#but probably not the jet crash? no idea still dug firmly into aviation interest
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Does anyone else have cycling interests?
Like super focused on a specific show for a month, then classic music for a month, then aviation for a month, then true crime for a month. (Or one week or a few months etc). Sometime my brain is super invested in for a very long time, many years, like 9/11 or WWII or Sims, but my brain doesn't (or I guess can't) focus on them when one of the random one shows up.
And my brain goes back to some of them later for another cycle of it being main focus; then brain eventually moves onto another thing. And importantly to this— I'm rarely focused on more than 2. Sometimes its like 2 and a half at most. But I'm intensely interested in The Thing while in that "cycle." And the half being minor interest in another thing especially like a transition from one cycle to the next, or a random sprinkle of some other interest like one documentary. And sometimes my brain is frazzled and can't focus on any topic (which is stressful).
I feel like I'm just a weirdo and talking about the random thing I'm interested in for a month and it is annoying even though I wanna blab and blab and blab about it for hours.
edit: Also my day dreaming/writing almost ALWAYS relates to the interest of that cycle and I decide if its canon when the cycle ends. The amount of non-canon because of it lol.
#surprisingly my religion doesn't fall into this 🧐#when i have a certain migraine med in me#i cannot shut the fuck up#shutting up and listening to people is something i had to LEARN#it does not come naturally but i learned active listening really well#but then medicine occurs and it fucks up that learned skill#i was talking non-stop on a trip with my dad and 2 sisters#so much i apologized like 4 times to my sisters#(and both are them were like ''oh no please don't be it means i have to talk less'')#but still self conscious#my whacky life#like my more character got into a air crash got a concussion and uses violin music therapy as part of tbi healing#main character not more character wtf#combo of being focused on violin aviation and my own tbi acting up#😬😬😬#how much of that will be canon lmao#the small plane crash will as will their complex fear of flying in jets but#not small planes or heights#so i do love that background character development that comes from cycles!!!!#but probably not the jet crash? no idea still dug firmly into aviation interest
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