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Hello lovelies
I was lucky enough to snatch a commission from @bucksketch
This is something that has been on my mind for so long and I could finally ask one of my fav artists to bring this to life
Everyone,
The Stucky Buddie AU
There is no fic (yet)
But I think they fit them so well
Buck with his trying to save everyone, trying to always do the right thing, burning down the world for his loved ones
Eddie with all the trauma that hardened him on the outside at first glance but he'll do everything for the ones he loves
Buck with the whole transformation he goes through while the core of his heart never changes
Eddie with all that grief but slowly making his way through healing
The friends to lovers
The always having each other's backs
The saving each other
Yeah I love them all
#Buddie#Stucky#Buddie fanart#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 abc#If anyone wants to write a fic#Please do so#I also asked specifically for these two suits#But now I'm like#Why didn't I chose the CATWS suit and arm for Bucky#I had a reasoning for it#I can't remember it anymore though#Thanks air brain#Anyway I hope you all love it as much as I do
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the feminine urge to romance scout harding and romance taash and also let them romance each other
#i'm losing it!!!!#i'm a sucker for an npc ship#omg and i've been loosely planning for years to play a qunari lady for lace#and a dwarf for the mysterious qunari silhouette that became taash#but now i'm like#WHAT IF THEY'RE SOOOO CUTE. I BET THEY ARE 馃ズ馃ズ馃ズ#where's my poly ship let's make a sandwich#this game is going to be so gay i can feel it in my bones. and also i read the dev notes#laash#lace harding#taash#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age
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I'm in the home stretch of writing this fic but.......how to end it.............
#i'm like#writing AROUND an ending#i'm stalling#i've been working on it for weeks#i've been in such a flow#but now i'm like#'wait'#'is this too fast for certain things'#'would they do this in this situation'#'what am i trying to even say'#you know what i mean?#lol#emma blabs#beauty and the bard#part 5 baby#she's on the way#i promise#astarion#astarion x you#baldur鈥檚 gate 3
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Whoops, the OTHER potential OC f/o in development has slipped containment and is now getting fic'd
#it was between him and jack who got picked to get fleshed out#i picked jack because i needed someone wholesome#but now i'm like#'i need toxic codependent older man x younger man yaoi'#i can't do that with isaac and laika because laika is too pure#i need to dredge up Actual Psychological Wreck Adri for this#we'll see how this goes
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my first actual acting class is in a week and i'm so exciteeed :)
#I CAN'T WAIT#i was nervous signing up i was like 'you can always cancel'#but now i'm like#i'll die before i cancel#i've been wanting to do this for a long time and i finally signed up and it's finally almost here!#live
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...man I've really hit that stage of Old Womanhood where I seriously contemplate and long for novelisations of existing gaming / televised media? :/
#like who cares?? i used to step away from all forms of novelisation as a fanfic reader because...why do the same?#but now i'm like#oh the FRAMING that would be narratively possible; the inner monologues#the addressing of odd pacing issues and sequence problems that gameplay by its nature creates#the additional gapfiller scenes#the glimmers of backstory#the choice of a narrative eye which is a critical lens of the game's narrative eye itself#the layers jerry the layers#the way a close recreation in itself becomes a particular kind of critical dissection#@sarasa-cat *stares at that sending stones excel doc still alive in our shared gdocs*#i think: there's a lot of extremely good adaptations of stories to screen these days->#it's like wanting to do the reverse and take the moral of the above adaptations: it should *not* be the same thing but somehow find a way t#capture core meanings and intents and throw light on the Vibe of it all while being able to be a Different Thing
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sorry for falling in love with a fictional character and developing a piss kink do you guys still think i'm cool
#after hours#piss tw#LMAO sorry for being a freak can't help it though <333#u can tell i'm getting more confident bc i wouldnt have admitted to this a year ago#but now i'm like#it is what it is#live#eddie.txt#馃
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some little color experiment stuff. really tried to make this a *speed paint*
good practice but, ow, my hand
#arpg#rukaans#deer#elk#forest#woodland#digital art#idunn#yvonne#this game has been so stupid good for me actually doing backgrounds#bc usually if i start to dislike a background i just give up#but now i'm like#if i do this for ten more minutes i can submit it for points
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why the f is it, that as soon as I'm done with my masters degree (finally) I miss uni life, and long for the days where I would stress-study in the library and take coffee breaks discussing material with friends?
#mine#Also yeay to me#I finished my masters degree!#Kind of incredible how the time flew by#But now I'm like#Will i ever have such a carefree time again?#Having so much time and so many friends around who also have time#waitressing in the evening and going to parties#And going to interesting lectures and sitting in the very back at boring ones#I just feel so nostalgic all of a sudden#I didn't think I would#I thought I'd just be happy to go... Onward
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when i rewatch the terror, i spend the last couple of episodes just going "why would i ever do this to myself this hurts too much to watch i can't do this again," but then about 12 hours after i finish the finale i'm like "can i watch the terror again?"
#like#i spend the last couple episodes feeling ILL#and miserable#but now i'm like#i want to watch it again#vicious cycle of misery#the terror#my adventures
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i...... think i like ey/em..........
#it started bc i realized it was kinda punny bc my name is emily#but now i'm like#????? for me????#pronouns for me????#i think i'm still mostly she/her#that's still fine and comfortable and i don't feel dysphoric about it or anything#but...............#ey/em#馃憖
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writing simp gojo and now i'm yearning send HELP
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i just realized one year ago today i realized i was aromantic
#I had been thinking about it for over a year before that but it was the day when i came to terms with it#looking back it's so unbelievable for me how I didn't realize it sooner bc my worldview and feelings were so obviously aro#and i knew I had a different vision of romance and such things than most people but you know how it is#I remember the next day I was so happy. I kept talking abt aromanticism to my cishet friend during one lesson. but it was cool#the breakdowns over it came later. same w/ lesbianism tbh. the first week after I realize sth I feel soo good and then. reality. feelings馃槓#but yeah hiiii i love being aromantic i love aromantic people#the story HOW I finally realized is so funny tho lol. jujutsu kaisen also played a role in it#okie rant over.#aromantic#aro#i used to be like 'idk if it's aromanticism emotional constipation or problems with social norms tho... maybe I'm not aromantic?'#but now I'm like#WHY NOT ALL???#ok bye#i was supposed to write a cv 馃
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it truly fucks with my mind that i now actually recognize the random high school kids who were playing pran's song in ep10
#the funniest thing is that i'd ALWAYS skip them on rewatches bc i'd be like#''why what are these kids on screen for that long i don't care wHERE ARE PATPRAN''#but now i'm like#my sons!!!!!!!#but like it feels so weird tbh like. did they get lost?? put them back in the my school president world where they belong!!!!!#what are tinngun doing in bad buddy gkfjfcjncfjfjfjd#it's mindfuckery#airenyah plappert#msp#bbs#adrm
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You're so brilliant! First time I see question about magic replied in such way, but you are totally right! The narrative about magic gone is prevalent about just anywhere, in any media or story, including lost Eden, lost Atlantis, Tolkien books etc etc. But you are right that it can't be lost! (I was not anon who asked)
Thank you for such a great message, I do feel like we have the narrative of everything ancient being lost to time but the source of it all has not been lost at all, we have what people back then used to have as well. We just ignore it and assume it's gone forever. I think as children, we pay much more attention to nature (or at least it's how my childhood was), and it's at that time of life that magic very much feels real. It's only when you turn your attention away that it feels gone.
Lately we have been looking away. But we can figure it out and look back.
#offtopic i have been to the river today also#and I saw a black snake swimming in the water#i was immediately like !!! and tried to back away so the snake could slide to the shore where i was standing#but it was already too late#she has already seen me and glided underwater to escape#:(((#didn't get to play with the snake :(#i sighed and just entered the water like 20 seconds later#its so funny to me now that a child me would see a snake in the water and be like#i can't go in this water there is a snake in here#but now i'm like#the snake is gone forever i wish i could get the snake back
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finally listened to the black parade in full for the first time. I have now seen the light
#I tried getting into MCR at the height of my pop punk phase when I was around 13 but they never stuck with me#but now I'm like#ugh. the complexity. the theatricality. the sheer raw power. the sexy guitar solos#I get it now guys. I get it#personal
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