#but pls assure me that im not being paranoid and a hyperchondriac.
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#ok i promise it isn't hypochondria but something is fucked up.#like im hoping its some sort of vitamin deficiency and when i get my blood test results back then i will als be given a easy solution#but unfortunately the far more likely answer is that ye this is all the things i think it is.#which im not thinking tumour or organ failure or anything extreme.#im thinking insensitivities and hypermobility and other common comorbidities with pre-existing diagnoses#the problem is the years it takes to get a doctor to take me seriously and rule out everything else before they admit i could be right etc#and then also that things can get worse in the meantime and that there arent always effective or accessible treatment/ management options#like everything aches every day and im so worn out#and im not even feeling especially pessimistic right now. im just in pain.#but also like the trauma in me wants to gaslight myself into believing its not that bad and maybe its even all imagined. yeh ik. fucked up.#anyways. worst case i go back to over using .v ali um. bc at least if im asleep then I'm not in pain.#fingers crossed a doctor takes me seriously before i have to resort to that#but pls assure me that im not being paranoid and a hyperchondriac.#like i can list a dozen very real symptoms.
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