#but now things with my partner have gone bad and whenever i see matcha blossom content it feels hollow | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

all-da-ladies-luv-nico · 11 months ago

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it sucks when you watch a show at maybe the lowest point in your life and you start to super relate to the characters and their struggles and you start assigning the characters to real people in your real life. but then you grow and your opinions of these people change but you’ve so heavily related them to these characters that now you can’t really interact with the fandom in the same way and it’s hard for you to watch the show at all

anyway, I just really wish I could still enjoy sk8 the infinity

#tw: sa #i am cherry #my partner is kojiro #adam is my rapist #but at the time i liked adam because i didn’t want to accept that i really had been assaulted #i was literally cherry holding onto to hope that adam was still a good person who cared about him #but I’ve grown past that now and I know he’s a terrible person and adam is a terrible person #but now things with my partner have gone bad and whenever i see matcha blossom content it feels hollow #and I can’t rewatch the show because cherry’s character growth is reset and he’s back to clinging onto hope that adam cares #and kojiro is caring for cherry in a way my partner never will for me #and all of that is just too painful to watch and experience #all of this to say that sk8 is such a good show that makes me feel so many things #my post #sk8 the infinity

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