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jendoe · 2 years ago
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so uh. i really. really hate that i'm having to make this post but i want to take some stress off of their brother's shoulders
@phillipsgraves passed away this evening from covid complications, so please keep me and their family in your thoughts because this... is obviously a tremendous loss for all of us. they were a wonderfully talented, smart person and an amazing friend to everybody around them, especially to me. i'm lucky i got even 5 years with them... i just wish it could've been more we had so many plans together :(
as of right now, i don't know if they have any plans to set up a donation fund or anything of the sort, but if they do, i'll let you guys know
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redfoxwritesstuff · 3 months ago
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Hate Mail, part two (Human Alastor x reader)
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CW: Rough sex, Dub con Rated: Adult Part 2 of 2 (Part 1 here) Summary: Alastor has been on the receiving end of some nasty letters at the station. With the help of some rather unique penmanship and a stroke of luck, the culprit finds herself in his crosshairs. What sort of lesson will Alastor teach his little hate fan and how will that change when he uncovers the reason why she is sending him the letters?
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Alastor reached down, carefully taking your hand in his. Your legs shook as you tried to get your feet under you as he helped you up. The clicking of your simple heels against the wooden floor of his office seemed too loud at the moment. 
He looked at you tenderly. The soft, caring look in his eyes felt so very much like a lie, and yet you wanted to believe it. The sounds of your sniffling and harsh breathing filled your ears, along with the ticktock of the clock on the wall.
You wanted to believe he hadn’t intended to hurt you, that he lost control. 
You wanted to believe it, but he had said he would make you pay for what you had written. He had said you would suffer, and you had. 
“Oh, do stop sniffling.” Alastor cooed. “It’s not ladylike. I’ll make this up to you, come, come.” 
His hand rested on your back, guiding you back toward his desk. The last thing you wanted was to step deeper into the office again. Giving up what little distance you had made toward the door terrified you. There wasn’t much choice but to obey, though. 
Alastor’s hand on your back told you who still had control. 
You had heard tells from other women how situations like this went. Men pulled out a few dollars, and they thought it would erase their transgressions. That was what you expected, as he forced you to step behind his desk once again. 
The only thing you couldn’t understand was why he had yet to put himself away and fasten his pants. 
Alastor stepped close behind you, wrapping an arm around your waist as he did, pulling your back flush against his chest. His chest expanded as be took a deep breath, nose resting against the crown of your head. Worse, you could feel his cock pressing against your lower back, still exposed and now twitching as it grew harder with each heartbeat that coursed through it. 
“What are you-?” your question caught in your throat as his lips caressed your shoulder, leaving a trail of soft kisses that tempted you to tilt your head to the side. 
“I told you,” Alastor whispered as his other hand planted on the edge of the desk in front of you, “I’m going to make it up to you.” 
“Please, sir.” your voice was high, vocal cords stretched tight as you tried to think of a way out of this. “I don’t need anything. It’s fine. We can- we can pretend this didn’t happen.” 
“You sent those letters because you wanted my attention,” Alastor whispered, fingers working at the buttons of your blouse as you stood, trembling in his arms. “I got angry and took it out on you, but that wasn’t right. I know women don’t have a lot of ways to get a man’s attention.” 
“Please, let me go.” Your heart beat faster as his hand reached into your shirt, slight calluses on his hands scratching at the delicate skin of your abdomen. 
“I will,” Alastor hummed in your ear, hand caressing higher until he was pushing the lacey band of your bra up, freeing your breasts from the tight confines. 
“What are you doing?” You couldn’t help the way your breath caught in your lungs as his fingertips ghosted over the bud of your nipple. 
“Cher,” Alastor spoke as he palmed the swell of your breast, “I find the current fashion trend to bind the breasts down to be so distasteful. There’s something so alluring to the curves of a woman.”
“I’m sorry,” you said, though you did not know what you were apologizing for. You did not dress in the morning with seeing Alastor in mind. That was simply the fashion of the time. 
“This is much better, isn’t it?” Alastor chuckled against your neck, pushing his chest into you as he bent at the waist, forcing you to lean forward. Gravity guided your breast to rest in his hand, filling his palm as you reached out to brace yourself on his desk with one hand. You gripped his wrist with the other, failing to pull his hand from you. 
“Let me go.” You whimpered, “Please, you don’t have to do this.” 
“It’s only fair.” Alastor took his hand from his desk, resting it on your hip. 
Long fingers wrapped around the front of your hip, caressing down your inner thigh as he ran his palm down the front of your hip. Each time his hand pushed its way up your leg, back to your hip, the hem of your skirt rose higher and higher. 
Before you could make sense of what was happening, you felt the rough weave of his slacks against bare skin. While he distracted you with the feeling of his fingers rolling your nipple between them, he had your skirt pushed up around your waist. 
He pushed his leg forward, bullying your thighs apart with his knee as he pushed against your torso. There wasn’t much you could do to resist the push of him, bending you over his desk, leaving your lower half on display. Your knickers were all you had to provide any coverage. 
“Stay just like that,” Alastor ordered as he pulled away, “Be a good girl for me.” 
Your fingers twitched against the papers on his desk. Fear coursed through you as he stepped away, looking at you as you supported yourself on your elbows. The soft fabric of your undergarments was sticky with slick, clinging to your skin.
Glancing over your shoulder, you saw exactly what you feared you would. Alastor was looking at you with a deep hunger. You could feel how your undergarments were stuck to the slick of your core. They were surely near transparent from how it felt. 
Wherever he was directing his attention, it was clear he was enjoying what he was seeing. His cock stood tall and proud out in front of his open fly. His shirt was pulled loose, partially unbuttoned at the bottom and the top. At some point, he had pulled his bowtie from his neck, letting it hang around his shoulders. 
Slowly, he stepped forward, reaching out for you. Strong hands caressed your hip before thumbs hooked under the band. There was a slight resistance as the fabric clung to your slick coated core and then they were falling, leaving a cooling trail down your thigh. 
“You are a pretty little thing,” Alastor murmured to himself. 
A startled yelp fell from your lips as he reached out, running his fingers over your slit, smearing slick around. They moved easily through your folds before his long finger slipped deep inside your core. You fluttered around him, not expecting the intrusion. Pulling back, he added a second before withdrawing both.
“You keep trying to protect your reputation, your decency,” Alastor laughed as he wrapped his hand around his cock, lazily stroked his cock, letting the slick on his fingers smear over his shaft. “But don’t you worry. I won’t tell anyone how badly you want this. I won’t tell them how you tried so hard to get my attention. This’ll stay just between us.” 
You gasped as the soft head of his cock slotted through your folds, caressing over your clit. He thrusted slowly forward a few times, coating himself in your fluids before he adjusted his angle. You had no chance to prepare yourself for the intrusion or beg for mercy. 
He pushed forward, slowly but steadily, sinking deeper into you. Your walls spread, struggling to accommodate the considerable size of him. Burning stretching had you gasping for air. There was no hesitation, no giving you a chance to adjust to his size. 
He pushed and pushed, sinking deeper into you than you thought possible. When pain stabbed at you and you were sure there was no more room, he pushed forward still, forcing your body to make room for him. 
Tears ran down your face as you gripped anything you could find. Hair hung down in your face as your head hung limply from your neck. You could feel the papers crumped under your hand and see how your tears smeared the ink on them.
Sweet relief had you sagging at your shoulders as he pulled back, coated now with slick. The reprieve was short-lived as he snapped his hips forward, setting a harsh pace that quickly had your arms giving out. Pain and pleasure mixed as he hit every part inside you. 
Your begging cries of “Please,” morphed from cries of mercy to please for more. As the pain in your core died out, becoming pure pleasure in the face of your building orgasm, your breasts swayed, nipples grazing crumpled papers.
“Close,” you panted, hardly registering the sting of paper biting into sensitive flesh again and again, tiny cuts gathering along the underside of your breasts. “So close.” Your breath caught as your nipple stung, blood smearing on papers and against your skin. 
Alastor’s hand planted between your shoulder blades, forcing your chest against the desk as he fucked into you. The sound of his groans, the slapping of his balls against your puffy cunt, and your whining moans filled the room. At the moment, you couldn’t care less if someone walking in the hall heard the way he was fucking you. 
Your orgasm hit suddenly, washing over you in a violent wave. Alastor fucked you through it, each thrust a battle as your walls clung to him, trying to suck him deeper and milk him of his seed. He wouldn’t give it to you yet. 
The pace remained bruising. Each thrust was sure to leave a bruise on your ass. Only when your cries lowered into tearful gasps did he slow, pulling from your sopping cunt. His cock was soaked with your slick, glistening in the dim light. 
He grabbed you harshly, pulling you up off his desk. There was no chance that your legs would hold your weight, but they didn’t have a chance to fail you. As soon as you were facing Alastor, he had you pushed back onto the desk, papers sliding under your back. He wrapped your legs around him and thrust in, not caring for being slow or soft. 
The head of his cock pressed up against your stomach, bulging it slightly as he bottomed out. Each sharp thrust left you feeling fuller than ever. You struggled to breathe as his cock punched up into you. 
Hungry eyes watched as your breasts bounced. You were sure that his grip was going to leave ghosts of the encounter on your skin that would linger for days. Becoming aware of the racket you were making, you pressed your forearm against your lips to muffle the sound. 
Alastor grabbed your wrist, pulling your arm away without missing a beat. Any chance of muffling your moans was lost as he pinned your wrists on either side of your head. The change in position seemed to result in an even deeper thrust as he folded over you. Hot breath washed over your breasts as his eyes roamed your skin. 
Zeroing in on the blood bubbling up from the small cuts on your breasts, he leaned down and ran his tongue over each, cleaning away the blood. You moaned, back arching as he took the bleeding nipple between his lips, suckling hard as he encouraged it to bleed more. He moaned deeply at the coppery taste of your blood mixing with the scent of sex and the way your cunt clung to his cock. 
“I can’t,” you moaned, head thrashing back and forth as your core tightened, orgasm dangerously close again. “Please, I can’t.” 
“You will,” Alastor promised, grinding his pubic bone into your clit with each painfully deep thrust, pushing your orgasm closer and closer. “This is what you wanted.” 
“Please,” you cried out as the pleasure grew painfully, “Please, please, please!” 
You came with a scream, voice bouncing off the walls of the small room as your walls clamped down on his cock. Alastor’s pace grew sloppy, though no less harsh, as he chased his own completion. Each breath coming in a deep groan and whispered curse as he fucked you through your orgasm. As your body shuddered around his cock, he his pace stuttered as he painted your walls with his seed. 
He fucked into you, each lazy thrust not offering you any softness as he pulled your hips tightly to him. Eventually he stilled, hot breath washing over your breasts as he looked down at you, eyes dazed as his cock twitched in your sore and overly sensitive hole. 
“I hope the tone of your fan mail changes, going forward,” he said, as he pulled his softening cock from you. “Clean yourself up. I’ve got to get on air in fifteen minutes.” 
“Yes, sir.” It was a struggle to make words form through the fog in your mind. 
“See yourself out.” Alastor said, as he straightened his clothes, making his way toward his office door. Pausing, he looked over his shoulder at where you still laid upon his desk, chest heaving and bare-breasted, cunt leaking his seed onto whatever unlucky paper happened to be under you. “And I expect you to hand deliver any future letters. Do you understand?” 
“Yes, sir.” 
“Alastor,” he said. “My name is Alastor. Use it.” 
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doodlebeeberry · 2 months ago
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It's OSC gift exchange number 4, baby!!
Thats right folks!!! once again so so excited to host the gift exchange, hopefully itll be yet another fun one! :D
doing things slightly differently this year: if you wanna join you can just fill out this google form! You can also still join by replying/reblogging/dming me with what you'd like if you prefer to do it that way though.
Rules, dates, and details are all under the cut (and also in the form), please read them through fully before joining!!!
Entries close November 28th at midnight (est)!
For those not in the know, the gift exchange is just what is sounds like! Upon joining, you tell me what you like to see in you gift. After, you'll be randomly assigned a giftee, and will make a gift for them based on what they've requested. When the day comes, you'll post your gift and @ the person it's for!
The timeline this year looks like this:
Nov. 7-Nov. 28: Join the gift exchange by filling out this form, dm-ing me, replying, or tagging this post with what you'd like to receive. You can ask for anything--shows, ships, ocs, whatever! Additionally, if there's anything you dont want to see or can't make (ie, ships that make you uncomfortable), you can make a note of that as well
Dec. 1: I'll let you know who you've been assigned and what they'd like! This'll most likely be done through tumblr dms, so if that's an issue do let me know!
Dec. 1-30: You make your gift! This can be anything, from art to writing to music and more! so long as you follow your giftee's request, the possibilities are endless!
Dec. 31: Post your gift, being sure to @ the person its from! Please do not post your gift before this date!!!
Some other things to note:
You can request anything--shows, characters, ships, etc--just please make sure they are osc related! it is an osc gift exchange after all
Asking for OCs is very much allowed, just be sure to provide me with a reference when you join
in regards to things you can't do, please do note that "i haven't seen x show so i wont do it" or "i'll only do requests for x show" are not being treated as valid requests in this context, so i won't guarantee them. also please remember that giftees are assigned randomly.
If your giftee requests more than one thing, you aren't obligated to fulfill all of their requests if you don't want to. Just be sure to do one of them and you're good!
If you need to drop out for any reason, that is completely ok, it happens! just please be sure to let me know ahead of time so I can re-assign your giftee!
On that note, if you have reason to believe you will be unavailable or otherwise unable to post your gift on the 31st, please be sure to tell me so we can work something out! Additionally, if you can't reach out on tumblr (say, your blog gets deleted) you can also poke me on bluesky (@ bumblebeeberry) or discord (thatonegaycat) about it
You can not join anonymously! I just don't think it'd fair to your giftee
While I highly doubt I will need to, I can bar you from participating if I deem it necessary. Again, unlikely, but in the off-chance it does happen I will message you to let you know, pretty please do not yell at me if I do
Not a requirement but when I send you your giftee if you could just let me know you saw the message i would greatly appreciate it!
As per usual I'll be tagging everything with #osc gift exchange, feel free to use it on your gift as well!
That's it! if you have any questions, comments, notes, what have you, please don't hesitate to dm me! :]
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madhatterbri · 6 months ago
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Business Deals | D.P.
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Summary: Damian Priest x reader request, please?? 😀. Instead of Rhea being out with an injury, it was Damian, but his relationship with the reader isn't toxic like Rhea and Dom's. Reader is in a relationship with Damian and a member of the judgment day. However, when Damian gets injured, Y/N gets sick of Rhea's controlling ways and decides to do business with Braun Strowman behind their backs. On the night that reader finally turns on TJD and attacks Rhea, Damian returns and confronts her. You can pick a happy or sad ending, and btw, the reader didn't cheat on Damian.
Author's Note: No part 2!
Damian Priest Masterlist
Requested by: anon
Taglist: @plentyoffandoms @theworldofotps @mrsarcherofinfamy
Y/N could feel the tension in the room when she was alone with Rhea. There was no more hiding their true feelings. They absolutely couldn't stand one another. At least when Damian was around, he was the buffer. Now it was all discord in Judgment Day.
"Can I count on you tonight to help me with the Liv Morgan problem?" Rhea asked stiffly. Her arms crossed over her chest.
"We won't have to worry about her anymore," Y/N answered and looked in Rhea's eyes. Her words have a double meaning. One that Rhea will find out during the main event. Mami smiled and walked away. Y/N glared at the woman as she left.
Samantha Irvin introduced them to the arena. The crowd gave a huge pop for Rhea. They absolutely adored her. The woman could simply do no wrong in their eyes. How wrong the WWE Universe was.
Y/N followed her like an obedient follower. This would be the very last time of doing this, she told herself. Liv was in a corner cowering in fear. Her arm pressed closely to her chest. The coward started to plead for her life.
Rhea went up the stairs and into the ring to talk to Liv. Y/N reached under the ring to grab a chair. Within moments, Y/N stood right behind her. All her weeks of planning were about to come to light.
"Y/N, show Liv here what happens when you mess with Judgment Day," Rhea laughed into the microphone.
Y/N grabbed the chair and raised it. She smacked the chair to the back of Rhea. The air in the arena was sucked out. The beloved Rhea Ripley fell to her knees and on the ground. Boos from the arena sounded loudly, but Y/N didn't care. She was finally free.
"I'm done with your controlling ways, Rhea," Y/N yelled in the microphone. She continued her assault on Rhea. The chair came down a few more times. Before the last blow, Finn and JD jumped in the ring.
They were yelling at her to stop. A yelling match broke out in the ring. JD reached out for the chair, but she backed away. Both men were trying to talk some sense into her. The damage was done, though.
Braun Strowman's entrance music played. The two men looked at each other and then the ramp. Braun stormed down the ramp. Each long stride of his legs, carrying him closer to the ring.
"Meet my new friend," Y/N laughed. Braun walked up the stairs and went over the top rope. Finn and JD ran out of the ring. Braun ran after them.
Y/N went back to hit Rhea one more time. Boos sounded once more from the horrified audience. Referees and Adam Pierce ran around the ring to stop the assault. No one could stop her or so she thought.
Damian Priest pushed his way through to the ring. He grabbed the microphone and demanded to know what she was doing.
"I made my own business deal. Aren't you proud of me?" Y/N asked with a huge smile. Damian stared at her in shock. This wasn't the woman he was in a relationship with before his injury.
"Braun is one of our biggest threats. He has berm against us for weeks. Are you really working with him?" Damian asked. He couldn't believe what he was hearing and seeing.
"I told him not to hurt you. I would never hurt you. Just join me," Y/N smiled and reached her hand out to him.
Damian shook his head. "I can't. We are done,"
Damian walked away as Y/N stood in the ring, suddenly feeling more alone than ever.
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jrwi-eldritchstrings-event · 2 months ago
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Eldritchstrings Event Sign-Ups Open!!
Hi! Are you looking for some Apothy fun in these trying times of no new Apothesosis episodes? Wanna get together with other toxic yuri fans to make something swag? This post is to let you know that sign-ups are now open for the Eldritchstrings Event - an event centered on Exandroth and Rumi!!
This event is solely being run by @burning-sol (me) and @exandr0th-0f-viscera (my headmate). It probably won't be that large-scale, and we'll be kind of loose with management as we get an idea of what the members involved want from the event in terms of development and a final product. Our biggest rules are to HAVE FUN and TRY YOUR BEST!! If you don't feel like you're having fun, then this event is officially so joever.
If you're interested, please read through everything after the cut, the Sign-Up Form's link is at the end!! Sign-ups close November 16th.
Who can join?
If I've blocked you that's probably a bad sign... Obviously. But other than that, no limitations we can think of! Just know that Xander and I are pro-endo and pro-mspec lesbians; so if that gives you the impression you wouldn't gel well with the group, it's best to steer clear. All we ask of our participants is that they'll...!
Communicate clearly, and consciously try to take others in good faith.
At the least tolerate their cohorts if they can't outright get along with them.
AND, most importantly, they'll reach out to us if there are any issues!! It is no bother and it's actively better for the collective if you're open about anything that may have come up :3
What's the estimated time frame?
Sign-Ups close November 16th! ..however, the time frame for development and publishing will be up to participants to decide - with that process of consultation concluding before 2025.
At the LATEST the deadline for the works themselves will be July 31st, which will leave time for the editors to finesse the final product and publish it August 27th... (the anniversary of the first Eldritchstrings post!) So if you think you could make something by July 31st, even if you're initially busy, join the sign-ups!
If you miss it you will NOT be let into the event late, unfortunately. But no worries, because if the event goes well then there's a high probability another will be held in the future! :D
What contributions are we looking for?
Firstly, anyone who can help with visual design, editing, accessibility and publishing otherwise would be appreciated! There's also room for people who have general experience overseeing events and/or those who would like to help with promotion.
There will also (potentially) be groups, so if all you wanna do is hang around in case a pinch-hitter is needed, you can do that!
In terms of those submitting work to the event, ANY form of art goes! You may want to submit something like...
Fan-fiction, poetry, essays..
Illustrations, comics…
Banners, blinkies, icons…
Moodboards, stimboards, webweaves..
Textiles, cosplay, photography…
Edits, animations, PMVs, AMVs…
Original music, playlists…
Coding, games, 3D works…
Or whatever other weird and unique things you can think of…!
Romantic, platonic, situationship... Angst, comedy, abstract works, complete bullshit… Canon, non-canon, post-canon, somewhere in between… All is welcome so long at it centers on Exandroth and Rumi!!
Our ONLY limitations are that we will NOT be allowing any erotica, and no portrayal of genitalia in terms of artistic nudity! If you are otherwise unsure your work would be allowed, feel free to ask about it!
Also! Works that are exclusive to the event would be super cool, but you can submit older art or continue to work on something from your already existing WIPs if you'd like! The only catch is that you wouldn't be able to resubmit those to any future events... So if you're okay with that, go on ahead!
..and that's about it!
Make sure you've read over this and any relevant posts on this blog thoroughly. Participants will gather in a Discord server, the invites of which will be distributed via Tumblr PMs from this blog. If you're chill with everything stated above, here's the sign-up form!!
-> SIGN UP HERE <-
Note: We will not be personally promoting this event to other social medias, but you have our permission to share this sign-up with Twitter, Instagram, Tiktok, etc!!
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through-fire-and-flame · 8 days ago
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be safe, friend, and don't you dare go hollow.
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through-fire-and-flame: laurentius of the great swamp, as written by chez. semi-private and selective. affiliated with the incredible @swordluck. blanket content warning for gore, dissociation, and fire. rules, verse tags, and regulations listed below.
(header art from here.)
verse list
#on pyromancy - main verse. considered to take place within the span of the original dark souls. explicitly magical. laurentius is a pyromancer from the great swamp. i also use this tag for when laurentius is (usually ceremoniously) dumped into another place, but remains himself. #powder keggery - bloodborne!AU. considered to take place before and during the long hunt presented during bloodborne. explicitly supernatural. laurentius is a powder kegger bent on diving into the chalice dungeons in search of the beasts that can throw fire on their own. #zippo magic - modern!AU. unless otherwise noted, explicitly supernatural. laurentius is a london-born slummer fascinated with fire and the strange magic he's picked up from a Hellfire Club-style secrety society. this verse is in development. #bayou-blooded - modern!AU. could swing supernatural or mundane. laurentius is a lousiana-born man and a member of a bayou group with sincere religious views on nature, with a particular focus on fire. this verse is in development. #whirl o flame! - elden ring!AU. explicitly magical. laurentius is a fire monk whose goal is to climb to the mountaintops of the giants and see the flame of ruin for himself. he is, disastrously, also flirting with studying dragon incantations. this verse is in development.
in all verses, laurentius is considered to be pansexual and panromantic. unless otherwise discussed, romantic relationships occur in their own continuity, separate from other such relationships.
the rules
mun is 30+. i much prefer writing with people who are 21 and over.
i am open for messages and asks, and be reached on Discord under chezdispenser. please feel free to reach out and plot!
this blog features fairly frequent (and tagged) OOC content. you may be occasionally jumpscared by a gray cat named Saber who loves you. you have been warned.
i try my very hardest to be nice; i expect others to do the same. being a dick to me or to others is a quick way to end our association.
NSFW must be discussed before i write it. most NSFW material will be published to @flash-sweat. nsfw tag for all verses is #nsf pyromancy.
i have a day job that involves writing and a wealth of focus issues. replies may be slow. gentle reminders are welcome; being rude is not.
in the same vein, i always welcome feedback or requesting edits/changes to posts to better fit your ideas or the thread. i do not take such requests personally.
i have absolutely no problem avoiding triggers; please don't fret about bringing them up.
on my own triggers, i am unwilling to include on-screen sexual assault, prolonged and detailed torture, or detailed violence against small animals or children in my writing, and i ask that you not include it in yours when writing with me.
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kafus · 1 month ago
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your recent post about love kind of made me want to tell you but ive always had a bit of a crush on you 🙈
we probably live in different places based on when your active on tumblr and discord so i dont think i'll ever tell you off anon since itd be fruitless.... but youll definitely find a girlfriend who accepts all of you, i frequently think about you and also follow your mental health sideblog. what you do with pokemon is incredibly cool to me, learning a little bit about DID through you has felt kind of relatable too. ive had "fantasies" about us comforting each other through mental health things (i dont have DID but i do have dissociation issues...) idk i just think youre really interesting and passionate and smart and im attracted to that. youll definitely have someone someday
okay upfront i just gotta say
we probably live in different places based on when your active on tumblr and discord
this probably means nothing. for the record my timezone is EST and it's 11 am as i type this. i post on tumblr and discord in the middle of the night OFTEN because my sleep schedule isn't real so i figured i'd clarify but um anyway
this was a really surreal message to get considering how messed up i've been about the idea that no one could ever possibly find me attractive lately and i commend the bravery in sending it even on anon and i really appreciate it. scratches forehead i am definitely demiromantic to some degree which makes things more difficult, i don't just wanna say "come off anon" because i know that i can't accept a confession from someone i am not already a good friend with. BUT. that being said. since you bring up discord i assume we're in similar circles and i am always down to make new friends. me being spotty with activity sometimes doesn't mean i'm not interested and in fact i love when people ping me or pester me online LOL i really appreciate being reached out to even if sometimes i miss things! so please feel free to reach out and get to know me etc. i can't promise a reciprocation of feelings but yknow. i don't bite
regardless of any of the above it's nice to know that someone could think of me that way. so thank you for telling me
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a-ackermann · 4 months ago
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RP RULES
This will only be a brief synopsis of my rules and standards, after reading below if interested please dm me, we can discuss rules and boundaries more in depth prior to beginning an rp. As of now all rps I’m opening are AoT exclusive.
- As a literate writer, varying on how detailed or lengthy of a writer you are will of course effect my responses, however please consider that me being a literate writer means the majority of my responses will be longer, varying 2-10 paragraphs, overall I max out at 3k word replies (IF that is what we’re going for). So long as there’s something for me to actually form a real response to I’ll gladly keep a rp alive.
- I will portray most canon characters and am very open to either SFW or NSFW plots, though when it comes to my own prompts my rps tend to turn NSFW eventually. (though I’m very strict about enforcing slow-burn say it were a build up to romance.) I tend to prefer playing as my OC with canon characters, obviously I ship my OC with Levi but this doesn’t mean I exclusively rp with Levi mains/portrayers. I’m open to about anything so long as you reach out with a suggestion. If you wish to have no NSFW content whatsoever, or at the least no sexual content please let me know!!!! I have no issues with these accommodations just because I’m a freaky little goose in the pond.
- I do not write homosexual pairings, both mxm and fxf. I’m a straight woman, who used to identify as a trans gay man when I used to write for gay pairings exclusively, if I were to do that now I’d feel as if I’m fetishizing. So respectfully, please don’t come to me asking for this because I have no exceptions.
- Regarding sexual content, I will not engage in any beastiality, scat/piss fetishes, DDLG/MDLG/age-play, etc, basically if it could get you in legal trouble or it’s just generally fucking disgusting don’t even bother suggesting it. Reiterating here, I enjoy getting freaky in writing now and then, but I won’t ever make it the exclusive theme of the rp.
- Please understand I love doing this in my free time,
FREE TIME!!!
Meaning, no, I am not ignoring you. I’m an outspoken and confrontational person by nature, if there is an issue I will openly address it to your face before ending a role play, guaranteed. Therefore, give me time if I haven’t updated you whatsoever, as in not even to say that I’m answering you soon, because I’m either at work or at home rotting after work.
- If you’re looking for me to play a specific character for you in one rp and you’re willing to portray for me in another at the same time lmk!! I know it can be exhausting writing as a character for someone else’s appeal when you also have an idea to execute.
- If you dislike the way I write for a character, please let me know so that we can discuss it and potentially work out changing things about my portrayal to better suit your expectations. I’m very open to criticism so long as it comes from good intentions.
- If you want to restart an rp by all means please speak up!! It’s very difficult to rouse or annoy me over an rp, I’d rather know you’re unsatisfied than continue leading an rp knowing you’re struggling to come up with a response.
- ISO long-term rp partners atm, I’m very interested in meeting other compatible writers.
- I’m not hellbent on any particular platform, I prefer Discord, otherwise if there’s an app you’d prefer to talk on just let me know.
- Finally, I can be picky with what rps that I open and those I engage with, though this doesn’t mean I’ll shoot you down immediately if I don’t like your suggestion, I’ll most likely stay and work with you til we’re both happy with a plot unless what you’re looking for is something I’m entirely disinterested in.
Please do not be afraid to reach out to me!! Even if we end up not starting an rp together I can assure you I will get back to you and I wont be upset if you have questions either 💙💙💙💙💙
P.S. Just to avoid further confusion, I’m continuing to go under my OC name on this account 💙
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thenorthling · 1 month ago
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Looking for a new writing partner.
☆ Hello, I'm back looking for another writing partner or two ☆
+ Some quick rules first to make sure we're on the same page;
♡ I'm looking to rp with people who are 21+, I'm an adult myself and prefer to write with others who are adults.
♡ 3rd person POV, past or present tense is preferred.
♡ For now, doubling only so please show interest in both stories.
♡ Prefer CC x OC most of the time, but in some cases CC x CC. And in two cases for non-fandom rp's I want OC x OC.
♡ All characters must be 18+, while I'm open to writing smut it overall has to do with darker themes in the story.
♡ Romance is fun, you can choose whatever you want for your story whether it be M x M, F x F, NB x either gender, I'm comfortable with it all. But for my story, I stick with M x F.
♡ I usually write what I feel like without thinking too much about post length, though it's worth mentioning that I don't do rapid-fire or posts every 3+ weeks.
♡ I really love OOC talk, so I'm hoping to reach out to someone social.
♡ Should the rp not be for you anymore let me know instead of just not posting, it happens to us all, muse doesn't last forever. I would really like to be given the chance to thank you for your time and the rp we had together.
♡ Also, I love being invested in my writing partner's plot and OC and I will most likely try to add some input to your story just to feel ever more invested. But please show some interest back, there are far too many who are only interested in their own story and I'm really not the person for you if you don't give a bit in return.
♡ Be willing to exchange writing samples.
♡ Password; tell me your favourite colour. + The fandoms;
♡ Star Wars; for this, I'm limited to the movies and series (not the animated ones).
♡ Shadow & Bone; I'm limited to the Netflix series. (Why did they cancel it ;-;)
♡ The Last Kingdom; once more limited to the series. Might pick up the books in the future.
♡ Marvel; The MCU and some of the Disney+ shows.
♡ Rings of Power. But I'm also open to The Hobbit and LotR for my partner's story.
♡ House of the Dragon/Game of Thrones; The HBO series, but I read the books behind Game of Thrones years ago, though I would say that I don't remember that much.
♡ Avatar; the blue aliens, not the benders even if those are pretty cool too.
♡ True Blood; I recently became addicted again.
♡ Sons of Anarchy; gotta love a story in this fandom.
♡ Saltburn; I guess this could also go under non-fandom because I really just liked the whole setting.
♡ Arcane; fully caught up with everything that has come out so far.
I RP over Discord, which is also where you can reach me, the messenger here on Tumblr is not working well for me at all so feel free to add me @ thenorthling. Also, when reaching out, please add a light intro of yourself, some details about what you want and the password I have in my post, don't write "wanna rp?".
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be-compromised · 8 months ago
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Annibirthday Comment Fest
It's our comm annibirthday on Monday - the be_compromised livejournal was created 6th May (first post 7th May) 2012. We are 12! Inspired by the Zero Comment Challenge and a chat on our comm discord, we'd like to gift comments to creative works with zero (or few) comments, hopefully spreading some joy, appreciation, and encouragement in our corner of fandom.
How Does Comment Fest Work?
From the 6 to 31 May, to comment on creative works with zero, or only a few, comments. (We're not setting a limit on this but maybe 12 or less in keeping with the theme if you're the kind of person who likes a guide.) We'd like to focus on clintasha works, or works featuring Clint and/or Natasha to support our corner of fandom. One way of doing this is to search works on AO3 for clintasha and sort by comments, but we're all ears for other ideas. We appreciate recs of any works featuring Clint and/or Natasha which will boost those comments! You can leave recs in a comment to the DW post, on the comm discord recs channel, or link to a rec on tumblr and we'll reblog on the comm tumblr.
Of course if you're inspired please feel free to comment on works that could use more comments in any fandom, and to keep going after May! Those just won't count towards...
The Comment Fest Challenge
We know poeple like fun, no pressure challenges, so (inspired by the tumblr April fools boops) the following comment fest achievements are up for grabs:
- comments on 12 creative works - recs for 12 creative works, of those you've commented on during the fest - a daily comment throughout the fest or comments on 26 creative works in total
These are on the honour system. Comments on all creative works counts, not just fic. Please free to put forward other achievements, suggest fun achievement titles, create badges, and otherwise have fun with this!
Suggestions For Leaving Comments
If you're feeling stuck here's some suggestions for leaving comments. Feel free to share guides and other top tips!
If you reached the end of a fic, lingered looking at fan art, or replayed a fan vid, then just simply saying that you liked it will very much be appreciated! If you'd like to expand on that, you could add one/a few things that stood out that you liked. And if you liked it enough that you decided to bookmark it to view again, the creator would love to hear that too.
> I really liked this! / I really enjoyed this! / Thank you for writing this! > I liked when... / I especially liked... / I loved the bit where... Could be with a brief explaination of the part you mean, or you could just copy and paste your favourite line(s). For art and other creative works maybe you liked the colours, the way the character's hair was drawn, the timing of the music and the visuals in a fanvid. > This part made me laugh... / Argh, it was so sad when... Creators love to hear your reactions. That can be copy and pasting lines and then adding 'I loved this!', 'ARGH', Clint, no. CLINT, YES.', an emoji... > I've bookmarked this to appreciate again / I loved this so much, it's one I'll reread! / I've watched this vid ten times and I'm gonna watch it again > Or you can take a page from the lovely firlalaith's book and leave a string of hearts: 💜💜💜
If you have any questions please comment on the DW post or @ a mod in the discord, but as always the things to remember are to be kind and have fun. Happy Annibirthday folks!
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audr3y202 · 4 months ago
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Hello! My last roleplay ad was a little sloppy on my part, more so wanting to at least send something out rather than focusing on adding in a bit more details than before so I figured I would add in a little bit more detail and re-upload a new ad!
* I’m a female in my early twenties so for starters, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, my account is 18+ only! Second of all, I do have a bit of a life so if I don’t get back to you right away, I’m either busting my ass at work, doing college work, or sleeping tbh, but I also won’t ghost you either, I’ll let you know if I’m gonna be busy or even when I’ll be able to respond if I can’t right away. I like to be treated the same way, please let me know if you’re busy, I won’t bug you and will respect your boundaries but I also don’t like to be ghosted either. Third of all, I write pages if the roleplay plot and story is going great, I don’t expect the same thing but I also don’t want to read a paragraph compared to my multi paragraph/page reply. Fourth of all, i love having fun with the story and plot and seeing where it’s gonna go, and I want you to have fun too, please feel free to reach out to me if you want to add something to the roleplay or you don’t want to do a certain thing, I want us to enjoy the roleplay together. I usually play carrier, and looking for an m+f scenario but f+f is also just fine!
~ Likes Include but aren’t limited to;
* Slice of life, sweet, sappy scenes🥰
* Pregnancy(that’s a given)
* Long, difficult, painful birth/labor
* Pregnancy symptoms such as, morning sickness, aches and soreness, swollenness, intense/weird cravings, aversions to certain smells, constant bathroom trips, extreme hormones, tender breasts, stretch marks, mood swings, etc
* I love when the partners so comforting and supportive of my character, taking care of them as they go through the journey of pregnancy
* Doctors appointments like glucose tests or ultrasounds
* 1-2 babies or 1 huge baby
* Overdue pregnancy
* Hospital/Midwife births
* Home births
* Water breaking
* Breeding
* Births in unexpected places
* Toxic relationships, like my character constantly arguing with yours for putting her in this situation to begin with, eventually making up somehow?
* Drama!! I love some drama in a plot, keeps it even more interesting than it already is
* Unplanned pregnancy
* Young pregnancy(18+!!!!!!)
* Sub/Dom
* I’m sure I’ll add more but these are just a few!
~ Dislikes include but aren’t limited to;
* Underage!!
* Scat/Pee
* Gore
* Hyper pregnancy
* Unbirth
* Alien pregnancy
* Incest
* Gas
* I’m sure there’s also more to this
~ Scenarios I enjoy/would like to play out;
* Husband/Wife
* Boyfriend/Girlfriend
* Engaged
* Boss/Assistant
* Best friends
* Friends with benefits
* Enemies
I know it’s a lot, and I’m sure if I haven’t added something that you’d wanna add to the roleplay please feel free to ask me, I’m pretty flexible. Lastly, I write in third person for the most part, I could do first person as well but I definitely prefer third over all. I also mainly roleplay here or on discord!:)
Feel free to reach out if this interests you at all!<3
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palms-upturned · 2 months ago
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Hey everyone, sorry for the prolonged inactivity. My health kind of collapsed for a while there and I’ve been dealing with housing problems due to unemployment. I don’t feel like that’s a good reason to let this blog go unattended considering the far worse conditions that people in Gaza are suffering while they continue to fundraise for not only themselves but others as well, so I won’t try to excuse myself. I will say for clarification that asks were closed here and on VGF and will remain closed for a while longer because tumblr has been eating them, so DMs are safer for people to contact me and not get lost or buried. I’ve been trying to keep up with a spreadsheet of all the campaigns that have reached out to me, but I still have catching up to do, especially since tumblr, GFM, and PayPal all continue to target Gaza fundraisers. I want to get both blogs up and running again soon and to try and find a way to contribute more to fundraisers, like art in exchange for donations, but I may still be slower going than I’d like to be. I’m going to try to start working my way through DMs to start with.
Catching up with VGF will take longer and I’m reconsidering a lot of things abt how I run it because I’m afraid of doing more harm than good with how ppl seemed to take me as a primary verification source rather than the sources I documented, and with some mistakes of my own where I took it at face value that a blog promoting, iirc, the Ayyad family campaign was run by that family, only to find out that the Ayyads did not know who was running the blog, which then pivoted to promoting a different, unverified fundraiser, which people claimed was verified based on my post that included that URL. I also don’t think it will be possible to regularly update the fundraiser amounts in the master posts anymore because of how many campaigns have reached out, so I’m rethinking that as well. Once I’m caught up on the campaigns that have reached out, I want to add more mods to the blog to help me, esp in case my health declines again. But doing that will mean losing access to DMs, so I’m apprehensive about relying only on asks again when so many asks were getting eaten and I was having problems with tumblr only displaying a certain number of them. If anyone knows a fix for the ask box, please let me know!
If you’re looking for a campaign to donate to today, please consider Mohammed Ayesh’s campaign. He has spent months helping to verify fundraisers on the ground in Gaza and run @/gaza-evacuation-funds while he’s only halfway to his own fundraising goal after all this time.
My health seems to be improving somewhat right now and my brother and I have sort of accepted that we’ll lose our housing once this lease is up, but we do have family to fall back on, so it’ll be ok. What that means is I’m gonna let go of the idea of finding a job for a while and focus on this + sorting out my health issues. I was involved with some group research projects while I was away to try and stay involved with something helpful, but they’ve kind of just… died out and I don’t know if any of that work will be made use of. If not, I’ll try to share whatever useful info and strategic research strategies I’ve learned here on this blog.
If anyone needs to contact me quickly, you can reach out for my discord, or other messaging apps if we’re long time friends/mutuals. How much screen time I can tolerate at a time depends on my migraines, brain fog, fatigue, etc so I apologize if even then it takes me a while to get back to you. Especially feel free to hmu if strategic corporate research on a particular arms company sounds like something that could be useful to you.
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inventors-fair · 5 months ago
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I Have No Idea What Other Copy Puns There Are It Is 12:49 AM Please Give Me a Break
Congratulations to our runners-up this week: @khyrberos, @xenobladexfan, and @nine-effing-hells!
@khyrberos — Warren Broodmaster
When I first read the flavor text I covered my face and laughed. I love the flavor, as well as the abilities making it a really explosive card. My main critique is the the second ability needs to be designated as landfall like in Iridescent Vinelasher, making it too complex for standard with three different non-evergreen keywords. I also am slightly wary of the fact that it could swing games, but the 7 mana entrance gives me just enough doubt to not hold it against the design.
@xenobladexfan — Littjaran Ripples
Sometimes you just have to give it to a big dumb blue card that promises to get scarier the longer it's on the field. I really like the finagling with the text to make it work well in a way the player will understand, even if it's a tad clunky.
@nine-effing-hells — Entreat the Masses
Hell yeah, another entreat card for the supercycle. This is effectively a more versatile Clone Legion, but that double X means that you're going to be having a rougher time copying your opponent's board if you didn't draw it this turn, which I think accounts for a rarity drop. The only reason that this isn't a winner is because I'm pretty sure you make your entries in MSE and you didn't use the cool miracle frame. Yeah, it's superficial, but sometimes you need to make tough, inane choices as a judge.
General commentary will be worked on at least a little tomorrow. If you're impatient (and by impatient I mean don't want to be beholden to my terrible terrible ADHD like I am) feel free to reach out in the #fair-talk channel in the discord server and I'll let you know my thoughts there.
-@gollumni
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cgcgs43046 · 1 month ago
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Call to all Multifandom Writers 🗣🔥
Welcome to my corner of the woods! Here, we’re reshaping and enhancing the Hellaverse by rewriting key moments, giving beloved characters a fresh look, and adding mythological, biblical, and theological depth to the lore. We’ll also explore personal rewrites of the core themes that drive the story.
This community is now also space for roleplays, sharing fics, AUs, and creative re-imaginations. You can showcase your work, discuss it with readers, share ideas, and recommend fics. And is now also multifandom.
We're seeking writers, artists, and concept designers to join in. While writing is the main focus, all contributions are welcome. I’ve drawn inspiration from creators like LovesArt23, Kaldeya, and others, and I’m blending in my own characters and lore.
Animators and concept artists won’t have too much work since this project focuses on writing, but fresh visuals are always appreciated!
This server is strictly 18+ due to the nature of the original show. If you’re underage, you’ll be banned for safety reasons. Once you're 18, you're welcome to return!
Rules below:
NO MINORS
This server is intended for individuals who are 18 years old or older. If a minor is found using this server, they will be banned. It is illegal for underage individuals to access adult content. Please adhere to this rule for your safety and the safety of the adults involved. If you are underage and are caught using this server, there could be legal consequences for both you and us. Please be honest about your age, and thank you!
Always engage with fellow server members respectfully and kindly. This server is a community built on mutual respect and collaborative spirit. Any form of bullying or disrespectful behavior will lead to an immediate ban.
No slurs or derogatory language will be tolerated under any circumstances.
Engage in communications that uplift and respect all individuals.
Please keep the server focused on media critique and related discussions. If you wish to engage in political discussions or other potentially divisive topics, kindly do so through direct messages (DMs) rather than in public channels.
Explicit NSFW content is allowed. Artistic expressions such as nudity in art, pinups, and sex-related jokes are permitted as well but must provided they are preceded by a clear content warning to respect the sensibilities of all members or with a spoiler tag.
Engage freely, share your interests, and have fun! This is a space for you to enjoy and feel part of a welcoming community.
P.S.:
As more people join this server, everyone needs to maintain a civil and respectful environment. I don't want this space to become a breeding ground for negativity or hostility. Over time, I've learned to engage more thoughtfully with those who hold differing opinions.
To clarify, there are generally four types of individuals in any fandom:
Antis: Actively dislike a show, often vocal about its flaws, and criticize its fanbase.
Critics: Provide balanced reviews, acknowledging both strengths and weaknesses without personal attachment.
Fans: Enjoy the show and appreciate its characters and story while being open to minor criticisms.
Stans: Deeply dedicated to the show, defend it passionately, and often overlook flaws.
Personally, I consider myself more of a critic than a fan. While I may occasionally critique strongly, I don't want to hurt anyone.
If you're interested in participating in the writing process, please read this document carefully to understand my criteria. If you believe this aligns with your skills, send me a direct message so we can discuss it further. Make sure you fully understand the content before reaching out.
The document above is a work in progress. New disclaimers and specific information will be added periodically.
If you’re not interested in actively writing, that’s perfectly fine! Feel free to simply observe and enjoy the writing process. If you’re an artist and feel inspired, you can also draw your own interpretations of my character redesigns based on the descriptions I provide. Feel free to explore ideas, backgrounds, props, or anything else that brings the characters to life. And please don’t worry about perfection. This is your interpretation of my description, and people have different ideas—that’s totally fine! So relax and have fun with it. :)
Looking forward to working w/ you guys :)
Byeeee~ :D
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desmond69miles · 2 years ago
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Can you do ink bendy x reader who sh please I need so comfort
i've been letting asks marinate in my ask box and I apologize! I'm catching up on schoolwork and balancing my health class certificate and job is tricky--I've been super busy haha.
but hi, anon! i deal with self-harm, and get a lot of comments and backhanded compliments due to my scars. Multiple times I had to get stitches, and I've been in an inpatient setting many times. If you need someone to vent to, my dms are always open, and I can give you my discord. Help is such a hard thing to reach out for, and if I can help you or take a little bit of that stress away, feel free to reach out. I'm open, and deal with HI, so most things don't really phase me. I'm always active :)
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trigger warning for self-harm! (and I know that there are other forms of self harm, I was a burner quite often, but I used what people consider "the main form" of self harm.)
[-: The only reason Bendy hadn't killed you is because you didn't show fear, you didn't smell fearful. Bendy was confused, and decided to follow you around for a little before "befriending" you. He just sat across from where you were and stared at you until you spoke to him.
[-: When you told him you had dealt with self-harm, he just cocked his head and let out a slow trill.
[-: Bendy doesn't realize its a bad thing until you tell him. All his life he's been exposed to gruesome torture and manipulation by Joey, and other Gent workers. I feel like Bendy would also deal with some forms of self-harm, such as banging his head or hitting things until his hands bled with his inky blood.
[-: When you told him that it was a bad thing, and that it was due to depression, he nodded and held your forearms in his mix-matched hands, humming with an ink-filled throat. He still wouldn't grasp the full concept, and just kept a keen eye on you when you were alone.
[-: If you relapsed inside the studio, Bendy would know. He hears everything, every little rustle of paper and every little breath. He heard your crying, the broken weeps, and sulked towards a small closet type room where you were located. Not knowing to knock, he opened the creaky door, and paused. There was broken glass on the floor, your body huddled into a corner with a small piece of glass held tightly in your hand. One of your pant legs had been pulled up to your hip, inky blood beading at the slices on your skin. You store at each other a few seconds before you let out a loud sob, lungs constricting at a silent scream.
[-: Bendy would try his best, gently picking your shaking body up and transferring you to an infirmary. It took a little while to find non ink-soaked bandages, but once he did, Bendy gently bandaged your limbs. It was badly done, and ink from his hands got onto them, but you weakly smiled at the gesture.
[-: Once he knew what cutting actually was, he tried to keep you away from some sharp objects around the studio. He tried to keep a better eye on you, watching you through cutouts when he couldn't be with you, or keeping out for certain sounds when he was feeding.
[-: When you had self-harm urges, Bendy tried to redirect the best he could, offering you a pipe to go destroy somethings around the studio, or offering you his arms and a blanket, listening to a radio playing some old-timey song.
[-: While he can't cure your depression, Bendy can definitely help and provide an extra set of hands. He doesn't mind when you sleep in to long, but will remind you that you guys have stuff to do, and urges you to eat at least two meals a day. While you don't need to eat in the studio, Bendy wants to make sure your health is always full.
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mementoshay · 7 months ago
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Hello. When I read the tragedy about Shay, I could not believe that this was someone else's problem. Because right now I want to be gone. And not only from fandom. I would like to talk to you if you would like. I feel as if I am the only one in the world right now. I have been a Radiohusk shipper for about two years now, posting pictures on Twitter and even interacting with some of them. It has been a fruitful environment and time for me. It was a peaceful time, as Doc said. I have OCD and often feel unstable. Radiohusk and my shipmates were the ones who calmed the waves until now. Since the publication of this edition, those waves have remained rough. My favorite ship is constantly denounced, and even my not-so-great drawings get cruel quote retweets. I hated drawing. Now I don't even pick up a brush. Also, a number of shippers who were my friends have already left the fandom. It is like an island in the sea. My OCD has been tormenting me for a long time, but what torments me the most is that the trend doesn't seem to end. Is there any safer space anywhere? I am despairing because I am sure there is no more. Thanks for reading, and I hope you have a great time. I hope you will reply to me.
Hello, I'm very sorry for the big delay, but as we said, we all took a break for mental health reasons.
Before we continue, here's a list of hotlines that might be able to help you whenever you feel like there's no escape. Also feel free to reach out to us via DM at any time either here or via Twitter to let us know how you're doing.
Please do not neglect your mental health. Make sure to be followed by professionals and regularly express your thoughts and emotions with them so that you can be supported and advised properly.
This ask brings back strong memories because this theme is a recurring one, first with Shay, then with other people who came to us in private.
The bad news is, we have really no way of going back in time. But the good news is, painful as it can be, we can adjust and make the best of what comes our way going forward.
If these characters and their relationship are important to you, it's okay for you to not let go of them, but it's also important that you try to not connect them to your own pain. Fortunately, they're fictional: no matter what you or other people choose to do with them, nothing really changes, so you can really do whatever you please with them.
I think what seems to have worked for most of those we have spoken to is to form their own little "niche" of like-minded people. Value quality over quantity, so to speak. Find those who feel the same as you (and trust me, they exist), create your own little community, may it be on Twitter, Discord, etc. Draw together, write together, share ideas and build up from there.
What seems to have helped another member is to make their own iteration of some of the characters, with a mix-and-match of Ms. Medrano's old versions, which they liked better. Again, it's fiction, so the limit truly only is the sky.
However, please do not make Shay's mistake to try and find the solution to your personal struggles within internet communities. Reach out to your friends and family, talk to them. Find like-minded people to connect with.
And never forget how strong and resilient you can be! Thank you for your trust. I'm so sorry for the long wait. Hoping to hear from you soon. - Eden
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