wanting to watch your girls grow up I mean it. Everything I said I mean it and I don't really know if you're here or not. It's not like I'm saying it to your face and trying to get you to be with me.... I'm saying it in my diary.

That song is a love song. And if it was you, you're in love with me... but I want you to know this is truly my diary. I'm not writing what you want to hear. I'm writing what I feel. Whether or not you're here. Block me everywhere and you'll still see I write about you..it's my diary. None of it is to get you to be my girlfriend but if you're reading I want you to know how I feel. I doubt you are but that's kind of my point. Everything I write here i would write in a private diary I would just include a little more detail and I know you know exactly what I mean.

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bakatenshii · 4 years ago

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luv u omg & congrats on 420 followers it is well deserved and bruh,,, id kill to smoke w aizawa and/or like bakugo PLS

first of all i luv U even more so uno reverse cmere nd lemme kiss u <33

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listen, I’m gna get lynched for this opinion but I am not an Aizawa-fucker and @rat-suki and I will stand by the fact that he is a stinky old man

u can’t tell me this man doesn’t look high 24/7, look at those eyes bro, someone get him some eyedrops I’m begging you

he probs started smoking with Mic and Oboro in high school and he just never stopped (we don’t talk about high Mic)

I mean the only realistic reason he can put up with his fuckin students is either that hes a raging alcoholic or a stoner

look I’m sorry I wish I could give u more entertaining hcs about what he’s like when he’s high but the answer’s already in canon—

he literally just sleeps. He’d the typa guy that gets blazed and falls asleep on the spot, standing up, against a counter, he just conks tf out

over time he figured to bring a sleeping bag with him for easy access, that’s big brain move

he probs has a pipe at home, it’s easy to clean, he doesn’t strike me as a whole entire bong kinda stoner, bongs are so much work to clean and Aizawa cbf

at school during class? He smokes them J’s, straight, no baccy inside bcos even tho he fits the generic tattered sensei trope who’s always got a cig dangling from their mouth, he doesn’t strike me as a smoker

because baccy’s expensive u know and fuck knows those UA teachers don’t get paid nearly enough

here’s more input from his #1 stan <3

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Honestly I can’t even lie, bomb boy probs would never smoke. His self-set curfew’s at 9pm bro, yall think he’ll indulge in the devil’s lettuce? He’s got diet plans that’ll put ig scammers to shame, he would never

Plus, he’s scared he’ll get munchies ya know, and he can’t risk fucking up his perfect gym/bomb/laundry diet regime

But Denki?? that lil shit’s a proper fuckboy stoner to the T. Denki’s the blueprint (someone lemme hc Denki I’m BEGGING YALL hes my baby ffs ilh)

Denki’s gotta be the reason Bakugou even smokes, bcos the whole squad’s high as a kite, and he’s sick and tired of babysitting idios who can’t string together a coherent sentence

Also they send him out on snack runs with the excuse that they’re all too high to move and he’s fed up

Bakugou high is just a regular person tbh, it calms down his nerves, he doesn’t shout as much, and if u met him for the first time u literally wouldn’t even clock he’s high, because he’s normally just so riled up 25/8

He’ll let Kiri be moist and sappy with him, he’ll only retaliate with a soft pat because he can’t muster up enough strength, but he’ll feel relaxed, so relaxed, he decides maybe this can be a good cool-down sometimes post-workout — maybe

He smokes from a bong bcos that’s what Denki has, a big ass obnoxious ass pikachu bong for my pika pika bf. He coughs like a fuckin baby when pikachu tells him to clear it in one as a challenge and his stubborn competitive ass took it seriously (it was muy embarrassing)

#baku #stinky old man #im sorry i told u this was gna be CRACK man #PURE CRACK #no one take me seriously #im sry #ALSO COME HERE LEMME KISS U #ariesberry #420 with baka #also we all think aizawa stinks of BO but it’s just the weed

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lavenderlight · 4 years ago

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1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9, 11, 12, 13, 14, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 29, 31, 33, 34, 35, 36, 39, 40 >:)

Ahdgkhh okay here we go!!!

1: Which TES games have you played?

All 5 main series games, ESO, and Blades!

2: Favorite TES game?

Oblivion........ like the other games have traits I like more, but also cons. Like... if I had to pick a game to just play with only the Unofficial Patch, it’d be that one.

3: When and how you got into TES? I was at a game store with my brother and we saw Oblivion with all these award “amazing game” stickers on it on clearance. So picked it up. I wasn’t impressed right away (remember picking dark elf tho) so put it down. My bro played it and said “omg you have to get out of the tutorial dungeon that sucks but the rest of the game is so good!” So I made a bosmer and did and there rest is history. TES has been a special interest of mine and a big comfort series for a decade now! 4: Favorite race Bosmer! Dunmer are a close second though. Thanks Morrowind. 5: Favorite province Valenwood........... love it............ Cyrodiil too because I’m basic. 6: Favorite character Ahdjgh hard to pick because there are so many! Off the top of my head, Dagoth Ur/Voryn Dagoth, Indoril Nerevar (what a shock, I know), Serana Volkihar, Glarthir, The Adoring Fan (don’t @ me), The Jemane Brothers, Marcurio, really all the characters from ESO’s main quest and the ending side quests who help you 😭😭. 7. Favorite faction

Thieves’ Guild, minus Skyrim’s. Skyrim’s Thieves’ Guild was awful eww.

8: Which province you would like to live in

If the lore and history and stuff weren’t a thing, Summerset because it’s aesthetic and has nice beaches. Realistically, probs Cyrodiil because I’m basic and I like how it’s a melting pot of various races and cultures!

As much as I love Valenwood, wouldn’t be able to handle the Green Pact

9: Which deity/deities would you worship?

Dibella - because I like how she’s the divine for the arts, and actual true love and beauty in the world (feel like she’s the divine most likely to say gay rights and trans rights). That vibes with me.

Makes me sad that both in the games and in the fandom, she’s reduced to “ha ha slutty sex goddess”.

10: Favorite Divine

Dibella because see above.

11: Favorite Daedric Prince

Oh boy... hajdg I love Daedra (except Molag Bal - eww)!!! So it’s hard to pick. Just rapid fire listing some favs: Sheogorath, Meridia, Azura, Barbas (does he count?), Hircine...

12: Favorite enemy

Dagoth Ur

13: Favorite dungeon

Hmmm, I feel like I’m forgetting some, but I enjoyed Nocturnal’s trial dungeon in Skyrim because I like sneaking and it was all based on that.

14. You have awakened and you are a Cliff Racer. What do you do?

Hunt and kill anyone who dares to step outside Seyda Neen lol

15: What would you do if you contracted vampirism?

C u r e

16: What would you do if you contracted lycanthropy?

C u r e

17: Are there any characters you have crushes on?

Not rly because I’m ace.

If so, who?

18: Favorite Great House

The Sixth House. The Tribe Unmourned. The-

Honestly all of them are whack and have... issues. When I played Morrowind, I didn’t join any of them lol. Telvanni is at least entertaining and very out there which makes them cool. So I guess them?

19: Favorite TES music

Ahaha... I sold my soul to Jeremy Soule... I have so so many... :’)

“The Road Most Travelled”, “Peaceful Waters”, “Stilt Sunrise”, “Auri-El’s Ascension”, “Sunrise of Flutes”, “Harvest Dawn”, “All’s Well” “The Streets of Whiterun”, “Secunda” (this is one of my all time favourite video game songs!), “Sovngarde”, “One They Fear”

Then from ESO which has other composers too: “Northpoint Nocturne”, “Moth, Butterfly, and Torchbug”, and “Grazelands Dawn” (mostly because it’s a remix of “The Road Most Travelled” 🥺)

Oh, and this song from the Morrowind dlc because the remaster of “Nerevar Rising” from 2:54 onward. (which how could I forget “Nerevar Rising”? Ugh it gives me feels! The Oblivion and Skyrim main themes are very near and dear to me too)

Also really enjoyed this song from Clockwork City - captures the melancholy vibe and I like the clock noises in it.

20: In your opinion, what is the scariest thing in TES?

I can’t stand spiders so anytime anything having to do with them shows up... I play with mods that remove them and in ESO, I have a list of dungeons and places to avoid. If I have to do one, I make someone go with me and kill them for me lol.

The Lighthouse Quest in Skyrim was also mega spooky. As for lore, soul trapping and the Soul Cairn really freaks me out! I can’t bring myself to use soul trapping because it bothers me :( I headcanon that when a soul gem runs out of charge, the soul is freed because it’s the only way I can sleep at nigh leave me alone lol 21: Favorite main quest Morrowind, hands down. I will infodump and discuss that game’s plot forever. 22: Favorite side quest

I really like the Daedric Shrine quests, they’re always fun. Also love the silly little short quests like in Morrowind when you have to help the guy get his pants back, or in ESO where you gotta find the lost dog in Valenwood and pet it.

Oblivion has loads of side quests I loved... the missing dunmer painter, Hackdirt, that quest with the ladies who are killing men, the Floating Bowl quest... the mystery at Chorrol Castle....

23: Most frustrating experience in a TES game

I get mad any time the sneaking mechanics in ESO don’t work like the main games. Because I always play an archer-thief lol.

That one fabricant machine puzzle in Tribunal.... oh man........ I had to look it up.

And also the final boss for Clockwork City was annoying. Don’t go to the Clockwork City!

24: Funniest experience in a TES game

Other than moments intended to be funny, I sometimes laugh whenever I miss a jump and end up dying from fall damage. It’s so ridiculous.

Dagoth Ur’s “What are you doing?!” when you first attack the Heart always gets a chuckle out of me too. He sounds so... upset and disappointed in you? Lol

25: Most badass moment in a TES game

The ending to ESO’s main quest was a rly big power fantasy moment for me.

Also more mundane, but I felt really cool and powerful when I got to the point in Morrowind where I could one shot kill cliff racers lol

26: Saddest experience in a TES game

The ESO side quest, “The Soul-Meld Mage” in Coldharbour. After that one, I had to step away for a bit.... man. It hurt my heart and I still feel so bad. That was a case in the game where I really felt impacted by how cruel and awful Molag Bal is. Like I *knew* but that quest played with my emotions and made it personal.

27: Favorite area/region

Valenwood from ESO. I spend all my time there, and sometimes go to Summerset or Vvardenfell lol.

28: Least favorite character

Vivec.

Also don’t like Maven-Black Briar. :I

29: In-game food item you want to eat the most

Sweetroll!

Also this one recipe for a beef dish I found in Valenwood sounded good. Maybe also the Sunrise Souffle mentioned in Skyrim?

30: If you could try skooma, would you?

No. Don’t do drugs, kids.

31: If you had the skills and resources to do a perfect cosplay of any TES character who would it be?

Probs Serana

32: Have you read any of the novels?

No, but I’ve been thinking about it!

33: Favorite class to play

Thief, or a thief-similar class like agent or rogue.

34: Which type of magic would you most like using?

Alteration seems the most useful for everyday life lol. But illusion would be fun.

35: Favorite weapon

I use bows all the time!

36: Favorite spell

Levitate from Morrowind - it’s so much fun to use!

37: Favorite artifact

Nerevar’s Moon-And-Star Ring. It’s cute lol and I like the lore behind it!

Also enjoy the Wabbajack because of how silly it is, and Dibella’s Brush of Truepaint.

38: You have awakened to find you’re in Tamriel. How do you react?

Because yeah I love TES but also the world of it is scary with gods and monsters constantly trying to kill you lol

39: Thoughts on ESO so far

I really enjoy the world and writing! But I’m still cranky over some moments where it’s an MMO and not a normal TES game :I

I also hate that we can’t have NPC companions. You really gonna give me a clockwork nix-hound named Snuffler and not let me travel with him? For shame.

40: Character you’d most like to hang out with

Nerevar, because I’m very awkward and shy and bad at peopleing and I would hope he could teach me how to improve lol.

But to actually hang out and chill, Marcurio would be pretty fun lol

#thank you!!!#asks #rucow

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chaosamplified · 6 years ago

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1: the meaning behind my url: chaoSAMplified. because it has Sam in it and Sam is my name (half of my name? I have 2 names now) and also because I thought I was really cool when I made it

2: a picture of me: my profile pic

3: how many tattoos I have and what they are: I have 0 currently

4: last time I cried and why: Wednesday because I was drunk and I listened to Mariana’s Trench

5: piercings I have: 2 lobe piercings in each ear but i only wear them in 1 ear

6: favorite band: Fall Out Boy

7: biggest turn offs: Republicanism

8: top 5 (insert subject): Anon didn’t give me a subject. Feel free to give me subjects lmao

9: tattoos I want: I want to get my t date on my arm (once I have a t date), something large on my left thigh and a lil ghost somewhere

10: biggest turn ons: I don’t even know I’ve had the same crush for like 5 years and the one other person I’ve had a crush on since then (maybe still do? Idk) is veryyyyy similar to him so uh. I literally don’t know

11: age: 18, 19 in 17 days!

12: ideas of a perfect date: Realistically like going to cedar point together just the two of us, idealistically like going on a week long road trip to the other side of the country and visiting the ocean

13: life goal: Get a Grammy

14: piercings I want: I don’t think I want any more

15: relationship status: Single and trying too hard

16: favorite movie: Nobody has an actual answer to this question. I guess I’d say The Imitation Game

17: a fact about my life: I had a personal protection order against someone at age 12? Idk

18: phobia: I’m a fearless bitch

19: middle name: Alexander 🤙

20: height: 5’1” for all of eternity

21: are you a virgin: Virginity is a social construct developed to slut shame women. Also as a Gay Trans that word has very little meaning at all

22: what’s your shoe size: 7

23: what’s your sexual orientation: We just went through this. Gay

24: do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs: I have smoked weed but don’t really enjoy it, never smoked cigarettes, yes drink, have lots of prescription drugs

25: someone you miss: Max :(

26: what’s one thing you regret: Not talking to my mom for 6 months in 2012

27: first celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: First of all I think of a person I know, not a celebrity. But Halsey is hot as hell. I’m so gay but Halsey man

28: favorite ice cream: Raspberry

29: one insecurity: b o o b

30: what my last text message says: From me: yeah no prob 🙂👍. From someone else: ok cool thank u lol

31: have you ever taken a picture naked: hnnnnng yeah

32: have you ever painted your room: I didn’t but my dad and sister painted mine while I was in France

33: have you ever kissed a member of the same gender: (I’m using gender instead of sex because sex is fucky): Yes a couple of ems

34: have you ever slept naked: Of course

35: have you ever danced in front of your mirror: Every single time I drink if I’m being honest

36: have you ever had a crush: Always

37: have you ever been dumped: Lots of times :-)

38: have you ever stole money from a friend: No but Charlie paid for a ton of my laundry once and I still have to pay him back

39: have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met: YES my boyfriend at the time was about to leave me at this place outside after an event but instead I got in this van with a whole bunch of his friends I didn’t know it was a mess

40: have you ever been in a fist fight: No I’m a bottom

41: have you ever snuck out of the house: Only once and it was to go with max to meijer at midnight and he bought a nerf gun and we shot at each other in his car in the michaels parking lot until like 2am and I have absolutely no regrets it’s still one of the best days of my life

42: have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back: I’m gonna say yes but also I’m not entirely sure how he feels so like. Probably yes

43: have you ever been arrested: No

44: have you ever made out with a stranger: No

45: have you ever met up with a member of the opposite gender somewhere: Yeah Alessandra and I just had lunch the other day. Jk I know what this is implying and I’m extremely gay and also no

46: have you ever left the house without telling your parents: This is the same as number 41

47: have you ever had a crush on your neighbor: Define neighbor?

48: have you ever ditched school to do something more fun: On my 16th birthday I stayed home so my dads girlfriend at the time could give me blonde highlights (yikes)

49: have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same gender: Yeah

50: have you ever seen someone die: No

51: have you ever been on a plane: Yes!

52: have you ever kissed a picture: Yikes probably

53: have you ever slept until 3: I hate that you say this like it’s a challenge, I do this at least 4 times a month

54: have you ever loved someone or miss someone right now: Yes and yes

55: have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by: Yes

56: have you ever made a snow angel: Yes

57: have you ever played dress up: It was my favorite thing when I was little (plot twist I’m trans now)

58: have you ever cheated while playing a game: Probably (ps I lose)

59: have you ever been lonely: Always

60: have you ever fallen asleep at work/school: So many times

61: have you ever been to a club: Yeah Lio and I went to Necto once lol

62: have you ever felt an earthquake: Yes! I was 5 and in California

63: have you ever touched a snake: Yes

64: have you ever ran a red light: I hope not

65: have you ever been suspended from school: No

66: have you ever had detention: No

67: have you ever been in a car accident: Yes but it wasn’t that bad, the car was totaled but everyone was fine

68: have you ever hated the way you look: Everyday babee

69: have you ever witnessed a crime: Yeah

70: have you ever pole danced: No

71: have you ever been lost: In a figurative or literal way? The answer to both is yes

72: have you ever been to the opposite side of the country: Yes I’ve been to California

73: have you ever felt like dying: Haha yeah

74: have you ever cried yourself to sleep: What are these questions of course I have

75: have you ever sang karaoke: Not in front of more than like 3 people

76: have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t: So many times lol yeet

77: have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose: YES

78: have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger: No

79: have you ever kissed in the rain: I’m trying to remember but I don’t think so?

80: have you ever sang in the shower: I’m a little bit shook myself by this but I honestly don’t think so?

81: have you ever made out in a park: Yes would recommend

82: have you ever dreamt that you married someone: Not like literally dreams no

83: have you ever glued your hand to something: Lol what no

84: have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole: No gross

85: have you ever gone to school partially naked: No what

86: have you ever been a cheerleader: No but I used to say it’s what I wanted to be when I grew up lol

87: have you ever sat on a rooftop: Unfortunately no

88: have you ever brushed your teeth: Yes?????

89: have you ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone: Not too scared but I don’t really like watching any movies alone

90: have you ever played chicken: Like the water game? Yes with max and his sisters it was honestly a grand time

91: have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on: No but goals

92: have you ever been told you’re hot but a complete stranger: Yes I’ve been on tinder

93: have you ever broken a bone: Nope

94: have you ever been easily amused: A friend told me the other day that I laugh at everything

95: have you ever laughed so hard you cried: Of course

96: have you ever mooned/flashed someone: No consent is important

97: have you ever cheated on a test: If you say you haven’t you’re a liar

98: have you ever forgotten someone’s name: Yep

99: have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real: Do you mean like too good to be real or like I’m dissociating and they literally don’t seem real cuz uhh

100: give us one thing about you that nobody knows: I’m alone in a room with a stranger in a bed that’s not my own (jk listen to my song Matches on YouTube https://youtu.be/Q-SGbIjLYEI)

#this is all 100 of them #i hope youre happy #it was really fun if im being honest #send more lmao #long post

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ilynii · 7 years ago

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EXO reaction: Them playing with kid(s).

Gifs aren’t mine.

Stream the new Exo MV y’all ily. <3

Baekhyun:

➣ Actual Parent Material

➣ HE HAS MORE ENERGY THAN THE KIDS SO YOU KNOW HE’LL LAST TIL NAP TIME

➣ Kid is lucky cause he got hella uncles, MHM ever get bored- oh? When will you ever you got life time supply of uncles. The more the merrier

➣ All of a sudden this kid has a bunch of toys

➣ Where did they come from

➣ who’ll ever know

➣OK BUT BAEKYHUN IS SUCH A SWEET GUY I CANT SEE ANYTHING GOING WRONG

Chanyeol:

➣ Playtime all the time. 24/7 All up in dis crib

➣ He’s got such a big heart for kids, the energy never stops

➣ oK but be prepared cause Chanyeol will probably over work himself cause he won’t realize he’s tired.

➣the things he does for kids

➣ Playful asf

➣ Very open minded, high tolerance, will do anything to keep the good spirit

Chen:

➣ Hella chill

➣ Immediately feels guilty if the kid shows a slight upset attitude

➣ Kid: *Yells*

Chen: *Yells louder*

➣ “WHO’S GETTING MURDERED,”

➣ Chen: I’m not like most dudes

➣ Kids love him because it’s like they have another play partner B)

D.O. :

➣ Knows the ways to kid’s hearts.

➣ Why?

➣ He sings them to sleep

➣ they’re always calm and happy

➣ They may or may not recognize him from a show or smth

➣ He has a calm voice, high tolerance (Cause only god knows what the other members put him through)

Kai:

➣ HE LOVES KIDS SO MUCH WHY WOULD THEY NOT LIKE HIM BACK SOMEONE PROTECT ME FROM THIS MAN WHO I LOVE SO MUCH.

➣ Ok but- everyone thinks kai is some sex-god or just has this serious demeanor tho i dont blame ya feel

➣ hOWEVER. This boy is so sweet, has a pure, Kind heart. He’s adorable!

➣ Plays with them, is always interested in what they have to say.

➣ He immediately wants protect any kid in his reach.

➣ Father material

Lay:

➣ Fluffy unicorn, every kid loves this majestic creature hand-made by angels.

➣ But actually he’s so sweet and kind, and caring. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS HE’S GOT THE KINDEST HEART.

➣ He’s been mistreated- but is still so kind.

➣ Probs has candy in his bag

➣ Imagine yixing covering in kids giving him warm hugs- it’s pretty realistic TBH.

Sehun:

➣ Kid: Hmph *pouts*

➣ Sehun: Same.

➣ Awwwwwwwwh- ok think of how shy he would be around kidssss.

➣“You like dogs? Well I have this dog named Vivi,”

➣ Kids are just really mesmerized by him idk.

➣ Tsundere ftw. May not seem like it but when the kids are out of his reach he feels empty on the inside.

➣ Sehun: *Resting bitch face* *Is actually enjoying this so much*

Suho:

➣ Suho babysitting kids would be considered a break for him tbfh.

➣ “Sorry I know taking care of this many kids is alot,”

➣ Suho: This is easy.

➣ THIS GUY ALREADY KNOWS WHAT TO DO THOUGH.

➣ GIVE HIM 10 KIDS AND THEY’LL ALL BE OBEYING HIM IN LIKE LESS THAN 2 HOURS.

➣ Two kids are arguing? Chansoo Is worse pffft this is easy.

➣ Wise father.

➣ I think of him as someone super tolerant, calm, open minded, and perfect for kids.

➣ Always here for them etc, etc

➣ *Years of putting up with his fellow band members are finally paying off*

Xiumin:

➣ Minseok is probably the very polite type of person

➣ So making sure the kid is happy, getting what they want, etc

➣ CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE: The kid having a bunch of bills once Minseok is done

➣ Minseok: I just gave him money, *shrugs*

➣ Hella chill,

➣ Kid learning alot from their time together!

➣ I just think Minseok would have such an interesting way of teaching without the child realizing it.

➣ Give it to Minseok for life lessons ?

➣ “Always lock the door- or hide chopsticks when you shower, Don’t ask why.”

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switchyoongi · 7 years ago

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92 questions tag

uh no one asked for this but i wanted to do it so here that is

THE LAST: 1. Drink: tea and water 2. Phone call: my mom 3. Text message: man idk i havent had a functioning phone in like 2 yrs so shrug 5. Time you cried: last night

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: yeah unfortunately 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah i dont think so kissin is fun 8. Been cheated on: hm, i dont think so? i mean i dont doubt it 9. Lost someone special: uh? my grandpa? if you mean in general 10. Been depressed: hella 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah lmao do not recommend

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: lavender, pastel colors in general, black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yeah a couple 16. Fallen out of love: nope 17. Laughed until you cried: hell yea omg a few times 18. Found out someone was talking about you: unfortunately loool 19. Met someone who changed you: nop 20. Found out who your friends are: yes very much so 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yeah

GENERAL 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them 23. Do you have any pets: ye! 4 cats 24. Do you want to change your name: legally yeah but i mean?? my name is my name just i go by a different spelling than on the birth certificate so 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: wELP MY BDAY IS TOMORROW and i hope i get some dick tbh and maybe some cheesecake 26. What time did you wake up: like 3pm 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: youtube 28. Name something you can’t do: degradation 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: this morning 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: maybe to be generally more motivated?? to be more compassionate too 31. What are you listening right now: oi by monsta x 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ye my uncles name was tom 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: right now?? str8 ppl telling me myg is str8, bighit in general, donald trump, the stiffness in my jaw (from wisdom teeth bein removed) 34. Most visited Website: flightrising and youtube

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: ye i have some, mostly freckles not rly moles tho 36. Mark/s: some acne scars, scars in general, stretch marks, rn i have bruise on my jaw 37. Childhood dream: dancer, cartoonist, tattoo artist 38. Haircolor: rn it’s blond, naturally is dark brown 39. Long or short hair: short 40. Do you have a crush on someone: realistically? no. but i am very much in love with min yoongi 41. What do you like about yourself: my acceptance and open mind? maybe? 42. Piercings: snakebites and 00g tunnels 43. Bloodtype: ?? o+ i think?? 44. Nickname: kiki, keeter, niko, kitty, kitter 45. Relationship status: single as fuck 46. Zodiac: virgo 47. Pronouns: he/him 48. Favorite TV Show: rn it’s law of the jungle or american horror story 49. Tattoos: ye i have two small ones rn but want tons more 50. Right or left hand: i can efficiently use both, but right predominately 51. Surgery: wisdom teeth 52. Hair dyed in different color: ye, i’ve been dark brown, light brown, blond, black, red, orange, green, greeish-blue 53. Sport: none tbh im nega-athletic 55. Vacation: idk just a beach tbh relaxin in a hotel w/ a good view and fast wifi 56. Pair of trainers: vans???

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: currently nothing 58. Drinking: green tea 59. I’m about to: eat and sleep 61. Waiting for: to get some money money money 63. Get married: idk if ill ever get married, im not big on romance 64. Career: ideally, something with writing or art or traveling? maybe like an interior designer

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: i like both but kisses are so nice 66. Lips or eyes: lips 67. Shorter or taller: sHORT BOYS!! 68. Older or younger: doesnt really matter? if younger, only by probs like 1-2 yrs, if older up to 5-6 yrs i guess 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach, but nice as in soft and squishy 71. Sensitive or loud: im not rly either?? 72. Hook up or relationship: hook ups for sure, casual 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker in the sense that im just a fucking mess

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: ye 75. Drank hard liquor: ye 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: ye 77. Turned someone down: ye 78. Sex on the first date: nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: ye 80. Had your heart broken: once 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: i mean yeah obviously 83. Fallen for a friend: hmm, kinda?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: uh i have a love hate relationship w/ myself its weird 85. Miracles: yeah i guess 86. Love at first sight: hell nah 87. Santa Claus: i mean no obviously 88. Kiss on the first date: why tf not tbh 89. Angels: no

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: alex, batoul, briana, nick 91. Eye color: hazel i guess? it seems to change from like grey-blue to green-blue so shrug shrug 92. Favorite movie: i think rn it’s the whole divergent series

#about #question tag #personal

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spinsterennui · 7 years ago

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I was tagged by the amazing, kind, lovely @sherrinford221b Thank you so so so much for thinking of me darling. I love doing these things. Sorry this took a couple days. I’m not going to tag anyone though bc you guys almost never do my tags. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Super long so I’m going to put under the cut :)

the last 1/ drink/ tea

2/ phonecall/ I think to my doctor?

3/ text message/ with my best friend/ex/roomie

4/ song you listened to/ rise to me by the decemberists

5/ last time you cried/ earlier today

6/ dated someone twice/ no

7/ kissed someone and regretted it/ the last time I did this? oh shit no clue. but I’ve done it several times.

8/ been cheated on/ yes. last time was probably when my fiance (who actually ended up od’ing) cheated on me

9/ lost someone special/ this past spring

10/ been depressed/ I deal with this every single day of my life

11/ gotten drunk and thrown up/ the last time was quite a while ago... probably in college

3 favourite colours 12/ purple 13/ black 14/ grey

in the last year have you 15/ made new friends/ sort of

16/ fallen out of love/ sadly no, only into it

17/ laughed until you cried/ yes

18/ found out someone was talking about you/ no, didn’t find out lol

19/ met someone who changed you/ YES changed my life in so many ways, made me a better person, a better writer and thinker, allowed me to fulfill my dreams and just basically saved me from a life of misery even if he doesn’t realize it. I will always love him for this. With absolutely no qualifications.

20/ found out who your friends are/ yes it’s funny how when you need people the most, that’s when people abandon you and you realize they never were your friend to begin with

21/ kissed someone on your facebook list/ i only just made an actual facebook with my actual name and I haven’t even followed anyone or anything on it lmao

general 22/ how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life/ ......

23/ do you have any pets/ skipping this one right now bc still too hard

24/ do you want to change your name/ not anymore

25/ what did you do for your last birthday/ finished an essay lmao like literally my bday was the deadline. then again that shit makes me happy so.....

26/ what time did you wake up/ today? I actually slept until 5 bc the sun was not very bright this morning :)

27/ what were you doing at midnight last night/ sleeping

28/ name something you can’t wait for/ to finish my dissertation and have my MA awarded to me and then to start work on my PhD; also can’t wait to go home bc it’ll be nice to not be alone all the time

29/ when was the last time you saw your mum/ I haven’t seen my mom in almost 20 years idek also haven’t talked to her in that long as well

31/ what are you listening to right now/ right now I’ve got Lucifer is on so I’m just listening to that with the traffic outside and the occasional rumble of the train that goes past my window

32/ have you ever talked to a person named tom/ I’m sure I have but tbh I can’t think of a single specific one

33/ something that is getting on your nerves/ oh god I hate to say it but I need a break from England/London lmao there are just things that I love but also things that just drive me fucking batshit nuts

34/ most visited website/ tumblr

35/ hair colour/ I have natural red hair but it’s a little lighter the older I get and I don’t color it

36/ long or short hair/ long but not super long anymore

37/ do you have a crush on someone/ lol yes obviously but I think it’s past the crush phase and is just soul-crushing agony stage by now

38/ what do you like about yourself/ my mind

39/ piercings/ ears only, three on left one on right

40/ blood type/ I actually don’t know for sure... that’s weird right? w/e

41/ nickname/ none

42/ relationship status/ single celibate and prob going to stay that way for the rest of my sad pathetic lonely life lmao

43/ zodiac/ aquarius

44/ pronouns/ she/her

45/ favourite tv show/ of the moment is Lucifer

46/ tattoos/ I have two shitty tattoos that I aim to get fixed one on my back and one on my ankle

47/ right or left handed/ right; but when I eat two-handed I sometimes use my fork in the right, sometimes in the left

48/ surgery/ wait what? like have I had any??????? my tonsils and adenoids out????

49/ sport/ I used to swim competitively; as far as watching none really anymore I like watching swimming at the olympics and I used to love hockey but stupid bettman stole my team so fuck the nhl

50/ vacation/ ??????????

51/ pair of trainers/ black on black vans

more general 53/ eating/ I am so confused by some of these... like what do I like? american food lmao no but really I have serious food issues and can’t eat a lot of food in general it sucks but it’s not just “being picky” it’s literally physically recoiling in horror and absolute discomfort with a lot of foods

54/ drinking/ I try to drink a lot of water but I also love tea and espresso drinks

55/ i’m about to/ fuck around on tumblr lmao but in the near future I’m about to go home for a while!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!! never thought I’d miss georgia that godforsaken place lmfao

56/ waiting for/ “someone” to be single? lol jk waiting for idk a lot of movies to get released, shows to start, nothing big right now. waiting for my plane ride home!!!!!!!

57/ want/ to finish my masters and get my phd, to make “someone” proud and have them be in awe of my accomplishments and to have them see me as an intellectual equal and not as a student....... (and also as other things lol but that’s not realistic)

58/ get married/ lol see above

59/ career/ academic and fiction writer

which is better 60/ hugs or kisses/ depends on who it is

61/ lips or eyes/ eyes but lips kiss so there’s that

62/ shorter or taller/ okay so for so long I’ve had a short dude fetish, and for girls I really love tiny itty bitty short girls (both girls I’ve been in love with were like 5 feet tall lmao), but after the TH thing, and now you know who, i’ve gotten a bit into the tall guys thing... so both are good lol

63/ older or younger/ okay so here is the thing when you’re younger everyone loves older men but when you get to be my age it stops being as attractive lmao so I’d rather have a slightly younger dude or my age... girls I don’t care either way :)

64/ nice arms or nice stomach/ i like arms and tummies both but I admit a slight thing for tummies bc you know who does this thing where he always wears shirts that ride up and he pushes his hair back and shows his nice slightly brown tummy and it’s super super good [I want to show a pic but I am terrified that will out me more than I’m willing to have in this forum even though I do use his name occasionally lmao]

65/ hookup or relationship/ I have to say they both have their positive aspects

66/ troublemaker or hesitant/ hmm... sometimes the most hesitant person is a troublemaker underneath

have you ever 67/ kissed a stranger/ yes

68/ drank hard liquor/ yes

69/ lost glasses/contact lenses/ I don’t wear them (though I need them desperately)

70/ turned someone down/ yes but I admit I don’t do this very well I have trouble saying no it’s the sub in me

71/ sex on the first date/ yes

73/ had your heart broken/ all the time lmao

74/ been arrested/ fun fact, yes! I’ve been arrested for fucking expired tag/no insurance in godforsaken athens clarke county it was a bunch of shit

75/ cried when someone died/ yes

76/ fallen for a friend/ yes

do you believe in 77/ yourself/ I wish I could say yes, but not really. However, I don’t give up, so in a way I’m constantly trying to prove myself wrong about myself.

78/ miracles/ not as much anymore

79/ love at first sight/ not love, I don’t think love is a visual thing

80/ santa claus/ ........

81/ kiss on the first date/ yes if it feels right

82/ angels/ yes absolutely just not necessarily the whole surrounding christian stuff

other 84/ eye colour/ blue

85/ favourite movie/ Brazil :)

#sherrinford221b #thank you Eva #tagged

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riddlercore · 7 years ago

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got tagged in a thing-- thanks @causticphenomenon !

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better. ((maybe like. 2 blogs.))

1. Nicknames : storm, indy, eddie, eddiekins, KK (hate this one), along with todd, jim, and tom. (thanks zach.)

2. Gender : female prob

3. Star sign : aries

4. Height : 5′5″

5. Time : 10:34

6. Birthday : March 30th

7. Favorite Bands : Cold War Kids, The National, Muse, St. Vincent, Radiohead, Timber Timbre, MSI, Ghost Mice, Gorillaz, Depeche Mode, Blur, Margot & The Nuclear So And So’s, Against Me!, Grimes, Los Campesinos!, The Antlers, Lord Huron, AJJ, Oingo Boingo, of Montreal, Scissor Sisters, Mr. Bungle, OK Go, Iron & Wine, The Decemberists, Woodkid, Dead Man’s Bones

8. Favorite Solo Artists : Patrick Wolf, Sufjan Stevens, Peggy Lee, David Bowie, Marika Hackman, Freddie Mercury, Flatsound, Damien Rice, Rusty Clanton, Hozier, prob more i’m forgetting

9. Song stuck in my head : This Magic Moment by Lou Reed

10. Last movie I watched : uhhhhh Blade Runner 2049

11. Last show I watched : BTAS i think?

12. When did I create my blog : wow about three years ago.

13. What do I Post/Reblog : shitposts, D&D podcasts, occasional shows like Hannibal and Preacher, tons of comics

14. Last Thing I Googled : “LA Comic Con tickets”

15. Other Blogs : a personal blog, a dc blog, and some hoarded urls

16. Do I get asks : nope

17. Why I Chose My URL : i love rainstorms and my dad always says “ ar, a storm she’s a brewin on the horizon” in a stereotypical sailor voice whenever he sees dark clouds

18. Following : 400 (should clean up inactive blogs soon)

19. Followers : 406

20. Average Hours of Sleep : 6 to 9

21. Lucky number : 42 or 21

22. Instruments : none. maybe a little banjo, but i haven’t played in ages

23. What am I wearing : sweatpants

24. Dream job : ideally an independent artist, realistically maybe a therapist or social worker.

25. Dream Trip : Switzerland!

26. Favorite Food : shrimp fettuccine alfredo or raspberries

27. Nationality : American

28. Favorite Song RIGHT NOW : Fireproof by The National, Love Through Vaseline by Spiritual Front, and Love Is Mystical by Cold War Kids

29. Last Book Read : American Gods by Neil Gaiman

30. Top Three Fictional Universes You’d Want to Join : does Flight Rising count? if so, FR. that’s it, i wanna be a dragon.

i’ll tag @bloodnoises and @bitter-to-a-tea if you guys wanna! no pressure.

#me #personal

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kilometer20 · 7 years ago

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Bored

get to know me tag

1. nickname: Sam (technically a nickname, I guess), Kid (frisbee name), Scout (middle/high school name given by an older friend), Scooter (first year at Wellesley)

2. gender/sexuality/romantic attraction: cis female/bi/demiromantic

3. star sign: Capricorn

4. height: 5′1"

5. Real age/mental age: 22/65

6. birthday: December 27

7. favorite bands - no particular order: Of Monsters and Men, Hippo Campus, Mumford & Sons, The Lumineers, Lord Huron, a bunch of random 80s songs, idk it depends on my mood

8. favorite solo artist - no particular order: Lorde, Halsey, Taylor Swift (don't @ me, I like 1989 and reputation), Florence + the Machine, idk I listen to a lot of stuff

9. song stuck in my head: Mystery of Love by Sufjan lol

10. last movie watched: I watched part of CMBYN on the plane but probs the last full one I saw was Lady Bird

11. last show watched: the Crown

12. when did i create my blog: sophomore year of high school during my English class lmao

13. what do i post: Text, cool photos, some fandom stuff, and random stuff

14. last thing i googled: Dan Howell bec I wanted to know how old he is rn lol

15. do you have other blogs: nah but I have a Twitter that is partially a joke but also a brain dump for me that has been super cathartic

16. do you get asks: nope

17. why did you choose your url: uh idk

18. following: 748

19. followers: 435 tbh idk how I have that many

20. favorite colour(s): Blue, grey, and black

21. average hours of sleep: 5 recently bec I'm traveling but usually a solid 7

22. lucky number: 18

23. instruments: historically piano, clarinet, and violin

24. what am i wearing: black t-shirt

25. how many blankets do i sleep with: 2 or 3

26. dream job: historian or museum director

27. dream trip: I really want to go to Greece or on safari in Africa but somewhat more realistically I want to do a driving trip through Europe bec I really want to drive on the Autobahn in, ideally, a car with good pick up and handling bec I feel like it'd be an L to have neither on the Autobahn

28. favorite food: spaghetti carbonara, Swedish meatballs, Steak frites is always a fave, and I'm always down for a quality cheeseburger

29. nationality: what a loaded question lmao technically I hold American and Swedish citizenship but I'm ethnically Chinese idk just American honestly

30. favorite song rn: Perfect Places by Lorde and Wish I Knew You by the Revivalists and Out of the Woods by T-Swift

31. hogwarts house: Slytherin

32. Myers Brigg even though it's kinda BS: I TJ

33. Patronus: Heron

Tagging @wheretheeternalare and @star-farmer

#star-farmer #wheretheeternalare

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serene-serein · 7 years ago

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Save Yourself, Don’t Watch Death Note

I documented my thoughts while watching the new Death Note movie so...here you go.

1. Music is nice 2. Tf is this opening scene 3. ....the quiz ?????? 4. edgy hair and all 5. Typical misunderstood girl 6. THE CIG?????? 7. what's with the dramatic wind???? did no one else see the book?? (1:37:26) 8. random hard rain???? 9. Bullies wtf 10. the girl 11. light WTF (1:36:34) 12. he sounds like an 8 year old 13. he acts like an 8 year old 14. Mia lied cuz she a ho 15. Light shut up UR SO EDGY!!! (1:35:21) 16. HIS MOM??? SHOULDNT BE DEAD?? 17. okay principal is a dick but tbh it's an edgy movie what did I expect 18. he still likes her why 19. detention?????? 20. he looks so gross 21. HE ACTS GROSS WTH (1:34:12) 22. the book looks gross 23. EW CREEPY TONGUE LICK 24. why r u reading it out loud 25. the book has been used?? why?? what?? 26. also there should be lines 27. RYUK??? BBY?????? he didn't try to scare him in reality unmmmm what 28. "Hello?" @ monster (1:32:55) 29. RYUK LOOKS COOL DUDE 30. screaming omg I'm dead kill me 31. THE SCREAMING (1:32:14) 32. u fuckin child 33. APPLE! 34. cool voice 35. more screaming 36. AND THEN HES FINE????????? 37. "I'm asleep" stereotype 38. I love Ryuk babe 39. but what'd they do to him 40. LIGHT'S FACEEEEE IM DED (1:30:47) 41. bullies aren't like that um 42. so now Ryuk is the bad guy? 43. "I don't have a pen" 44. why does Ryuk have a pen 45. WHY IS LIGHT LISTENING 46. um wtf 47. DECAPITATION??????? 48. "Watch" IM 49. HIS FACE (1:29:02) 50. decapitated by a ladder 51. GORE IS OFF THE CHARTS 52. and then Ryuk is like "k now here lemme accept it" 53. WHAT (1:28:15) 54. apparently his dad is a drunk and they live in a trailer 55. Light is apathetic towards the bully dying and so is the dad 56. "death of someone? meh. cheating? OH DEAR GAWD" 57. edgy kid and so disrespectful (1:26:53) 58. ......what is this family ??? 59. Light is so disrespectful and the dad doesn't even care 60. edgy music 61. A P P L E 62. what, u gonna kill ur daddy? 63. "Don't trust Rie-uk" NOT HOW U SAY IT 64. monster in the closet ;) (1:25:06) 65. let's play with the creature in the closet! 66. human hand 67. fast eating 68. screaming again 69. "Ree-you-k" a so much better 70. casually talking (1:24:13) 71. what is this... 72. "UR FINGERS R HUGE" WHAAAAT [funny line tho cuz that’d be me] 73. "No shark attacks while someone's on the toilet" admittedly funny 74. they act as if this is a casual occurrence 75. IGNORES RULES AND WARNINGS AND DECIDES TO KILL OKAY YEAH SURE (1:22:45) 76. "Gotta get mummy's killer" oh give me a break 77. Of course he's gorging himself 78. *from earlier* light didn't care about the bully dying for more than two seconds 79. that's..such an improbable way to die (1:21:10) 80. bad hiding 81. Light is so bad at hiding 82. "Ur ma was a hippie" oh okay that explains his name 83. UM LIGHT WTF UR SO BAD AT ACTING 84. EVERYONE IS BAD AT ACTING KMS 85. fuckin Ryuk 86. I like his face tho is cool (1:19:43) 87. openly uses book in school 88. "Kenny was a sociopath... i wish id seen it" 89. Mia is a bitch 90. they're awkward 91. she's so weird 92. BAD ACTING ABOUT IT 93. "Can't tell you" "k bye" "U WANNA KNOW?" (1:17:54) 94. she doesn't see Ryuk 95. "Ur poetry sucks" funny 96. HIS FUCKING FACE WHEN SHE SEEs IT 97. "I have a death god" and she S M I L E S and then just stays cuz it's so normal 98. "Lemme kill someone to prove to you" (1:16:27) 99. same school thing okay that's fine 100. why wouldn't the police just shoot him 101. Hit by a truck and that's not how it....I'm..what 102. "I killed him" BITCH RUN 103. he's a sociopath. simple 104. she doesn't care (1:14:55) 105. okay so he has an easy excuse. mommy issues 106. "Think I'm crazy?" "No, not crazy enough. we could change the world" 107. sneaking into the house together what 108. why am I spending time watching this 109. STOP KISSING PLS 110. "YOU’RE NOT SUPPOSED TO ASK" Oh okay so no consent? sure fine totally (1:13:40) 111. and they have sex okay sure 112. HIS FACE IS WHAT 113. creepy relationship 114. kissing while killing 115. Asian guy killed 116. laughing at it 117. THEY made up the name? oh hell no (1:12:08) 118. OH MY GOD "killer in Japanese so they'll look on the wrong continent" 119. laughing at it all 120. riots for him????? I can't even tbh 121. Kira is suddenly a good guy for everyone okay sure whatever u ass 122. HEY IS IT L HEY HEY 123. "Tokyo nightclub" YOU ASSES (1:10:00) 124. hey it's my boy L yo 125. he looks stupid snooping around the scene 126. bad acting 127. L is cool ig 128. I'm so confused what is this 129. very very bad acting 130. ....THE SINGING!!!!! 131. and somehow L falls asleep to it (1:07:48) 132. obvious green screen 133. Light is so obvious 134. "Is there a complaint department if I don't like one of Kira's choices" I like the dad he's funny 135. dad ig looks similar in a whitewashed way 136. all the papers on the ground and "eat shit" cuz that's normal 137. the screen wasn't even in a phone call okay 138. Watari never showed his face (1:04:57) 139. why is his dad so rude 140. no voice changer 141. he's so messy what 142. candy obsession 143. thanks for the true to anime sitting that's good 144. HOW DO YOU KNOW SEATTLE? 145. oh first kill? (1:03:49) 146. and now she's manipulative 147. "It's not like that" How do you know?? 148. not bad representation of L 149. you can't tell his age go away 150. ice cream pfft 151. "REST YOUR GLUTES" Funny 152. how did the police miss that (1:01:14) 153. why would you trust Light's dad then 154. speaking with Kira okay that's actually realistic 155. L never, and I mean NEVER, showed his face publicly 156. does light have nothing better to do 157. "He's a coward" Oh yeah do it 158. Ryuk I love you (59:17) 159. Ryuk laughing ily 160. okay so you got it light that sure okay fine 161. "THEN, James, ID BE DEAD" I love him 162. funny scene 163. why is Light sneaking downstairs You're so Obvious 164. SO OBVIOUS WTH 165. ...how is his dad so...oblivious 166. irony 167. ...more obviousness wth (56:53) 168. "A particularly bright kid" no he obviously isn't 169. stalker is obvious 170. and she's the manipulater okay 171. "Care-a" 172. SASSY LIGHT WOOT 173. she's a bitch 174. she's going to write in it isn't she 175. probably took it 176. she's a bitch okay (54:39) 177. *from earlier* why'd they change the if you touch the note thing 178. oh so the heart attack thing is back 179. agent franks is being controlled 180. L is shocked sureeeeeeeee not how he is tbh 181. what's this pop music I like it 182. inappropriate timing tho 183. and they walk off the building I'm screaming okay whatever 184. in Japan? what 185. screaming about the death note in school 186. OBVIOUSLY IT WAS HER 187. Ryuk is so sassy 188. okay so Ryuk’s killing them? Jesus that's not how it works 189. you can't kill a god of death idiot 190. what's with the name thing (51:37) 191. she's so demented 192. his dad already what is going on 193. she's insane and wanting to kill his dad.... 194. SHES TRYING TO GET HIM TO KILL HIS DAD?!?! 195. Mia what the actual fuck 196. L isn't bad 197. his dad is ready to die? (49:22) 198. is he going to kill his dad cuz I feel like he is 199. what's with L's old phone? 200. okay so he's figured out who Kira is 201. what's with the sleeping? 202. I love how Ryuk is in the book Light is reading 203. casual approaching 204. HIS SITTING L I like you 205. confronting him... 206. LIGHT IS SASSY 207. why is Ryuk like this I wonder (46:53) 208. cool lighting tho 209. giving himself away 210. face shown 211. why are they fighting 212. "I dont even carry a gun, it's distracting" best line 213. L is actually cool 214. light is fucking insane 215. no one notices the fighting 216. ew here SHE is again 217. push her into the mud she's ugly 218. "I'm a cheerleader. nothing mattered before you" best excuse 219. "I love you" I'm.. (44:16) 220. ew ew ew ew ew they're so gross 221. you need his full name um 222. not going to kill Watari 223. only 1 name able to be burned okay 224. creepy monk orphan 225. CREEPY MONK ORPHANAGE 226. why is Watari listening 227. Mia go away pls 228. L doesn't think this is weird with Watari? (41:18) 229. the tattoo is cool behind L’s ear but why is it there 230. I like L actually 231. he freaks out? unlike his character 232. top hat 233. casual L 234. so obvious um 235. girl isn't even gone and now they're talking 236. unlike L's character (39:21) 237. she's still there 238. Police brutality UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM 239. CHOKE HOLD?! 240. THREATENING TO KILL L!!! 241. UM LIGHT WHAT THE FUCK 242. WHAT THE FUUUUUUUCK 243. AND HIS FUCKING FATHER???? (38:18) 244. pfft Ryuk 245. "Is there anything I need to know" he would 100% support Kira 246. L in the background 247. completely calm after this ???? 248. did they not look into the girl 249. why is Watari singing 250. Light is so obvious 251. THE TOPHATTT 252. Watari is probs going to die (35:41) 253. CREEPY ORPHANAGE 254. ghostly panting???????????? [subtitles] 255. Ryuk can't..I'm ...what 256. this is actually a cult tho 257. secret tunnel okay yes 258. what's with the weird music (34:12) 259. why is L so strung out 260. awkwardly morose 261. homecoming awkwardness 262. TOP HAT 263. middle fingers wouldn't be allowed 264. rat 265. I bet Watari is going to die. Light will probably be too late to/forget to burn the page 266. what happened to the monks? why did they leave the papers? plot hole 267. top hat 268. frosted tips like [ex’s name] 269. "Normal people scare me" the worst thing yet (31:32) 270. called it. Watari is dead 271. I don't get what the page 272. ohh to burn his name 273. she's fucking creepy and weird 274. and Light doesn't really care 275. top hat (29:21) 276. and then hugging 277. she's insane..... 278. "I saved you again" I'm screaming 279. ....what the actually hell is wrong with her. LIGHT FUCKING DUMP HER 280. I absolutely hate her 281. why is she able to write in it 282. ...and of course she killed him 283. she's insane, like actually completely insane (27:35) 284. What's with all the rules thing 285. I ACTUALLY HATE HER WHAT THE HELL 286. Ryuk wouldn't let this happen he isn't a bad guy 287. L is now even more insane and going to kill Light 288. inappropriate music 289. Light's ugly running (26:19) 290. why didn't he burn his own page 291. why didn't he put her in there towards the end so she couldn't see it 292. Plot holes 293. WRITE HER FING NAME (24:50) 294. did he leave the book 295. L is coming for you bitch also he can't drive so 296. inappropriate music and close ups 297. L is cool lol look @ his awesome running 298. ohhhh he's cool (23:22) 299. parkour 300. Light's running is like not pressing the correct buttons on a quick time 301. L's running is awesome 302. nice lighting tbh 303. KILL HIM KILL HIM (21:50) 304. "Lord Kira" kill me 305. is this supposed to be a romantic scene when she wrote his name in the book? 306. he's carrying a gun like literally what 307. he should kill her (20:30) 308. KILL HER KILL HER 309. inappropriate music 310. "Lets run away together" 311. she's insane and still smiling 312. he probs wrote her name (19:28) 313. probs pushes him out 314. oh look @ Ryuk 315. OH YESSSSSS HE KILLED HER OH YES 316. his reasoning 317. "You said you loved me I thought you wouldn't take it" you moron (18:17) 318. why would you take it back 319. did she already burn his page? 320. why is Ryuk involved 321. shouldn't they both die? they're both in it 322. THE MUSIC IS BACK WHAT 323. the book why would you catch it 324. THE MUSIC IS SO INAPPROPRIATE IM SCREAMING (16:51) 325. oh there they go! bye bye b 326. I love Ryuk's smile 327. the slowmo 328. everyone's faces 329. the flowers exploding 330. is Light alive???? 331. is she??? 332. I'm confused tbh (16:02) 333. she's dead 334. L is still alive yay! 335. free death note page 336. omfg it burned no 337. Light is alive probs 🙄 338. who took the random book? (14:45) 339. more killings 340. apparently everyone hates L?? that's not how he was treated 341. Who is this guy that picked up the book 342. why would you give back the book (13:42) 343. such an obvious place to leave it 344. the phone screen isn't on a call 345. is he going to wake up 346. yes 347. oh and he keeps the book you weirdo 348. she was insane why is he sorry 349. his dad is ugly and gross go away (12:10) 350. WAIT PLOT HOLE he was supposed to be in a coma but his dad knocked. his dad wouldn’t know he’s awake? 351. Dad somehow doesn't care it was Light 352. L what are you doing 353. is his dad going to join in... oh no 354. why would you need to write all this down idek man 355. what is L doing..oh nvm wait why did he act surprised by this (9:07) 356. so now L is thrown off course? oh going to write Light's name? 357. do it son, pls do it he's ugly 358. inappropriate music 359. Ryuk laughing (7:30)

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Ep. #7: “C’mon Rat, Follow the Cheese” - Jessy

The tribes merged and all of the pre-mergers were added to the merge tribe as the Karma Island twist was revealed. The players started campaigning to get back in and Cat, Austin, and Drew chose to drop out and become voters. After a whole day of scrambling and a messy voting situation, Connor was voted back into the game. The tribe was given their first immunity challenge and Matt was able to solve it and win immunity quite quickly. After no one talked the day before the vote, the players started scrambling last minute with one side trying to decide whether to vote off Sam or MJ while the opposing side was trying to decide between Allison or Connor. In the end, MJ and Sam's alliance threw their votes on Andrew to thwart any posisble idol play. Sam also used her vote negator to cancel Allison's vote for MJ. Andrew was sent home in a 5-4 vote.

HAHAHAHAHA so it's 9:58 and I should go to tribal and I was on call with Connah and then Lydia and MJ called and added Connah and MJ told me I might be getting votes so I might be getting voted out idk adios fuck this shit!

Can't wait to be seventh boot

[12:51:33 PM] mj ultra . _/: bih wtf. [12:51:39 PM] connah. i guess.: I didn't do anything. [12:51:40 PM] mj ultra . _/: oh you really wanna fight me tonight huh yes bitch i do. yes we are in a partnership but i'm not your bitch. i'm not gonna sit here and do everything you want but it's fine because people will hopefully see you as a bigger threat so if they gonna try take one of us out... can't say i'm too sorry about it. his ass wants to sit here and vote lydia back when we literally just voted her out? i see where he's coming from because we might be able to use lydia tbh but he's literally shutting down any ideas i had so i'm kinda angry rn.

mj's gameplay has really rubbed off on me... my ass just blindsided lydia and now i'm really down for voting her back in? i had my fun pre-merge but now it's time to really get this shit going

http://prntscr.com/fn4qxy http://prntscr.com/fn4r1v At first I thought Connor would have the highest chance of returning but after hearing a few things I think REGAN has the best shot??? When and how did that happen?

Hmmmmm I'm feeling really weird in this tribe. It's as if I don't belong.....That's the vibe I'm getting. Whatever. I'm sticking to my strategy of not talking to people. Hey it worked TWICE and got me to the end twice. It works. People come to me with information at once. I hope I can pull it off again.

so like I mighta just made a chat with myself Scott jessy Allison josh and Connor to save Connor bc David was a bust. Highkey still don't trust Scott and sam Matt mj and connah are trying for Lydia and I'm like no fuck off? When the phone battery goes down my chaotic gameplay goes up. Like idc whomstve is gonna be pissed i am GETTING Connor in this game. Drew and cat should have sacrificed themselves for him too so here's to fucking hoping. If Lydia comes in I'm dead straight up gay up!

push me to the edge i wish i was dead why is scott a snake scott u little snake push me to the edge i wish i was dead lydia im the wrong connor please stop making my life harder push me to the edge mask off, task off back off, mask off i dont really care that im crying but i really care that youre lying edge dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun mask off, task off

i have lost all my motivation. i am a shell of a man i used to be

i am fucked. if i somehow get out of this mess i got myself into it would be a miracle.

Okay it's time for my second confessional because it's getting really hard dealing with these people and I need to vent. Like I really cannot.

After the Lydia vote off succeeded I tried to do major damage control with Matt and Scott. They both seemed to understand but I know they don't trust me anymore. Iit's not like they even realistically did. Maybe Matt did, but his reaction really shows his game. Scott seems to think he can snake his way around the two alliances but I'll bring up that later in this confessional. Anyways, it's announced that Karma Island is in play and immediately I'm worried. I fell into a position where I had to lead on Connor, David and Regan all at once because I legitimately had no idea who I wanted to return. I received information from Scott that MJ was on call with Sam and Lydia. They were

[4:26:26 AM] Jessy: i have some tea ladies! [4:27:05 AM] Jessy: So Scott is playing both sides. [4:27:09 AM] Jessy: and MJ/Connah/Josh are too. [4:27:21 AM] Jessy: MJ wants me to stay so he can use me for next tribal to get Sam out.. [4:27:26 AM] Jessy: But sis he has another thing coming. [4:29:43 AM] Jessy: sam acts like a 4 year old [4:29:47 AM] Jessy: "jessy probs just wants all of us on jury bc we're the ppl who knew her pregame so we'd give her our jury votes" [4:29:52 AM] Jessy: she said this [4:29:57 AM] Jessy: like no i want u on prejury [4:29:58 AM] Jessy: zzksjksksks [4:42:41 AM] Jessy: mj and connah rlly think they're so smart huh [4:42:42 AM] Jessy: like ur not. [4:42:42 AM] Jessy: BKLMASDFMKLDSMKLA [4:42:46 AM] Jessy: i literally know what ur doing [4:43:03 AM] Jessy: this is ur mo mj... [4:43:05 AM] Jessy: ur forcing myself into a situation where i have to go w/ him b/c my numbers are cut. [4:44:25 AM] Jessy: Like I know he's pitting me against Samatthew by telling me this information [4:44:29 AM] Jessy: But like.. [4:44:37 AM] Jessy: Damn they're literally Spencer and Tasha [4:52:02 AM] Jessy: I'm reading their games to filth. [8:18:39 AM] Jessy: me again [8:21:05 AM] Jessy: God why'd i tell connor i heard his name [8:21:06 AM] Jessy: LSJLSSKKSKS [9:52:09 AM] Jessy: SCOTT IS SUCH A FUCKING LIAR [9:59:32 AM] Jessy: time to get reads [9:59:35 AM] Jessy: and intel! [9:59:41 AM] Jessy: im legit gonna interrogate him idc [10:01:03 AM] Jessy: Nancy Drew who???? [10:01:16 AM] Jessy: im GETTING the dirt. [10:01:24 AM] Jessy: spill the beans! [10:01:50 AM] Jessy: seeing Scott is typing... answering my questions is so funny [10:01:57 AM] Jessy: Like ur nervous huh sis [10:03:32 AM] Jessy: does scott really think ill eat the bullshit hes putting out for me on a platter rn? [10:03:37 AM] Jessy: Like bitch what the fuck LAKSKSKKSKS [10:08:25 AM] Jessy: OK SCOTT IS LYING OUT OF HIS ASS [10:08:29 AM] Jessy: IM SICK OF IT [10:08:35 AM] Jessy: HOW DOES MJ KNOW U WERE HIGH THEN [10:08:44 AM] Jessy: LIKE UGH !!! [10:09:53 AM] Jessy: ok sam could've told mj! [10:09:57 AM] Jessy: interesting! [10:14:37 AM] Jessy: mj and scott together ? conspiracy theory ? [10:18:18 AM] Jessy: Oh yeah, I also found out last night that josh did vote for Lydia, but Connah switched his vote from Lydia to Connor and Trevor wouldn't allow him to change it back [10:18:26 AM] Jessy: i thought sam was being distant huh scott [10:20:12 AM] Jessy: There's holes in this scheme. [10:22:32 AM] Jessy: "Same" [10:22:34 AM] Jessy: keh [10:22:51 AM] Jessy: guess i'm done here. [10:23:51 AM] Trevor [Host of Hosts]: I'm samatthew [10:24:27 AM] Jessy: theyre literally spencer and tasha [10:24:32 AM] Jessy: mj is a cheap version of jeremy [10:26:00 AM] Trevor [Host of Hosts]: Who are you [10:26:45 AM] Jessy: i wanna say kelley but i don't wanna be cocky like matt

This is a recap on what happened before the Karma Vote. One reason is so that I can look back on it and the other is for Connor to read in the future. This is 100% what happened. Lydia made her pitch to me around noon yesterday and she had made valid points and I wouldn't mind her being back but my vote is locked to Connor at that point though I was still willing to listen to her so I can get info out of her. I messaged Connah a little later and he said he was going to vote Lydia back in so I had an inkling that something's up but shrugged it off because there's no way Lydia's coming back it's just not in the numbers. I went to bed and woke up at 6am with a bunch of messages and one of them was Lydia asking to call. I told her I only woke up randomly and was planning on sleeping a little bit more. I didn't know the vote was due at 8 and I woke up 30 minutes before the deadline. Jessy messaged me asking if MJ had come up to me and asked if Lydia's being voted back in and I said no because MJ and I haven't talked yet. A little while, Andrew messaged me asking who to vote and I said Connor and then I got added to the Saving Connor chat with Scott, Jessy, Allison and Connor. What surprised me the most is why Scott is there. I didn't understand. Next, MJ messaged me asking for my vote so that we can tie between Lydia and Connor. Now the thing is, I told them I would vote whatever they want to but my vote is locked to Connor unless they absolutely needed it because they're the two people I trusted the most in this game. And they really did need it. I went on call with Connor and told him that everyone's pulling my leg getting me to vote with them and then got on call with Connah making his case to me with Lydia and Lydia's on my pms making her case again and Scott and I were trying to figure out how we're going to go and mind you this is literally 5 minutes before the deadline and at that point everyone thought we could change votes. I was freaking out everyone was talking to me at the same time I felt very pressured that I just asked Scott to make a decision for me and he won't decide for me and Connah just started to tell me VOTE LYDIA VOTE LYDIA and without hesitation I changed. Now obviously that didn't fall through because Connor came back and he found out I changed my vote. Now he doesn't want to speak to me and probably burned my bridge with him and idk about the status of our friendship right now. I spilled so much critical information on Connor and if we went our separate ways and uses those against me then I'm fucked. I mentioned to Connor how I wanted to target Jessy because of how good she is and if that gets back to her than she's going to turn on me. My hope is that MJ, Sam, Scott, Connah and Matt form a 6 person alliance to get past this round. This game is taking a toll on me emotionally and I've been struggling to play since the first few days. I wasn't like this before. It isn't worth it. It's not worth it to lose a friendship over this. It's easy to say that you need to cut ties and turn the heart off but doing it for real is different. Connor, my explanation is probably something you did not want to hear and it's probably going to re-open wounds once this game is over because looking back on it now, the decision was stupid. It didn't have to be that way but I gave in because of pressure.

Honestly.... I just feel so defeated. I don't see myself really doing as great as I would have wanted to in this game, which is such a pessimistic way to think but its true. Like if I were to be going home tomorrow I wouldn't even care that I didn't make the jury. A lot just went down these past few days that made me realize why I retired in the first place. So to really go back, Lydia was blindsided. Not surprised that it happened cause I knew something fishy was going on, but surprised that out of everyone I was the most left out of the loop. Like no one bothered to tell me that the vote was getting split between Allison and Andrew. Like when Lydia left Jessy and Andrew had me on call and explained everything to me and why they did what they did. And like I'm really not mad at them for doing so. I think it was amazing on their part that they pulled it off. They told me how MJ and Connah were really wanting to get Lydia out, which caught me by surprise cause I thought they were really close. Afterwards, Sam gets me on call and is worried about what could happen in the future and who we have with us. And to my surprise, Matt Summers actually talked strategy with me for the first time. The story I got from them was that Jessy approached them and got them involved with voting Lydia. To make matters worse, we have to vote someone back into this game thanks to Karma Island. And I feel like this is gonna make things so much worse cause I'm starting to realize I only have myself in this game. Idk like in Maluku flipping was easy cause I had Maria and Mattica who I trusted more than anyone. I don't really trust anyone in this game, so it makes everything 10x worse. Connor talked to me and told me he doesn't hold that against me, and idk part of me really thinks if he IS going to come back, I need to vote him so I can prove to him that I can be someone he can actually work with later on. Especially with MJ/Connah/Sam/Matt being a sinking ship, I just feel like I need to find other resources when I need to. Plus the only person I trust in that group is Sam, and after hearing that MJ has wanted me out of this game for awhile now I don't see why I need to stick my neck out for them. That whole voting process was such a mess because I really didn't know what to do with all of that. Like I voted for Connor cause I was sure he was getting in, then Josh comes to me and says he didn't know what to do. Which like RIP cause I thought he already voted, and to make matter worse he told lydia and lydia went off on me in the pms. And like, the fact that this all went down when I was out with friends just made me realize that I'm too invested in this game and that I left for a reason. Idk the only reason why Connor is back is because Connah changed his vote and wasnt allowed to switch back. I'm just annoyed cause I'm really fucked in this game to the point of no return. And like Sam and them are trying to make sure I'm gonna vote with them but with Lydia out and the only person on that side i actually consider an ally being Sam, it just makes sense for me to go through with what I've been wanting to do for awhile and flip with Jessy and Andrew.

"fifth vote... lydia"

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what the fuck is going on why is no one talking to me. fucking hell man, and then im gonna wake up again and have a shit ton of messages waiting for me when i check my phone. everything's happening at the very last minute in this game omg.

YALL TRIBAL IS 11 HOURS AWAY I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO AND IM GONNA BE ASLEEP IN 9 OF THOSE HOURS. FUCK IT.

you know how it'd be fun if i just go ghost the whole morning tomorrow lkfjskjdfhskjfs *deletes Skype*

OKA Y BUT S ERIOUSLY im sick and tired of waking up in the morning where a plan has already been made and i have no say in it. fuck it a guy needs his sleep its yalls fault for not making a plan during our off day ! btw if i get voted out tomorrow im gonna be salty af trevor why did you have to have the first merge boot not a jury member i dont want to miss out on JURY! !!!!!

everyone is getting on my god damn nerves TODAY !

On 25/06/2017, at 8:30 PM, connor wrote: > hi background music plays: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cpLU8BI02wQ

Okay so I just laid out all the info I got today. I talked to Scott this morning I said does he know for sure Sam has a vote negator or is it a hunch? He said it was a hunch and he doesn't really know, so I got sus. He was high last night so maybe he let it slip MJ told me that Scott was high last night so I wanted to find a way to vertify what he said about Scott/Sam/Matt/MJ/Connah being all on a group call [6/24/2017 10:09:30 AM] Jessy: did you tell anyone you were high LMAOOOOO i'd be so non functional if i was high and game talking [6/24/2017 10:09:40 AM] Scott: I mean I told sam It's possible that Scott is either lying about him telling Sam specifically, or Sam just told MJ that Scott was high and he happened to tell me this He said this when I asked him about the Sam call: [6/24/2017 9:51:38 AM] Jessy: did anything important come out of the sam call [6/24/2017 9:51:58 AM] Scott: Honestly it just made me realize that she doesn't trust me [6/24/2017 9:52:17 AM] Jessy: fuck! [6/24/2017 9:52:25 AM] Scott: She asked me what my relationship was with you [6/24/2017 9:53:05 AM] Scott: And if I actually trusted you cause you're known to be deceiving for "organizing the whole Lydia vote and misting MJ/Connah" [6/24/2017 9:53:48 AM] Jessy: :$ would be me if i actually did! [6/24/2017 9:54:07 AM] Jessy: r they voting me [6/24/2017 9:54:25 AM] Scott: I mean we never got around to actually talking about it [6/24/2017 9:54:32 AM] Jessy: oh okay [6/24/2017 9:54:39 AM] Jessy: who do you think she would go for [6/24/2017 9:55:32 AM] Scott: But I wouldn't be surprised if that's what they were wanting to do cause sam really just kept mentioning how I felt about you [6/24/2017 9:57:03 AM] Jessy: that's offputtig [6/24/2017 9:57:08 AM] Jessy: *offputting [6/24/2017 9:58:02 AM] Scott: Yeah, but it's just really clear that damage was done last night so I'm not even sure what's gonna be happening from here on out It made me think that I'm unsure if Scott is just lying about the call or if MJ is just trying to come up with a scenario for me to think is happening so I won't pull any moves. Then, I talked to MJ about the vote and he said that he was going to be on a road trip today so he's probably asleep by now. I talked to Connah about the game while MJ was online and while we were talking about the whole thing of us being on different sides, MJ pmed me. He said he pmed me because Connah sent him a funny quote about a joke I made. Then, I asked him if Connah sent him any game logs. The game logs were about us being on different sides in the Lydia/Connor returnee vote and then he kept on acting like he didn't know who was going to go because no one was talking to him. I asked him if Sam would be a vote he would want, and he said it depends if we have the numbers. He said I have to convince Allison+Andrew+Connor myself because he doesn't want to get himself involved in something controversial this tribal council after last round. I asked MJ about this, and he said Connah specifically said: "idk if I wanna stick with jessy or go with sam" "like I'm just confused" This made me paranoid, because I didn't know if Connah meant "stick with jessy" as a vote or "go with sam" as a vote. It's possible that MJ made it look like he meant regarding alliances and not a vote off, but it still made me paranoid. MJ then told me Connah went on call with Sam. MJ said he asked Connah what was going on and they were just talking about who they wanted to go. MJ said they both leaned towards Connor leaving. MJ then said Connah thought he should go with Sam (as in alliances). MJ said he would try to convince him to "string me along" next round and use me to vote Sam off. MJ then said if Sam convinced Connah to vote for me, he would try to convince him to go after Sam this round. MJ said he would prefer Connor to go now and Sam next round, but he's willing to consider it by starting it off with a conversation with Connah tomorrow. Our conversation ended, and I thought that I should try to message Sam in some way and let her know that I'm "flexible". I then said that people probably think we aren't together in the game and we could play that to our advantage. She said she was down if I was, but proceeding this she kept on saying she didn't know what she wanted to do and that "she has no power to throw out a name." This really annoyed me so I asked her who does and she said she doesn't know. Our conversation ended, but during it Connah messaged me asking me if I'm talking to anyone because it's really quiet. I was feeling a vibe that Sam told Connah she was talking to me, so I told him I was trying to resolve my issues with Sam. It got awkward so our conversation kinda died off. During all this, Andrew, Allison and Connor didn't have a lot to say about anything. Connor said he was at work all day and came back at 10 PM EDT and said sorry he was at work. I said it was okay then asked him if he talked to Josh recently. He never replied and then I asked him again an hour later and still received no reply. Now, Scott says he's back and is messaging my alliance chat with himself and Andrew. I haven't talked to Matt at all this vote. I said hey to Allison in pms but she never replied because I'm pretty sure she's been offline. I haven't talked to Josh either, but I have an opportunity to tonight because it's 2 PM for him in Phillippines.

Decisions, decisions.... I hate my position in this game as the "middle man" Anyways, Jessy/Andrew I think are expecting me to flip and vote Sam with them this round, but tbh I don't think I can flip on Sam and vote her out. Like if she goes, I don't want to be apart of that just because she trusts me a lot with her game. However, if they can manage to get her out this round I'm all theirs. Sam/MJ and co. said they want to do Allison, and because I don't trust Allison i think it might be safest for me to just vote her out and only flip if they're wanting to vote out Jessy/Andrew. Also spoke on call with Connor and hes trying to convince me to flip. The only way I see myself voting with them is if they vote MJ. But I just don't think that is realistic since Jessy is set on voting Sam. Which I personally cannot do since she is the only one I trust on that other side. Idk its all very up in the air, hopefully it isnt me that goes

9wegwpirangwfj tribals in an hour and a half and I really don't know what I'm gonna do. Apparently Josh would be okay with voting out MJ but I'm not sure if he really would. Part of me is thinking I should just vote Allison and if it ties, then I flip cause I don't wanna be rocked out pre-jury, especially since the only person I trust on Sam and Co side is Sam. I just know this is gonna be one huge clusterfuck

So.... much.... stress.... Josh and I agreed on just voting with the separate blocks, but I forgot that Sam has a vote negator so now I have to decide if I'm actually gonna go through with that plan or just flip and vote MJ. hregehgoihiqrehie I HATE THIS GAME

This game? Is crazy. I want to die. Somehow, through almost FIVE HOURS of acumalitive calls, I have managed to flip Josh and Scott so that we have majority. MJ SHOULD be going home. I literally did that. Like, i LITERALLY did THAT. Good god. Fingers crossed. It just makes sense? With MJ being a winner already and very good at flipping votes and winning challenges, we have the time to take him out so lets do it. Sam would be easier to vote out and I know Jessy wanted to, but with Matt having another idol and being immune, the two of them are too close for comfort. Actually, this entire game is too close for comfort. end my life.

why am i in the middle. i mean i guess i should count my blessings because i'm not getting voted out but this is such a hard position to be in

#torchsnuffers

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sotou u know u want it

1) Who rocks the Ferris Wheel seat and who flips out and begs them to stop?

lol i dont think either of them would rock it, theyd be too busy looking out over everything like fucking sentimental assholes

2) Who is always horny and will have sex at any time, at any place and at any time?

i?? dont?? know??? neither???? theyre so boring??? (like tbh its more likely to be sophie but even then????)

3) Who is more into taking showers/baths together? Who tries to make it relaxing and who tries to make it sexy time?

oh its totally sophie who’s more into baths but its never for sexy time, its like chill as hell though

4) Who likes to walk around the house naked and who tells the other to go put some clothes on?

um? wow i feel like they both have too much of an #image for this to be a thing? idk? I mean like its acceptable for lou to walk around without a shirt so like, him? I guess?

5) Who sleeps on the couch when they get into a fight?

sophie, i still maintain that it’s always sophie who does this, she feels so bad

6) Who takes photos of the other while they sleep?

um. lou? Mr photographer man?

7) Who said “I love you” first? and who ends their arguments in a fight with “Because I love you”?

oh sophie would probably blurt it out first, but lou is toooootally the one who pulls that card in arguments. i know your technique lou

8) Who likes to wear the others sweatshirts?

oh soph would wear lou’s pulls like all the time. her favourite’s the yellow one.

9) Who wakes the other up in the middle of the night to tell them a cool dream they had? Who has the most nightmares, and who sings them back to sleep after?

oh wow i mean out of the two of them its prooooobably sophie who’d wake lou up, but like it’d have to be a fuckin /great/ dream. as for nightmares i think lou has sophie beat for that one, poor guy has shit luck. but sophie would absolutely sing him back to sleep, itd be really shit singing but itd be all french songs deff

10) Who is more likely to cheat?

..neither? idk man?

11) Who makes fun of the other for having a crush on them, and who has to remind them that they are in a relationship?

hmmmmmmm honestly idfk theyd switch off probably. depends on the day.

12) Who starts a food fight in the kitchen?

a very daring sophie tbh. though realistically lou’s gonna win that fight

13) Who initiates duets? and who is the better singer?

oh sophie aaabsolutely initiates the duets and idk who’s the better singer its probably lou honestly just cause soph really is awful

14) Who starts the hand holding? Who grabs the others butt? Who slides their arm around their waist? Who likes to put their fingers in the belt loops?

oh lou starts the hand-holding without a doubt. butt grabbing probs isn’t really a thing? the arm around the waist though is definitely soph cause like there’s only so much she can reach and consequently she’d probably also do the belt loops. again though, thats a daring sophie

16) Who is more seductive when they are drunk? and who is louder in bed?

tttbh i bet drunk sophie could give lou a run for his money, but like not by much. and soph’s probably louder

17) Who is more protective?

lou, without a doubt

18) Who talks to the other while they are sleeping?

umm idk man sophie? probably? it sounds like a weird thing she’d do

19) Who drives and who has the window seat?

they switch? probably?

20) Who falls asleep in the others lap and who carries them to bed?

again this is sophie, she’d totally fall asleep in his lap, she’s such a sucker for things like this.

21) Who cuts the others hair?

soph cuts her own hair and she’d probably offer to cut lou’s but like would he say yes??? probably not??

22) Who is super bad at sexting? and who sends them encouraging messages throughout the day?

sophie is awful at sexting, but p god at encouraging messages, though i bet lou would be too

23) Who thinks they are not good enough for the others love? and who’s more afraid of loosing the other? Who thinks they keep messing up, only for the other to tell them they don’t need to worry?

oh that is so so so so sophie like without a doubt. like we’ve already proven that she always thinks that she’s messing up so is anyone surprised? this is basically already the thread we’ve got

24) Who starts random slow dancing with the other in the kitchen? Who holds the other just above the ground and kisses them?

well soph can’t hold lou above the ground so that answers that. and theeeeen they’d probably be p even on the dancing part cause like its sappy and seems totally right up their alley

25) Who says shitty puns and sex jokes just to see the other giggle and blush?

lou probably. but like, drunk lou

26) Who kissed first?

uuuuuuh?? sophie?

27) Who orders take out at two in a morning? and who wakes the other up at three in the morning to go downstairs with them to get a glass of water because it’s too dark?

um i feel like the takeout at 2 is a collective decision buuuut maybe soph would wake up lou for the water thing? partly cause she feels like she could get away with it, but realistically she just wouldn’t

28) Who writes poems/stories and love songs about the other? Do they sing the songs the write for them?

oh man they’re such fucking artsy people that i bet this has to happen at some point, right? idk though

29) Who does some crazy stunt to try and impress the other and who ends up driving them to the emergency room after it backfires?

um. neither of them, i think? they’re both p cautious, though arguably lou less so but thats a circumstance thing....

30) Who is embarrassed when they have to wear their glasses and who thinks they look super cute?

does lou have glasses? he seems like the type who has glasses? either way if he wore them soph would think theyre super cute cause like they are. whereas if sophie wears glasses she just looks like grandma and its terrifying

#ask game #sotou #Anonymous

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