#but nooo i cant FUCKING hear people. and its not technically hearing loss. its auditory processing. so no accomodations lol | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

stirdrawsandreblaws · 2 years ago

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I can think of barely anything more soul-crushing than finally getting the ok to work on smth for money (transcription) despite knowing it is not something im good at (bc i Cannot fucking Hear without video or transcripts) and then sitting in a work queue for 16 hours across 2 days, actually doing work for an hour and a half so it was almost 18 hours total, and then getting paid only for the audio time i did transcripts for

so i made ~$3.50 for that hour and a half, and could do functionally very little for the other 16 hours

and they might decide there are too many errors to pay me for so idek if i made that much hahahahahaaa

#at least I've been able to put in other job applications and tune up my resume while in queue #but this is. bad lmao. im so fucking tired. every day i wake up and work on finding a job until im too tired to continue #and then i either play games for a little while until i pass out...or i just pass out.#it's not like im totally unskilled either but i just. cannot fucking hear. and that rules out like 9/10ths of remote jobs #and the rest is like. engineer w 4 year degree or whatever.#im so bitter i wish i could make phone calls bc then i would be Fine #but nooo i cant FUCKING hear people. and its not technically hearing loss. its auditory processing. so no accomodations lol #stirring up trouble #i feel sick to my stomach

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