#but ofc my brain is evil and was saying that actually Guz would agree w anon and think im being a hysterical prude | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dandyshucks · 6 months ago

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logging in solely over here for a little while methinks, bc goodness gracious i stepped into some shit on my main account 😭 i an going to let my avoidance win just this once bc I don't want to have more anxiety to deal with on top of the usual stuff fjdkdl, i can avoid that anxiety by not logging into my main account for a while... this may backfire on me if the anxiety festers instead of fades though LOL

#i didn't want to say it on my main bc its not a good idea to like... admit smth is getting to u when ppl are sending anons #but good LORD that entire subject is so upsetting for me bc of personal experience and im so ??? horrified that anon thinks theyre correct #absolutely baffling !!! scary stuff !!!#and then i tried turning to thinking abt Guz to distract myself from it #but ofc my brain is evil and was saying that actually Guz would agree w anon and think im being a hysterical prude #so i just had to like. sit and numb myself for a bit fjfkdl #and then i dealt w an earwig on the ceiling which snapped me out of it thankfully LMAO #but good LOARD i hate that it affects me so much. always makes me feel like such a wuss fjfkdl #anyways i think im okay now for the most part :') just a weird evening dealing w that fjfkdl #weird and upsetting. i will admit it. it was upsetting fhdkdl #as much as i didnt want it to upset me it definitely did #but now im going to listen to music and draw and hopefully settle down before sleeping WAUGH #dandy.cmd #vent //

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