#but nope i tested negative and i don't even have a fever

[ilseofskadi]

damn i'm really feeling sick on international lesbian day of all days smh

[pixelatedraindrops]

So I bet all of you are wondering where I've been...

Well its been a lot... (just me complaining)

So after a mentally draining thanksgiving break (and after my period ended lol) I ended up getting sick AGAIN. And its been a week now. It's weird at first I was thinking it was just a sore throat, but that gradually increased to other symptoms. Had a fever for 2 days, went to a clinic and tested negative for covid thankfully, just some virus and after all that, I think I may have a full blown cold now. But what makes it even worse, is that my nose is bleeding. So imagine a cold with a bloody nose. Eugh sheesh... (its not serious, I just have an injury inside my nose and...lets just say the scab keeps coming off... ;w;) And its so annoying. some days I feel okay, others I have either a sore throat all day or a stuffy nose all day, like what even is this sickness?? Can I just get better already?? Make up your damn mind!

Karma be serving me hard this time haha..

And on top of THAT my 19 year old cat also had a stroke last Thursday. Thankfully that was a day that I was fully okay to take her, had to call my friend to give me a ride since I can't drive. I was fully convinced she wasn't going to make it home that night... But...thankfully she survived. Shes a tough old beast ;w; I had to tend to her for a few days while she was still spinning and wobbly. She would just collapse on floor or by water bowls and I had to help her eat and use the bathroom. But after just 5 days she miraculously recovered. And now she's been by my side all this time. I appreciate it old girl💜

(She says hi :3)

Plus I also had schoolwork to do too. I got sick on my last week of my semester's last course, so that's fun ;w; (Thankfully I'm pretty much all done with that)

But my GOD I just want this to end already!! Its like one day I think I'm better and then the next morning, nope back to stuffy nose or sore throat whatever the day wants I guess?? I'm not suffering or in any pain anymore, but I'm just annoyed and so fed up with it at this point T-T

I want to get better already... I don't want my winter break to be ruined by this and I'm tired of barricading myself in my room to avoid my family so they don't get sick too... (because when my mom's sick, its ANNOYING because she's SO LOUD at night w coughing and it keeps me up... ;w;)

I also have to go buy Christmas gifts for my irl friends....and go to see Sonic 3 next week... (I pray this won't ruin that, I've been so excited for it since the second movie ended) I'm just tired... Very tired. (not sleepy tired, but angy tired)

Well at least now that I'm free from class I can maybe get some drawing done. I haven't arted in a while so... Hopefully I can get my creative juices flowing soon.

Just a little update of what I've been up to I guess... x'D (and me complaining lol)

The last few weeks have been...bleh ._.