#but now that ive gotten older ive been slowly and painfully losing my passion for it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

hangingoffence · 1 year ago

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i remember i used to be terrified of losing my right hand. either it getting cleanly chopped off or being so mangled that it was beyond saving. sometimes the thought of it would enter my mind and id just stand there for a minute and go through all the scenarios in which i could lose it. bc me losing my right hand would cause me to lose my ability to draw.

#drawing used to be my passion it used to be the thing that made me so so happy #i wanted to spend my life doing it i wanted it to become my job and make a living off of doing the thing that i loved so much doing #but now that ive gotten older ive been slowly and painfully losing my passion for it #i watch all my art friends go and study art and improve their skills and they seem so happy and when i think about going and doing that #i feel like puking #and sometimes i feel like i wouldnt really care anymore if my hand got chopped off

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