#but overall yeag it was nice

[kerizaret]

How did practice today go :0??

Pretty fun! It was mostly organisational stuff, since we also have several new people on the group :D some had experience with theatre before, some are total beginners, so I'm very interested how this year will go! There's like... 20 of us tho so it will certainly be an ambitious group to work with

I also met some people I played with before, but then our groups didn't align, so I'm excited to work with them again :DD

We had a little improv exercise in groups near the end, which ended up pretty funny and a way to know each other and open up a bit ^^

[sillyfreakx5]

i miss him so much :(((

(tw for implied grooming/csa in the tags)

[miesozernacma]

subsribe to my channel to see me be normal about music

[intertexts]

is it cheating to say youre the nhw guy. just like. overall. i feel like thats cheating bc we literally made the au. but every time i make a nhw post im going like "teehee i hope ros likes this i hope they approve of my stupid tragic gay little thoughts on the action figures we're smashing with hammers together" HEHE . if nhw doesnt count.. im going to go for a deep cut and say beeduo. sorry. o nazerene was one of those lifechanging fics for me u will always be the ultimate beeduo expert in my head . more currently though i would say dakota cole specifically due to the amount of times youve made a lb post and then grizzly has said the exact same thing like a SECOND later. also your dakota pov is the best ive ever read everyone else makes him a little too.. idk. childish or naive or hyper. u have such a nice balance of those things + the serious moments.

AUUUGHGHGGHHGHGH EXPLODING U WITH MY MIND.... WGAT THE HELL. AWESOME. this is so awesome fuck yes. fuck yes dude. also literally thats exactly how *I* feel whenever i make a nhw post!!!!!!!! i prommy i always love ur tragic gay blender thoughts..... ur so fucking big brain always. literally cannot stop thinking abt them i NEED 2 be annoying in yr inbox abt wibby some more!!

& THE BEEDUO...... auauaua. ctubbo was literally who i was thinking of when i rbed that post.... my guy of all time.... so happy that that's still my reputation gisjdhdjddf :] also i checked in on a tubbolive stream for the first time in literally yearsss today & bossman was playing a disgustingly fun edm set.... since when is he a fucking dj!! delightful character development ngl. anyway. yeag <333

i fucking swear to GOD me & grizzly grizzlyplays r on some shared fucking wavelength. (hey i know that guy) literally don't even fucking know what it is but it's so funny. it KEEPS HAPPENING!!!! big fan of ur thought processes king they're literally mine!! & man i fucking love dakota so much..... he's such a good character. he's so fun to write. i haven't ventured in the ao3 tags yet but i KNOW ill have a whole characterization essaypost 2 make... anyway this is so fucking awesome forever hehehehehe :]]]]]]

[leftovergarlicbread]

i know ur a cain fan. how about cain for the ask game?

anon i am KISSING YOU ON THE LIPS AND PROPOSING RN THANK U SM

putting this under a cut because unsurprisingly this got LOOONG. I have A Lot to say about him lmaooo

anyways:

Sexuality Headcanon: Pansexual. That's cannon, and. Yeag. :]

Gender Headcanon: Trans man. This is a hill i will fucking die on, the amount of tboy swag that radiates off him is SO INTENSE. Also im transmasc and hes my favorite character so he gets hit with transgenderfication beam and also his gender is so fire and i love it sm theres no way a cis man can have that much gender

A ship i have with this character: I don't really ship too much, but I've always seen Cain as being like ~20 so i've kinda lowkey shipped him with Cal? It completely came from nothing tho lmaoo I just imagined an interaction between them and went "hang on. in this made up scenario of them they actually kind of have some chemistry. hmmmm."

A BROTP i have with this character: I've always gotten the vibes that Cain and Arclight are besties of all time. I don't know why. The vibes are just there. But also, CAIN AND HARDY!!!!!! They 1000% became besties while up in Calcenon and you CAN NOT convince me otherwise. They bonded over emo music at first and Hardy definately had a guitar on him when they got stuck in Calcenon (he's 100% one of those guys that just always carries a guitar with him) so he started teaching Cain how to play!! I also hc that he teaches Aya how to play too :] Also their dynamic is so funny lmaooo Cain chaos goblin plus Hardy Literally Just Doing His Best. I basically just expanded on their dialouge on Route 3 where Cain's like "man we're getting beaten up here and not in the good way ;;;)" and hardy's just like "there's a good way??????" just. that dynamic. Kind of feral and unhinged plus guy who's kind of confused but totally chill and just enjoying the ride. Anyways. I care them <3

A NOTP i have with this character: Again, I don't really ship much/have many strong opinions on ships so obviously excluding all the gross ones there isn't really any? I guess CainxHardy just because I like them as besties more?

A random headcannon: You're getting several. I have too many.

Cain has a few tattoos and when Anna and Noel first saw them it took him like. Two weeks to convince them that they really were permanent and Actually In His Skin and that he wasn't drawing them on every morning lmaooo

As for what the tattoos are, I imagine he has a small Jolteon on his ribcage on his side because it's his favorite eeveeloution and also the person he was dating at the time had a Jolteon. He was 16 and an unsupervised teenager, be nice >:( He will lie about the origins of this one tho he'll tell people that it's of Arc's jolteon and it was a best friends tattoo lmaoo. It also was his first tattoo!

He also has a purely aesthetic one on the top of his left forearm that's of a purple eye crying like, blobby space goop tears. It looks cool and is ourple. Next Question.

He has some random stick-and-poke flowers and other small designs on his shoulders that he got from friends and other random impulse nights.

His favorite and the biggest one is on the outside of his right calf and goes from ankle to knee. It's also the most personal one to him. It's a burned apple tree with various symbols formed in the patterns of the wood grain on the tree of things important to him. Some of them being the trans symbol, the posion type symbol and a flying bird (representing freedom) The overall meaning of it is based off the saying "the apple doesn't fall far from the tree" and is symbolizing him doing what he can to fall as far away from his "tree" (family) as he can, doing what he can to break that cycle of abuse and not become like his parents.

He also has a few piercings!! He's got multiple ear piercings throughout his ears, an eyebrow piercing and a tounge piercing.

Kind of related to what I said about his last tattoo, it hit me one day that despite how innuendo-filled his talk can be, Cain is one of the few characters who never swears, even cleary going out of his way to use more tame language. I hc that when he was younger and still lived at home, (i hc that he ran away from home when he was like 15 and just struggled throuhg life best he could until he was able to collect himself) he did swear and yell a lot because. It seems like yelling and loud arguments and cussing people out was kind of the norm, but once he got away and was able to get to a point in his life where it wasn't jsut Survival Mode doing what he could to keep going forwards, he kind of took a step back and realized that he could distance himself from being like his mother by not swearing and yelling all the time like she did. I don't exactly have the best words to describe it but that's like. the basic idea of it.

I have Many More headcannons but I will stop there for now lmaoo this has already gotten rather long sidohfnwiokfh

General Opinion over said character: Absolute love. Blorbo of all time. Such a skrinkly i've rotated him almost nonstop in my brain since i first met him, literally Such A Character. But also more seriously, I do also realte to him on a pretty personal level, with his anxiety about how he doesn't have a clear plan for himself and feeling alienated from his peers because of it how he's never really had grand plans for himself or known what he's wanted to do, like. I'm literally the EXACT same boat there so that part especially of his character, it just HITS. I also think A LOT about his dynamic with Aya, and just the whole thing of how they very clearly have hurt eachother A LOT unintentionally just tying to survive their own home, and that idea of yeah they both fucked up to different degrees, but how do you Not fuck something up in a situation like that and then them working on healing and trying to become siblings again and i just- FFFUCK its Good. and i haven't finished the maingame yet (though im working on victory road so im close!!!) so it's still a lot of just speculation for me, but GOD i just. Them. Dude, I could write literal essays about the LaRue siblings. But Cain has easily become one of my top blorbos ever and probably will for a long long time, like this funky little purple guy just holds such a special place in my heart and makes me so happy and, just, yeah <3 <3 <3 <3