#but omggggg its soooo good on her

[caramel-mousse]

thinking of her. look at her.

[gingerjolover]

HOLIDAY REQUEST SEASON EEEE HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! okay so we know that julien definitely isn’t enthralled by the holidays because of the stereogum interview buuuut i cant shake the vision of julien and soft!gf facing off in a (ginger)bread (see what i did there!!!!!) house battle like idk i could just imagine soft!gf running errands at the store, coming across a gingerbread house kit and being like…..yes!

omggggg... also i see what u did there teehee

im gonna hc this bc this is sooo cute

i feel like soft!gf and julien compromise a lot in their relationship, like they show up for each other in many different ways even when the other isn't super stoked

jb shows up for you EVERY. CHRISTMAS. like yeah she doesn't love christmas but she looooves you so she indulges your every whim during the holidays

if we are in the same universe (soft!gf and julien have moved to LA and the house needed renovations/the end of touring/lots of events taking place and so on, so their holiday party/housewarming is taking place around the holidays) then you are zooooming around running errands trying to prep

thankfully munagenius is helping a lot and you thank your lucky stars for bff!kelli bc boy does she come thru for you

but it's exactly like that, soft!gf sees these gingerbread kits at like world market or something and there's a sale on traditional ones but then there's a midcentury modern kit and a camper one (these are real)

so you get a couple of the traditional ones (maybe for a mungenius hangout or group date night) and then get some of the cool ones

and you come home so excited and julien is matching your excitement because she doesn't like christmas but she likes how excited you get around the holidays and the constant twinkle in your eyes

julien greets you in the driveway, one of your dogs at her calf as she waits for you to park, her tattoos out and about in her linen button down

"didja buy the whole store?" julien asks teasingly, her hand pulling you into her by your beltloops, kissing your cheek and jaw in quick succession

"we have like 25 people coming over jay," you say unamused but unable to fight the smile at her affections, starting to grab bags

but boyfriend!julien is lowkey jacked and can get 95% of the bags in her arms as she quickly waddles into the house

julien is rifling through the bags when you get inside, pulling out the gingerbread houses before you can even butter her up

"i saw them at the store and i thought it would be so fun...look," you say grabbing the midcentury modern house and showing her the box

julien sees how excited you are and loves a good craft so she acts like its such a chore but once dinner has been eaten and the dishes have been washed, julien is putting plastic down on the dining room table and organizing all the supplies as if it was her idea

and lets be real, julien gets into it, okay?

soft!gf is a little genius so there's extra icing and candy and toppings for the houses on the table

and julien is constructing a masterpiece, murmuring to herself, "need a good foundation...good bones," or something like that

"i bet i could build us a real house baby..." "im sure you could jules."

and somewhere between letting the houses set and decorating, julien gets competitive

"i thought you wanted us to decorate it like it was our real house jay?"

"i do but im just going to do it better than you :)" and she smiles so sassily you're like fine, game on

and julien is soooo messy

she has icing all over her hands and on her cheek

and she's popping candies into her mouth left and right

"jay stop i needed those for my roof!" "you're roofing too slow babe, 's not my fault"

and there's Christmas music playing softly in the background, the dogs are sleeping underneath the table at y'alls feet and as it gets dark the Christmas lights husband!julien so diligently crafted around the house on a timer go off

and for the first time in a long time julien looks around and is so genuinely happy with the christmas-ness of her environment

and its silly like her and soft!gf are literally making replicas of their house out of inedible gingerbread and its so christmassy it should make her sick but she sees the streaks of icing on your cheekbone and how you've placed little m&ms in a repetitive pattern on the roof of your gingerbread house and she decides that the focused look on your face with your tongue peeking out, an almost ethereal glow behind your head from the Christmas lights is worth dealing with some of the lingering anger and resentment she has during the holidays if it means she can create new traditions with you and learn to love Christmas

<3 sorry its late guys

i feel like ive forgotten how to write and post and im in my imposter syndrome era ;P

[yutadori]

oki im home neow so i can talk more about today . wow . that was so crazy . i spent time in artist alley for about an hour with my friend and i only bought two things because i was really determined to limit myself and im glad i followed through ^-^

afterwards i went to kinokuniya's booth where they were selling three wha merchandise items and the tote i wanted was sold out BUT . but . when i walked in one of the staff was holding TWO of the huge coco posters and i was like omg hi . i would like one (~: and i was soooo lucky i left aa when i did or else i might have missed the poster </3

and then the wha panel omg . omggggg . it was so cute )': everybunny was so nice... in addition to shirahama and the two director / producers (?) they also had maybe like ten people from the animation team who came up to the stage at the end ?!?!? it was so sweet (': i really liked when the directore were talking about how involved shirahama is in the process, and how they really care about meeting her vision and expectations, as well as trying to honor her art style. there was a part that stuck out to me, which is when they said that they often have meetings with her, which i feel is super thoughtful ('':

the pv..... goddddd the pv.... i felt so crazy omg... i still cant believe that happened.... wow . wtf . it looks so so so good . the art style is so nice like it's not too flat and the colors are nice and the animation is sooo fluid and cool T__T i cant stop thinking about the scene where qifrey saves coco..... oughhhh the burst of light from his shoes and the super quick zap he does into the sky UAOGHHHH . so gooddddddddddd . i also still think its so funny that they didnt show qifrey's face like . they knew . and im also glad the focus was on coco hehe

[1d1195]

ok ok ! lots to talk about !

i finally read all of dolcezza and HABDJSAHGAGS oh my goodness. even after reading all your works for well over a year now, i don’t think ill even get used to how amazing of a writer you are. i truly FELT everything in that story, from her pain of asking for help (she’s soooo real omfg she’s just like me) to the anxiety and terror in the last chapter ???? HELLO I WAS SO SCARED SHDBJSJAHS IT WAS SOOOO GOOD I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT YOU HAVE PLANNED FOR THE BLURBS they were truly soulmates since the first part when they ran into eachother🥹🥹🥹 i LOVED how he was so mushy and soft and just completely head over heels for her it gave me ALL the feels😭😭💞💞✨✨

next: I JUST FINISHED MY FRIEND’S TOYOTA AND OMGGGGG AHHHHH !!!!! it’s soooooo cute and soft and the way they’re both just hopeless romantics looking for the love of their life i cantttt😭 AND IT WAS SO CUTE HOW YOU ADDED THE WHOLE “should i bring a coat” SCENE LIKE IN THE SONG AHHHH I WAS SMILING SO HARD I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WITH THEM (and when they finally get close enough to share that they both had the same fantasies for their college years ????🥹🥹🥹🥹 im gonna sob)

i just ughhhh i love your writing and your characters soooooo much you never fail to make me fall COMPLETELY in love with your stories

ALSOOOO I LISTENED TO THE SONG AND OMGGGG IT FEELS LIKE LAYING IN A MEADOW AT THE START OF SPRING WHEN ALL THE FLOWERS AND TREES ARE JUST STARTING TO BLOOM AND JUST LAYING IN THE GRASS AND STARING AT THE SKY AND FEELING THE WIND UGHHH ITS SOOO GOOD THANK YOU FOR THE REC I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYSSS APPRECIATE THE MUSIC (along with everything else!)

love you and hope you’re doing reallyyyy well <333

~🎶🎀

AHHHH Yay yay yay yay!

I'm so flattered you think I'm such a good writer 😭 it's so so nice of you!

I love making Harry a mushy mess of a man. I assume he is and i will not be told differently 💕 I have gotten the feeling that we could start a club here on 1d1195.tumblr.com about being too hard on ourselves and not being able to ask for help 😭💕 I'm glad you related to her! I always find it's easier to read when the character is relatable in someway. I'm sorry you have a hard time asking for help. I truly know how difficult and lonely that can be! I'm sorry for making you so scared but hopefully it was quite the relief by the end! I'm glad you're excited for future blurbs! I am too! 🤭 I should probs come up with some ideas besides an alternate stalker-scene hehehehe

I LOVE writing about songs. It's the easiest way for me to write, honestly. I guess that speaks more to the song-artist than about me hehehe. The second I hear a song I like, I envision a whole story about the lyrics. Noah Kahan has been KILLING me for months. His new song Forever just officially dropped today and I can't with "we can't make rent, so we window shop." I have lots of ideas based on songs rolling around in my head and you can see how quick I write when I have a song that makes the story easier based on some of my older work (not that I'd recommend reading anything older it's trashy af).

YOU ARE THE SWEETEST 😭💕

I have yet to fully dive into the lyrics of Paint, but glossing over them, they seem a bit sad. So idk if I'd be able to write one of my cute-gross stories, but I might spin it another direction. I'm so glad you liked it and love your description of it! I agree completely (also if I were to write about this song, I'd probs include a meadow scene).

Thanks so much for reading my stuff! I appreciate you greatly!!!

xoxo

[sakkac]

summary of my thoughts on see you in my 19th life episode 1

ban jieum <3 <3

pool huh……..

water imagery… i miss the library as the location of their first meeting but water imagery is saur- [explodes]

idk personally i was expecting the car accident to be in the first ten minutes like a jumpscare, but i like how it was drawn out and hinted at throughout the episode. also i am soooo smug abt already knowing what joowon was telling seoha before she died. like that ate me up when i was reading the manhwa but now 😏 hehe. but im still saur excited for the reveal in the kdrama

they put so much money into this. it is deserved i enjoy it it is slaying etc etc

love the child actors… seoha’s child actor looks like hwanwoong so much though that i couldn’t take him 100% seriously as seoha. i’d see him and im like OMGGGGG…. who made baby hwanwoong CRY????

love how they contextualized ban jieum’s prev lives…. her past lives were things i always wanted more of. i wanted to know how she exactly became the person she is today. because i feel entitled to knowing how my wife became so <3

ban jieum as a child is the funniest thing ever like she just has a mission to see seoha again and then she’s doing the most outlandish things to get there. shes like “he made me feel like a child again and forget my remembering of my past lives” and then she becomes a child laborer. for him. girl i love you

really love the expansion of jieum and ae-gyeong’s relationship. in all im a very big fan of how many things have become contextualized and grounded in the kdrama vs the manhwa. but i still love the manhwa so much….. lee hye's manhwa ban jieum will always have a grip on me

seoha’s dad is such an asshole….. why did they change him. bring back the fucked up guy who at least kept to himself? [redacted] [redacted] 😭

adult seoha in the pool was 😌 my exact words seeing that scene was “man’s looking good…. NIPPLE???????”

they already showed how he only sits in the front seat now…. crying. no one look at me i need some privacy to recover

piano…..

HoH seoha canon in the kdrama 😭😭😭 i hope they keep seoha’s habit of keeping the tv on too 😭

his hearing aid is sooo small and it looks expensive…. fucking chaebol

ban jieum please give me one chance. plea

great first episode…. got all the feelings and put everything in order for the viewer to understand ban jieum’s world

i actually never told this to anyone, but i always thought this would make a GREAT kdrama. like it has all the kdrama tropes (emotionally repressed and traumatized chaebol, poor but hardworking female lead, side couple, car accident, mom dies, one [1] friend each for the female and male leads) and an interesting quirk (ban jieum <3). so im so so so happy please take care of me in this life as well has a kdrama and it has so much money and effort put into it. and the actors are wonderful so far and beloved…. like apparently ahn bohyun lost some weight to play seoha bc seoha’s supposed to look frail 😭😭😭 GOD HELP ME that is so true hes like a flower you accidentally stepped on but you pick it up and nurture it because it has a certain charm abt it. this is why i trust ahn bohyun for this role... its like he peeked in my brain. anyways. if you told me two years ago one of my favorite manhwa EVER would have a kdrama like this i would say “it’s deserved” but i’d be hiding a smile.

[cherrypeaking]

(I had to go find it and edit it cause its from like a month ago-)

I'm back, and with my ratings!! Within each album, I'll rate the songs. 

Note: won’t be putting the chaos chapter: freeze because it’s the same for fight or escape.

At number one for my favorite album....

The Dream Chapter: Eternity!!

Songs, ranked:

(this was close to impossible btw, I love every single one of these songs.)

6. Fairy of Shampoo

Yes, Soobin's falsetto is fucking ADDICTING, and the song itself has a very pretty vibe but other than that, it does nothing for me.

5. Maze in the Mirror 

This is only here because I haven't listened to it enough to tell yet. I love the guitar though.

4. Drama

The 'ooh-ooh' part is SO GOOD. The whole song is a bop to me, but like I said, I love the whole album, soooo...

(this is where it gets really hard)

3. Eternally

The beat drop has me HOOKED. OBSESSED. ADDICTED. Nothing else to say. Yeonjun shocked me.

2. PUMA

Everything about this song I love. Yeonjun’s rap, the music video, Taehyun in the chorus, everything.

1. Can’t You See Me?

This is one of my original favorite TXT songs, and I still love it so, so much. My dancing to it is absolutely crazy, I love the ‘friends don’t understand me any, sh- more~’ part.

In second place for albums, we have ‘minisode 2: Thursday’s Child’

(this one was also so hard to rank T-T)

5. Thursday’s Child Has Far to Go 

I’m so sorry Gyu T-T. This song just isn’t it for me, I like the upbeat-ness of it and it’s on my ‘dance crazy’ playlist, but it’s the only song on the album I didn’t keep coming back to.

4. Trust Fund Baby

Now, hear me out: I LOVE THIS SONG, SO SO MUCH. The vocals, the ‘i wish everything’s a lie, ah ah ah ah…” is my favorite thing in the world to sing along too. I just have others i like more T-T

3. Good Boy Gone Bad

I LOVE THIS ONE XD

If it was another day, I might rank it first. But not today. I’ve said before how I learned the choreography backwards originally, but I still love singing and dancing to it. Yeonjun’s laugh part makes me go crazy.

2. Lonely Boy

Huening’s voice in this made me DBJUVGHBGUGVHBVG

And hearing Yeonjun’s live rap of it made me love it even more. MY BOY IS SO FUCKING TALENTED

I feel like Hueningkai and Yeonjun tend to be the most stable live performers, so this song live has to be so good.

1. Opening Sequence

YES WE’RE OPENING SEQUENCE ENTHUSIASTS 

Taehyun’s adlibs are so fucking pretty, I love testing my vocals by singing along to them. And the song in general is gorgeous and heartbreaking all at the same time.

For third in albums, we have…

The Chaos Chapter: Fight or Escape.

This album is actually really good in my mind, I don’t love all the songs but the few I love so much make it that much better.

11. I know I love you (feat seori) emocore remix

The only reason is I haven’t listened enough, and I tend to like originals more than remixes

10. Ice Cream

I just haven’t listened to it enough. I’m pretty sure the only times I did I thought it was kinda cringe but idk

9. Magic

Yes. I put this here. I’m very sorry T-T

I think it’s a really pretty song, when they perform it it’s really fun to watch and you can see how much fun they’re having. But the song itself is just not my vibe.

8. *cries* MOA Diary

BEFORE YOU AT ME-

This song is only here because the others left are really, really good. I love this song, I think it’s super cute and it never fails to make me cry. I do find it a little too catchy, but whatever

7. No Rules

THIS SONG IS SO FUN OMGGGGG. No complaints here, just the same thing about loving the other songs a lot.

6. 0X1=LOVESONG (I Know I Love You) feat. Seori

I really love this song. The part where one of the members sings with her?? I love it so much. Also the ‘i know it’s real i can feel it’ part when they sing live??? Taehyun’s voice *faints*

(side note: my dad always says ‘sony jabberjaw’ for that one line ☠️

5. LO$ER=LO♡ER

This song only ranks higher than IKILY because of the ‘lover with a dollar sign is a loser!’ part. I currently have that line on my message board in my room.

4. Anti-Romantic

This song is just so fucking good. I had an era where i was OBSESSED

I still occasionally sing the ‘sorry i’m an anti-romantic’ part whenever my parents are being couple-y

3. What if I had been that PUMA

This song is another I haven’t listened to enough, but I listened to it the other day and LOVED IT. Yeonjun’s intro is so dnfnebvfbjr. The autotune isn’t my favorite but that’s alright (Yeonjun’s rap also has me WEAK-)

2. Dear Sputnik

Actually this song was one that I didn’t even remember how it went, until I looked it up and clicked it. AND BELIEVE ME

I FUCKING LOVE IT

1. Frost

This song. I am OBSESSED I SWEAR TO GOD.

The laugh in the intro?? Their voices in the chorus??? The whole thing just speaks to me on another level. One of my all-time favorite TXT songs.

At number four, we have: the name chapter: temptation

5. Happy Fools

Too repetitive at the chorus. They could’ve done better. That’s all. The meaning itself is great

4. Tinnitus

Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely LOVE this song. 9/10 song. Beomgyu’s voice had me DYING. The english lyrics made me laugh the first time I saw them but also cry T-T

3. Devil by the Window

This song was my favorite from the very beginning. From when the teaser came out, I was in love. I looped the same 18 seconds they first released on YouTube for HOURS. The song itself was not a disappointment, like I was worried. The bridge is my favorite part, especially Yeonjun’s "I'll fly.” The most gorgeous thing, if you ask me. The choreography is simultaneously creepy AND powerful, the lyrics are sexy when you first hear, but the whole song is meaningful, even the ending gasp.

2. Sugar Rush Ride

This song is one of my favorite TXT songs in general. The choreography, the falsetto in the chorus, everything is beautiful. I’ve managed to strengthen the higher parts of my voice by singing along to it.

1. Farewell, Neverland

Everything about this song speaks to me. The lyrics, the melody. I love it so much, I can’t even explain it. And when they perform live?? Amazing.

In fifth place… Minisode 1: blue hour!!

5. Way home

I just haven’t listened to it enough

4. Blue Hour

The “cause of imagination” part makes me cringe. Other than that, I love it

3. Ghosting

So, I haven’t heard this song in a long time but I’m pretty sure I loved it the last time I did XD

2. Wishlist

MY FAM PLAYED THIS ON MY BIRTHDAY AND I LOVED IT SM

This song is very catchy and I like the vibe.

1. We Lost The Summer

Almost makes me cry. It’s such a pretty song, and YEONJUN IN THE MV??? AHH???

In sixth place, the dream chapter: magic!!

8. Poppin’ star

I don’t like the vibe very much :shrug:

7. Roller coaster

Haven’t heard enough.

6. Magic Island

Haven't heard enough

5. Can’t we just leave the monster alive?

Haven’t heard enough but I think I liked it the last time I did.

4. 20cm

I LOVE THIS SONG SM T-T ITS THE MAIN TRACK FOR ONE OF MY STORIES (also me and Soobin are 20Cm apart)

3. Run Away

This song is addictive. Beomgyu in this music video literally killed me.

2. Angel or Devil

This song makes me cry. Idk why it just does. Also, RAPPER BG FOR EVER

1. New Rules

I USED TO BE OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG

YEONJUNS INTRO?? ALSO TAEHYUNS VOICE?? I LOVE IT AHHH

DEF IN MY TOP TXT SONGS

This is gonna get me slammed by fans but… in seventh… the dream chapter: star

5. Our summer

Haven’t heard enough

4. Nap of a star

Haven’t heard enough but the music video is weird so yes

3. Blue orangeade

Genuinely haven’t heard this one enough either, but the “we like” part is so catchy T-T

2. CROWN

As far as debut songs go, this one doesn’t suck :shrug:

1. The one and only… CAT & DOG

THIS SONG IS UP IN MY FAVE TXT SONGS TOO

YEONJUNS RAP OFC, THE WHOLE THING IS SO FUNNY AND I LOVE IT T-T WHEN THEY PERFORMED LIVE, THE AUDIENCE BARKED AT THEM T-T

omg haha looking at your ranking i believe i should recommend you to listen to maze in the mirror more and especially read the lyrics (BUT please not if you’re in a good mood haha, it’s better to listen to when you’re in a mood to listen to a sadder song 🥺)

we have a lot of favorite songs in common!! i love their discography so much as a whole 🥹🩷 cant you see me is an amazing title track to me seeing it so high in your list makes me so happy 🤗🩷

and omg ada?? you dance?? you learnt gbgb backwards?? what the hell!!! that’s so cool 😳

[sapphic-woes]

YOU'RE PLAYING FENYX RISING!!!! AHHHHH Bro this game is soooo goooood!!!!!!! I haven't played the dlcs bc i can't afford them but omggggg the main story, bro bro brooooo, i wish more people knew about this game! Im glad you're playing and i hope you enjoy every part of it, MAN i wish i could experience it all over it again. 😭

ITS RLLY SM BETTER THAN I ANTICIPATED!? I love it sm already, and yeah gosh I'm surprised it's not as big tbh. I love the storytelling and the dialogue and the shitty jokes...it's just all so good and so tasteful. Also I just seriously adore fenyx lmao. The way she talks super exaggerated and her walk is hilarious and she's so head empty. Love me big strong dumb women.

[fagdykevash]

BROOOO I FINISHED PART 1 OF INSIDE JOB ITS SOOOO FUCKING GOOD

DUDEEEEE IKRRR!!! it's literally so amazing omggggg,,,,, imho brett is the BEST in that season bc we get to see so much of his like. lore + character development and all that,,, also reagan is such a alpha-female-grindset cringefail queen i love her sm omggg and dude the endingggggg aaaaaaaaagh it makes me cry every timeee ToT like the fucking Story there is amazingggg. like yeahh the illuminati jokes are funny and the whole making-fun of the government shtick is obv hilarious but the actual character interactions and their plotlines are absolutely amazing. came for the dunking-on-corporate-america stayed for the amazing characters ^^

[m1ckeyb3rry]

SORRY I PASSED OUT FOR LIKE THE LAST TWO DAYS SHSHSKKSKS I’ve got a lot to catch up on now oops

Ok but just finished watching OMGGGGG lowk the animation wasn’t bad and omg TABIEITAKEN stop they looked soooo goood also the ADDITIONAL TIME the animation actually looks a lot more well done than last season?? Like fs not as crusty which is nice but also we manifested tabieitaryu omg it’s real what will we predict next yuki also being the one to take one for the team and room with Rin has me crying

No exactly yukis team ready to fight anyone who dares to even throw him a side eye for doing contests instead of battles also wait the sibling (sorta) angst yayoi looking after Hiori and karasus like “I’m your REAL brother???? HELLO????” And her giving Hiori the ducklett imagine Karasu originally didn’t care for it but the fact that she’s redirecting it towards Hiori has him tweaking

OTOYA IS HYDREIGONS FATHER LMAOOO i can imagine it also hypes him up when he tries rizzing up girls but also subtly throws hints for him to try and rizz up reader every other pokemon steering clear from altaria because they don’t wanna have beef and get their shit rocked by hydreigon is also too funny

LMAOOOOOOO wait that’s too good ampharos desperately pointing to the stone mid battle and otoyas like “ok we get it your accessory is cute wtv bro get back to slapping the opponent???”

AHAHAH I keep forgetting that like half the requests for your event are opps LMAOO also so real for that that’s literally me whenever I have to do anything productive too but OOO KARASU COMEBACK SOON

AHDHSSJAJ dw I bet you were serving fr in that pic your life fr could be a kdrama/sitcom if its own with all these encounters you have

- Karasu anon

LMAOAOAO NO WORRIES i hope you enjoyed your touching grass era too!! can’t believe we even managed to sync those up 😭

YESSSS WE PREDICTED IT truly our manifestation powers know no bounds!! and agreed i think the ep looked really good and the animation was fine to me!! i’m happy with how it all turned out anyways 🤩 and the additional time had me giggling it also felt longer than the ones last season???? so i’m hoping that means they’ll all be a bit more involved…also omg tabieitaken all looked so good i’m fr entering a yuki phase though like HEAVY guys could this be the start of yukimira ⁉️

YEAHH sibling angst because we already know karasu has an inferiority complex and yayoi just makes it worse by “preferring” hiori at least in his eyes meanwhile he actually rejected the ducklett and told her to just release it hence why she gave it to hiori LMAOAAO he’s kind of dramatic and it doesn’t help that (if i go with the bfb characterization of her) yayoi is just as bad with emotions and vulnerability as he is so there’s zero emotional communication there 😭

PLSSS OTOYA THE FATHER WHO STEPPED UP FR 🤩 karasu is probably heartbroken because he actually put way more work into helping care for deino when it was a baby (since he’s experienced with problematic baby pokémon thanks to yayoi) but hydreigon just LOVES otoya and follows him everywhere when it can’t find reader 😫 please it would one hundred percent be a otoya x reader shipper i bet it fights with aegislash about it CONSTANTLY (houndoom has to mediate) (she is a karasu x reader shipper but she knows it will never happen 😔💔) i actually think the thought of the pokémon shipping their trainers is HILARIOUS i think garchomp is also a karasu x reader shipper, arcanine and reuniclus are also nagi x reader shippers, yukimiya’s breloom and alakazam as well as reader’s galvantula are yuki x reader shippers, and reo’s gallade + tullia’s lilligant are tullireo shippers (in contrast to tullia’s vivillon who is a tulligiri shipper because she finds his hair to resemble flowers)

OBLIVIOUS OTOYA MY BELOVED one hundred percent he’s just like okay cool story buddy idek where tf you found that can you just use thunderbolt or smth?? and then aiku randomly pulls up and is like oh yeah that’s a mega stone…also if you want there’s this girl i know who’s single 👀 bro is ALWAYS on that oaeu grind icl when he showed up in ep one i was so hype it felt like seeing my bff or smth like LET’S GOOO IT’S JAPANESE SOCCER’S NUMBER ONE WINGMAN ❤️‍🔥‼️

i’ve been SO unproductive it’s so bad i was thinking to myself that i’d write this weekend and then i binge watched 911 (the one with angela bassett) with my mom instead LFHSJJSSH but yeah i’ve been getting opp fans out the wazoo as of late bro so many sae fans…also oddly enough a lot of otoya traction on his bfb?? not that he’s an opp but just funny to me ig ep one converted people to him faster than expected (KARASU NEXT PLEASE)

LMAOOO there’s so many things about me and my life that just feel made up tbh 😭 it’s an extensive list too sometimes i mull it over and i’m like wow i AM y/n but instead of appreciating my y/n life i am chronically online posting about my beloved animated men 😓

[fairyhaos]

omg hellooo bff do u listen to or like olivia rodrigo!!! did u like her new album i was literally ENAMOURED by it she really did make that album for teenage girls (me whos 20...yeah teenage girls!) i was literally heaved over in pain over some songs and then angry raging to other songs its too good.....

omggggg hii i don't listen to her on a daily basis but my friend absolutely ADORES her so!!! ive watched the music video for vampire + listened to the grudge and her music is just so ✨ her voice is on another level and ur so right 😔 there's just smth about her songs which just feel so painful but in like a beautiful way. like poetic ripping your heart of your chest kind of way and i think that really is soooo the teenage girl experience actually

[fairetaire]

Alastair’s letters to Thomas 

lmaooo hes like "thomas you little shit". Honestly, i felt so bad when matthew exposed him, it wasnt a good time considering he was at his sisters engagement party. He was even crying 😭😭😭 . He should be called out at some point, but the party wasnt a good time. and ‘barely contained fury that i’.. WHAT???? I WANNA KNOW. ALSO not to mention, him calling thomas ‘tom’ BOI-

thomas: are you going, bc i aint if u are 😤. Alastair: mr. lightwood, thanks for the kind letter. LMAOO i kinda dont like alastairs tone tho, him baffling at thomas's inquries and dismissing him bc he finds it utterly bemusing that he wouldnt attend a party by the people who are soooo kind to his fam.

oh no hes gonna be cleaning out the cages at a zoo  😂😂😭😭😭 yes that seems much more enjoyable then attending a party. "Thank you for thinking of me" AHHHHHHHHH THERE'S SOME PROGRESS. but then it died down after alastair questioned him again and told him not to write back 😒.

OMGGGGG IM SCREECHIG MY HEART 'ridiculously tolerable handsome' HES ADMITTING HES GOOD LOOKING!!!!!!!! WOULD HE SAY THAT ABOUT ANYONE ELSE??? I DON'T THINK SO BC HE SAID IT ABOUT THOMAS AND HE EVEN WROTE IT IN A LETTER??? LIKE HOW U GONNA BE LIKE "thomas don't be dumb, ofc im attending im a good friend of the townsends, actually wait, im not imma clean out a zoo bc i lowkey wanna see you but since u dont wanna see im dont wanna see u either FUCK IT thomas u chivalrous charming handsome bastard, let me apologize i cannot live in this agony of u not speaking to me, please forgive my facetious comments about you in the past, idk how to flirt" SEE ALASTAIR WANTS TO MAKE AMENDS!!! and let him, don't bar him from attempting to reconcile. If matthew can atone for his mistakes, so can alastair. He's not gonna live in a phase of guilt and wrongdoing his whole life. He is kinda right tho, thomas needs to allow him to apologize. Thomas does have every right to be angry but dont be angry and bitter forever, its not healthy. He's gonna stop holding grudges against him or even better, he cant dissipate those grudges if he permits alastair to approach him. He doesn’t have to befriend him, tho at least let him apologize. I’m loving thomastair even more now but im so worried for them. cassie hinted about the tension in their relationship and her emojis evince it 😥😥😥. if one of them die- no i will not think that. I will end this on a happy note. THOMASTAIR WOOOHHH

[1d1195]

HIIII IM BACK ahh ive missed you, the wedding is over im soooo tired, i danced sooo much my feet are KILLING me but its whtvr it was fun, and i met a lot on new people who were just so sweet ! summertime is soooo ughh to me tho the days are too long and its wayyyy to hot😭

I READ SUNFLOWER, HERE ARE MY THOUGHTS the part where she asked for his business card and he was like ‘i’d give her my whole wallet fr’ HAHAHA I LOVE HIM

Harry wanted to tell her that he would give her whatever she wanted for as long as they lived and then in their next life too. But instead, he simply nodded and tucked her card safely into his wallet. OH MY GODDDD you write the yearning so well i’m about to pass away

He wanted to call her Miss Sunflower or something similar, but he had one neuron still keeping him sane and decided ‘love’ was more neutral than not. this is the sweetest thing in the whole world omggggg😭😭🤍🤍🤍🤍 jealousrry is a cult fav and you do him so well

i saw you said you went to see niall ? THATS SO AWESOME i actually met a niall stan at the wedding, they played a 1d song (what makes you beautiful, basic but classic) and ofc i was going CRAZYYYY HAHAHA and we got to talking abt our favs ahhh it’s so nice to bond over something like that and we were talking abt how awesome it would be if the band decided to do a reunion tour🥹🤍✨

i have a new song !! “i love you, im sorry” by gracie abrams she had a whole new album come out and i love it (there’s another one called ‘blowing smoke’ SOO GOOD) but something abt that song it’s just sooooo amazing. i adore the bridge.

how are you !! missed you so much let me know what’s new with you love youuu <3333

~🎶

Hiiii! I've missed you too! Sounds like you had lots of fun with the wedding! Nice you met new people! IT'S WAY TOO HOT. It's just starting to turn to rain where I am and it's FINALLY bearable being 20 degrees cooler than it was the rest of this week!

I truly think Harry would only make money so he could give it to his gf. Like he's just so whipped in my head. I pray that's true.

😭 you're so sweet. I def am a female writer writing a man but it's so fun to imagine him so GONE for his lady

"He wanted to call her Miss Sunflower..." that was ME who wanted to call her Miss Sunflower but I thought it was too close to Miss Wildflower and I didn't want to take away from that 😭🙄 very irritated with myself about it tbh hahahahahahaha

I'm glad you think I do jealousrry Harry well because I don't think I do. Or I think I do a really understated one and I never know/feel it's enough

I think it should be a law you have to play WMYB at a wedding. My bff that I go to all my 1D related events with and send all my 1D related tiktoks to have discussed that i would simply play all their albums as a band and solo at my wedding and everyone would just have to enjoy. It's so nice you got to bond over it! I think it's amazing how music and artists can bring people together! I actually dread them doing a reunion tour in some ways. Of course I would be ecstatic but with the way concert ticket prices are, I really don't know if I could do it :/ And I'm sure it would be INSANE to get them anyway. I would LOVE to see them together again, don't get me wrong. I think there were a lot of things they didn't get to have closure on from their abrupt-ish ending. I also think it's CRIMINAL that the Made in the AM album wasn't toured. But I don't think I would be financially able to see them and that makes me really sad tbh 😭

I'm loving "I love you, I'm sorry" !!! It's def got a vision in my head 👀 You were the best, but you were the worst. Relatable 😭 I love it! It's def gonna be repeated for a few days! 🤭

IF SHE'S GOT A PULSE SHE MEETS YOUR STANDARDS NOW. GO OFF QUEEN. I would go off the grid if I knew that song was about me. I love it! I'm going to make a summer playlist for sure with it on there!

Nothing new here. I went for walks this week and just relaxed a lot. I'm hoping to not stress myself out too much this summer. Other than that 🤷‍♀️ nothing much here. I should reach out to a lot of my friends that I don't see often. The one thing that's hard as a teacher is I have a lot more free time in the summer (for which I'm very grateful) but my nonteacher friends don't want to hang out on a weeknight to get dinner 😂 it takes up like every weekend! But that's a me problem hahahaha

LOVE YOU!!!! 💕

xoxo

[forgotteneilionora]

god ikrrrr eilia feels the same way, but she tells herself that ~not seeing eithne is probs a good thing since eilia is literally a political prisoner...meanwhile eithne is being forced to serve her awful stepmother hand and foot so akdlsjfjds #itscomplicated but anyway i doubt eilia knows that? and so it comforts her to think of eithne at her estate sdljfkdjsfklajdf

omggggg mama malconaire meeting papa malconaire at court!! omg i love it ldksjfjf i can see their meetcute playing out in my head already <33333 and omg mama malconaire bringing her daughters for a royal playdate w the princesses <3333

yessssh! a nd honestly i'm 100% up for whether or not you want eithne to have been a lady-in-waiting to eilia! she certainly would've had the position if she wanted it bc im sure eilia would be delighted to have her around, but she'd also 100% understand if matters at home were too pressing etc and esp w the war it just...never transpired, so either way fits! im thinking rosie mightve been one either to eilia or one of her sisters for like a hot minute (im thinking thats where she really trained her eye for fashion etc), but yeah i def think the war threw everything off its groove for sure hahaha

eithne would def have been sent away for her safety! i should confirm w @thelongforgottenrealm / @lizzydobbs (not sure which one's the better one to tag for you, love?) but i feel like the battle where lord malconaire died was a turning point battle? and, once those forces were defeated, the next move was to besiege the ~royal castle, or whatever, and eilia had just enough time to evacuate the city and set up some fortifications to try and hold out against a siege? like...i sort of have the impression that the moment they got the news that battle was lost, they all kind of knew it was the death knell for astairan freedom, and it was just a matter of holding out just long enough to protect whatever they possibly could from the ravages of conquest? but idk that's just speculation/a vibe ive gotten!

but yeahhh! honestly im not sure how much access the staffords -- and eilia, in particular -- have to the outside world? i get the impression not v much? dslkjfkldjf that awk moment when the closest they get to talkig is by telling arthur to say hi to e/o when they see him hahahahah jk, jk -- or am i? kasljfalksjdf they ~are def gonna have an opportunity tho at guin's ball and i know eilia's looking forward to that sm!!

god poor eithne honestlyyyyy and like that's just soooo much to process!! sldjfkljfsjf idk how ur supposed to deal w A N Y of that tbqh hahaha i ~do think eilia would worry if she knew the princes were heading over to the malconaire estate sm. edmund has been telling her absolute HORROR stories, exaggerating what really happened to put her off wanting to marry his dad, and frankly those stories would've freaked her out ~w/o any exaggeration hahahaha

OOC | Eilionora & Eithne

these two are besties!!!! and eilia loves eithne so so much <33333 since eithne is noble, perhaps they -- at least in some part -- grew up together? i can see where perhaps lady malconaire was a lady-in-waiting to eilia's mother, and/or perhaps eithne, herself, was a lady-in-waiting to eilia? or maybe none of that, maybe they just saw e/o when the staffords were in the country? maybe they didn't even meet until more recently? idk!! but regardless of how it all happened, eilia thinks eithne is amazing, and wants only good things for her! she def thinks she's one of the best ppl she knows and knowing her is a privilege and a gift <3

[lululawrence]

can u believe i just finished reading 130 of ur fics in 3 days? i have no life jsfjsks its hard to choose a favorite but i finally have a fav now its Nothin' I Would Rather Do i spend 10 mins crying to my sister bc i love the liam payne liam chain reference and i miss lilo u cant blame me okay? also in that fic louis said harrys hands have magic power but i personally think your hands are the most powerful 😭😭ur writing is soooo good. huge love for anne and her matchmaking ways

anne is the best mom ever for trying to hook them up in two of ur fics ilysm

wait wait maybe i lied about my fav fic its probably What Happens Next because it has the same vibe as escapade and its one of my faves and ziall and larry are so 😩😩😩this was so sweet! and the part where they have to answer who had said " i love you" first is so HSAJHDAIODAODGADJADAYD so much cuteness and fluff and my heart is so warm ilysm

NONNIE OMGGGGG first off, i can’t believe you came back when your first message already was just so wonderful it FILLED MY HEART COMPLETELY! and now these? i’m giggling and entirely overwhelmed with the most kind and lovely feelings and i just. thank youuuuuuuu ilysm tooooooo!!! seriously it’s been a super rough week and these messages really just made me so incredibly happy. i cannot believe you read so many fics so quickly lol but i’m so very grateful you did! and i’m glad you love those fics too! you just. please know you’ve made my week. thank you so very much!!!

[makoodlesarchive]

HOLY FUCK dragon dick Kiri does things to me that I’m not proud of. You’re so talented and make everything sound so hot and just wow. Wow dude. Legitimately amazed pls pls never stop writing. I will support you as long as I possibly can, until my heart gives out from imagining soft loving dragon dicc Kiri treating me RIGHT with his bakubro. Bruh words can not describe how like, jaw dropping ur work is. Like pal I aspire to make stuff that’s that sexi. You do such a good job and I love it sm!

FUUUUUCK sorry I’m back to say the post about vibrators MURDERED me I’m DEAD my soul has left my body. I am...... questioning my asexuality ngl I FRICKINRBRNGHSJSJDJF ITS SO GOOD Jesus Christ I can’t stop freaking out U write so well my jaw is DROPPED my wig? Snatched. If I had money I would give you everything and my first born child for more content.   Like bro I gotta go get a drink of water and calm down that post destroyed me. I’m probably gonna have to take a cold shower

Oops also I’m sorry for spamming you, I just wanna show my fav writer that they made me have emotions (who is that don’t know her) and FEELINGS??? I don’t mean to spam but srsly you’re writing and blog and everything is just. It’s a work of art and I hope you know that

okay so i was just about to go to bed when these asks came in and honestly i’m 😭😭 i am in BITS this is just so NICE and LOVELY omggggg ?? !! i am squirming at this praise, i am so unworthy

thank you soooo much, i’m so unbelievably grateful that you like my horny self-indulgence

[yutadori]

whats some of your favorite mangas, falen? :D if you don't mind me asking? (you can include all genres too!)

HIIII MISS KC!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖 omg YES of course i dont mind you asking omg im happy to hear that youre interested!! answers will be under the cut because i love to talk gdfggfdsdf

(in no particular order) -dungeon meshi: dunmeshi is one the mangas ive read recently and i !!! love it so much omg! i love the characters sooo much theyre so lovable and i adore how interesting and different they are, not just in terms of personality but physical appearance too!! throughout the series, the mangaka draws the characters in different body types and theyre not ridiculed for it and it’s v nice to see (’’: i think what i really love about dunmeshi would have to be its characters, humor (oh my god it’s so funny and it has a nice balance of humor and seriousness), and its emphasis on connections! oh wait i forgot to say the summary gfdsgdfg so basically this guy’s sister gets eaten by a dragon when she protected him while they were traveling in a dungeon. thing is, she didnt Die because it takes the dragon a month to digest gdfsghfd so he and his teammates go and save her! on the way there, they have to eat to survive but they dont have any money to purchase food so they have to kll and cook the monsters (its nothing gory, from what i can remember) and theres a Lot of focus on eating and that Nice feelinig that comes with eating and sharing food with others and it just feels so warm (’’: the manga also emphasizes taking care of yourself, like there was a part where one of the charas wanted to rush into battle while they werent doing so well but the other charas reminded them how important it is to be well rested and fed and that it wouldnt be a good decision to advance while injured and i was like (’’’: it was v refreshing to see esp in a shounen (i think its shounen fdsgf) manga!! definitely definitely one of my fave manga!! 💖💖 omg i almost forgot but if you do!! decide to read it, please let me know because theres sorta? a tw for what felt like a sexual assault scene?? i dont think it was one Technically but i feel like it could be triggering ): it’s a short scene but i could tell you the chapters and pages and everything! other than that i dont think there are other tws !

-horimiya: horimiya!!! another series that i started this summer! id never really heard of it until recently when the anime was announced and i was really interested to see what it was since a Lot of people knew about it and liked it!! and im so glad i did omggggg i dont know if you know what its about but just in case you dont, it’s about this girl whos a popular student at her high school and she dresses up in makeup + styles her hair v nicely but at home, she takes all that off and is a comfortable version of herself. the other main character is known to be quiet and mysterious at school but he actually wears his hair up and has a bunch of piercings! they both keep these sides hidden from people at school but one day they both encounter each other and are like 0: they become friends!!! and i really really enjoyed seeing their friendship develop! the charas are so good i absolutely adore them, i feel like it’s such an easy and lighthearted read. the main guy’s chara dev is definitely one of my faves it’s v heartwarming (’’:  -akatsuki no yona: omg.... YONA!!!!! so i originally watched the anime like..... five years ago omg with my friend and even though i wasnt much of a manga reader at the time, i picked up the manga and omg !!!! it’s so good... the art is soooo pretty and it’s nice seeing the mangaka’s improvement!! theres a bit..... that i dont understand about the series like the fighting part fsdgfg BUT i enjoy the characters and their relationships a lot ;----; i love love LOVE yona’s character development, she’s honestly come so so far from the beginning and im so proud of her T__T i just adore how strong but also how kind and empathetic she is 💖💖 i also love the dragons and hak and yun theyre so funny omg  -spy x family: !! a newer shounen series that’s at 37 chapters right now!! omg i really like spy x family so it’s about this spy who, for his current mission, has to have a fake family in order to execute it properly. he adopts a little girl (whos the cutest omg shes so funny) but he’s unaware that shes telepathic, and for his wife he finds a lady who’s also in a situation where she needs a fake partner but she’s an assassin (A REALLY COOL ONE) and he has no idea either LOL. so they all live together and have No idea about each others abilities and live a normal life as they carry out their missions etc and it’s really good and pretty lighthearted overall!! 

-jujutsu kaisen: (jjk manga spoilers) okay i know everyone knows about jjk but i HAVE to talk about it because i havent gushed about it in so long fdjsghfsdjghf i wish i had a bigger brain so i could fully appreciate jjk for all the it is but here we are fdghgfdhf anyway i’d say what i adore the most about jjk is definitely the charas, specifically the main trio 💖💖 i love how dumb they all are gfgfsg like oh my god theyre so FUNNYYYY like nobara and yuujis interactions always make me laugh gfdsg and the scene where nobarar spilled coffee onto gojos 54353453 yen shirt and they clean it up?? CHERISHED scene that ill remember forever!!!!!!! i just love how silly they all are and i love that theyre not competing with each other in an unhealthy way ?? like they all care about each other so much... SOB T_____T LIKE the obedience arc is possibly my fave arc because of their dev like ??? when yuuji and nobara told megumi that he doesnt share anything about himself but they can trust him because theyre friends??? SOB........ and oh my god their fights in that arc.... fuckkkk !!! okay anyway gsjhgdfjg i also love love the humor in jjk SOOO MUCH oh my god how the hell is gege so fucking funny like??? gsshfghgh god i love it so much... and i love how well rounded the charas can be and how their reasons for doing things isnt always because of some like honorable reason like they do things for their own reasons and thats okay!!! and oh also i love that there are a lot of girls and that they arent sexualized (from what i can remem) like.... thank you 

reading the manga has been such a ride too like MAN the shift from the beginning to the arc where they flashback to shouko, getou, and gojo when they were younger umm.... i fucking felt that??? i feel like i need to reread it to appreciate more because it was so wow and also the whole shibuya arc has been so gdfsgg i just... so much has happened... i want THERAPY for my kids!!!!!! im really really interested to see how this arc ends and whats going to happen next hhhhh 

YAY weve reached the end fkgsdkgl omg im so sorry that this is so long sdjghj but thank youuuu for asking miss kc!!!!!! i hope youre doing well and staying safe!! 💖💖