#but part of me reeeeaaaally wants to try and ironically that's probably the mental illness talking
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i REALLY want to get more piercings but man. man. i have to actually think in terms of having a sustainable career here
#i have a work mentor and she told me to come up with a five year plan#i'm suffering#i wanted to tell her outright 'i didn't think i'd be alive this long i have no ability to plan more than a week in advance'#no joke i look into the future and draw a blank#i have no idea what i want to do or what's even possible for me#she's always like YOU CAN BE COMPLETELY HONEST WITH ME#girl we are at work you are not getting authenticity#i desperately want out of my current position though and have so far failed to achieve that#i THINK i know where i want to go if i stay with that company#but i don't particularly want to be working there aside from the benefits offered lmao#my brain craves novelty and a more human element in work so i really should just. go back to psych#i'm doing well rn but bipolar is a fickle beast and i know if i try to balance work and school full time i'm going to fuck myself up again#and i literally cannot afford to be that sick anymore#but part of me reeeeaaaally wants to try and ironically that's probably the mental illness talking#in any case this 5 year plan shit is making me want to hang myself with my mouse cord
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